jesse mccartney (:

hello! went shopping today again! :D
bought 3 shorts for camp and there was this branded sales
i tell you, its way cool!
those branded brands lyk guess, roxy are selling their things lyk less then $15
so gooood right?! :D:D:D:D
and i was just so favoured.
went to pay for this super nice jacket which actually costed $24.90
then when my mum went to pay, the cashier keyed in $19.90.
she thought she keyed in wrongly then she ask her assitant to re-check the price.
then her assitant went to take a look and came back and said that it was $19.90
see. isn't god just sooo awesome? :D yay!
yeah! then i just had so much fun shopping and god has really gave us alot alot of discounts.
i love jesus man! (:
& thank you jesus for everything!

girls dont cheat lah terence (:

quadratic equtations says:
IM GONNA MAKE ONE TMR AND PROMISE U ALL DONT GET 100
quadratic equtations says:CRAP
Zenda: The Last Stand. says:
We will still get 100 if ther's another quiz, right?
quadratic equtations says:
TOO EASY
cheryl. says:
lol
quadratic equtations says:
NO!
Zenda: The Last Stand. says:
HAHa
cheryl. says:
owned.
quadratic equtations says:
WTH LA
quadratic equtations says:
TICKAM ONE
cheryl. says:
but we still owned you
Zenda: The Last Stand. says:
Yea lor!
Zenda: The Last Stand. says:
TICKAN STILL OWN
Zenda: The Last Stand. says:
What if we use REAL powers?
► WENHUI (: OMG! I LYK STILL NIGELL! :/ says:
hello!
quadratic equtations says:
basket
► WENHUI (: OMG! I LYK STILL NIGELL! :/ says:
win means win already lah
cheryl. says:
ya lo!
quadratic equtations says:
WALAO
Zenda: The Last Stand. says:
HAHA
Zenda: The Last Stand. says:
:]]]]
quadratic equtations says:
TICKAM IS NOT WIN
► WENHUI (: OMG! I LYK STILL NIGELL! :/ says:
pro means pro!
Zenda: The Last Stand. says:
Suan suan suan
quadratic equtations says:
TICKAM IS TYOC
quadratic equtations says:
TYCO
cheryl. says:
lol. k la. you put your hardest questions in the quiz!
cheryl. says:then we see if can own you!
► WENHUI (: OMG! I LYK STILL NIGELL! :/ says:
and we stil beat it (:
Zenda: The Last Stand. says:
Yea man
quadratic equtations says:
OK
cheryl. says:
girl power
quadratic equtations says:
I MAKE SURE U 3 GET 70 AND BELOW
► WENHUI (: OMG! I LYK STILL NIGELL! :/ says:
cmon
Zenda: The Last Stand. says:
Wont
Zenda: The Last Stand. says:
Dont worry
quadratic equtations says:
walao
quadratic equtations says:
i got a feeling zenda knows how to cheat
Zenda: The Last Stand. says:
o.0?
Zenda: The Last Stand. says:
Can cheat one meh?!
quadratic equtations says:
YES
Zenda: The Last Stand. says:
How?
quadratic equtations says:
i jsut got this feeling
quadratic equtations says:
zenda knows how to cheat
cheryl. says:
zz. i dont know.
quadratic equtations says:
wen hui maybe
cheryl. says:
terence can teach
Zenda: The Last Stand. says:
Whatif you're wrong/
cheryl. says:
i never heard of that web before sia. zz.
Zenda: The Last Stand. says:
I dno can cheat lah
Zenda: The Last Stand. says:
I swear!!
cheryl. says:
only terence know!
quadratic equtations says:
walao
► WENHUI (: OMG! I LYK STILL NIGELL! :/ says:
okay lah
► WENHUI (: OMG! I LYK STILL NIGELL! :/ says:
terence, tell you what.
► WENHUI (: OMG! I LYK STILL NIGELL! :/ says:
you just make another quiz
► WENHUI (: OMG! I LYK STILL NIGELL! :/ says:
then see if we can ace it oaky? (:
quadratic equtations says:
hee
quadratic equtations says:
okay la
► WENHUI (: OMG! I LYK STILL NIGELL! :/ says:
if we are not pro then we cannot 1oo.
Zenda: The Last Stand. says:
No need 100 lah
Zenda: The Last Stand. says:
90 ace liao
quadratic equtations says:
no
quadratic equtations says:
100
quadratic equtations says:
100
quadratic equtations says:
110
quadratic equtations says:
100
► WENHUI (: OMG! I LYK STILL NIGELL! :/ says:
then if we 3 get 100
► WENHUI (: OMG! I LYK STILL NIGELL! :/ says:
you give us.....
Zenda: The Last Stand. says:
Then treat us BEN AND JERRYS
quadratic equtations says:
lol
quadratic equtations says:
lol
quadratic equtations says:
lol
► WENHUI (: OMG! I LYK STILL NIGELL! :/ says:
lol means yes! (:
Zenda: The Last Stand. says:
Yay!
Zenda: The Last Stand. says
:Thank you TERRENCE!
quadratic equtations says:
lol= see first
cheryl. says:
thanks terence!
Zenda: The Last Stand. says:
Xie xie ni.
Zenda: The Last Stand. says:
I didnt know that you were so generous
quadratic equtations says:
i didnt know u were so self invited. : DDDDDDDD
quadratic equtations says:
haha
Zenda: The Last Stand. says:
Whateverrrr mannn~
Zenda: The Last Stand. says:
Im hungry
► WENHUI (: OMG! I LYK STILL NIGELL! :/ says:
i am craving for ice cream
cheryl. says:
wah. so far only 40 and 100
cheryl. says:
we own man.
quadratic equtations says:
I TELL U SOMETHING. JERALD CHEATED BUT HE DIODNT KNOW
quadratic equtations says:
walao
quadratic equtations says:
zenda
quadratic equtations says:
u know how to cheat
quadratic equtations says:
liar
► WENHUI (: OMG! I LYK STILL NIGELL! :/ says:
ZENDA! HOW YOU CHEAT ONE?!
quadratic equtations says:
zenda is a hacker
quadratic equtations says:
so easy to cheat
quadratic equtations says:
who dont kow
quadratic equtations says:
walao

haha! had fun talking to them in the afternoon. so cute lah the conver :D
hehe. and terence, seriously, we NVR cheat :D

hohoho its a merry ol' soul :D

had a fun fun fun day at alene's house today with super d!
woooohoooo. had such a laughter mode with them. hehee!
then had fun painting all that
then watch finding nemo. cause we are doing that for camp!!!!! yay!
then ate pizza and macdonalds.
made superd cheers, took silly pictures and then had some laughing time.
all was just soooo great and awesome.
its lyk the best time i have with a dg (:
then took bus home with the some superd ppl and joked damn alot alot home!
with all those super super stupid cold jokes all the way.
yeah. and that's how my fun day ended.

yeah. and i am sorry.
just did not feel lyk posting these few days, unless it had been real fun (:

i am an ordinary girl :D

haha!!
good mornign everybody!
im goh wenhui!
let me tell u about yesterday...
it was a supppppppppeeeerrr boring day!
i overslept AGAIN! heehee
and made sir preston ang angry!
but however sir preton ang was a nice guy and forgave me almost immediaty
so u can see what a good guy sir preston ang is!!

ok enough of talking about how good sir preston ang is cause theres no end to it....
so ya...
i overslept so ya!
i missed out on sunday svc!
so sad rite!
maybe theres this "daoing conspiracy" heehee LOL
ya then i woke up at around 7 pm in the night and went down to my grands to eat....
a stupid duck!! quack quack
i feel so sorry for the duck that it has to be killed so we can eat it!
why cant they just cut off the skin only from the duck so we can eat the skin instead of killing it!
so sad rite!
ya... and i had this dream yesterday night...
it all begin like this.....
i was in my kitchen....
look around for things to eat
then i saw this leftover duck
then wanted to eat it when i reach out for it
the duck suddenly grew to a gaint duck!
it was like david (me) against goiath(duck)
so i took a stone and threw at it!
but as expected i missed!
and the stone bounce back one the wall and killed me
then i was taken to this place when they but me in hot water to disinfect
then cut me up into small piecec
then the stuffed bit and pieces of me into the can
then the sticker out side said...
curry wenhui! MUST TRY!
then everyone was eating me!
and then i woke up...
what a nice dream rite!

happy happy day!

hello hello world! :D:D:D
i am 14 already. not some small kiddy already :D yay!
hahaha! ystd was just the best birthday of my life.
celebrated with the love family! & cheryl, roger and jack.
had such a blast with them :D
went shopping with cheryl celeste jack and roger at tampines first.
yups. tried on dresses and had sooo much fun! (: woo!
then celeste treated me and cheryl italian ice cream :D
it was great and the guy was simply being as ass lah. but that's his job. so oh well, live with it.
after eating ice cream, celeste and jack wanted to go to the toilet.
i was simply shocked!
why she want to go to the toilet and the person she ask wasnt me or cheryl, but jack!
hahahaa! then me, cheryl and roger, we went to the food court upstairs and slack.
i was pretty angry waiting for them. because they were seriously super slow.
& me and celeste was late to meet shirmaine at tpy.
so yah. i became a little angry and kept on calling celeste to blow her.
and i made her vry kan chiong so she kept yelling at jack. hohoho!
and then in the end, they bought a cake for me!
i was really really suprised! and i almost cried. almost (:
then ate cake with fork!
finished eating and went to take bus to meet jerald chan.
and he made us wait for nothing.
we were suppose to meet shirmaine, preston and darren at 5 at tpy. so beccause of jerald, we reached there at almost 7. yeah!
then we reached and went to the foodcourt to eat.
then celeste and shirmaine went downstairs and actually we wanted to follow, but shirmaine said no. so we went to sit down and eat.
then jerald keep on asking me to buy food with him. so i did.
and can you actually believe that i nvr suspected a thing?!
hahaha! so dumb of me.
then we bought food and came back.
and guess what, they suddenly sang birthday song for me and they suprised me with a famous amos muffin! :D:D:D:D
GAWD WAS IT GOOOOOOOD!
haha. and once again, i was been suprised! (:
and i received the cutest "cake" in my life :D a muffin. hehee!
and on it, it has 7 candles. and it look pretty.
when they sang, everyone around us was looking. ahah! x)
then ate and talk and we went SHOPPING! :D
it was fun fun fun!
me and shirmaine bought the same dresses. just that the colour was different.
we bought tights too!
& that was how my day ended.
celebrating with the love family & the easters (:
IT WAS REALLY THE BEST DAY OF MY LIFE :D

& i really want to thank the ppl that celebrated with me.
they could have choosen to just wish me a happy birthday and walked away.
but they nvr did. they celebrated it with me.
they made me feel sooooo much love.
they made my day.
they gave me everything that i have always wanted.
& i really want to thank them for that :D
thank you all so much! i really love all of you
and i treasure yall alot alot.
i love yoooooou!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
above are some pictures i took with celeste in the bus going to tpy. there is more man!
the muffin is the muffin as my birthday cake! :D:D:D:D I SUPER LOVE IT (:
sorry. i just feel lyk putting everything up! :D

HAPPY BIRHTDAY WENHUI! (:

ystd was just plain boring. till the night
started talking to shirmaine, preston and celeste online, on msn :D:D:D:D
we had such great fun talking.
yeah. then we talk until lyk quarrel. but we did not!
we were just talking things out (:
hehee, family dont quarrel, we only talk things out! :D
yes. in the end, we settled everything and we are going out shopping and having dinner tgt in the night! :D:D:D:D
yayayayayaa! vry happy! having dinner with them is lyk the BEST birthday present one could ever give (:
hahah! yeah. i thank jesus for really multiplying our times and let us have family time together.
although we cannot have one whole day to ourselves, but a few hours of shopping with the ppl i love the most and just having dinner is able to make me happy for lyk vry long. yups!
thank you jesus soooo much! :D i love you & i know you love me (:

continue,
in the night, jerald and preston called me.
and we talked till one plus when sam called in. yeah. then talked a while more and we decided to put down the phone.
yups! and that ended my vry happy day and night :D
thank you jesus for giving me such a happy day and night :D:D:D:D
& now my biggest wish is for you to wish me a happy birthday. will that happen?

i love you jesus & i know you love me too! (:

wenhui is happy! :D

how i can be so silly and forget that family is celebrating my birthday, and zenda's too on the last day of camp? lol. silly me! i feel soooooo silly! hahaha! x)
& to think i was sad these few days. hah! :D

its for FUN (:

1.Ever been given a ring?-haha! yes! the toy ring for my birthday. so cute! still have it now :D
2. Longest relationship?-when i was born and till now. love the relationship with jesus (:
3. Last gift you received?-earrings from my darling wenxin, mary-ann, leeting and candace.
4. How many times have you dropped yourcell?-many.
5. Last sport you played?-badminton
6. Things you spend a lot of money on?-clothes and accesories :D
7. Three things you ate last?-chocolate chocolate and more chocolate! :D:D:D
8. First thing you notice about theopposite sex?-the eyes (:
9. One favourite song?-i learned from you.
10. Where do you live?-pasir ris
11. Last thing u did?-went shopping with my mum (:
12. Cell phone service provider?-starhub.
13. Favorite mall store?-suntec city mall :D
14. Longest job held?-none.
15. Do you own a pair of dice?-haha. made it myself in d'n't :D
16. Do you prank call people?-haha. nah.
17. Last person who text messaged you?-jerald chan! :D
18. First FRIEND you'd call if you wona lottery?-zenda! :D
19. Last time you attended church?-last saturday.
20. Favourite fast food restaurant?-kfc. :D
21. Last incoming call?-jerald i think
22. Last time you got drunk?-never.
23. Where's your favourite place to eatwith friends?-kfc!
24. Can you cook?`sure i can! D:
25. What car do you drive?-not yet. but soon, you will see me drive (:
27. Last time you cried?-last night
28. Most hated food?-those tonic food. yucks.
29. Thing you like most about yourself?-i can go crazy.
30. Things you hate most about yourself?-i dont hate myself
31. Last time you had an argument?-last night
33. Favorite Movie?-i dont know (:
34. Name all the races of the peoplethat you've been with?-chinese, malay.
35. Last movie watched?-super babies! :D
36. Favourite alcoholic drink?-none.
37. Favourite perfume?-i lyk all (:
38. What are you thinking at themoment?-itchy itcy!

i've got nothing to say

birthday spent without my bestest bestest friends and family,
i wonder what and how would it be lyk.

cheryl&cryyst : thank you darlings! i love yall too (:

thank you vry much

every single piece of shit is my fault.
i yelled back at you its beacause you started yelling at me and calling me asshole and piece of shit.
its natural if someone yell at you and you either yell back or just shut up.
i am the kind that yells back, so i did.
and you called me asshole, piece of shit.
this is the first time, that you actually called me that.
& it was the first time that you ever pushed me just lyk that.
wtf have i done wrong, i just yelled back at you cause i was shocked right?!
what is wrong with you?!
& you said i yelled at you and both of you said i kept on screaming at yall.
i have been trying so hard to love you.
sometimes i scream is just lyk a joke & you guys take it for real.
& you scold me back. wth?
if i have hated you so much, would i even bother to give you a call when i will be late home or even ask you just to fetch me? and talk to you on the way home?
& even sharing to you my life today.
i nvr have thought that i would too.
if you want to compair, last time, i would not even give a shit damn even to talk to you.
now, i try my best to just open a conversation, so that we can just talk.
& did you even see that?
i even pray to ask jesus, why i hated you so much, i ask jesus to help me to love you.
and he did, i started to love you and what do you do?
using my past to scold me now.
you say i haven been doing the housework.
if you want to say me, lets compair again!
last time, i would not even clear my bowl to the basin,
or the most i would and just leave it there.
now, i wash the dishes, everything.
& when i did, you nvr thank me or any shit.
instead, you use my other bad habits, not clearing my cups and laeving them everywhere, to whack something at me again.
excuse me?! can you see that there is something that is at least good about me?
you will only throw shit at my face.
you have nvr in my life praise me at all.
and to think that all my friends think that you are good.
you also know that sometimes, girls will have pms.
and sometimes i can just be super pissed off and just start throwing tantrums and maybe just yell at you.
sometimes i am just playing! and you take them all for real and just start saying shit things lyk i dont give you face infront of your friends.
& thanks for the slap that you gave me right smack on my face.
wow! i tell you, it hurts alot.
and for such a long time, not counting when i am a small kiddo, you slapped me.
thank you so much.
& i really want to whack this straight to your faces.
if you dont want me so much, and you think that i am a nuisence to you,
why not in the first place dont even give birth to me?
or at least when you did, throw me in the bin or somewhat shit and just let me die?
or flush me down the toilet bowl?
then lyk that, i would not have been in this world, or i would have been someone else's child.
& i would not have given you all these problems.
& you think that i dont share things with you, and now i try as much as i can to share almost everything in my life that has happen to me
and guess what happen?!
a freaking song is more impt than me!
you would rather listen to one stupid song and not hear what i have to say.
oh! is this what a parent should do?!
you say i dont honour you, you say i dont listen to you.
do you know that sometimes, my friends ask me to hide stuff from you lyk just going somewhere without telling you, i nvr did. i called home and ask you for permission.
some ppl even laughed at me and said that at this age i still have to ask parents for permission. i did not cared and still called home.
do you even care about this little things that i do?
or do you even notice this things that i do.
all you know how to say is that i waste your precious money.
and all you know how to say is that i always scold my sister.
i know i do, but isnt that part and parcel of the sibling's life?
you tell me, which sibling do not fight at all?
its complete bulshit if siblings have nvr fight before okay.
and you say i treat her bad. okay. i know sometimes i beat her all that.
she retaliates too okay! but now i am trying my best to love her all that i could.
f i hate her, would i even bother to buy what she wants to eat so badly home for her? and buy the biggest portion for her?
she goes to dare and i am willing to bring her there and let her go home with me okay.
if it was me the last time, i would not even let her join me at dinner with my friends, or let her even go home with me. you ask her yourself. sometimes i can be real mean, but deep down inside, i really love her. just that i dont show it out. lyk what you always say. " i love you, but i dont have to show it out " i am lyk that too. your not the only one.
so please, stop thinking or doing all that stuff i have said.
you said i dont care, that is not true.
i do care, just that i dont show it out & i thought, as my parents, you guys would understand, but no, you just dont.
sometimes i even wonder to myself, am i your kid? or are you not my parents. or wonder if god has put me into the wrong family.
last time i know i use to complain that our family has vry little money, but now, i live with whatever that we have, and i also try my best to save as much as i could.
i cut down alot of buying of food or shopping.
sometimes, i still complain, but in the end, i still live with it.
you think i dont feel hurt screaming at you guys? you think i dont think that you guys feel hurt when you scold me? what do you take me for? a cold blooded shit?
so let me make all clear now, i have feelings and i feel bad too.
i pray to jesus in the night. i ask him why am i lyk that. and i ask him to help me change.
you think i dont want to change and forever be lyk that?
see! i really cared, but you just nvr have the eyes to see.

sometimes i just dont feel the love anymore

i dont know why, i just suddenly miss the love family so soo sooo much.
& i really miss the time when we went to the zoo together.
i really miss the time that we spent together during dare services while serving.
sigh. and everyone just has no time for each other.
its sad, really really sad :(
i want us to go out more often, not everyday, but just have family time.
of after dare services, we can have dinner together or stuff.
or just sit down somewhere and share about our lifes.
but non of that is happening.
i cannot do anything, so i shall just pray to daddy.
pray that jesus will multiply our times and just let us have more time for each other.
and let us have more love between us,
that we shall not fight or let anything come between us.
& that this family relationship continue forever.
amen daddy. amen amen! :D
& there would be a last night family time together at the beach, watching sunrise and just talking and eating together.
at laest there is this time together,
i hope that no one forgets this :)
& daddy i pray that the last night, the family would just have the time of our lifes and that we will nvr forget that. & no one would just ruin it.
having this may be good for the love family,
but * may feel that we ps her again for the family lyk last time.
i really dont know what to do.
i really hate it when we quarrell. it sucks, it really sucks.
and things would just turn all around and have many problems again.
so i really just pray to jesus that nothing will happen on the last day.
that the family would just have a little time togther.


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i am missing many things now.
i miss all the times i had with my childhood friends when i was young.
i wish we could be lyk last time, when all was just so innocent.
& everyone was just so soo cute.
& things was just so simple and cheap.
now i guess everything has change. totally changed.
i am missing sheryl ong hui min
its since that after she joined her basketball, everything started to change.
the friendship between us has changed.
she has been hanging out with us lesser and lesser already.
she is now in china and missing out all the fun that we are having right now.
i miss her, i really miss her.
it seemed that my life has seemed to be more quieter without her. {not being dramatic, but its true }
the jokes that she always shared with us, i missed it.
the stupid laughter of hers, i missed it.
the time i spent with her playing lyk nobody cared, i missed it.
the time i hanged out with her, i missed it.
i miss her so soo sooo soooo much.
i really want her to come back :(
basketball is her love, i cannot ask her to quit it and be back here with us.
that is way to selfish & i dont want to be lyk that
i want her to enjoy as well as have time with us.
after all i've been saying, its still time that had made all that thing happened.
so i pray that jesus will multiply time for all of us. AMEN (:



i know when i speak lyk that, you might think that the family is breaking up.
for some ppl, you might be happy.
but let me tell you first, we are not & never breaking up okay!
so crush that dream of yours, forever!

spread some love :D

Go and spread some love :D

http://freehugs.org/

i do not crumble

I didn't wanna listen to what you were sayin'
I thought that I knew all I need to know
I didn't realize that somewhere inside me
I knew you were right but I couldn't say so
I can take care of myself, yeah, you taught me well
We always don't agree on
What is the best way
To get to the place that we're going from here
But I can really trust you, and give you the distance,
to make your decisions without any fear
I'm grateful for all of the times You opened my eyes
I learned from you that I do not crumble
I learned that strength is something you choose
All of the reasons to keep on believin',
There's no question, that's a lesson I learned from you
You taught me to stand on my own
and I thank you for that
You saved me, you made me, and now that I'm looking back
I can say that i learned from you

somewhere inside of me

just came home from a little celebration wiht my school darlings.
wenxin, leeting, mary-ann and candace. weeeee.
haha. they treated me to swensen and they still bought me two pairs of cute little earrings.
so sweet! :D
thank you them vry vry much!
guys! i love yall alot! thank you for today! (:
that made my day

i learned from you (:

i love this song :D

replies to tags (:

sihui : haha. since you know that its 3 more days to my *ahem, what should you do? hahaha! joking! :D

someone : hello! (: i dont use oh my god. i use oh my GOSH. yah, really. it just so happens that it starts with the same letter and most of the ppl use omg to represent oh my god. but i use it to represent oh my gosh in short while typing all that. yups. anyways, thanks for your reminder. i will not use oh my god :D god bless you too! love you to sister! :D

candace : haha yeah! catch up soon on TUESDAY!!!!! :D:D:D:D

another birthday! :D

hello hello! & guess whose birthday it is today?!
its...............ADELINE's! :D

so HAPPY BIRTHDAY GIRL! (:
its your sweet 14! :D yay!

i wanna be superman! :D

I'm more than just
An average girl
I like to turn me up
And show the world
Cause something talk to talk
But this girl just wants to rock
I'm an individual
I'm not like anyone
I can be glamorous
Just like you see in all the magazines
I can be cool as ice or
as brave as I want to be
Who said, who said I can't be susperman
I say, I say that I know I can
Who said, who said I won't be president
I say, I say you ain't seen nothin' yet
Come on and make some noise
Every girl has a choice
To lead their own parade
I do it my way
I can be soft and sweet or
Louder than the radio
I can be sophisticated or
Totally good out of control
Who said, who said I can't be superman
I say, I say that I know I can
Who said, who said I'm not electrified
I say, I say
There's no holdin' back
Then you're right on track
Cause you control the game
So let them know your name
There's no invitation in imagination
imagine that
Who said, who said i can't be worldwide
I say, I say time is on my side
Who said, who said i can't be ten feet tall
I say, I say that i can have it all
seriously, who said i can't be superman? haha.

cartoon people! :D

just now had a blast msn conversation with the LOVE FAMILY (:
let me show you what it is all about :D

this was how it all started
shir. maine when i am weak says: (PM 09:58)oh btw
shir. maine when i am weak says: (PM 09:58)hmmm
shir. maine when i am weak says: (PM 09:58)nvm

► WENHUI (: OMG! I LYK NIGELL! :/ says: (PM 09:59)
haha what is it?

shir. maine when i am weak says: (PM 09:59)
i was thinking of having dresscodes during camp
shir. maine when i am weak says: (PM 09:59)
but like almost impossible
shir. maine when i am weak says: (PM 09:59)
lol

► WENHUI (: OMG! I LYK NIGELL! :/ says: (PM 09:59)
why not?!

shir. maine when i am weak says: (PM 10:00)
hahaha
shir. maine when i am weak says: (PM 10:00)
eh we wear sch pe tshirt leh
shir. maine when i am weak says: (PM 10:00)
someone lend me

► WENHUI (: OMG! I LYK NIGELL! :/ says: (PM 10:00)
yay okay! ;D

preston! jesus loves me more than i love u or u love me says: (PM 10:00)
haha!
preston! jesus loves me more than i love u or u love me says: (PM 10:00)
mine is singlet!


► WENHUI (: OMG! I LYK NIGELL! :/ says: (PM 10:00)
ahahaa!

shir. maine when i am weak says: (PM 10:00)
lol
shir. maine when i am weak says: (PM 10:00)
SO CUTE
shir. maine when i am weak says: (PM 10:00)
hahaha i ALMOST wanted to ask u lend me
shir. maine when i am weak says: (PM 10:00)
i thought acs is tshirt one


preston! jesus loves me more than i love u or u love me says: (PM 10:00)
ahahhahahahahah!!!
preston! jesus loves me more than i love u or u love me says: (PM 10:01)
wear during camp ah?

shir. maine when i am weak says: (PM 10:01)
yup
!shir. maine when i am weak says: (PM 10:01)
hahahaha
shir. maine when i am weak says: (PM 10:01)
BUT
shir. maine when i am weak says: (PM 10:01)
what do u all think?

preston! jesus loves me more than i love u or u love me says: (PM 10:01)
we make one dress code say wear racial harmony la!!
preston! jesus loves me more than i love u or u love me says: (PM 10:01)
hahah!!1

shir. maine when i am weak says: (PM 10:01
)okay or not?
shir. maine when i am weak says: (PM 10:01)
LOL
shir. maine when i am weak says: (PM 10:01)
cannot racial harmony la


preston! jesus loves me more than i love u or u love me says: (PM 10:01
)ahahaha!!
!preston! jesus loves me more than i love u or u love me says: (PM 10:01
)i dont haveat alll

► WENHUI (: OMG! I LYK NIGELL! :/ says: (PM 10:02)
i want to wear pyjamas as dc! hahahah!
► WENHUI (: OMG! I LYK NIGELL! :/ says: (PM 10:02)
but i nkow, i know, its impossible
► WENHUI (: OMG! I LYK NIGELL! :/ says: (PM 10:02)
haha!

shir. maine when i am weak says: (PM 10:02)
pyjamas............
shir. maine when i am weak says: (PM 10:02
)hmmm
shir. maine when i am weak says: (PM 10:02)
why not?
shir. maine when i am weak says: (PM 10:02)
but i need to buy
shir. maine when i am weak says: (PM 10:02)
hahaha


preston! jesus loves me more than i love u or u love me says: (PM 10:02
)we go buy tgt!!
preston! jesus loves me more than i love u or u love me says: (PM 10:02)
haha!!

shir. maine when i am weak says: (PM 10:03)
we must buy those long sleeve and long pants one
shir. maine when i am weak says: (PM 10:03)
lol

► WENHUI (: OMG! I LYK NIGELL! :/ says: (PM 10:03)
i need to buy too!
► WENHUI (: OMG! I LYK NIGELL! :/ says: (PM 10:03)
we buy same same!

shir. maine when i am weak says: (PM 10:03)
u think sheryl will wear?
shir. maine when i am weak says: (PM 10:03)
lol
shir. maine when i am weak says: (PM 10:03)
duno if the rest want or not
shir. maine when i am weak says: (PM 10:03)
lol

► WENHUI (: OMG! I LYK NIGELL! :/ says: (PM 10:03)
sheryl
► WENHUI (: OMG! I LYK NIGELL! :/ says: (PM 10:03
i will make her wear
► WENHUI (: OMG! I LYK NIGELL! :/ says: (PM 10:03
)haaha

shir. maine when i am weak says: (PM 10:04)
hmmm
shir. maine when i am weak says: (PM 10:04)
but i duno it seems not appropriate for svc
shir. maine when i am weak says: (PM 10:04)
lol

► WENHUI (: OMG! I LYK NIGELL! :/ says: (PM 10:04)
yah
► WENHUI (: OMG! I LYK NIGELL! :/ says: (PM 10:05)
that;s why
► WENHUI (: OMG! I LYK NIGELL! :/ says: (PM 10:05)
pj to service?

shir. maine when i am weak says: (PM 10:05)
i mean
shir. maine when i am weak says: (PM 10:05)
jump jump jump in pyjamas?! walao
shir. maine when i am weak says: (PM 10:05)
hot man

► WENHUI (: OMG! I LYK NIGELL! :/ says: (PM 10:05)
haha
► WENHUI (: OMG! I LYK NIGELL! :/ says: (PM 10:05)
its cute!
► WENHUI (: OMG! I LYK NIGELL! :/ says: (PM 10:05)
hahahaha!
► WENHUI (: OMG! I LYK NIGELL! :/ says: (PM 10:05)
banana in pj! :D
► WENHUI (: OMG! I LYK NIGELL! :/ says: (PM 10:05)
can lah
► WENHUI (: OMG! I LYK NIGELL! :/ says: (PM 10:05)
aircon!

shir. maine when i am weak says: (PM 10:05)
haha

we were talking about some private stuff, so can't put it in here (:
then halfway in the conversation, prest told us that he was quarrelling with darren, so we added him in (:

preston! jesus loves me more than i love u or u love me says: (PM 10:07)
haha!!
preston! jesus loves me more than i love u or u love me says: (PM 10:07)
im aguinging with dareren now

► WENHUI (: OMG! I LYK NIGELL! :/ says: (PM 10:07)
why?

preston! jesus loves me more than i love u or u love me says: (PM 10:07)
about jesus is 3

► WENHUI (: OMG! I LYK NIGELL! :/ says: (PM 10:07)
lol
► WENHUI (: OMG! I LYK NIGELL! :/ says: (PM 10:08)
3?

preston! jesus loves me more than i love u or u love me says: (PM 10:08)
and i got holy spirit so time 3
preston! jesus loves me more than i love u or u love me says: (PM 10:08)
so is 9

shir. maine when i am weak says: (PM 10:08)
u shld get darren in!
shir. maine when i am weak says: (PM 10:08)
he is the family

preston! jesus loves me more than i love u or u love me says: (PM 10:08)
i anyhow make up one!

then, darren was added into the converastion

► WENHUI (: OMG! I LYK NIGELL! :/ says: (PM 10:08)
hello darren! ;D

preston! jesus loves me more than i love u or u love me says: (PM 10:08)
u understand darren!
preston! jesus loves me more than i love u or u love me says: (PM 10:08)
i will win
preston! jesus loves me more than i love u or u love me says: (PM 10:09)
then he will say NO NO NO
preston! jesus loves me more than i love u or u love me says: (PM 10:09
)haha

darren.lyk™ says: (PM 10:09)
hello!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

preston! jesus loves me more than i love u or u love me says: (PM 10:09)
darren loh!
preston! jesus loves me more than i love u or u love me says: (PM 10:09)
so do understand
preston! jesus loves me more than i love u or u love me says: (PM 10:09)
its 9!

darren.lyk™ says: (PM 10:09)
lol

then suddenly, josh koh and abel was added into the conversation too!

preston! jesus loves me more than i love u or u love me says: (PM 10:10)
so my gang will win ur gang!

darren.lyk™ says: (PM 10:10)
lol
darren.lyk™ says: (PM 10:10)
jesus one man show


shir. maine when i am weak says: (PM 10:10)
hahaha
shir. maine when i am weak says: (PM 10:10)
not bad

► WENHUI (: OMG! I LYK NIGELL! :/ says: (PM 10:10)
omg
► WENHUI (: OMG! I LYK NIGELL! :/ says: (PM 10:10)
haha

darren and prest still continues fighting (:

preston! jesus loves me more than i love u or u love me says: (PM 10:10)
i got all 3 so is 3x3=9

darren.lyk™ says: (PM 10:10)
i got 1

preston! jesus loves me more than i love u or u love me says: (PM 10:10)
NONONONONO!!!
preston! jesus loves me more than i love u or u love me says: (PM 10:11)
ok i win can already!

shir. maine when i am weak says: (PM 10:11)
lol

darren.lyk™ says: (PM 10:11)
my 1 is 10000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000

okay. then after that, we were talking about rs and love family cleaning up the audi after service, & what family stuffs. yah! haha!
okay, & here comes the dresscode part again!

► WENHUI (: OMG! I LYK NIGELL! :/ says: (PM 10:12)
shir! so is pj as dc for camP? :D
► WENHUI (: OMG! I LYK NIGELL! :/ says: (PM 10:13)
lol

preston! jesus loves me more than i love u or u love me says: (PM 10:13)
why not we all dress up as king and queen!
preston! jesus loves me more than i love u or u love me says: (PM 10:13)
fairy tale!
preston! jesus loves me more than i love u or u love me says: (PM 10:13)
haha

<> your mercies endures forever says: (PM 10:13)
lol...
<> your mercies endures forever says: (PM 10:13)
SIAO

► WENHUI (: OMG! I LYK NIGELL! :/ says: (PM 10:13)
i dont mind man!

preston! jesus loves me more than i love u or u love me says: (PM 10:13)
no cannot
preston! jesus loves me more than i love u or u love me says: (PM 10:14)
king must have servant one!
preston! jesus loves me more than i love u or u love me says: (PM 10:14)
haha!!!

<> your mercies endures forever says: (PM 10:14)
....

preston! jesus loves me more than i love u or u love me says: (PM 10:14)
or we wear like shrek!

► WENHUI (: OMG! I LYK NIGELL! :/ says: (PM 10:14)
OMG NO!!!!!!!!

<> your mercies endures forever says: (PM 10:14)
star wars??
<> your mercies endures forever says: (PM 10:14)
castaway

► WENHUI (: OMG! I LYK NIGELL! :/ says: (PM 10:15)
star wars! OMG NOOOOOOO!

preston! jesus loves me more than i love u or u love me says: (PM 10:15)
then must wear the back mask

shir. maine when i am weak says: (PM 10:15)
oei
shir. maine when i am weak says: (PM 10:15)
WEAR LIKE SHREK?
shir. maine when i am weak says: (PM 10:15)
omg

preston! jesus loves me more than i love u or u love me says: (PM 10:15)
make the breating sound!

<> your mercies endures forever says: (PM 10:15)
HAHAHA

► WENHUI (: OMG! I LYK NIGELL! :/ says: (PM 10:15)
omg. HAHAHAHAHA!

preston! jesus loves me more than i love u or u love me says: (PM 10:15)
nice what!

shir. maine when i am weak says: (PM 10:15)
we wear like princess and prince more like it la

preston! jesus loves me more than i love u or u love me says: (PM 10:15)
the got dragon and talking donkey!

► WENHUI (: OMG! I LYK NIGELL! :/ says: (PM 10:15)
LOLLOLOLOLO l\L

<> your mercies endures forever says: (PM 10:15)
bring sword n sheild

preston! jesus loves me more than i love u or u love me says: (PM 10:15)
i know!!
preston! jesus loves me more than i love u or u love me says: (PM 10:16)
we wear like magicaian!!

<> your mercies endures forever says: (PM 10:16)
HAIRY POTTER

shir. maine when i am weak says: (PM 10:16)
OMG
shir. maine when i am weak says: (PM 10:16)
PLEASE

preston! jesus loves me more than i love u or u love me says: (PM 10:16)
we all make cartoon character

shir. maine when i am weak says: (PM 10:16)
we wear like hello kitty la

► WENHUI (: OMG! I LYK NIGELL! :/ says: (PM 10:17)
HAHAHAH
aYAHAYAYA

darren.lyk™ says: (PM 10:17)
pokemon

<> your mercies endures forever says: (PM 10:17)
DIGIMON

preston! jesus loves me more than i love u or u love me says: (PM 10:17)
guys wear poke mon
preston! jesus loves me more than i love u or u love me says: (PM 10:17)
hahah!!


► WENHUI (: OMG! I LYK NIGELL! :/ says: (PM 10:17)
girl wear hello kitty

preston! jesus loves me more than i love u or u love me says: (PM 10:17)
then got pikachu!

haha! thank gawd, shirmaine stopped the whole thing about CARTOON dresscode! phew. so it all ended and a whole new conversation started out. & YOU CAN SEE THAT PRESTON ANG LYKS CARTOON ALOT ALOT AND HE HAS BEEN GIVING ALOT ALOT OF SUGGESTION. HAHAHA!

bless are those who dwell in his house (:

jesus is just sooooo sooooo great! :D:D:D:D
thank you jesus for letting me go into the class i want to go next year.
thank you sooooo much jesus! :D
i am just so bless.
thank you jesus, i love you so much (:
& i know you love me sooo much too. that's why you gave me the class that i wanted so much
and the friends that you put into my class for me too! :D:D:D:D
thank you jesus! thank you jesus!
i give you all the praise! :D:D:D:D:D
jesus you are so awesome! super uber awesome!
thank you for doing mighty wonders in my life.
& i know. this is NOT the only one, daddy/
there is MORE coming my way.
and all shall agree with me and say AMEN! :D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D
I AM UBER HAAAAAAAPY!

replies to tags! :D

claire! : yay yay yaaaaaay! :D finally! someone dates me out! :D i;ve been dying to go out these few days man! :D

HAZEEEEEEL! : omg! dear! i miss you so much! >.< & you've changed your link but you nvr tell me! I LOVE YOU (:

its a happy happy day! :D

happy ystd birthday to TAN LILIAN! :D

happy today birthday to VIKKI DARLING! :D

& my birthday is also coming soooooooon! :D:D:D:D

i pray that you would leave

how i wish i can just talk to you for once lyk a normal friend.
i get so upset and jealous when i see you talking to ppl or they talk to you.
how i wish everything was normal, when you dont know that i lyk you.
how i wish you would use those eyes to look at me again.
how i wish i could talk to you and i dont have to cry over it.
although i tell ppl that i'm okay,
but seriously, deep down inside, i'm really not.
i don't why i still lyk you.
i reall wish that you are out of my mind.
no one can help me, i know.
only jesus can.
so daddy, i pray to you, please help me get rid of all the thoughts i have for him.
& daddy, bring everything back to where it started out as.
& just let us be friends.
friends, that's all i want and that's all i ever need.
thank you daddy. i leave everything in your big arms.
& daddy, i know you wil just take all the problems away.
jesus, you take take take it all
take take take it all :D
i pray this in your mighty name, amen (:

i know you wouldn't be reading my blog,
so i dont mind posting it here.

& a ding dong!

Can you name 13 people you can think ofright off the top of your head? Don't read thequestions underneath until you write thenames of all 13 people... This is a lot funnierif you actually randomly list the names first
1 . zenda!
2 . shirmaine
3 . sheryl
4 . preston
5 . jerald
6 . darren
7 . cheryl
8 . dean
9 . mabel
10 . constance
11 . alicia
12 . claire
13 . roger

How did you meet 10?
- CONSTANCE, met her in dare. a fellow rs server! :D

what would you do if you had never met no.1?
- ZENDA, i will die. seriously.

What would you do if 6 and 2 dated?
- DARREN&SHIRMAINE, what do you think?hahahahhaha!

Have you ever seen 4 cry?
- PRESTON, actually, yes. haha! :D

Do you think 1 is cute?
-ZENDA, hahahah! she is cute.

Tell me something about number 11
- ALICIA, she is L-O-V-E :D

Would you ever go on a date with number12 ?
- CLAIRE, hey darling, what would you say for a date with me?

What's 7's favorite color?
- CHERYL, this one i know. its ORANGE! (:

What would you do if 6 confessed they likedyou?
- DARREN, hahaha! i doubt it would happen. yah.

Fact about 9:
- MABEL, she plays tennis. :D

Who is 4 going out with?
- PRESTON, going out with all of us to shop! :D

who is number 5 to you?
- JERALD, he is lyk my younger brother, real cute and always there for me (:

Would you ever live with 13?
- ROGER, nahhhhhh!

Is 2 single?
- SHIRMAINE, she is single, but she is toooo expensive for any guys out there, she is also taken by me and jesus :D but yah, she still is single (:

Where does 7 live?
- CHERYL, tampines.

What do you think about 3?
- SHERYL, she is my partner! :D & i love her.

What's the best thing about number 8?
- DEAN, i dont know? he is nice? ha!

What do you like about number 10?
- CONSTANCE, she loves to go crazy!, just lyk me! :D

Favorite Memory with 2?
- SHIRMAINE, every single time i spent with her is, & will forever be my favourite memory :D

sorry if your name wasnt inside (:

back to quizes again :D

1. apple/banana/orange?* apple
2. choc/strawberry/vanilla ice cream?* strawberry
3. chatting/telp/sms?* chatting.
4. color?* white
5. mexican/italian/chinese/american?* american.
6. drinks: soda/tea/coffee?* soda
7. pets: dog/cat/fish/reptiles?* dog.
8. buy a house or travel around the world?* travel around the world
9. handkerchief/tissue?* tissue.
10. scents: floral/fruity/fancy?* fruity
11. hair color: burgundy, brunette, blonde,black?* brunette . haha.
12. desk job/field job?* neither
13. lounge/beach/park/club?* beach
14. economics/mathemathics/science?* science.
15. believe that alien (UFO) do exist: YES/NO?* naaaaaah (:
16. investing in bank/properties?* both.
17. swimming/tennis/jogging/soccer?* soccer!
18. success: in your career/love life?* both.
19. casual/punkie/fancy dress?* casual.

if i were....

If I were a month I would be:*~ december (:
If I were a day of the week I would be:*~ Saturday.
If I were a time of the day I would be:*~ 7pm
If I were a planet I would be:*~ pluto
If I were a sea animal I would be:*~ dolphin.
If I were a direction I would be:*~ Centre.
If I were a piece of furniture I would be:*~ a sofa (:
If I were a sin I would be:*~ lie.
If I were a historical object I would be:*~ The unfinished rome.
If I were a liquid I would be:*~ sweet water
If I were a stone, I would be:*~ diamond.
If I were a tree, I would be? :*~ Apple tree. haha.
If I were a bird, I would be:*~ eagle.
If I were a tool, I would be:*~ hammer. haha!
If I were a flower/plant, I would be:*~ a rose
If I were a kind of weather, I would be:*~ Autumn
If I were a mythical creature, I would be:*~ mermaid.
If I were a musical instrument, I would be:*~ guitar
If i were an animal I would be:*~ dog.
If I were a color, I would be:*~ white
If I were a car, I would be:*~ bmw :D
If I were a place, I would be:*~ palace.
If I were a taste, I would be:*~ sweet.
If I were a scent, I would be:*~ a nice one
If I were a religion, I would be:*~ christian.
If I were a word, I would be:*~ Pretty.
If I were a body part I would be:*~ heart.
If I were a facial expression I would be:*~ smile.
If I were a subject in school I would be:*~bio

If I were a cartoon character I would be:*~ sam of totally spies. haha.
If I were a shape I would be:*~ star.

oh my darling!

i was talking to jerald, then he ask me to watch this mv.
so i did, then when i finsihed watching it, guess whose mv i found?!
its my darling wootsy bootsy kim jung hoon! :D
haha. and heres's his mv, listen to his wonderful voice,
it just grabs my heart (:




oh no! i am addicted to goong again after watching this another video i found.
so enjoy! :D

replies to tags (:

zenda : i know i should & i am trying. i am giving all that i have just to try to hate him already. i mean, i am trying my best to just lyk him as a friend. & thank you for wanting to be there for me. i really appreciate you alot (:

ariel : you're welcome sweetie! :D

atiqah : haha. thanks man! :D

everytime we touch

I still hear your voice,
When you sleep next to me.
I still feel your touch, in my dreams
Forgive me my weakness,
But I don't know why,
Without you it's hard to survive
'Cause every time we touch, I get this feeling
And every time we kiss,
I swear I can fly
Can't you feel my heart beat fast,
I want this to last,
Need you by my side
'Cause every time we touch, I feel the static,
And every time we kiss, I reach for the sky,
Can't you hear my heart beat so I can't let you go,
Want you in my life.
Your arms are my castle,
Your heart is my sky.
They wipe away tears that I cry the good and the bad times,
We've been through them all.
You make me rise when I fall.
baby, will we be together?

PIANOS! :D

i am officially attracted to pianos.
just hear them play the music!
its really soothing and a joy to my ears.
do hear them (:

& would you play me a song :D

qing tian

i really just love songs that are played on the piano. so would someone play me a song from the piano? :)

watch out for that wacko!

just finished playing maple.
or rather, ran out of maple, did not want to play anymore.
this guy mahir101 is a serious wacko man!
keep wanting me to marry him for nuts!
& what's worse, he kept wanting me to call him. wtf?
and he wants my hp no. too.
giving stupid excuses that its hard to talk in maple lyk that.
haha funny.
its such bad luck to meet such guys lyk him.
i will pray for him man. seriously.

jesus loves me! :D

replies to tags (:

zenda : hahaha! no lah. its wenhui and just goh wenhui (: no koh wenhui

preston : haha, yes preston, jesus loves me too :D

& i want you to get the hell out of my life

my sister thinks that the guy lyks her just because the guy talked to her. wtf?!
& she gets all high and droopy all over.
& she smiles lyk shit just because she is talking to my friend and she is just beside me to make me and tell me that she knows my friend.
i really just hate my sister talking to my friends.
dont ask me why, cause i'm born out lyk that.
say that i'm selfish or what, i dont care.
i just hate it.

so c'mon celebrate! :D

just came home from the "birthday party" of mine.
it was shared with my two other cousins.
and guess what, my relatives blessed me with $102 :D
hahahaha! :D yay!
they are clever people! dont give presents, give money. hehe :)
and the cake was ice cream cake.
mango yoghurt and rum & raisins cake.
the mango was good but the rum & raisin was just sucky.
yah. this post is just random. so goodbye! :D

replies to tags (:

candace : yes. i'm busy one. need to book me one. hahaha! on the 21st i going out with mary-ann they all. i'm sure your included right? :D yes. i will be skipping all of the practices. anyways, i dont even know when also got what. so dont go lo :)

preston : okay okay! dont get angry! your not the only one what. jerald also. so now cfm already mah. you dont lyk her, so its jerald chan lo. dont angry lah okay, preston ang qing xiang :D

kezia : haha. so now i will go and reply! :D

everything i have is yours

I said a prayer
That someday I would find a boy
And together we’d find joy
Maybe someday
And he would care
About the color of the sky
About the things that make me cry
Maybe someday
And if it happens this is what I'd say:
And I will give you my life
Together we'll make it right
And I will say to you
What is for sure
That I'll give you my world
And baby I'll be your girl
And I will say to you
Everything I have is yours
I wonder if
If God has shown him
He is the one whose gonna marry me
Maybe someday
So, I'm gonna wait'
Cause I'm worth waiting for
And what I'm worth is so much more
For that someday
And if it happens this is what I'd say

its the promise i made and the promise i will do

Will I always be there for you?
When you need someone,
Will I be that one you need?
Will I do all my best to, to protect you?
When the tears get near your eyes
Will I be the one that's by your side?
Will I be there when you call me in the middle of the night?
Will I keep the rain from falling down into your life?
I promise, I promise I promise I will
Will I take tender tender care of you?
Take your darkest night and make it bright for you
Will I be there to make you strong and to lean on?
When this world has turned so cold
Will I be the one that's there to hold?
Will I be there when you call me in the middle of the night?
Will I keep the rain from falling down into your life?
I promise, I promise I promise I will
Will I be there when you call me in the middle of the night?
Will I keep the rain from falling down into your life?
I promise, I promise I promise I will
Yeah And I love you more every day
And nothing will take that love away
When you need someone I promise I'll be there for you (there for you) I promise
Will I be there when you call me in the middle of the night?
Will I keep the rain from falling down into your life?
I promise, I promise I promise I will
And I promise (and I promise) I promise (oh I promise you)
I will be there when you call me (when you call me)
I promise (I promise) I promise I will

this song is for everyone but especially for the love family & t.u.g :D
i really love y'all alot alot :D:D:D:D

to my precious dear friend (:

Dear Friend, what's on your mind
You don’t laugh the way you used to
But I've noticed how you cry
Dear friend, I feel so helpless
I see you sit in silence
As you face new pain each day
I feel there’s nothing I can do
I know you don’t feel pretty
Even though you are
But it wasn’t your beauty
That found room in my heart

Dear friend, you are so precious Dear Friend

Dear friend, I'm here for you
I know that you don’t talk too much
But we can share this day anew
Dear Friend, please don’t feel like you're alone
There is someone who is praying
Praying for your peace of mind
Hoping joy is what you'll find
I know you don’t feel weak
Even though you are
But it wasn’t your strength
That found room in my heart
Dear friend, you are so precious, Dear Friend

this song is for my very special cheryl :D

i'm not, and nvr gonna miss you again (:

ooh oh
im not missing you
mmmm
been through just about everything
that i could go through when it comes to relationships
dont know what i was missing or why i aint listen
when i told myself that was it
but here i go hurt again cause
of my curiosity now that its over
what else could it be
besides a cheat
i made a promise
never to settle (why didnt i keep it)
cos i needed the heart break
cryin and cheatin the fooling around
but im not missing u
im not going through emotions
waiting and a hoping u call me
im not missing u
u mighta had me open
but i must be goin because
i got lots to do
i know im usually hanging on
i used to hate to see u go
but this time its different
i dont even feel the distance
im not missing im not missing u
its a shame in a way
cos i feel that i may not
ever fine the right one for me
did i leave him this year
i didnt find a face oh
will my true love ever be
how could i go on a search again
when i know what the end will be
what good is love when it keeps on hurting me
i made a promise
never to settle (why didnt i keep it)
cos i needed the heart break
cryin and cheatin the fooling around
but im not missing u
im not going through emotions
waiting and a hoping u call me
im not missing u
u mighta had me open
but i must be goin because
i got lots to do
i know im usually hanging on
i used to hate to see u go
but this time its different
i dont even feel the distance
im not missing im not missing u
im not going through emotions
waiting and a hoping u call me
im not missing u
u mighta had me open
but i must be goin because
i got lots to do
i know im usually hanging on
i used to hate to see u go
but this time its different
i dont even feel the distance
im not missing im not missing u
no i cant be with u cos
im scared felt like i was falling when u left me
i cant keep going through life
unaware of what im missing
or the person that i could be
loves good when its right
bad when its left
in ur memory all the time anytime
i guess love will be nice for someone
this is life
im not missing u
im not going through emotions
waiting and a hoping u call me
im not missing u
u mighta had me open
but i must be goin because
i got lots to do
i know im usually hanging on
i used to hate to see u go
but this time its different
i dont even feel the distance
im not missing im not missing u
im not going through emotions
waiting and a hoping u call me(knocking at my door)
u mighta had me open (ay oh)
but i must be goin because(this is the best day of my life)
i know im usually hanging on
i used to hate to see u go
but this time its different
i dont even feel the distance
im not missing im not missing u (im not missing, wooooh yea, im not missin u, no baby, im not missin u)

this, i swear, are true feeling from my heart.

don't love you no more (:

For all the years that I’ve known you baby
I can’t figure out the reason why lately
you’ve been acting so cold (didn’t you say)
if there’s a problem we should work it out
so why you giving me the cold shoulder now
like you don’t want to talk to me girl (tell me)
okay I know I was late again
I made you mad and dinners thrown in (the bin)
but why you making this thing drag on so long (I wanna know)
I’m sick and tired of this silly game
don’t think that I’m the only one here to blame
it’s not me who’s been going round slamming doors

That’s when you turned and said to me
I don’t care babe who’s right or wrong
I just don’t love you no more

Rain outside my window pouring down
what now, you’re gone, my fault, I’m sorry
feeling like a fool cos I let you down
now it’s too late to turn it around
I’m sorry for the tears I’ve made you cry
I guess this time it really is goodbye
you made it clear when you said
I just don’t love you no more

I know that I’ve made a few mistakes
but never thought things would turn out this way
doesn’t make sense to me now that you’re gone (I see it all so clearly)
me at the door with you in a state
giving my reasons but as you look away
I can see a tear roll down your face

That’s when you turned and said to me
I don’t care babe who’s right or wrong
I just don’t love you no more

Rain outside my window pouring down
what now, you’re gone, my fault, I’m sorry
feeling like a fool cos I let you down
now it’s too late to turn it around
I’m sorry for the tears I’ve made you cry
I guess this time it really is goodbye
you made it clear when you said
I just don’t love you no more

Those simple words hit so hard
they turned my whole world upside down
girl you caught me completely off guard
on that night you said to me
I just don’t love you no more..

replies to tags (:

denise : haha. but i think the link was wrong right? haha. sorry! :D

rachel : i love you too! but i dont want to tag you leh! how? lol x)

zenda : hahahaha! they told you something is it? i think * and * lyk my ______ lo. hahaha! omg. i shall find it out man! XD

nigell : okay! you're relink! poor thing lah. its okay. maybe your studies will be better what (: so its okay if you nvr go to the chalet (:

kezia : haha. your welcome man! i shall now go and tag you! :D

candace : hahaha. sorry lah! i'm really busy woman. lol. just came back from chalet. yah. i will make time for you one okay. dont worry (:

xinyi : okay! your relinked! :D

atiqah : hahahah! omg! im gonna miss the crap you and manpang did too! the beating and all. hahaha! its damn funny lah! x)

sihui : of course. all the things i find is funny one (: hahaah!. and the baby picture! its really 0-m-g sick! YUCK!

i wink wink -ed at you (:

hello! i've come back to blog! :D
as you can see, i was at a chalet
and i slept lyk a log from 8 pm to 1 pm after i came home from darling cheryl's chalet (:
goodness! it was super loads of fun fun and more fun! :D
are you hornaye! :D
lol! it was o-m-g! x)

monday
i wasn't there, so i did not know what happen.
but from cheryl's blog, i know that they, refering to cheryl, joshua, jerald, dean and darryl, they were super horny! x) hahahaha! yes!

tuesday
tuesday was when me, zenda, darren and preston, we came into the chalet! :D
then i rmbed that cheryl they all were telling us all the super scary stuffs about the chalet.
and all the guys had to sit outside the toilet to accompany cheryl while she was bathing or something. haha! joke lah! then after that me, cheryl, zenda, josh and preston we went to white sands ntuc and bought the stuffs for the bbq! :D it was uber fun! :D:D:D:D the total amount of money we spent was lyk $130 lah! hahaahaha! then we went back and ate cheryl's mum's curry! its super OMG good! seriously. its lyk the best curry in the www. wooooo! thank you cheryl's mum for letting me taste the bestest curry in the www! :D
then gerard & josh and darren started making fire at the bbq pit. & it was the first time i ever saw gerard lyk so hardworking. hahaha! okay. but the fire was just big lah. yes! x) the fire was big, but it was NO use at all. the chicken wings just cannot be eaten. yes yes yes! hahahahah! then there was ALOT of chicken wings left over. and thank god we nvr sell to the neighbours. we actually wanted to but did not. yah. cause there was lyk no food for us. sort of lah. hah! then we play and play! and in the middle of the night, when cheryl and cherie was sleeping, me zenda and gernette went and talk with dean, jeremy, darren and roger. talk cock, listen to music. and actually roger wanted to do the action of kissing one but he nvr! cause he saw zenda wanted to take video, so he shy shy and did not do it. hahahah! xD yeah, then after that went to bed and woke up at lyk 10 plus (:

wednesday
wednesday was "boring" for me cheryl and zenda! hahahahah! still rmbing the time we had. love it man! it was just soooo hilarious. cctv (: hohohoho! then had dinner and had fun back at the chalet. by that time, everyone was lyk almost sick. yes. then in the night, coming to midnight, we went to the beach and play and climb and turned. haha! it was damn giddy, i swear (: then after that, me, josh, darren and zenda sat down and talk. no. it was more lyk counselling for me. yah. but really thank you all for knocking every single shit that has to do with germany out of my head. seriously, i am starting to dont lyk him anymore. and now when i see him, its just "oh hello. you are from the same church as me (:" yups. so really thank you all. and i nvr knew darren could be such a great counsellor too. wooh! haha! thank you all man! :D then after went back, me zenda josh and darren decided to go and but panadol for them. then zenda needed to go home cause of somethings. haha. so in the end, me and darren and josh went there only. we talk about lyk murder all the way there. and not forgetting the shit and farts we talk about. hahahah! then there was alot. omg seriously alot of lizards. big and small ones. yucks! and yah! went to sleep and had a great sleep (: & end of wednesday :D

thursday
thursay, finally my xbox came to really use. haha! everyone was playing shriek. it is s uber fun game. and thank god jon brought his controller. woo! oh yes! then me and prest started cooking! hahaha! it was damn funny can! :D we anyhow whack all the food and sauce inside. the chicken was really good okay. ask the others man! then many funny things happen okay! & hear what preston has to say :"
josh or me : lets cook some noodles!
me : no pot!
preston went out to take the pot that roger used to cook the maggie mee in last night.
josh : you need to wash it
preston : why? its still the SAME sauce what.

omg! can you believe what preston had jsut said? hahaha!
i had a happy time laughing :D
then after that, darren, dean, jerald and preston went home. the rest, we played uno, nvr ending, and then i was really tired and went home (: my mum came to fetch me :D
ate and slept. haha!. and that was the end of cheryl's chalet. for me. hehe!

friday
woke up and used the comp, ate lunch and had to rush down to meet cheryl and all for bs.
and the whole bs i was spending lyk one quarter of my time laughing at the people's face. oops. ahah! damn funny. and service was g-o-o-d :D then went home and stuff. and i really had a high high high time today :D thank you everyone (:

billy billy bing bong bing bong boo! :D

i've written this post just to reply to the tags.
haha! anyways, just finished dinner with cheryl, dean, jerald, darryl and josh lim.
had a lovely time with time (:
& all will be sleeping tgt in the chalet for days!
i can now imagine the awesome load of fun we will be having from tmr onwards! :D:D:D:D
so this would be my last post till i come home (:
dont miss me! :D

replies to tags

atiqah : yes. i will be missing all of you lyk shit! :(

renn : hello eastern horseman! :D wednesday i am at chalet. yah. so sorry! >.<

candace : yes babe! two more weeks! & i will be 14! wooooooo! :D aww. you want to celebrate for me? so sweet! i will be going there on wednesday. its either there or wild wild wet. yah. thought we are going with wenxin they all? :)

ariel : omg. the babies are damn poor things right?! yes. you will grow tall. amen! :D

kezia : hahaha! miss my crazy voice?! lol! i miss your sweet sweet voice! :) aww hahaha! see you next dare man! :D

all my fears will fade away when i see you (:

hello world!
i have nothing to actually post about.
going to have dinner with cherly they all later.
and jerald is coming to my house {?} to play with my cousin :)
and then i'm going to stay at cheryl's chalet with everyone tmr! :D
yay! yay! yay! :D
oh and can we please not go wild wild wet? :/
wanna know why ask me. haha!.

replies to tag (:

dajieeeee! : oh your welcome! :D yes. i'm single but only available to jesus and shirmaine pang love dajie! :) hahaha! you are one very very expensive precious pearl too. and only me and jesus can afford you! :D I LOVE YOU MANY MUCH! :D

cheryl : huh?

cryystal : your welcome and i love you tooo! :)

zenda : yes you should be hourned (: hahaha!

atiqah : babe! i will miss you terribly too! can't wait to see 2/8 again! :(

sihui : i'm 13 & i'm really proud of that age okay! the video is just sooo cute lah! dont you think so? lol hahaahha! xD

chipy chipmunks :D

check out when you say nothing at all, chipmunk version :D




check out we're all in this together, chipmunk version :D




check out breaking free, chipmunk version :D

i'll make you promise that you can believe

change of places already.
we're not going to escape anymore!
its to the pools we gooooo! :D
wild wild wet, here we comeeeee!
omg omg omg!
i seriously cant wait.
going with the ppl i love so dearly,
how fun could all the fun get?! :D
hahaha! okay. just too excited.
and going to cheryl's chalet at pasir ris park there!
yay! and i can stay over! :D
for the first time of my life,
besides camp.
woohooo!
wenhui is SUPER excited! :D:D:D:D

ring & a ding a ling ling! :D

hello hello! want to go escape theme park? :D
you only have to pay $6. SIX ONLY OKAY! :)
so want to go? want to go?! go okay?! yay! :D
anyone, EVERYONE is invited.
you want to go then just msg me okay?
then i will arrange.
the no. is 81126212 :)

now we're together, i'm stronger then ever

i find this just funny.
kevin says he know who is germany because jesus loves him.
so jesus told him. wth?!
hahaha! its lyk dumb lah!
i ask him if i was being obvious and he said no.
i ask him if it was someone that told him and he said no.
so how could he have known?
or is it really just jesus? hmmm.
anyways, the conver btw with him is just d-u-m-b! hehee!

and thank you these ppl i listed out below for cheering me on and loving me soooo much. they nvr left me alone for one second. they kept on making me smile and just encouraging me, giving me the strength to carry on. really! if it was not because of them, i super dont know how to carry one. of course i have jesus, but sometimes i just need a person to help me. and jesus was always there for me and giving me someone that i could cry onto, talk to, hug, and giving me all the encouragement. really. thank you y'all so much. i would not know what to do if jesus hasn't given them to me (: you guys mean alot to me! :D

here are the ppl (:
dajie! :D
zenda
sheryl
cheryl
cryystal
preston
weiheng {preston and weiheng ask me to smile & that asking me to smile means alot to me (:}
manfred & roger also! { they ask me what happen, & that meant alot to me too! :D }

& i want to thank dajie especially.
it was the words that she said to me that really just gave me the will to carry on.
& its because of that words of hers, make me realise that germany is really not the one for me.
& its that words of hers make me so happy and all.
& so i want to thank her especially! :D
thank you shirmaine! :D

yay! because of them, i know i can live without germany :D
and my world still goes round and round without germany.
and i have, still have, so many ppl around that loves me and cares about me.
and i know they would not want to see me sad.
cause i realise that when i am sad, the ppl around me becomes sad too.
and i felt really really bad.
today, i was sad and cheryl and zenda became sad too.
so yah. thank you and sorry.

& i want to thank germany, for giving me this chance to know how it feels. haha!
this was my first time lah!
and it went well. thanks to the wonderful ppl around me.
so yups! thank you so much man! :D
although it made me sad, but oh well, maybe aft this time, i would not be as sad as this time.
cause i know how it feels alread :D hahaha!
yaya! thank you! (:

thank you ppl!
i really appreciate y'all alot alot!
i love you! :)

& a hip hip hooray! :D

i am proud to announce that my birthday is just 20 daaaaays away only! :D:D:D:D hehee!

we gotta make a cake

this may be childish. but its freaking cute! :D hehee!

you can come to me (:

"Come To Me"

Under the silver stars,
Right where he broke your heart.
Girl you know, I'd give you everything.
I wanna hold your hand,
And say the words he never said.
I'll make you promises you can believe.

[Chorus]
Let me be the one,
Telling you it's alright
Sharing the smiles and tears you cry.
Let me be the one,
Loving you when you're weak.
For all of the strength you need,
You can come to me.

When you're down and you feel so lonely
Turn around, you can come to me
When you're down baby, I will be the only
Come to me

You can just be yourself,
'Cause I don't want nobody else.
All of your secrets are safe with me.
For the kind of love you can trust,
For more than just a crush,
Baby, why don't you just come to me?

[Chorus]
Let me be the one,
Telling you it's alright
Sharing the smiles and tears you cry.
Let me be the one,
Loving you when you're weak.
For all of the strength you need,
You can come to me.

When I've got you in my arms (got you in my arms)
Say it's where you wanna be (where you wanna be, yeah)
'Cause girl I'm down on my knees
Promising my heart oh, my heart

Whenever you need me, ah
Whenever you need me girl
Whenever you need me, ah
Oh, I'll be there

Whenever you need me, ah
Whenever you need me girl
Whenever you need me, ah
Oh, I'll be there

will you say that to me?

girl : have you think about the future?
boy : what do you see in your future?
girl : i'm serious
*boy thinks*
boy : i see you, i see you in my future :)

isn't is just sooooo sweet? :)

what hurts the most

I can take the rain on the roof of this empty house.That don’t bother me.I can take a few tears now and then and just let them out.I’m not afraid to cry every once in a while.Even though going on with you gone still upsets me.There are days every now and again I pretend I’m ok.But that’s not what gets me.What hurts the most,Was being so close.And having so much to say.And watching you walk away.And never knowing.What could have been.And not seeing that loving you.Is what I was tryin’ to do.It’s hard to deal with the pain of losing you everywhere I go.But I’m doin’ It.It’s hard to force that smile when I see our old friends and I’m alone.Still Harder.Getting up, getting dressed, livin’ with this regret.But I know if I could do it over.I would trade give away all the words that I saved in my heard.That I left unspoken.What hurts the most.Is being so close.And having so much to say.And watching you walk away.And never knowing.What could have been.And not seeing that loving you.Is what I was trying to do.What hurts the most.Is being so close.And having so much to say.And watching you walk away.And never knowing.What could have been.And not seeing that loving you.Is what I was trying to do.Not seeing that loving you.That’s what I was trying to do

i am head over heels with you

tui hou :)


ting mama de hua :)

its a happy day! :D

HAPPY 14 CHERYL ANG SHIYA! :D:D:D