Love it!

Thank you Jesus for everything :)

Bells jingle all the waaaaayyyyy! :)

I LOVE CHRISTMASSSSS!♥

Darrel was so sweet to bring me to museums that I always wanted him to accompany me :)

Even though I'm afraid at times, he'll just grab my hands and tell me that there's nothing to be scared about :)

& who else goes to museums on christmas day!? Hahaha! See, another thing I wanna love Darrel about. He said the whole day was dedicated to me :) How sweet!!!!! :D

The whole time at the museum was really good :D

Then Darrel brought me to eat food that I was craving for, even if it means searching the place like free :) & he paid it all :) ahhhhhh, I'm going darrel crazy! :B

Oh, he always went searching with me for the place which mummy got us to go get something for her. It was a long search but Darrel was helping me all the way and he was so patient with me even when I got a little bit upset! :)

He's such a sweet man, really. Like a million times better than anyone. (Ok, that's for me only) Hehe.

Later then after everything in chinatown, we walked to clarke quay and had CHIPPY :)

I was again craving for food and he accompanied me! :)

After food, we went shopping for a little while and we went for photo-taking again.

This time, it was at the place we first had a photo album :)

It brought back so much memories :)

I just love the man! He really is the sweetest thing!

Everytime I take a photo and I tell him that my face looks fat, he'll tell me that He loves my face just the way it is :)

Really, how on earth will you find such amazing guy? :D

Hahahaha, I'm showing off now :)

Ok, not nice. Ending offffff with a few pictures :)

So, christmas eve

Spent christmas eve with family and Darrel :)

He helped me with the gift and we had a jolly ho ho time :D

I love him when he takes me out for food! Esp food that I crave for :)

He never fails to help me satisfy my cravings :) Love ya!

So, tmr's christmas!

& we're gonna have activities lining up!

It'll be great! Amen! :D

In just 7 mins time, it's Happy Birthday JESUS and merry christmas darrel & everyone else!

Love jolly festive seasons. It makes you feel so love :)

Enough said! Tmr is the day!

Gonna do a card for the Man! :D

Bye!

munch munch munch

I'm munching as I type, snacking happily on Nacho cheese tortilla chips. Happy girl :)

Ate alot these 2 days and I'm enjoying it!

Tmr's gonna be another round with the Man :D Going out and then for a good dinner! :D

Ok, I cannot stop snacking.

I'm stopping here to eat. Hahaha!

This is a fatty post. Goodbye :)

The special one

Baby, I love you!

No matter how much we have our ups and down,

No matter how different we seem,

No matter how special we both are in our own ways,

I love you from really deep down

& you are the bestest human to fall in love with.

I really don't wanna care about others,

it's just you and me and Jesus.

I really can't care anymore about fools getting in our way

because I want to see you as everything in my eye.

Not anymore about our flaws,

not anymore about what people says,

because it's on Jesus and you :)

I love you, and I'm sorry for the crap that I did.

Caroling was awesome!

Yes!:) read my title:) & the best part, I'm with a cg now! Double awesome! Really love it:)
This whole week is just so filled with everything called AWESOME!:) the word that keep coming to my mind is just awesome:) Yeap! Hahaha!
THANKYOU jesus for everything man!:)

Tomorrow will be better:) darrel leong is baking with me! So....needs the beauty sleep for tmr:) night world!

Ps, disoriented blog post because me is typing on the bed again. So the mind is not working well:)

The ROYALS rock my steward sock!

Sentosa yesterday was awesome :)

Although it was just little people, rsm is still AWESOME!

Captain's ball, carl's jr, playground, jokes -long thing and movie.

It was shiok. Love the company, love the movie :D

& best thing, we all wore white before we changed and after we changed, we were still coordinating with each other. So in the flow! COOL :)

Today was another awesome!

Christmas party in school and with the teachers.

Led assembly in the morning, really good and everything is just great today.

swimming in the evening,

party at night,

& party till midnight.

*Sorry sorry*

Really. Love. RSM :D

Imma fight till I see the sunlight

I love days like this. Without work, you'll do whatever you like.

go fishing (!!) and sleep like no one's business :)

I wanna go fishing again, it's really cool!

We're 30 months old!

It has been really really long now since we started and I'm still loving every second of being together with this man.

I mean, just take a look at this picture :) Spot the differences please :) Haha!

No matter what it is, it has been a good long 30 months!

The ups and downs are just great obstacles that got us this far.

All by the Grace of God and Jesus, who walked this journey with us :)

Praise God!

Looking at how much we've changed, it can only be Jesus, the one who made this relationship so beautiful :)

No regrets!

Awesome camp!

Camp blew me off my feet!

Just waiting for the pictures now. Totally went mad, sleep is what I lack. Ga.

I just don't know how to love anymore.

Recently, it has just been quarrels and I'm the person who starts it all.

The person who cannot be understanding enough.

The person who is petty and is just someone who talks without caring about feelings.

I'm totally being such a bitch to the one that I'm suppose to treat well.

I guess that's all that person can take. The way that person talks is just different now that it seems.

I guess I'm the one to take the blames.

So, I'm taking a step back...

I know you wouldn't read this, but I'm sorry.

I'm not msging you to apologise anymore. I'll just step on your tail and annoy you further.

I'm just not the person whom you wanna love anymore.

There's so many things to post about, but not today.

I'm tired and lazy :)

I dont force myself in typing things that are true

Darrel wants me to blog something about him and there's just every little thing that I can blog about him :) Because everything action he does is something for me to blog about. Even if it was him just cheering me up like today :) i love him very very much!

Christmas spirit girl

is definitely waiting eagerly for christmas to come!
Bought decorations for the christmas tree and also the gifts! Am almost done with everything. I'm not kiasu, there was just this sales that was near brightstar, so I had to go and take a look. Haha!

Anyways, today was Adria and sarabelle's last day. I'm really gonna miss them both, especially my baby adria. Was with her since day one. Saw how she step into school and saw how she grew from this shy little girl to now, one who is just so bubbly and cheery :)
Love to see such changes in my kids and these things are definitely the things that keeps me staying in this line. To watch my kids take their first steps of their lifes and being the honoured one to look after and guide them :)
Sigh, and its always more than depressing to see them leave after such a long period of time. Oh well......I'll miss them :)

Go shopping!

Today was just shopping and shopping and shopping with Jan.
I love her, she's just such an awesome friend, awesome sister :)

TODAY IS A GREAT DAY BECAUSE MY DAY WAS SPENT WITH AWESOME PEOPLE! :)
AWESOME TTM! :D

In the late morning, went to get balloons for my baby adria and charlote! :)
It was her forth birthday and her party was so cute! It was my first time going to any of my kid's birthday party, excluding the ones that were held in class. They were dressed in all sorts of cute attire and my baby jamiel came in a princess dress and charlote was in the princess ariel dress! :) Really cute! & baby sweetie adria was in tinkerbelle's costume! She is so cute and lovely! :D
It really sucked to not have my camera with me! My kids were really super duper cute! :)
Marcus was there too and he was so.....marcus, but he had this different side of him today. He kept following me. Hahaha, like a cute little pup :) Sorry, the only words I can describe all of my kids today is C.U.T.E because they are everything called cute :)

After the party, went to their house to take a look. More or less, the house looks quite fabulous :)

Then after that, went to meet the man for steamboat at AMK. Then went shopping...and shopping....more shopping...& guess who I saw there?! :D MY FAVOURITE TWINS! :):):):):)
Happy maximum! I was so super happy when I saw them and they still remember me! How sweet was that?! :) & Raphael was like asking me to carry him :) Really, they are such sweethearts! :) Thankyou jesus man! I am super blessed to be able to see them again! :)

I ♥ Darrel

I ask "Why can people change so much in such a little time"
& I really wanna know the answer.
Ok, whatever this is, I'm glad for changes. It's changes that makes us grow :)

No work tmr, because i'm taking my birthday leave. So its 4 days weekend :) Shiok! & I'm gonna meet the man tmr. Love the man, very very much :)
Yeap and that's all I wanna say.

Keep smiling, keep shining.

Why is it that at your most tiring days, it doesnt end nicely? It has to end with a quarrel or something? It just sucks. Even when you wanna cry, no one wants to be there, Only Jesus. Thanks world. Love you so much, especially you.

" God loves you with the very air you breath, the very light that touches your skin, the very ground that supports you. "

Thankyou Jesus, so much of what I needed to hear right now :)

Forever the family :)

Diamonds (fullstop)

To start, here's my birthday card that Kimimi drew for me! :) She's really such a sweetheart. When she knew it was my birthday, she volunteered to draw me a card :) How precious is that? :) Hahaha! Love her ttm!

Anyways, today is the last day of the teachers' holiday. & today felt really weird to me. Idk why. It just felt so different, in a good and bad way. Morning was just a rollar coaster ride. Afternoon was just consuming myself in laughter and sweet tears. Love my teachers. They never fail to make my day so beautiful :) & guess what? Bok's twins sang MJ's! :D hahaha! It was super cute! :D Hahaha, Im still laughing everytime I think of it.

After work, went to subway to have dinner. Cookies for dinner :) & then headed down with Bok for haircut! Blessing in disguise. We wanted to cut our hair at this certain hairdresser but it closed. So we were frantically seaching for another hairdresser. & tada! We found this place that was still open. & it looked high class and they were only charging 8 bucks for hair cut. Cheap! It was exactly the same one as at Suntec and because of rental, they charged 10 bucks more! So sucky! So yada, the people were friendly! Bok's hairdresser was the same age as her and mine was this china guy who wanted to take me out for a movie. -.- trust me. I didnt know what to say. and the whole time we were talking, he just kept asking me and his comments were all so.......Hahaha. Then guess what, he wanted our fb. But we got him to give us his first. So let's just see what is gonn happen next. But whatever it is, he'll never be my hairdresser again! So freaky! I prefer Olivia! :D Took a train home with her and she was telling me all the kids that she cut hair for. & how she loves kids. What a coincidence huh! :)

Hahaha. Next hair cut, one month later at TP :)

I'm eating chilli till it burns me to the core.

Just came home from the gym. Yes, wenhui went to the gym. Haha.
With Jan and bumped into rachel there! :D So now, im home, eating mummy's rice :)

Today was just pure boredom. There was nothing else better to do and adding on...Just when I thought I didnt wanted to let any disappointments fill me in anymore, today, it just has to be there. I hope you know I'm really upset and I'm not just tired. Whatever. Today is over and I'm not gonna give a damn about it anymore. It's OVER (fullstop) Wh shall not brood over it anymore. Good self consoling dear girl :) Go you.

Oh well, here are the decors for christmas. Not exactly quite done, but it looks almost beautiful :)

Here's my class' decorations.

Ah ru's class. I haven't took her christmas tree :) It's so cute! :)

Ah bok's class. Her's are really pretty :)

The centre's decor. drawn by boku, ru and me :) Hahaha. While hearing MJ! :D My MJ was rubbed off :(

Tree designed by boku and me :)

I like the cute little angels :)

Love the teddy best :)

Can't wait for christmas to come! :D ♫♪

When the stars explode

& you see all the glitters come falling down on Christmas trees! :D
Work was great today because almost half my day was spent on decorating the place and lighting up the christmas tree! With boku and peiru! :D (best friends @ work!)
Will go take picture tmr of every classrooms and the front door! :) I think it's pretty nice, with all the angels and music notes and MJ's name on the glass! :D
Hear the sound of jingle bells ringing! So sweet! Really can't wait for christmas to come.! :D

Slept really late last night, around 3 plus. & less than 2 hours of sleep, I was woken up by reality which I thought was my dream. Guess what? My family went out to catch the meteor. @5 am! Crazy or what! I salute them. But what else when they haven't got to catch a glimpse of shooting stars before! :) Hahaha.
I still remember that day when both me and Darrel saw the shooting star @ our favourite spot in the park :) Oh baby, miss that time! :)

"Two is better than one"

$$$$$ Bling bling!

Just reached home from a sweating game of Badminton. Hopefully some fatty arm fats have been dead while I was playing :) Ah fu was really crazy, pris was just whacking nice shots, Jan was good and I am just crapping it. Hahaha, am too tired to play properly >:(

Shopping this evening was a whack! Everything was bought because I love em and not cause I needed them! Bad bad baddddd! But I love super love the jacket! Thanks a ton jan for shopping with me today! :D Had a great time with you in the car and daohui was shiok! Let's go out again soon! Shopping after my pay! *(hahah like as if she'll read this here)

Worr today was just wrapping of books and trying to comfort jedrick. It was bad, he was crying like mad! & Guess what? Tmr's the day my worst nightmare comes back to my life. Suck loads of crap! Bah, rmb, my life has got no space for sadness/disappointment, etc :) No need her to be added into my life.

Alright, it's time for bed, here's a picture of badminton to end it! But that picture is with pui! karate player! Love her! :D



*Ps, Bugis street has the nicest clothings with the bestest bargains! :D

Why are little things pissing me off?

Hungry stomach waiting for a proper meal to dive in.
It has been so boing boring. Mummy doesnt wanna let me bring cuzz out for birthday dinner and I've been saving my stomach to bring him to a restaurant to eat. Thanks mummy.
Now, all I have is a stomach filled with liquid and just biscuits.
Excited much? >:(

Let's forget it :)

Disappointment is not of the Lord, so here and right now, I'm gonna take pleasure in every single minute and moment of my life with God, Darrel, my family and friends :)
There's just no point dumping my whole self into the river to drown when I can start swimming. Although it's a stupid way to put it but yes, wenhui was once this stupid to think of it.
So now, it's living for the God and living the new :)

Thank you Jesus for being my everything and thank you baby boy for being such an awesome partner ever since we got to know each other :) Even if there's only you in this human world, I'll still be completed with you and Jesus :)
Love you sweetheart, you are my greatest blessing :)

Ever since the start, it has been a really great journey, WITH YOU :)

wenhui is on mars

because today is a lonely day.
With no dates and no children in my class. Its the start of the VAA and it definitely suck. But oh well, I did have fun cleaning and snacking with the teachers:)
Boring waiting for some people @starbucks. Drinks are half done. Woo.
I feel crazy and I think I'm going crazy too:) I'm gonna burst, I'm gonna blow. I need loads of food to keep me in:( but that means a million kilometre for me to run!

Ok, this doesn't makes sense anymore because I'm just crapping my way throughout this whole post. I guess its just what people do when they are bored and when there's no one to talk to...you talk to yourself. Haha. Laughing not out, laughing on the inside and screaming my lungs out on the inside too.:) sad case. It makes me feel so......

This time, I'll be bulletproof

I feel so tired that I don't even feel a thing.
Today, I'm just without any feelings.

I don't even wanna have any feelings today.

Someone, anyone, please just let me rant to you?

If there's anymore of days like this, I'll just burst!!

God is good, all the time :)

Today marks another monthly journey that was taken with my baby boy :) & I didn't know a month would have already passed by so quickly. Everything has been really great. Quarrels started to diminish, even if we do quarrel, it gets solved on the spot or either one will do sweet stuff that makes it better :) & at this point of time, I'm smiling from cheek to cheek. I didnt realise how God has been so faithful in this r/s....It was always a rising step and never a failure in any steps that we took. This is really awesome. I feel so loved and I feel like loving darrel more now. Things in this r/s has really changed so much ever since day one and it'll keep getting better and better ;) Amen :) I praise you lord for everything that is good.

Underneath the stars, here's a little heart for you

I really can't help but to keep falling in love with Y O U.

I cannot help but to find you the most handsome guy ever.

Everytime I see your smile, it makes me just go 'wow', literally.

To know that I'm so blessed to have you in my life.

Every single thing that you give, is million times better than shopping.

"You can just be yourself, cause I don't want nobody else :)"

When I was 16.

Here's to my Singapore's sweetheart :) I love you!

Thankyou for bringing me to pastamania and thankyou for taking good care of me!

I love you very much and I feel like giving you a big smack hug now and a little kiss on your forehead as you sleep right behind me :)

You always make me feel like the sweetest thing living on earth.

Thankyou baby! For giving me all that when I needed them :)

♥ L O V E Y O U !

(7th nov' 09)

Ps. I really wanna marry you now! ;)

shoo flu!

it has been long since the last time I've blog! Because an irritating flu bug has been staying in my stomach and it has been killing me. With the best strength that I have, I'm here on my bed once again typing this.

I really need proper food man! Not just water and porridge! I need kfc. Pastamania and like all the oily and junky food please! I even dreamt of myself getting macs. Ordering like a cheese burger and like extra nuggets. Saliva dripping like mad. Hahaha. Also dreamt of myself getting like those junk food. In my dreams ok!:) that just shows how deprived of food I have been:( whatever. I'm healing, so these food are getting into my mouth soon! Watch out food. I'm going on a food hunt soon!

Cause it's a thriller

Coby boy's haircut today. & He looks really cute now, with a puppy face! :)

So, in the early bird's morning, crawled out of bed to meet the man to bring coby for his haircut. We waited for half an hour to get a stupid cab and 3 cabs pass us by because they say coby. sad case. That's why i told coby not to play with ah N. They are bad/noisy people.
But whatever it is, cabs are super hard to get now and its freaky expensive.
Took a long trip there to his groomer and went off for prawn mee. Leong bought the jumbo prawn mee for me which cost a bomb of $10.80 and I am not kidding you. Told leong to just get the simple $4.50 one but he went crazy somehow. Haha! But, BUT! the soup and the prawns were fantastic! Slurp the whole bowl up. (Thank you Mr for bringing me to wonderful place and paying for them. Luv you!)
Alright, then took a trip around the private estates and went car-watching. Cooper ftw. Always.
Then after a round, we walked to this dessert stall and had cold mango sago. It was alright :) After sago, bused back to have ice-cream @ the Ice cream chefs. It was nothing like cold rock please! I was thinking about cold rock all the time while eating ICC! Another sad case!
OOO, and soon! I'm gonna bring leong for cold rock! :D He will love it manz!

So after ice-cream, picked coby up and headed to leong's to chill. Watching this ghost show with him and his bro. Hilarious stupid butt! Haha. Gay.

Went home to chill again and to the airport to nerd with janelle.

& so now, waiting for the man to finish his steamboat and waiting for him to msg me! I'm freezing cold here even with like 3 layers of shirt and no fan no aircon k! Steamboats are the best remedies for cold winterland but I'm not enjoying anything! Argh, you'll turn into meatpie tmr Mr leong! hahaha!

Love you!

Human nature

No doubt, the greatest pop artist that ever lived.

The red golden apple

"A face in the crowd,

but never just a sweep-by-pass to God.

Because you are the apple of HIS eye."

Post me, Mr postman.

School's got posting, teachers' got posting too.
So today, got posted to N1, where my babies will be going next year. It's a follow up.
Glad that that is happening but not glad with the some people that I work with.
But oh well "always look on the bright side of life" they say :)

Today's work was like a chore. Got a little bit more of backsides and clothes to wash today. Running here and there like a marathon. Not bad. That's why when I first started working, they tell me that working in a childcare is like going for slimming sessions. Alright, so now I'm just waiting for that free slimming sessions to take place once more :) Haha.

Bored here waiting for the really slow boy, who is frequently late and he who keeps me waiting shall be punished later. Hahaha. Wonder what we are doing later on.

& tmr's another long loooong LONG day.
Going to tb centre in the wee hours then reporting for work..........

We had bargains :)

It's when you believe that something good will happen in your life, it does :)

Anyways! I'm back from JB! :)
Had a long good 11 hours of sleep after all the crazy shopping and eating :)
We were living the life that we should have everyday. Hahaha.
Shopping and bargaining of clothes, taxi fares and food prices :)

Now, I'm still really satisfied with dinner and I cannot believe the amount I paid for 1.2kg of salted egg crabs,

sambal prawns, sambal kang khong and cereal crayfish. and the amount each of us paid was sing dollar 15 only. It was definitely the cheapest and most delicious meal I've ever taken :)



& shopping there was shiok! The clothes that you buy was so much cheaper than those prices you can get from singapore. Even the pedicure was so cheap. Did mine for only 19 sing. Full pedicure treatment :) It was awesome :)



& last but not least, the company was the bestest :)
Darrel, zf, janelle and ah teck :) I had the greatest time with them :)
Thank you Lord for the protection and for the most superb fellowship with them :)
Let's go again soon! :D

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I very much want to type "I'm happy" but honestly speaking, I'm just this very far to be able to type "I'm happy". Pretty much wanting to cry now while hearing that song. Feeling so upset about things. Am still thinking about everything of yesterday. thinking about all that was said and done. Feeling at my low point but there isn't anyone who could seem to understand. Side effects? I don't feel like myself. I feel really weird. I feel like I can just bury my face in my pillow and just cry and cry and cry for the entire night. Everything's ok now, but why do I still feel like my-dog-died that kinda feeling? I very much want to have the courage, the wisdom to do things. I would very much want to migrate to a country and stay there. Go for a holiday, go for a swim, go shopping. There's just so many things that are cramming in my mind, so many things that my heart wants to know, so many things that I just wanna do now.

I need you jesus, to give me the biggest hug ever.

This heart is almost going to blow.

I'll be running the race with you :)

Lyrics | John Waller - While I’m Waiting lyrics

I've never ever watched a movie and felt so touched by every single scenes of the movie. You should watch this. It's the best one of all.

No work. First aid. No breakfast. No dinner. No supper. Jogging. Study.

Strict diet like this. Go WENHUI!

JB THIS SATUR-DAYYYYYY!

excited much!

How we rise and how we fall,
How we get back up and go through it all.

I love you.

Hallelujiah! I never thought I would have survived the whole week to say that! Haha!
The whole was just a long full day for me every single day, except for today :) mornings to work then nights to first aid.
YES! I'm taking up first aid and I'm really proud of it! Really! It'll sound a little gay but I can save any life soon! & I'm really proud of it k! Haaaaa!! But anyways, thank god for great joker lecturers! He totally made the whole lesson so much easier to stay awake in :)
& the company there is definitely a better reason for me to stay on for the lesson :)
I've got many childcare teachers in the class, a few chemistry people who plays with chemicals, in line skate Board instructor, swimming instructor. & lastly, Indian construction workers :)
I promise you that I've never had such close contact with them before and they are actually quite harmless :)
This Indian worker was just laughing along with me at this guy who was snoring really loudly. & we were all like just laughing about his fact about snoring and wanted to put him in a recovery position. It was really funny!
The classes was super good too & did I mention that my lecturer look like Steven lim?:)
Hahahaha plus the way he talks also resembles him :)
Next week 3 more lessons and that's it. We are waving goodbye :(
Sucks again. To be having so much fun already and you are saying goodbye already. Sigh
buy whatever it is, really glad that I attended this course and meeting with people who could also fufill my dreams :)

So changing topic, darrel's birthday just passed and so did our monthly celebration time :)
Really thank god that quarrels that we faced are the ones that get us stronger and to learn new things too :)

& praise god that these quarrels don't last :)
Thankyou jesus!!@ jaaaa!

over the galaxy

Today was just relaxation.
Slept for 15 hours straight. Alright. Not exactly. Had intervals here and there because of the really bad nightmares that keep waking me up. Woke up literally in cold sweat. I couldn't find any dream as bad as the 3 nightmares that i've dreamt.
Thinking about those nightmares, seriously. 3 nightmares in a row, one after another, and also 3 different dreams are just bad, terrible and horrible. Woo! Yeah.

Anyways, first aid wasn't as bad as I thought. The lecturer was a funny guy and since we had a joker beside us, dozing and hitting his head against the parting side door. It made the class more funny:) Hahaha we were having a good time laughing:) but oh wells, first aid is quite an interesting thing:)
Tmr's another round. Cpr for tmr. And we are gonna perform on dummies. Cool thing.

Ogay, so another lazy blogpost typed on ,y bed:) now its time to turn in. So goodbye workd.clever me, forgetting that I still have to wait for the dearest handsome hottie to reach home and call me first:) so, till then!:):)
Anyways ,

What's a photo when you're not the other half

Today's the 12. So it marks another month that we've both taken together :)
So now, altogether, this is our 28th month :)
& I'm loving every single second of it.



I still love this photo, even though it was taken like 2 years back :)
& I still love this man, from the first word he has spoken to me.
From the first time I saw this man.
From the first joke he told me and made me rolled on the floor laughing.
From the first time he held my hand.
From the first time I receive a kiss from a man.
From the first time I ever had a boyfriend.
I was blessed, from every single moments I've had with him and Jesus :)