Dear Darrel, Army day 44

So the clock strikes 12 and it is 2 more days till you P.O.P!
Woooooooo! I am so happy for you baby boy! :D
Can't wait to go and see you pass out!
First time! & I;m really veryvery excitedddddd! :D:D:D:D

hahaha okiedokie babe~
I'll write till here!
Really tired and drained out today because of something and because of my kids.
Please pray for me!
Jesus be my strength! :D

I love you babe! :)

BOOK OUT DAY 13 & 14

So todayyyyyy...
Took MC and accompanied my dear army boy :)
I really love days spent with this army boy :)

&& praise Jesus!
Nowadays, when we quarrel, things get settled so quick and sometimes, it gets settled like on the spot :)
I don't know how to say but this r/s is really blessed, with the touch, drip drop, pour overflowing filled with the favor and grace of God :D

This r/s wouldn't have gone far without Jesus! Serious!

I;m just really glad for everything now.
Super love the life that i'm living :D

Everything is just, not to the perfect standard, but you will just exclaim in your heart 'I LOVE LIFE' :) & you can just smile! :D

Hahaha, okkkkkkkkk.

Darrel Leong! I JUST LOVE YOU SO MUCH! :D

Getting things right!

Dear Darrel, army day 36
was during camp till friday...

Before that it was book out day 9 & 10 which we celebrated our 3rd anniversary...

Then after camp, it was book out day 11 & 12...

So its Dear Darrel, army day 37-43
with the extra 2 days because someone has to become a security guard at some place :)
hahaha how funny/cute is that!

okkkkkkkkkkk.

So camp was really awesome!
3rd anniversary was also really great!
Then the other days, are just pretty normal, cool, restful and just filled with the awesomeness of Christ :)

I think there is just too many things for me to list down here,
so i'll let the pictures do the talking for me :)

First, it wil, start from my really blessed and awesome 3rd anniversary,
then it will come to camp and....
the rest or my week, no pictures yet! :D
hahahaha


















NOW IT'S CAMP PICTURES! :D

















LOVE YOU 3 ANYWAYS! :D

A GREAT CHANGE IS COMING!

I know i say i would blog everyday for you, but things are so busy now.
I'll update you everything soon again k baby?
I love you :)

Dear Darrel in army day...........haha

Just gonna make it short again.

Thankyou baby for being there for me, even though it was just that few minutes, but it made me feel so much better.
today was just bad shit, but with Jesus and you, it made all things well again :)

Really thankyou baby, you dont know how much that talk meant to me :)

I love you sweetheart :)

I'll write again which day is it now...cause im too lazy to check

Anyways, today was really good.
We went around sharing again, this is like part i-dont-know-how-many.
had dinner and another round of sharing :)

Everything is just good today.
Miss my kiddies :D

And I miss my boy.
Waiting for him to come back from this march :)

Anyways, baby, hope you dont mind for the posts to be short.
Cause Im really tired and I'm trying to blog every night for you...
hehehe, when it should be long, it would be long :D K?
ahaha
Love you, waiting fot you to call!

Dear Darrel, Army day 31

Dear darrel, just want to let you know that I really miss you so much.
& I am really sad that it would be a camp without you :<
Without hearing your voice tonight really sucks.
I had such a long and tiring day today and all I really want now is to have you hugging me and telling me that you have done so well.
I've never cried like this again before, after the very first week you went into army.
I really miss you babe. Why is it that the day before I go for camp, has to always end up so badly?
Im having a huge headache and my throat hurts.

I really just wanna see you now and even if it was just hearing your voice would be good.
Really hope I could hear your voice before I leave tmr.
& I will try figuring out auto roaming in your phone, so that we can have communicate during this 5 days.

I love you baby, see you soon :<

BOOK OUT day 7 & 8!

So only get to spend one day with the man for this week because of his tekong.
Anyways, he's out and surviving and alive! :D
I was so worried that he wouldnt make it. hahahaha
But thank you Jesus for everything that you did to bring him out here :)
& thank you for the grace and favor supply that you give him with his friends and sirs.
:D It is so amazing. thankyou Daddy :)

Anyways, sunday....
Waited for like a million years for him to book out. Only reached home around 10.
so, showered, told us his stories and everything :)
Really praise God for everything :)
Then stayed-over at his house again. Man, this is becoming a habit, but i like this habit! Haha!
So.....nothing much happened on this day, there was just loads of talking and talking and catching up :)

Then the next morning, woke upppppppp......
Then had a little breakfast of the apple crumble that i baked for him :)
He likes itttt! Gooody! Cause I was afraid that he wouldnt like it this time because it tasted a little different...
So after that, went out with the man and his mummy for lunch, which he craved for, at sakae teppenyaki. the food was really good there. Had sushi and those lunch deals. FULL LUNCH :D
Then talked alot with his mummy yada...
Went home after getting all the stuff that the man needs to bring back into camp.
Home and packed all his stuff for camp and then he sent me home to change and which we headed to orchard. Not to shop but to send me to school :)

It has been long since the sending me to places took place :)
hehehe, I just love the man so much and I really want to let him know that :)

I love every everything that he does for me :)
I love every single time spent with him :)
I love all the little conversations that we have before going to bed :)
I love the way he holds my hand so tightly everytime we walk past some funny people :)
I love the way he cuddles me to sleep :)
I love the way he picks food for me :)
I love the way he tells me to lie on his shoulder to rest :)
I love the way he just cares about me :)
I love the way he tells his mummy all the good things about me :) Not because I want the mum to know about it, I dont see the need to. But I am happy that he does like the way that I am. and when im typing this, i dont know why im tearing right now, but i feel so so so happy :) Really, i dont know where on earth will I find anyone else more like this precious man of God :)

He does have his flaws but his positives just covers it all :)
I am really thankful and blessed with this beautiful and amazing blessing from Jesus :)

I've seriously never ever cried before when im thanking Jesus for him.
I just feel really happy and I'll keep smiling to myself, but this time, i'm actually tearing tears of joy. Seriously ONLY JOYFUL TEARS :) Praise Jesus :)

Thankyou Jesus for keeping this r/s so stable and beautiful :)
Thankyou for always being in the midst of us and never forsaking us even though there are so many times we fail you :)
Thankyou jesus for everything :) Really EVERYTHING :)

Dear Darrel, Army day 29, Tekong Day 5

Dear Darrel, how are you today?
I hope that you're doing great there :)
I miss hearing your voice and I miss seeing you around.

Today hasn't been quite a good day for me, besides night time (I think)
Idk. naaaaaah.

Morning, went baby-sitting @ val's.
Her mum was tired, so she wanted to sleep. But her mum said that I was to take care of val. She didn't say both. But in the end, I ended up taking care of both, because one was sleeping, the other one was doing his stuff.
So baby max was with me and val was just going wild and playful.
Somehow I think she knows that she has some sort of authority in the house because her parents are around. But oh well, I just give my fire stare and there goes :)
But it was so tiring. i was just looking at the clock ticking away.
Thank God sweet max was so cute. Val was just being.......not the way she behaves in school.
Oh well :) Still love them.

Hahaha but guess what! My efforts were paid off, but also due to the favor of God :)
I left, drinking a bowl of 'buddha jump over the wall' soup :D
It was simply delicious!
haha best part was the ingredients in the soup!
The soup was already fantastic. But the ingredients, lagi fantastic!
There was i think hai shen..then there was also the mushroom, the black coloured one.
Then there was also those...aiya. those expensive kinda dong dong.
Woo! Best, one whole abalone! SHIOK! :D
I first time eat abalone until so shiok! :D
Hahahaha praise God man! :D

Hahaha miss you so much baby!
I almost broke down today.
Like there was so many times I swallowed back my tears.
Was during briefing, felt really so tired and felt so like shit.
Just felt really moody. So much for telling myself that there will be one day that i'll be moody.
In the end really got. But not bad, only the 5th day then i felt like that.
haha sigh.
Then did LSA alone and everything was just so rubbish, like so messy, so crazy and so shit.
Plus the camp thing. I really thought that it couldnt be settled.
So I was just trying to take time off to settle the thoughts in my head.
Even when god tried speaking to me, I just didnt felt the peace and all that.

But now that everything HAS BEEN SETTLED :D
Haha, i feel so much better now.
But my stomach just doesnt yet :(
Vomited. & All i ate today was just one currypuff, one cup of bubble tea, one doughnut and thats all.
So please come out tmr and eat good food with me k :D

I love you so much baby!
See you tmr! I love you!

Dear Darrel, Army day 28, Tekong Day 4

WEET BABY BOY! CLOCK'S STRIKING TWELVE SOON!
MEANS ONE MORE DAY! :D

I will not be afraird, not be worried, cause I know there's Jesus taking care of you! :D
I just keep feeling upset and worried bout you.
Dont know how you're feeling because I dont get to talk to you at all for such a long period of time. Dont know if you're doing well, or how you're feeling now.
But I pray that it will all be good and positive thoughts and experiences that you're feeling :)
because, like what we've believed and said amen to, that your everyday will only and forever shine brighter :) Because Jesus is your daddy god :D
It shall all be good and well for you, in Jesus name I pray, AMEN :D

I had a good day today baby!
Work was really good because BOSS IS NOT HERE! :D Hehe
So it was super shiok and relazxz.

Hahaha, i forget to tell you. Favian cut his hair and he really looks more and more like you now! Super cute! Exact same face that kind one :) REALLY. I should have taken a picture for you to see! never mind :) The next time :D

So after work, went out with pui, shaun and alicia.
Went for dinner at this korean place which i am going to bring you too :D
They have good food here! And tea that taste like kopi o!
hahaha pui's recommendation. hahaha!
Had fun with them and I keep talking about our wedding babe. Hahaha
CRAZY RIGHT! I'M SO EXCITED TO GET MARRIED TO YOU!
Even though its still a few years more!
But yeap! It's good to plan early.
I've found some hotels already, asked for alicia's shaun's pui's advices. They gave some....
Then like what are we going to do and all...
HAHAHAHAHA SIAO. Joking la!
But we did talk about that :D

Alright. I'm tired bb. Need to go sleep now.
Babysitting tmr :)
Church tmr, long day tmr :)(
Sundayyyyyyyyyyy! Treat you to eat good food k! :D

I love you b! See you soon! :D

Dear Darrel, Army day 27, Tekong Day 3

Soon! You'll be back from Tekong and it'd be the coming 1 month of your time in NS! :D
Excited only to see you POP! :D

Ahhhhh baby! I'm missing you so much! :D
There is just so many things I wanna share with you now and it's all pretty good! :D

Let me just write it down here in points, so that when you come back, I can share with you :)
1. Restful Increase Year...(with my teachers, friends from school, boss) Check fb if i've forgotten :)

2. The re-confession for you, from me :)

3. The video I have of shayna singing!

I think that's all for now. Cant really remember much now :)
Everything just comes in bits and pieces to me now, hehe.

One shit thing, I dont know whether its just me or its really my body, fighting stupid germs in my stomach. Sigh, tell you more when your back :)

Anyways, life's pretty good :D
This week passed damn fast, like what i've prayed for! Praise Jesus!
When the clock stirkes 12, it'll be 2 more days till I get to see you and 8 more days to our 3 years!
I'm super excited! LIKE REALLY EXCITED! :D

Just when I think that life would be really bad when there is no form of communication between us, when I keep having thoughts like:" ooo, in these 6 days, there will definitely be one day that I'll be emo over you." Not saying that I dont want to, but God somehow gaved me a way of missing you and still feeling happy at the same time :)
Hahaha, it is really great :D

So these few days, I'm happy! Not feeling sad at all, happy even when I'm missing you and loving you each day, more and more, even when we dont get to talk at all! :D
So awesome right!

&& just just, when I got home, a really stupid thought just came up to me, to not msg you that I'm home already.
So in my head I was just like thinking :"I think I dont feel like msging Darrel today. Anyways, he wont reply and he doesnt have his phone anyway. & it could maybe make him think or get worried about me, like what might have happened on that day."

Haha, really bad right? :)

But guess what babe?
Right after that, I actually have this thought like :"How childish is that wenhui. Dont be so silly to hurt the man that you love."
It went something like that. & I was just thinking :"Ya, its really stupid. I dont want to hurt the man that I love"

& Just this afternoon, before I board the bus to go to school, I just suddenly thought about the times that we quarreled.
& somehow somehow, this whole chunk of words just zapped straight into my head :"Why would I wanna start a quarrel now with the man that i love"
It was something like that. Though I dont really understand how this sentence came about at that point of time, but I just got really like...idk, just this super relax, peaceful, loved, everything-good feeling.

It felt like a confirmation that we would be tgt forever that kind,
and it made me feel so happy :)

& now when I think further into it, I think i'm slowly getting the meaning.
It should go something like...there is no point for us to quarrel about anything anymore. & even if we do, we get a lesson learn, a lesson that will bring us closer to Jesus, closer to each other and to get to know more about each other more :)

Really. Last time I use to feel so insecure and that which make me wanna start a quarrel with you, to get your attention, to get you to say things that will make me feel loved/

But now, I dont need that anymore.
I am just contented when I get to see you, get to talk to you, get to hug you and do everything with you :)

Praise Jesus. Army really grew me up so much. not just for you ;)
Wow :)

I'm so happy now, and baby, Goodnight! Long day tmr
See you soon in 2 days! :D LOVE YOU!

Dear Darrel, Army day 26, Tekong Day 2

Dear Darrel Leong, I will blog more about today, tmr k?
Cause I'm awfully tired, just finish my presentation slides for tmr :(
Going to bed now. really very tired
And i miss you very much!
This week has passed by so quickly!
Clock has stuck 12! Officially 3 more days till I get to see you! :D
Hope you're doing well in tekong baby!
I miss you so much!
See you real soon! It feels like the time I was counting down from the 3 weeks of confinement!
Hahahah! Love you baby!

ok, now im tearing but im not gonna cry!

babe, i really miss you :'(

Dear Darrel, Army Day 25. Tekong day 1

So today is baby's first day in tekong!

I hope you're doing fine in there sweetheart!

& It would be 6 days of complete cut from you :(

Without even being able to hear your voice.

But so far so good baby!

This blog would be updated every single for you now because I cant get to talk to you, so this will be the only way to let you know what is happening :)

hehe, really miss you alot baby!

Feels so weird just knowing that I cant hear your voice for such a long period of time!

But I'm doing good! No crying no nothing :)

Just msging you here and there and thinking about you almost every minute.

Really hope that you are doing fine in there baby! Suddenly feel so worried bout you. But I know our Jesus is with you :D

You are safe and protected, amen :D

My day has been ok sweety.

Home early today to complete my homework, and then to sleep early :)

Really miss you very much and cant wait to see you on sunday! :D

Counting down! Day one has ended! Day 2 tmr and then day 2 will end fast and day 3!

So it will be 3 more days till I get to see you again!

Weekends are forever the days that I'm excitedly looking forward to nowadays!

hahaha

Love you so much baby!

I will take care of myself! you too please!

I love you! See you very soon! :D

BOOK OUT day 3, 4, 5 & 6!!! :D

Best book out days everrrrrrrr! :D

Because I get to spend so much time with him! :D

So on thursday, went over to timbre with pui and shuan and kannan :)

Had a great time there and then sang songs and we went home :)

A good time there :D Shaun drove us home and I stayed over at his place and we had an awesome time talking and catching up on every single thing ;) It was really good :D

Next morning, friday..... :)

Shaun came and pick us up to go jam at hindoo road, with pui, paul and ashley :D

The bestest jamming session ever! We had so much fun in that session! :D

Playing almost any and every songs that we had in the file and yada, we just kept singing and jamming, jamming and singing :D

After which, when we had 2 cars driving, it becomes too mafan.

So shaun parked his car at suntec and pui drove.

We searched the directory and landed ourselves at SPCA. To find that it wasn't open, we went over to farmway and got hold of the PUPPIES SALE! :D

I almost got myself a golden retriever, if only my parents agreed to it! Stupidddddddddd!

hahaha, but me and Darrel planned to buy another schnauzer, female this time, to introduce to coby! to have a breeding session! Hahaha! So we could have mini cobysssss! :D:D:D

Hahahaha! Then we went to 85 to have some dinner that the army boy craved for and it was shuan's first time anyways! :D:D

Next, drove to ice cream chefs to have some holicks and chocolate ice cream mixed with maltesers. Shiok!

Then after one whole day...pui drove us back to suntec.

Shuan drove me and darrel home :)

Talked for awhile more with the man at his house then cabbed home :D

Good fruitful day!

Saturday, went baby sitting @ valentina's.

Then met the man over at dobhy to catch a movie, but didnt in the end cause there wasnt any movie to watch.

Had KFC instead, which was what the Man craved for again.

He is really true. An Army man really acts like a pregnant lady.

hahaha! then we went shopping. Ok, I confess. Only I did. Haha but Darrel was sweet to accompany me! :D Happy girl. I love you! :D

Then after shopping, trained back to the Man's house to have dinner that his mummy cooked :)

Stayed over at his house again :)

I like staying over at his house, because there will be so many stupid things that we would do together and talked about, which made the both of us so crazily happy and laughing all night long :) Really caught up alot with him over the days :)

We laughed and cried, over silly things :)

hahaha

Next morning came, went home to change :)

Darrel's aunt picked us up and we went down to suntec for lunch at crystal jade.

Heavy heavy lunch and we went for service :)

after service, aunt drove us back to my house to change then we cabbed over to his house.

Where he got changed and then me and his mummy sent him down to get a cab to head over to camp. :( hahaha

So.....here I am now....

Had the greatest weekend of my life, with more than good activities and having 4 days straight with the man when he is in his army days is the best thing ever on earth :D

haha, shall continue with the another post :)