this is....

Heartaches, heartbreaks are just the words that comes to my mind, the feelings that I feel when I see my parents and their kids.
I feel so lost. There's just so many things in my mind now. So many things I keep thinking of to do just to save the childcare. But after today's talk, it just seems likethere's just very little hope left for the people.
Stupid, just because of a promise, you make everyone suffer, how is that good for everyone? How is that? How on earth is that?
I feel like crying. My children cannot suffer. My parents cannot suffer. My centre cannot close down.
I don't know what to do now, jesus please help.
I disagree with what pastor prince said.
Freak. This is just mad, really mad.