3.25.2010

Just wanna burst out crying now.

I don't know my feelings right now. It's all mixed up.
So many things that I'll just wanna share now, but keeping it all inside.
I'm really tired. really exhausted.

3.16.2010

to ransack and waste

Sometimes, my freedom of speech becomes limited due to the people.
I always thought everyone or anyone would be there to hear me out,
but i'm wrong. Even the closest person in my life do tend to not be able to do so.
Sometimes I feel like i'm living in a world of my own, where its just me and myself.
I don't feel like as if there's a room for me to just cry out to someone, or having a shoulder to just rest on or cry on.
I feel so tired, but no one seems to understand and know how I'm feeling right now.
I wanna be strong, to juggle everything but I just don't have that encouragement from anyone, no motivation to do so. I don't want to be told to give up on one thing and just focus more on the others. Because I can't, each one of them is precious to me and there's nothing in this world that could make me give up.
I wanna be able to do it, but I just need that encouragement.

someone, anyone?

3.13.2010

Tired tired tired tired tired tired tired tired tired tired!

Everything is in place now, with only little things that actually need my hands on.
SO, really praise God for every single thing in my life.
Being really worn out here and there at many times but at the end of the day, you know that you're just walking closer and closer to where God has placed you to be! :D

Anyways, I really love my kids!
They are my sweetesttttttttttt angels ever on this planet earth :):):)

3.05.2010

53A



Watched this band's little concert today.
It was good, they are good :)
Just came across this video by them performing but was led more to the old man.
Watch it, you'll laugh. Hahahaha!

Tmr's a long long day. Sad.

3.03.2010

Absence makes the heart fonder

Army makes the guy's world rounder,
but it makes the girl cry longer.

Idoit, I'm excited and sad that Darrel's going in soon :(
Will miss you dear boy.

3.02.2010

My kids made me wanna cry today

because one by one, they started wetting themselves.
But I rather wash pants and skirts than having to stay another day with the witch!