2.27.2007

you are my sunshine (:

you are my sunshine,
my only sunshine.
you make me happy when skies are grey.
you nvr know dear,
how much i love you.
please don't take my sunshine away.

i had a very very special dream today.
this dream is more of having the annoiting.
this {i dont think i shall reveal the person} person was inside the dream and its the third time already.
and in the two dreams, he/she prayed for me when i was feeling really depress.
he/she just seem to know it and everytime, he/she nvr fails to pray for me.
and everytime, i always feel the special annoiting.
today's dream, i was crying like mad. and he/she just walk to me and started praying for me.
and *snap* i got slain immediately.
i was crying and crying and crying. and i felt the warmth that i have nvr felt before.
and and he/she just prayed for me regardless of the place.
and this place just so happens to be at a bus interchange while many people were queuing up to get on the bus for church { dont ask me why it was at the bus interchange, cause i dont know }
when i get slain, only my head will get super hot.
but for the dream, it was my whole body, from head to toe.
i was super, how to say, like shocked and i felt really good when i woke up.
i told shirmaine the dream and she said that the dream was very special.
and she wanted me to know that even in my sleep,
god is still loving me and caring for me.
thank you jesus for these dreams (?)
and thankyou jesus for that special person (:


replies to tag! (:

mary-ann&candace: hello darling friends! i miss you two alot tooooo! &candace, i will go back to school tmr and i'll pass you the shirt. &mary-ann, thankyou for missing me. haha! and i'm really sorry that my stomach is creating all the problems for me. but i promise yall that i will get it all back as soon as i can. and i will! love you guys alot! :D

2.26.2007

replies to tags (:

replies to tag! :D

candace: the video nice right?! haha! its my church camp :D

kezia: haha. zenda made the blogskin one (:

2.25.2007

you brought me back through time



just this one simple video, it brought back many memories. should i cry or should i smile. or is it even up for me to choose. i think its all coming back up again....

now it's your turn to see

i have a dream with the same two special people again.
but this time, there was another one :D
keep all this dreams with this people coming again jesus! (:
HAHA! thankyou! :D

2.24.2007

its for the better (:

changed blogskin! :D

replies to tags (:

candace : i tagged your blog! :D

jerald : *KISSING MY MOO* :D

cress : teck tee kills cow? wenhui kills teck tee :D HAHAHAHA

jesus, your love brought me through the darkest night

a little reading for THE CONFIDENT WOMAN from joyce meyer :D

“It’s important that you note that you can’t just sit around and wait for fear to go away. You will have to feel the fear and take action anyway. Or, as John Wayne put it, "Courage is being scared to death, but saddling up any­way" In other words, courage is not the absence of fear; it is action in the presence of fear. Bold people do what they know they should do—not what they feel like doing.

The life that has been wait­ing for you since the beginning of time—and the one you may have been missing due to fear and intimidation. Satan is the mas­ter of intimidation, but once you realize that he is the one behind all your hesitation, you can take authority over him by simply placing confidence in Jesus Christ and stepping out boldly to be all you can be. God told Joshua, "Fear not, for I am with you." He is sending you that same message today: FEAR NOT! God is with you, and He will never leave you, nor forsake you.

Abraham was told, "God is with you in all that you do" (Gene­sis 21:22). That sounds like large living to me. Are you ready for a larger life, one that leaves you feeling satisfied and fulfilled? I be­lieve you are, and I want to do everything I can to help you on your journey.

I know what it is like to live in fear. Fear can actually make you sick to your stomach. It can make you so tense and nervous that everyone around you notices that something is wrong; it's that evident in your facial expressions and your body language. What's more, just as confidence is contagious, so is the lack of self-confidence. When we possess no inner confidence, no one else has confidence in us either. Imagine a timid, cowering basketball player, standing in the corner of the court with her arms wrapped around herself. Is anyone going to pass her the ball? Is anybody going to call out plays to her?

When we think people are rejecting us, we feel hurt by them. The basketball player in the example above might think that her teammates hate her or have something against her. But, for fearful, under-confident people, the root of the problem is that they are re­jecting themselves. They are rejecting the person God intended them to be.

A Classic Case of Confidence

Just as under-confidence comes with its list of symptoms, the same is true of confidence. A confident person feels safe. She be­lieves she is loved, valuable, cared for, and safe in God's will for her. When we feel safe and secure, it's easy to step out and try new things. During the initial construction on the Golden Gate Bridge, no safety devices were used and twenty-three men fell to their deaths. For the final part of the project, however, a large net was used as a safety precaution. At least ten men fell into it and were saved from certain death. Even more interesting, however, is the fact that 25% more work was accomplished after the net was in­stalled. Why? Because the men had the assurance of their safety, and they were free to wholeheartedly serve the project.

When people feel safe, they are free to take a chance on failing in order to try to succeed. When we know we are loved for our­selves and not just our accomplishments or performance, we no longer need to fear failure. We realize that failing at something does not make us a failure at everything. We are free to explore and find out what we are best suited for. We are free to find our own niche in life, which is not possible without stepping out and finding out. Trial and error is the road to success, and you can't drive that road long as your car is parked. So get moving, and God will direct you.”

thank you coach alice, for sending this to me and reminding me of god's love for me :D i love you coach!

2.23.2007

you did it all for ME



The sweetest sound, i've ever heard
The sound of heaven calling out, to me

Before i ever called your name
You gave your life for me
And all the things i'd ever do
You took upon the cross

You took the weight of the world on your shoulders x2
You did it all for me x2

The greatest love i've ever known
That you would give your life to set me free


Before i ever called your name
You paid the price for me
And all the things i'd ever do
You bought a covering

You took the weight of the world on your shoulders x2
You did it all for me x2

You take me as i am
Into your new scarred hands
and when i run so far away
you always call me back again
into your open arms
not matter what ive done
amazing grace has found me here
because of what you've done, for me


You took the weight of the world on your shoulders x2
You did it all for me x2

i'm running after you, jesus! :D

i dont know why i hate going to class when my class is so fun.
this is what they did today :
  1. we played indian poker.
  2. we played maffia/murderer
  3. we played a little bit of polar bear
  4. we threw paper aeroplanes at the fan. HAHA!
  5. we use the broom to see who could win the jackpot in taking out the paper aeroplane with was thrown up and stuck at the fan. { actually it was only darryl }
  6. ahmad fahmi took the bus 3 sign from the bus and placed it at the front of my class.
  7. shine the ohp at the door and whoever that comes in will be the centre of attention, light of the world. { they do that every reading period }
  8. throw things up the fan and see where does it fly too -.-

jesus, help me love going to school. thank you jesus for seeing me through school today. thank you jesus for wonderful clarice. i really love her. she cares for me more than anyone in my class did. and so does abital. wonderful friends i have. clarice kept on asking me what happen. then suddenly, she just come and ask me if she can help me. cause i told her i dont know what was happening to me. she just ask me if she can help, do you know that? i was really shocked and felt super bless for having a great great friend like her. thank you jesus for her. thank you jesus for everyone in my class. you placed them in my class to cheer me up. i was feeling really depressed when i came into the class. and jesus was so wonderful. jesus brought them to me and everything that they do just made me laugh. no matter how hard i try not to, i just cannot. i really really thank jesus for this wonderful class. and jesus will be my love for class. he will take away my fear for school.

jesus, jesus. its all about you and its about you in me! :D

replies to tag! (:

candace : hahahah! who is the threesome? :D

mary-ann and candace : thanks for the welcome darlings! you make me feel so happy when i came back! :D i love you two mannnnyyyyy!

2.22.2007

a crown of thorns, pierced through your temple.

WHAT CAN I SAY? GOD IS SO GOOD :D

last night, i spent the night with coach alice and coach val.
they came to my house to see if it was okay for dg.
do you know that jesus sent them to me? (:
they came all the way from jurong to pasir ris just to talk to me.
they were suppose to go to another house but they ended up at mine.
spent 2 hours plus talking to coach alice in the room.
i would not call it counselling, cause it's really nothing like counselling :D
she sat down and just started to ask me about my life.
the words that she used really impacted me.
things like :" there is no more condemnation for me in christ jesus.
god has already forgiven me.
she somehow knows that i just cannot forgive myself for doing all that stuff.
and its not just about god doing everything for me.
but its also about me agreeing with god.
she then told me that god cannot move a parked car.
she told me things of her life.
she was something like me when she was younger.
she told me that its nothing about me.
but its all about jesus in my life.
its about him taking over my life and if i want to let him do that.
i told her that i dont know how to let go.
she then said that its not about me.
life jesus up in my life and all things will fall into place.
i am the righteousness of god in christ. and its a fact that can NVR be changed or taken away from me. its not a fiction or just a fairytale.
it is already a FACT.
i am not learning how to let go. i am not learning how to just trust god and let him take control of my life.
jesus is going to teach me. jesus is going to take whole of my life. and i am going to let him.
i will go back to school and glorify him.
jesus is going to walk this journey with me.
and all i have to is just to go back to school.
i was afriad of failing all that in school.
and coach told me that failing is nothing.
cause i came in with nothing and i won't have anything to lose also.
cause i have nothing.
i will go back to school and let jesus point to me and saying that i am the living example of his love for all of them.
jesus will be my strength.
i shall not look to my own strength. cause it can bring me to nowhere.
i shall not fear in times uncertain.
into your hands, i place my hope and plans.
my trust is in, the blood of the lamb.
the blood that flowed, took all my cares.

i thank jesus for such a wonderful coach alice :D
she is placed in my life, not by coincidence, but by a reason.
thank you jesus, thank you coach :D
she prayed for me and i felt the annoiting.
thank you jesus. thank you jesus! THANK YOU JESUS!
YOU ARE SUCH A GREAT ABBA!
JESUS, YOU ARE MY REST :D

2.20.2007

i'll sing forever

wenhui stoning with the sea! :D
claire and wenhui at macs!

there is more pictures. but claire did not send me.


it just feels so weird going ecp without my two bestfriends

went ecp with sammy, claire, presto, jeremy and sam's cousin, lanz.
cycled all the way to changi airport.
and i hate the sunburn i have. it hurts.
later on, went to sammy's house to visit (:
saw valentia and joshua lim :D
haha. i miss valentia :D
fergelicious all the way in the taxi from hougang to eunos with jon.
hahaha. freaking funny (:
anyways, thank you jesus for this day.
i really wanted to hang out at ecp and there!
i did that today. thank you jesus :D
jesus, i love you!



replies to tag

prestoN : eh. presto is nice okayyyyyy :D
candace : weet! blessed chinese new year dearie! :D

freak those emotions

)))))))))))))))))))))))))): its raining on my insides

2.18.2007

nicky is my boyfriend! :D

nicky is seriously the most hot guy in the universe! :D my heart will always melt when i hear his voice or just see his handsome face. the first guy singing in the video is nicky. isn't he just HOT?! *wenhui says yes yes yes yes! :D*

2.17.2007

dreams come true, amen

trust me. i had the weirdest dream.
but the dream was sweet enough to melt me ((((:

2.16.2007

we just laughed

wenhui!
kezia!





went movie with kezie, darren, presto, dean, jeremy and josh! (:
epic movie!
haha! it was the lamest movie that i have ever watched in my life.
but its damn hilarious. all laughed throughout the show.
dean darren and presto were the laughing kings.
they cannot stop laughing.
haha! thank you jesus for this laughing day :D


replies to tag

zenda : weet! hello! :D

kezia : i had uber fun with you and the guys today! :D thank you kezie! (: and i have relinked you (:

2.14.2007

phua chu kang :D



what can i say? this guy is just fab at being a ah beng (:
and i'll definetly miss his shows.
though i seldom watch them, but his shows are good.
yups! and i will miss phua chu kang too :D

replies to tags (:

zhengyi : weets! happy valentines' to you tooooo! :D yups! i will take care. you tooo! (: i love you!!!!!

candace : wifeyyyyy! hello! happy valetines! :D yups! our one year anniversary! :D love yoooooouu!

2.12.2007

the smile on your face

It's amazing how you can speak right to my heart
With daddy's word you can light up the dark
Try as I may I can never explain
What I hear when you don't say a thing

The smile on your face lets me know that you love me
There's a truth in your eyes saying you'll never leave me
The touch of your hand says you'll catch me wherever I fall
You gave your best, when i did nothing at all

All day long I can hear people talking out loud
but when you hold ME NEAR you drown out the crowd
try as they may they CAN never define
Whats BEEN said between your heart and mine

The smile on your face lets me know that you love me
There's a truth in your eyes saying you'll never leave me
The touch of your hand says you'll catch me wherever I fall
You gave your best, when i did nothing at all

Ohh...
The smile on your face lets me know that you love me
There's a truth in your eyes saying you'll never leave me
The touch of your hand says you'll catch me where ever I fall
You gave your best, when i did nothing at all

That Smile on your face
The truth in your eyes
The touch of your hand lets me know that you love me

thank you lord jesus.

jesus said to wenhui :"everything will be okay. rest in my love. i will bring you through (:"
keep on listening to god's words and he will just speak to me.
no matter what problems, the solution is jesus.
jesus. i place my trust in you. you will bring me through, amen :D

2.11.2007

you are my strength, jesus

today was just such a rough and tough day.
thank you daddy jesus, you take the wheel.
and jesus, my path will only get brighter and birghter, amen.

2.08.2007

dont forget to remember me















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jesus, you have the control



Jesus Take The Wheel
carrie underwood

She was driving last Friday on her way to Cincinnati
On a snow white Christmas Eve
Going home to see her Mama and her Daddy with the baby in the backseat
Fifty miles to go and she was running low on faith and gasoline
It would been a long hard year
She had a lot on her mind and she didn't pay attention
She was going way to fast
Before she knew it she was spinning on a thin black sheet of glass
She saw both their lives flash before her eyes
She didn't even have time to cry
She was sooo scared
She threw her hands up in the air

Jesus take the wheel
Take it from my hands
Cause I can't do this all on my own
I'm letting go
So give me one more chance
To save me from this road I'm on
Jesus take the wheel

It was still getting colder when she made it to the shoulder
And the car came to a stop
She cried when she saw that baby in the backseat sleeping like a rock
And for the first time in a long time
She bowed her head to pray
She said I'm sorry for the way
I've been living my life
I know I've got to change
So from now on tonight

Jesus take the wheel
Take it from my hands
Cause I can't do this all my own
I'm letting go
So give me one more chance
To save me from this road I'm on

Oh, Jesus take the wheel
Oh, I'm letting go
So give me one more chance
Save me from this road I'm on
From this road I'm on
Jesus take the wheel
Oh, take it, take it from me
Oh, why, oh

jesus, take my wheel and start steering my life

2.06.2007

imagine me without you

Imagine Me Without You
Jaci Velasquez Lyrics

As long as stars shine down from heaven
And the rivers run into the sea
Til the end of time forever
You’re the only love I’ll need
In my life you’re all that matters
In my eyes the only truth I see
When my hopes and dreams have shattered
You’re the one that’s there for me

When I found you I was blessed
And I will never leave you, I need you

Chorus:
Imagine me without you
I’d be lost and so confused
I wouldn’t last a day, I’d be afraid
Without you there to see me through

Imagine me without you
Lord, you know it’s just impossible
Because of you, it’s all brand new
My life is now worthwhile
I can’t imagine me without you

When you caught me I was falling
You’re love lifted me back on my feet
It was like you heard me calling
And you rush to set me free

When I found you I was blessed
And I will never leave you, I need you

Chorus

When I found you I was blessed
And I will never leave you, I need you oh

Chorus

I can’t imagine me without you

2.04.2007

you stood above the storms

spent many quaity quality time with myself and shirmaine today!
and i finally talked to preston after soooo long (:
felt like i have done things that should be done. so happy :D
service was good.
everything was jsut planned so well by jesus, the almighty.
thank you jesus :D
you deserve all the glory and praise (:

2.01.2007

she's my blessing :D

i spent alot alot alot alot of quality time with clarice today!
thank you jesus all for this time (:
and i realise that we have alot of things in common.
yups! finally there is someone in my class that is lyk another me :D
i love her! (:
thank you jesus, she is so precious to me.
thank you jesus for her.
do you know she is freaking nice to me?
she teaches me maths alot.
and its lyk when she sees that i dont know,
she will come and teach me one.
dont need to ask.
i mean she is lyk my sister that really takes good care of me.
i feel so bless.
thank you jesus, you will use me to bless her too! :D
guitar lessons tmr! :D
jesus, your the best thing that has happen to me (: