shmily

i'm fbored & i've no one to talk to.
I NEED A STUDY PARTNER, ANYONE!?
"turning & turing in the widening gyre.

The falcon cannot hear the falconer.

Things fall apart, the centre cannot hold.

Mere anarchy is loosed upon the world"

soon, my centre will not be able to hold on too.

My lifetime listens to Yours

You are special, yes YOU :)

i'm left speechlessly left in awe after seeing this video

Jesus you're my superhero

Yesterday wasn't good, it was in fact actually quite baddddd~!
school, people made me angry, wasted hours for that stupid course.
came home, felt like some hulala. i've got no foot of mood.
night time caaaaaame, & got e-m-o.
& yes, that moment, i thought it would be bad
but praise jesus, i didn't choose to stay that way,
i ran to jesus.

you know how it feels when you really needed to cry
but no tears just wanna roll down, that kind of feeling?
if you dont know, its okay. let me just say, it sucks :)
stood at the window, desperately waiting to cry.
tried using bad memories to make me cry, but it was helpless.
so therefore, i turned on the radio, hoping to hear emo songs to cry.
oh rubbish, all happy and all energectic songs came out. wthulla!
just as i stood at the window, the song "here in my life" just came.
so i decided to listen to that song.

oh here's the best part, so listen up :)
as the song played, i just stood by my bed,
with my hands clenched tightly together.
it just felt so tiring clenching them together & i was tearing.
the chorus slowly played along & i just heard something whispering to me.
telling me :"wenhui, let go, let go!"
at first, i was still clenching on, but the "let go" just kept coming.
then on, i couldn't take it anymore.
i let go & i felt great :)
i cried and cried and cried. i saw daddy hugging onto me so tightly.
i just kept crying and praising god.
the whole scene was just so great.
i felt His love coming down on me, drowing me.
i really felt so great after letting go & i know i'll never regret letting go.
because i know, daddy has a great solution to everything.
He will make everything beautiful in His time :D
just keep staying rooted in His love which is everlasting :D

i really just thank daddy for always being here for me to run to,
for me to complain to, for me to hug, for me to cry to.
He will always be there when i need him, no matter what.
as long as i cry out His name, he will come running :)
I just have to face my challenges, He will defeat my enemy FOR ME.
just let him love you & till it overflows so much.
when it overflows, the love of god will start overflowing into the lifes of many.
your friends, your family, your loved ones.
& that love of god will sustain any relationships that you have.
not only that, he will take of that relationship & make it good :D
& that love of His, will superglue it all together :D

isn't daddy just great, He knows what you need at the right time :)

& lastly, i'll end of with :"guard your heart, be in rest,

& you will not lose the rest."

Steady hands take the wheel

Girlfriends are the BOMB, i swear.

girlfriends that god gives to you, treasure them :)

why? because they know how to cheer you up.

they are FUN to gossip with.

you can talk to them about anything under the sun

they are just great people to spend time with :D

hardcore laughing in class with everyone sitting at the back.

just laughing at every actions and rubbish we made.

they seriously can make you happy when you're sad :D

really thank god for people in my class like them.

Love you all girlfriends so much!

Everything's beautiful, when i'm with You

And baby you still know just how to
Blow my mind
After everything that we've been through
It still feels right
And I know, that I can't
Picture living my life without you

The wonder of Your love

15th feb, declared as angry day.
my goodness, around the world, it seems like everyone's angry!
but oh well, i'm glad the day's gonna be over soon :D
many tests and homework to complete.
Dare's tomorrow, cheerleading practice's tomorrow too.
which the hulla should i go for?

anyways, thanks for all the gifts loves!
last year celebrating valentine with ya'll as a class,
so i'm pretty gonna miss everything manzx! haha
Love ya'll so much :D

ooooo, & baby's gift was the bestest bestest :D
he spent alot ALOT of time on it.
so if he reads this, "I LOVE YOU!" :D
thanks for the day yesterday, had a great great time spent with YOU :)
& thanks for being such a great blessing to me yo~!
the gift, we'll mend it together yah? :D
*hugs tightly!*

those emotions, i have to control
& i know i cannot do it without you Jesus :)

A scripted destiny, Goodbye Mr Rain.

Maths test was a total screwed up.
i knew how to do the questions but i just didn't dared to write the ans.
Rubbish righttttt? anyways, SS test tmr & POA test the next dare.
3 days straight with test. ZOMGZX. suck manzxzx!
it's okay, i have the wisdom of Christ :D
Jesus Christ, i need Yooooooooou!

It's youe hands i need to hold on to

Grabbing Your hands, holding them tight is never a wrong thing to do.
Holding Your hands & letting you guide is better this way too.
Just holding on to Your words, Your promises so true,
Knowing that you'll be here, my battle belongs to You :D

Really, Jesus is just so awesome.
What he says & promises always comes true.
School has been great. Studying with His wisdom is just so right.
I was one of the top scorers for geography for the recent test.
Yes, i'm boasting, but not of myself.
Boasting for Jesus, for what he has done :D
It's like geography, like hello! i can hardly pass my geog.
all the test i haven been scoring at all.
but this time, really, it was jesus.
i didn't really manage to have the time to sit down and study.
but God is always so good. He just helped me to suck everything
that was needed in the test. & yes, they come out in the test :D
Wondeful right? cause only Daddy knows what's coming out.
& if it was by my own wisdom, trust me, it's going to be nothing.

& also when i got to know i scored well,
Daddy just whispered to me this:" Get ready for Greater blessings :D"
it just got me so excited. haha!
& i'll be getting ready for more blessings to come yo!
also for whatever obstacles coming my way,
thank you Daddy, i know You are with me, holding my hands.
Never ever going to let me go & my battle belongs to You.
I'm not ever going to touch it & You'll have a way to settle it.
You'll make everything beautiful in Your time :)
thank you Daddy for everything manzx!
iie lurbbe euux shho muachh worzx! :D

I know the battle belongs to You.

Really love what pastor mark preached today.

it just spoke to me and it was for my today.

in the midst of the storm,

through the wind & the waves.

You still be faithful, You still be faithful.

when the stars refuse to shine

& time is no more.

You still be faithful, You still be faithful O lord.

yup, didn't really had a good day

but daddy just stood by me & kept on whispering to me

reminding me time & time that the battle's His & not mine.

& whatever that i'm going through, he knows it

& he has a way for it and that problem, is NO problem for HIM :)

also, whatever lack in your life, heck care!

don't let it take over you manzx!

Look at the abundance of God & not at the lack.

Because HE is greater than your problems!

He'll make everything beautiful in His time :D

:D God's great yah? :)

after service, went town, shopped & saw this 2 boys!

aged 8 and 5. tell you, their drums can own people manzx!

they are super great, super powderful.

& the best thing is, their christians :D praise jesus! :D

haha, playing drums for His glory :)

anyways, the picture of them's up there to end the post!

Click here to find out more about ethan & his brother :D

you don't see anything behind that smile

this is badddddddd~! munching's bad!
just grabbing food and stuffing them down your throat. wth.

this cny is boring to tha core! :X

not much visiting to do these days.

either the people are busy elsewhere or not well.
had been staying at home since day 2 of new year.

tried to make the day at home fruitful by studying,

reading and doing stuff for valentine :D

guess i'm gonna get out of the house to get some stuff.

& also, things weren't getting on too well these days.

but hey, i thank god that he was always there for me.

at the weakest moment, when no one was there, he was.

giving me the best support ever needed :D

& also the things he said to me like :"you reign over your feelings,
they don't reign over you. only you can tell them what to do.

they cannot tell you what to do.

you have the right to keep them in your body, or chase them out."

it's really true about it. & i'm gonna keep it here to remind me.

cause i seriously got reigning issues to deal with. HA.

& baby, thanks for everything & being so understanding.

i love you. *hugs tightly!*

& everyone scream :"Huat ah!"

i see cha-ching cha-ching coming in baby! :D

Are you that slow?

It's the state of bliss you think you're dreaming

This innocence is brilliance

you seem to be something that i'll never understand.

Misses for thousands

I really miss ya'll alot :'(

& to you, are my blessings

Happy Cheena New Year Everyone :D

to only hold on to you tightly

Why are my emotions running all over?

All these years.

And I don't wanna fall to pieces
I just wanna sit and stare at you.
I don't wanna talk about it
And I don't want a conversation
I just wanna cry in front of you.
I don't wanna talk about it
'Cause I'm in love with you.

You're the only one
I'd be with till the end.
When I come undone
you bring me back again.
Back under the stars,
Back into your arms.

We're empty

Maybe we're trying, trying too hard.

we're just too apart.

let's not keep trying & let it be.

maybe things will turn out better.

baby, it's not you that i'm talking about :)