6.30.2009

I miss the pass like never before.

6.29.2009

There's so many things that I want to piece out, but I just can't seem to do it.

6.24.2009

With arms open wide

"There is nothing called coincidence, I only believe in God's incident."

This was something I felt really true and that was what which happened to me only just.
Just when I was going home after work, I "accidentally" bumped into this leader from church. We were going towards the same direction, so we started talking. He was just asking me those when-i-see-you kind of questions, like what I was doing here and those. So we just talked and I said I was an assitant teacher working in Bightstar and he was like really amazed, like how young I am and I'm already some teacher. That is what I call, favour :)

Yeap, continuing. When we were walking towards the mrt station, he just started telling me that he can sometimes feel it when God drop visions into his mind. & so, he told me that when he saw me and after he heard me talked about me working, he suddenly saw/felt this strong vision that I'll be a really great mum in the future. He added on that I am someone who is really blessed, blessed because I'm doing something that I really loved and that I'm gonna be called for something really great :)
At that point of time, I really just melted on the spot. I cannot deny Daddy's love for me. I felt really very loved.

It was just on sunday when I was talking to Darrel about how sad I was cause I did not hear anything about God's calling in my life. People saw visions while I saw nothing and hear nothing about my calling in my life. I was really upset. I don't know if being a teacher was my calling.

So here I am, on this day, a confirmation just came from this leader whom I don't seldom see and talk to, just appeared right in front of me and told me all these things.
& lagi best. When he told me where he lived, I was so much more blessed.
He stays in Jurong east while I stayed in pasir ris. See the huge gap? & when it's God's incident, even 2 people from 2 different ends of S'pore can meet. How awesome is that? :D

I really have the best God in the world. When no one hears my cries, HE DOES.

6.19.2009

God of my Forever ♥

This camp I'll remember. Because it has been the greatest thing that has happened to me. Kingdom friendships which I've been blessed with has added on to my list of blessings ♥

& For this wonderful relationship, I've received revelations that I've never asked God for and just so beautifully, HE exceeds my expectations and overflows with abundance :) ♥

6.14.2009

I'm gonna be a History Maker!

I just had one blasting weekend and am going to have one blasting week heading towards my waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaay!

& Did I mention that I am going for History Maker camp!
OMG! & I'm super excited of the world!!!

Hahahahaha! Really haven't been so excited for any camps since like forever! :)
It's gonna be so great! GREAT! GREAT!
See my excitement! :D:D:D hahaha!

Sooooooooo, won't be back till friday :)
Till then! *Winks*

Blessed 2 years together baby boy! :D Love you!
"You're my greatest journey
"

6.11.2009

You're makin me shine

I just came home from one really great night, I don't know why :D
& I know that friday night is gonna be so great too :)
Can't wait! ;)

6.09.2009

"I don't want knowing you be anything about endings or goodbyes."

In just 3 days time, it'll mark the start of our relationship, 2 years ago :)
I didn't know time passed by that fast and in just a blink of an eye, our relationship has already taken a step so far :)
I always find it amazing how breakups and quarrels never caused us to stop going further together. In fact, God never fails to use these little things to bring us to a bigger picture (a secret that people will know in future). Seeing these craps that happened to us, gets us closer to Jesus and to each other,  seeing how each one of us grow individually also.
Really like what Clara joy wrote on fb "Love is a journey", it's really every single step that we take together and every walk or the journey with Jesus, and with Jesus, that has brought us so far altogether. 

I'll always repeat and repeat on how great of a blessing that Darrel has been.
& I would want to let him know that he is a great boyf,
He is a great provider of love, care and concern.
He is nothing like the any other guys out there in the world, because he is special, he is made different from the world. 
He has a wonderful talent on the drums & he looks so gorgeously handsome when he plays.
He has this liking for kids too, like I do and that makes him so attractive.
He has big muscles which he trains for me (HAHAHA) serious!
He can make me laugh like no one else can.
He is just really unique, a one in a million.
Forever & ever, I'll always be blessed because of this one guy that God has blessed me with :)

Hahaha! I cannot believe this was how we look
when we first started out!
When you were small and skinny,
I was big and fat (Bigger than you)
But it was amazing then (STILL) how God can get you to like me.
hahaha!

6.08.2009

Just when I was about to say give up, "Keep Holding On" started playing.
Does God want it to be this way?

6.03.2009

In the midst of my storms, God sent an umbrella man for me!

I wanna fall asleep in my dreams. Forever.
I give up on everything.
I need just a hug.


A good friend once said :
but when you know that in the midst of the storms
you still can smile and laugh.
you know that there's life in you
that's the zoey life of god!
so you know that god's still with you
you can feeeeeel him