you know, you're missed.

everyone's still missing NAC. so am i.
everytime i'm alone, NAC just appears in my mind
but nah. don't worry. i'm not getting emo about this anymore.
just tend to miss it every single now and then.
& it's my first time that i really want to grow up fast so that i can attend this work attachment again if i can :D
small kids of my age, now, cannot get any jobs. so yups! i want to grow up!
to my next age, 16! hahahaha!

so friends, let's wait patiently for us to get one more year older and we can work in NAC and nvr miss it again :D

replies to tags

elaine : yups! it was damn damn fun! sorry to make you late for your tuition.
lynnie : which one handsome? :D
vivian : i will link you and yes, it was pretty damn fun! haha! :D LOVE YOU TOO!
humaira : i dont have your number! but you have mine and lynn's phone was out of battery. sorry! next work attachment! they say have somemore then they will call us! :D YAY! i'm still missing expo hall 2 too! :(

this is something so special

by looking at this few photos, you can see how much fun i had back then :D& this is something that is really really special to me.oh and you see the one and only angmo in the pictures above, ah, he is the mr dakota rae. the stingrae that i've been mentioning in my other posts. i miss him too.nah, he is not my mr matin :)

this is for humaira :D

haha! i think your crazy. my ang mo husband! haha! xD okay. but you know one thing, I DONR DARE TO EMAIL HIM! so how! scared leh! i doubt the stingrae will email us. he is a businessman, hello! haha! but i hope he will email us one day. i bet this is his more memorable seminar where all the girls and guy ( kenneth ) crowd around him and goin gaga over him! hahahah! yups! i miss everything soooooo much! i will also think of us doing doors over and over again. shucks! i'm missing thursday and friday, but friday the most! :(

replies to tags :
candace : haha! i miss you. i think (: joking.
nic (: : which nic are you? :D

replies to tags to my favourites door people! :D

humaira : yes, omg, i miss expo hall 2 alsoooooo! stupid p obviously has no feelings at all. stupid dumb her.
yi : thanks. i added you already (:
elaine : yah, omg. i hate the principal for nuts lah! even our parents let us go (right?) then she don't. wth. i am super duper angry with her. seriously.
xinyi : i miss working too! :(

everyone is like scolding the principal for not letting us continue working. after reading other people's posts, i agreed with what they said that our friendships have all become so much stronger and closer. its just that two days and praise jesus! our friendships has became so close. like what elaine said, regardless of the streams or classes that we were in, we just worked together and had so much fun. seriously, i thankgod i went for this NAC and not the other work attachment. NAC also had thought as alot alot of things. we have became responsible. example reaching to work on time. & also doing our work seriously. only when its time to have fun then we had fun or not we would really be serious.

still finding the NAC hard not to get emo. haha. and i think i want to email mr matin :D

work attachement is love.

thanks, i wanted to take somemore pictures with my handphone and camera for the next 4 days.

thanks man. thanks so much for not letting us continue to work further.
really know, thank you soooo much.
stupid freaking principal. why does she have to not let us work.
it has nothing to do with her anymore, or anything to do with the school.
who is she to stop us from doing something that is so worth our time?
who is she to stop us from having fun and gaining more experience?
isn't that what all the adults want us to do?
to go out and work to gain experience?
tell me, what's wrong?!
i really want to go back to hall 2 and do everything that i've did on thursday and friday.
i miss the people there. you stupid woman made people cried.
oh great, the waterworks are coming again.
its just another 4 more days.
i thought i would still be working again and now i'm not.
i thought after the whole things, i can take a nice picture with miss lynn and tell her that i appreciate her and i would love to work together with her and her company again.
and now, i freaking did not get the chance to do what i've plan to do.
all thanks to the stupid principal. i will hate her for that. really.

i miss hell alot of things.
i miss doing doors with lynn, kenneth, khairul, humaira, nadirah, vivian!
i miss waking up in the wee hours of the morning to have breakfast together with elaine, adeline and lynn and then going to expo together.
& please to say that i miss the packet food that we have for all 3 meals.
i miss expo hall 2 itself and the crew room that we had to stay in before we can work & i also miss sleeping in that room and making so much noise because of the heart.
i miss standing at the doors for more than 12 hours a day and greeting people with a smile and opening the doors for them.
i miss getting high at the door.
i miss doing exercise with khairul.
i miss all the shit that i laughed about with kenneth.
i miss all the fun i had with the girls at the door. they always nvr fail to make my day. so did the guys :D
i miss miss lynn, auntie june, purple, mr timonthy tan, mr stingray and mr matin mattar. why was i not brave enough to say hi, take a picture with him/of him and talk to him? ah! i regreted and now, we have no more chance.
i practically miss almost everything down there. really, this are all super duper memories that will be kept deep down in my heart. i think it would take me eternity to ever forget this whole event. really. two days and i missed it already. thank you for giving me this memory :D

work attachment :D

i terribly seriously love the work attachment that i had been doing for the past two days.
i've nvr regreted going. i've nvr regreted doing door greeting, collecting tickets, opening doors for the people, directing them to another door. doing running when i was needed and the most fun of all was just having fun with the door people :D

haha, lynn, kenneth, vivian, humaira, nadirah and khairul :D
they are my super love door people. i love doing doors with them.
kenneth, being mr think-too-far & mr gentleman :D he is always taking out his money and treating us. really mr nice guy :D haha! and i am still waiting for my havanas (however you spell it) okay! still waiting or not its you-know-what punishment kenneth lei, heeheee.
lynn with her super crap and everything. so are the others (:
& the first day was bset with one of my door partner, khairul!
we exercised, we played, we joked, we greeted and everything. and laughed at the stupid mistakes that we have done :D & also laughing at almost everything.
but it was super duper fun. even though there was some auntie june. she is not love. she is hate. and since i have volunteered for another 4 more days, i shall see if she will be there and start to love her and get to know her :D

we were also drooling over guys and women :D
MATIN MATTAR! :D
omg, he was mr right! :D we totally have the connection. shall not say too much here, haha. everything shall be kept as a secret :D wooooooo!
but the best was just having alot alot of time to bond with some of my classmates.
i will have nvr spent so much time with them if it wasnt for this work attachment thing. so praise god for everything. he knows the right time for everything to happen so well :D

so in conclusion, i really had damn alot of fun and i seriously need some sleep or not, the panda eyes will really start to appear. but thank you jesus, i wont in jesus name! :D amen! :D
yups and lord, you will just make use of me to bless the people around me and you will pour your favour on me. thank you jesus for everything that has happened the past two days.
the wonderful people that i have made friends with and the handsome people that i've met :D hahahaha! i love you jesus (:

MY SUPER LOVE

I LOVE 3/1!

my candace lye :D

i realise, there is only like damn few pictures i took with candace. don't know why i suddenly miss her today. hmm, haha. the other feelings shall not be posted here. but i really just wanna say that candace lye, i miss you :6

soulmate

love

my childhood song (:

lover of my soul

having a crazy conversation with dean kum about our names? explaining to each other of each and every word of our chinese names. fun! haha! but anyways, things have sort of been rough for me, but i thank god that he has always been there for me, picking me up when i fall and carrying me when i couldn't walk anymore. how wide you open your arms when i needed you the most :D god is good :D

replies to tags (:

candace : haha, so you bought the ticket yourself already? :D
DEBRA! : yes, i'm much much okay already. thanks debra, really thankyou :D i can lend you a ear too if you need! (: I LOVE YOU DEBBO!
sihui : since when you become so nice one? :D haha! okay lah, when you see me in school, you will see me smiling like some nuts lah okay?! :D:D:D:D
dajie : i miss you so alot, and there are so many things that i want to sit down and share with you. yups. and i hope one day we will both be free and just sit down and spill everything out for each other. i love you shir (:

oh thanks my sweets!

zenda, vivientan, lilian : thanks friends, for pointing me back to jesus in this time of my needs. thank you. really thank you alot! :D i thank jesus for such lovely friends like ya'll :D love you girls.

get me a piece of my mind

stress, tired. is that all i can few these days?
screaming, yelling. is that all i can hear these days?
i only know how to help others but i dont know how to help myself.
why am i feeling like there's no one there to help me?
i seem to smile, i seem to laugh my head off, but inside, its feeling some shit.
i dont know how to control my feelings nowadays.
it's getting the hang of me.
i need to break away from this.
i need some help.
i need someone.
jesus, would you send someone down for me?
exams have been a serious bummer.
i can't do like 4 papers for nuts.
i can't seem to stay awake for nuts.
i really need help.
i miss coach alice. i need her now.

my friends, it's not like i don't wanna tell them, but see, the bloody exams are here and everyone's just so busy, mugging, rushing projects, having their own problems and asking me to solve it for them. that, i don't mind but sometimes, give me a break. one after another? i really cannot take it. i have my own problems which are yet to be solved. i feel so tired after each and everyday. i can't even finish talking to jesus before i fall asleep. i close my eyes and started talking and them, a few mins later, i'm fast asleep. i need alot of qt with jesus. but i just can't seem to find the time. why is everything just suddenly seem so rushing?
why am i becoming so rough? i beat my sister, i yell at people, i get moody.
where is the jesus-filled wenhui?!
i really want to cry, but i must stay strong
i know i can't by myself and now, jesus, i really need you to be here with me. i need you to carry me through. i need you by my side now since no one is ever here. lord, i need your strength, i need your wisdom, i need you to take over my life. i really need you so much.

& for all the things i've said here, i doubt anyone reads.
so yada, i'll continue to keep posting here.

stupid morons

f*king morons, would you please stop spreading that _______ likes me?
{ i am sure RS is very very clear of what i am talking about }
do you think it is very funny to have other people spreading things about you?
so what if he likes me and he is abit "funny"? doesn't mean ya'll can go around doing stupid things to us right? you think what, people will just start laughing because they think it's funny. and would you even care about other people's feelings? people like me and him? and ya'll would think that he doesn't mind since he is "funny". okay. what about me? do i look like i am so close to you?
so, if ya'll dont mind, please for pete's sake, stop spreading things around and just f*ck off and mind your own business.

pardon my language, and it goes to show how hopping mad i am.

jesus, please don't pass me by

replies to tags :

yanyee : all the best for the rest of your papers tooooo! :D
ZENDA TAN! : still dare to HELLLLO DEARYYY me somemore. hahaha! XD
candace : this is what i call great minds think alike lah! haha! :D sorry! i wil bring you my cheesecake soon! :D


BIG ATTENTION!
planetshakers' STEP INTO THE ZONE youth concert is hereeee!
date : friday, 15 june 07
time : 7.30pm
(doors oepn at 6.30 seated by 7pm. admission by ticket only)
venue : the MZX pavilion singapore expo
price : $5 ( inclusive of GST )
speaker : PASTOR JOSEPH PRINCE!!!!

hello! yups! & if you are interested, you can tell me and i'll get you the tickets.
it is highly advisable for you to go if your below 30 years old.
and be prepared to have your ears blasted off and your hearts abandoned for the one who gave it all. be so prepared for jesus to love you from the inside out. and go home so filled with his overflowing love from head to toe! :D
if i were you, and you read this, you will start asking around for tickets already!
and i am the person you can ask for. its only 5 and its cheap! and you have dancing and rock music all the way! it's gonna be super awesome. DONT MISS IT!

this is our love

yes lord, with you, everything will be so good.
although my papers, some are abit screwed, but god you are a god god and i know you will make my papers gooooood, AMEN (:
no need to wait for my papers to come out. i'll still sing. i know that my god your so good!
i know that my god you are you with me. i'm standing in faith! for you are my solution :D

this is my baby boy :D

replies to tags to ALICIA! :D

alicia : hello dearie! of course we are HOT to the power to 123456789! haha! sure thing! i will send you the song when i see you online :D i seldom see you online :( i will try to see you online more! (: LOVE YOU DEAR! :D