how great you are.

Hallelujah!
i've always got an annoucement to make, and all my annoucements are good ones. woo!
though this may seem something so small right, but still, my jesus has done it for me.

went to school this morning with totally no hyperness at all, slept during the first period and got woken up by the teacher. i guess i couldn't stand being tired so i told god :"daddy, i don't want to be tired." then, almost instantly, i got so fresh and just didn't felt like sleeping at all, haha! praise jesus! :D

next thing, best. had chemistry lesson the period after chinese and the whole lesson was about writing equations, which i had no idea of it since the past years i've started writing those stupid equations. so i was like oh shit, i hate this stupid thing. and i thought i was even going to sleep through/doodle through the whole lesson. really just didn't feel at all like studying. but still, i listened to what my teacher had to say. she was teaching and teaching and the moment she explain to us once, i totally understood what the heck she was saying! i sat up and just WOW, praise jesus. & this friend of mine, supposingly cleverer than me even had to turn around to ask me if i understood. i was really amazed at what my daddy has done for me (:
i really had never understood what my teacher had taught me before for this chapter, but today *snap!* it just came right at me and i became just so focus and starting doing the questions that she gave the class. isn't this just so so wonderful? :D

yups, another thing was math. this is one subject that i really cannot do it on my own, without friends and of course my jesus. & i really thank god for the change in my math teacher. not saying that mr chiang ain't good but his teaching methods just can't get through. and so, my new math teacher is non other than mr leong. he's a really great teacher, he knows what we want and he knows just how to teach to get us interested in maths and all that stuff that i hope all the teachers will know, haha. so really, praise jesus for this teacher :D
& god really blessed me with this group of friends that i have. they really got me so into maths. really didn't expect myself to really sit down and do maths today. this group of friends taught me how to do maths, they are caring and just lovely (:
& really, because of this group of friends, i really just sat down and did math and when i dont know, i will go to them and ask them for help. and they will help me all the way.

oh yes! and thank you jesus for the change of my POA teacher. this one now is great!
what she teach i can understand too! & most of all, i can stay awake in her lessons too! PRAISE JESUS! :D

it's amazing how god knows how to help me study. he has his ways (:
& all i can say is that they are just wow.
so, this whole study thing is one prayer that god has answered.
i wanted to be so into my studies and tada, now i am. and i know i will still continue to be, not on my own, but with my daddy jesus christ.

ah, my love!

everybody! i've got an annoucement to make!
guess what! i've lost 3 kg! & i didn't have to exercise or eat any lesser.
i didn't even have to eat what slimming pills or anything
and i just lost 3kg just like that!
isn't that amazing?! & there's no other else that i can give my praise to but my wonderful Jesus Christ.
& all i can say is, my jesus, you are so wonderful and i love you (:

i'm gonna reply tags!

shirmaine! : sissytaaaaaaa! favourite after jesus! yups! :D I LOVE YOU!
DEBRA : woooo! i'm feeling better! praise jesus! :D see you soon! I LOVE YOU TOO! (:
lilian : yups. i'm going back to school tmr already. i miss school and you all so much!

i will cast all my cares upon you (:

i will cast all my cares upon you.
i lay all of my burdens down at your feet.
everytime i don't know what to do,
i will cast all my cares upon you.

see, isn't jesus just faithful.
as i was just worrying about many many things,
this song just came into my mind.
i didn't know how to deal with all the things and i was just feeling so frustrated
& i really didn't know what to do at all and tada!
this wonderful song came to me.
everytime i don't know what to do,
i will cast all my cares upon you :D
praise jesus! he is always there to hear me when i cry out to him.
he is always there to comfort me when i cry.
he is just always there whenever i needed someone (:
& this is my wonderful daddy :D

this is serious for attention

ATTENTION!
please don't sms me anymore. cause my phone is screwed.
but, thank god, you still can call me & i still can call you! :D
actually you can sms me, but i'm not 100% sure that i will receive your message.
so please just call me, thank you! :D

down we fall

just pay attention to the song (:

DRAKE BELL LYRICS

"Down We Fall"

You were so clever,
You kept it together today,
By the way, I'll no longer ignore you,
I wanted to show you again, I'm your friend,
Sometimes we just pretend.
And all I can say is you save me,
Changed all the things that have made me,
Entertaining,
Thoughts are raining,
Down We Fall,
It's all ok,
When I say,
You and I,
Take your time, I can't wait,
To see you fly.
You don't have to wander,
I've finally discovered tonight,
Where we're at,
This is just the beginning,
It's all that I'm tryin' to say,
If I may
You're never in my way
And all I can say is you save me,
Changed all the things that have made me,
Entertaining,
Thoughts are raining,
Down We Fall,
It's all ok,
When I say,
You and I,
Take your time, I can't wait,
To see you fly. [random talking]
And all I can say is you save me,
Changed all the things that have made me,
Entertaining,
Thoughts are raining,
Down We Fall,
Entertaining,
Thoughts are raining,
Down We Fall,
Entertaining,
Thoughts are raining,
Down We Fall,
(And all I can say is you saved me)
Entertaining,
Thoughts are raining,
Down We Fall,
(Changed all the things that have made me) [x8]
Entertaining,
Thoughts are raining,
Down We Fall,
(Changed all the things that have made me)

when i did nothing at all

jesus, i want a boyfriend/husband like that. (lol)

homg zxzxzxzx

daddy! i feel like going insane soon.
at one time its nice, and the next thing i know, its going bizzare.
i don't know what's on his/her mind. neither do i know what's going on in my own mind.
please give me a sound mind. & i don't wanna go head over heels.

god is good.

god is good. god is good. god is good!
really. i couldn't sleep last night at all because of the stupid coughing and its coughing till vomiting that kind. & it was super bad. it's like coughing every minute. & my eyes are close to closing already but because of the cough, my eyes are forced to stay open. haha.
so i said a prayer to daddy. i told daddy i want to have a good night sleep without waking up every minute to cough and drink water and cough and drink water. it's super annoying.
yups, and evrytime i feel sick, i always remember what pastor prince shared about his wife having dont know what thing till it was so hard for her to sleep. she just keep on seeing that her sickness is already on jesus' body and she just slept throughout the whole night without feeling any itch. so i just kept on seeing my jesus coughing and coughing on the cross. and he died taking away my cough. and guess what, the next thing i knew, i was sleeping all the way from 4am to next afternoon 2pm :D without waking up at all! :D

see, isn't jesus so amazing?
&, my sore throat is gone, and so is my flu :D
& so will my cough be gone in the name of jesus, amen :D
how wonderful is my jesus (:

this is what i do when i'm bored

& so on and so forth (:

then added in his face.

realised that i've forgotten jerald chan's face.

i miss you.

i miss the old times where we can just sit down at a table and you just cracking me up. i miss the time where we talked and didn't have to feel awkard at all, where we can just talk, take random pictures. but now, look what has happen. when we pass by each other, we don't even do the most courteous thing and just say hi. what's all this?! i just want things to go back to the past, where all was bright and gay.

i can blog it down here, cause i know you wouldn't read.
"all i want is just a friendship" & this is the friendship you're giving.

you are always faithful

just as i was flipping through the bible looking for some verse for the family t-shirt, god just showed me this verse.

matthew 5:43-48

Love for enemies

43 you have heard that it was said,.' Love your neighbor and hate your enemy.'
44but i tell you :Love your enemies and pray for those who persecute you.
45 that you may be sons of your Father in heaven. He causes his sun to rise on the evil and the good. and sends rain on the righteous and the unrighteous.
46 If you love those who love you, what reward will you get? Are not even the tax collectors doing that?
47 And if you greet only your brothers, what are you doing more than others? Do not even pagans do that?
48 Be perfect, therefore, as your heavenly father is perfect.

though i still need sometime to digest this, but i'm sure if god has given me this verses to read, he will help me to understand what it says and i will do what jesus tells me to do, and that is to love my enemy (:

Lord, i'll follow you wherever you go

another song.

Lord i'm here, to sit at your feet.
To behold Your beauty.
Speak Your word, Your voice i will heed.
Let Your presence wash over me.

It's the one thing that i need.
Your presence, it's all i'll ever seek.
Overwhelm me with Your love.
Till all i see is You, all i see is You.

Jesus, all my fears they fade away,
When i see You, when i see You.

A verse that i so love.

psalm 37:4

4 Delight yourself in the Lord
and he will give you the desires of your heart.

take all of me, jesus

You broke the night like the sun
And healed my heart with Your great love
Any trouble I couldn't bear
You lifted me upon Your shoulders

Love that's stronger
Love that covers sin
And takes the weight of the world

I love You
All of my hope is in You
Jesus Christ take my life
Take all of me

You stand on mountain tops with me
With You I walk through the valleys
Your grace is all I rely on

I love You so, and I give up my heart to say
I need You so, my everything

:D

here is the story of the father and son. Click here to see what i am talking about :D
anyways, to all fathers, happy father's day.

replies to tags!

P.A system! : EH HELLO! like last time you know how to use my blog also like that right! anyhow say only. p.a system!
clarice : i miss and love you alot toooooo! see you on monday okay! (:
jiahwei : okies dokies dear!
cress : i replied your comment and now i'm replying your tag! i miss you!
candace : aww, so sweet. i enjoyed my last two days with you too! :D
debra : go read your blog (:

wenhui replies tags! :D

lilian : yups! praise god right! :D jesus is so faithful lo, i call and he was there for me so immediately. it will also be the same for you dearie :D i love you! jesus too!

deannn (: : yes. spreaaad the gospel to all the poor! spread it! spread it! :D

nessa! : i wasn't the only one that slept in PNW okay! you too! still want to say me! big old woman!

everything i am for your kingdom's cause

omg, this i must share.
although this is quite small, but its something which jesus has done for me so faithfully :D

you know on sunday, my sister left her phone, with my sim card, in suntec's macs. and she told me she left in on the cab, almost reaching home. i was super frantic cause my sim card was inside. and before i went back to sleep. i just gave jesus a little prayer. i forgotten what i've told him but i'm sure he knows what i was saying and sleeping at the same time (:
i went home and i told my mummy. then she called my sim card and the manager picked up the phone. and praise jesus! my heart just got so much peace :D

2nd thing, i wanted my phone back so quickly and i gave jesus another prayer. acutually i dont know if i did but i know i just wanted my dad to bring home the phone tonight. i did not tell my dad anything. and guess what! he called home and told my sister that he went all the way from his workplace to suntec to bring her wallet home! :D god is so good man!

and last thing, the most awesome thing! my phone could not call out or send any msges out or even if someone call in, i cannot pick up. and the reception is perfectly alright. then i was quite pissed. yah. and as i was drinking soup right, i just laid hands on my phone, spoke in tongues and prayed to daddy. and IMMEEEEEDIATELY, i called my house again and OMG, my phone just worked lah! i was super amazed! praise god right! really!

god was so faithful to me. even though i felt as though i cannot love him but he still loved me, soooo much :D and he still was there for me everytime i needed him. yups. so i was damn happy and i felt the love of god. just as i was listening to hossana and just lifting my hands and worshipping him, his love just came upon me. and i just cried (:
I FELT JESUS! I FELT HIS LOVE & I LOVED HIM BACK! (:
i just got this. i couldn't feel his love at the beginning and now i did! :D
wah! praise jesus man! and i want to tell the world! :D

god be the solution, say what.

I'VE SURVIVED ADV CAMP 3!

yes! i'm back from adventure camp 3reeeeeeeeeeeee! :D & what can i say, this camp was a tough one but still a camp that has been sooooo filled with daddy's wonderful love and faithfulness (:

day one

arrived at suntec at 830 and had briefing and sectional ice breakers. and after that, travelled to CCAC. and had another briefing and has lunch. after lunch, it was the first game of the camp called the S.I.T test for a few hours. we played with chicken! that was one thing i remember the most! omg, that was damn fun! haha! but it stink afterall. after that it was wash-up and dinner. after dinner, we travelled to suntec for service. SERVICE WAS POWER MAN!
i felt soooo much annoiting and power and love and warmth. & heard many things that jesus told me. & lord, i believe that all of what you have said to me, it will come to past. amen. the praise and worship was super too. woooo ooooo, god be the solution. woooo ooo, we will be your hands, we'll be your feet. yeah! ran around the whole auditorium with rs. flying, soaring and just jumping and praise our hearts out for jesus! :D after that, went back and had supper and then sleep.

day two

it was breakfast and my first game of the day was code breaker. had so much fun with my dg girls. then next it was SAUCE POOOOOOOOL! it would be my first and last time playing it. it was damn smelly and dirty! but haha, that's the point of adventure. but i had fun cause it was my first time playing. and after that it was the water bomb one. me and sam we went to wash up. hehee. and then it was bathing time. my best time of the day. woo! where everyone would be super clean and nice smelling :D area cleaning and service again! :D had powderful praise and worship and slaining. it was like domino during slaining. but it was all good good goooooood! :D and then then, the chairs had to be put back together in half and hours time. and i think we did (: praise jesus for the guys. the girls were only screaming and telling them what to do. and i realise the guys doing the server's section uses their brains. haha. as in they know how to leave a passage way for them to push the chairs to the back. i thought they would not but thank god, wisdom of christ :D went back to CCAC and had supper and slept (:

day three! plus day four!<>

it was wake up time and then SBX and breakfast. then had sectional sharing :D field cooking lunch after that and wash up. 4th serviced at suntec and travelled to east coast park to have packed dinner. and then had candle war. it was fun, i thought. mel and me went to attack. mel is good i swear! hahha! and we had to walk back to our campsite which was damn long. had praise and worship after when we reach. super tiring but i enjoyed :D after praise and worship, had abit of rs fellowshipping and zenda and i watched the guys played soccer. the girls played captain's ball too. fun! we won two out of threee matches (: not tyco, but pro :D

since we played all the way to the next morning, it was day four already. tidak boleh tahan. kept on falling asleep. will sleep if i had the chance. gosh. had breakfast, the beehoon was not bad, then camp debreifing and area cleaning. oh my yuck okay. the coaches are super mean.! my whole bunk saw they purposely find some dirty place and clean the dirt and make us do push ups. but my bunk was the easiest, push ups only. no need to do cheers or anything :D praise god. then, it was time to go home. went back to 6 floor and break camp with dg. went to have lunch with darrel they all. had super alot of fun at lunch :D cabbed back with jack and sister.

today
slept for like 17 hours. 5 from ystd till 10 to today :D praise god man. east here is raining heavily. thank god it did not rain for the last four days or not all the games will be ruined. wah, praise jesus man! and that's all for camp. i had some pictures of the bunk. going to put them up now :D

my love for you is deep and meaningless

rooster
"Deep And Meaningless"

I, I dont know why i miss you so much
Yeah I, I dont know why I still feel your touch
You, you left me feeling high and dry
With nothing, nothing but the question why

Yeah you, I guess you had another direction
And leaving me with nothing but a dead connection

[Chorus:]
If you call me today
Ill say that Im fine
But I bet you can tell by the tone of my voice
Its just a lie
You knew what you had
You still walked away leaving me in this mess
My love for you is deep and meaningless

You, you knew what you were doing to me
And I, I guess I was too blind to see
Well you hit where it hurt and you fooled me so bad
But I'd do it again to relive what we had
(Damn thats sad)

There are many things left to remind me
Of a love that I just cant leave behind me

[Chorus (repeat)]

oh no! old crush's coming back! haha.
i think, i think, i think, yah.

oh my weeee!

i'll only be
back from camp on
monday! miss me!
*smiley face*

lead me to the cross

holidays are meant for you to rot at home.
meanwhile, in just 3 days time, i'll be at church camp and enjoying myself.
getting a fresh new love over and over again :D
and also an annoiting that warms me up every single time.
camp is the only thing that i've always been looking forward too.
its not just any ordinary camps, but church camps.
church camps are somewhere that i can really play my heart out and still feel the love of god.
i can feel him anywhere, anytime. but church camps are just a better place where everyone gets together and just praise and worship him, without getting tired (:
& also just to get to know him more and more each day.
haha and its also somewhere that godly friendships are made, commando friends are found.
the people that are placed into your lives, you get to know them better.
i'm very sure that if i allow myself to flow with jesus, everything will just turn out great.
even friendships which i will nvr expect myself to have.
even to love those people that i once hated.
& i will only be able to love if only i have let god love me first :D
camps are also one place where you see many things start to happen.
miracles, good change in things, restorations and good daysssssssssss :D
yups, and when you get home from camp, you see your family change for the better, sticky situations get smooth, what you ask daddy for comes to past!
& this is also one of the most interesting things that you experience from camp!

yups, so now, i really look alot more forward to camp and i can't wait to pack for camp and go to camp! :D
weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee! this is love!

read it and say it

read the speech bubble and listen to me.
jesus is always so fantastic. even small little things like stoping my computer from hanging, he does it :D everytime before my comp starts up, i would just lay hands and pray that my comp will not hang. and tada! after every laying of hands on the computer, the comp will just work so well, without any hanging! yups! so praise jesus for all you have done for me.
you are so big big big BIG love (: