8.31.2009

Someone addictive

Days of my life has been really great :)
Things have been really, what can I say, unpredictable and magical :)
Was once again, discussing with Darrel about our lives.
& we both agreed that our life is already halfway perfect.

The route we're taking is great, r/s, f/s, studies, work... It's like just God.
There's nothing that we did to make it go smoother or is there anything that we had to try so really hard just to get things right. Stuff do go wrong, but after all, it's just get back on track.

I really thought that I'd hate my life of working and "suffering" but no no. I'm actually enjoying myself so much, I dont mind commiting my life to this job. But of course, I wanna go further :)
Seeing how God's favour just flows in my life, it made things even clearer to me that this path is safe to take. It made it more comforting to me, I know I have God on my side :) & in whatever that I do, He'll surely prosper :)

As for r/s, we both agreed that this is it. We are it :)
So, there are many things that we went through and things that we have to go through tgt still, but as these words are piecing in my head, I feel the comfort, I feel the exctiment of what our future will be like :) & to everything be to the Glory of Jesus, there would nothing be like this if it wasn't without Him :)

Anyways, today had been great. Presents are coming alongggggg, Happy teacher Wenhui! :) Hahaha! I've never been so excited in receiving gifts. & tmr's gonna be another round of givings! :D Wonder what that sonny boy of mine would give :) hahaha!

Oh, and the Proposal was awesome. It was hilarious and the movie was just great :)
Final Destination is the next to catch and band slam and the Time Traveler's Wife :)
Tomorrow's another great day. Mtg up with the Man to have Steamboat. Yes, my long awaited steamboatttttt :) THANKYOU MUSCULAR MAN! :0

Especially love ya! :D

No matter what you do, You are always beautiful to me :)

8.29.2009

Happy Birthday Michael Jackson!

Yeszczxzx! Finally went swimming after a long long time!
Met up with the Man for jogging initially but couldn't find a freaking locker to keep our bagssss!
Walked for like an hour to find out that there was no lockers left due to vandalism.
So we packed up, and decided to go for a swim. Guess where, @ Dom's. Thanks anyways Dom :)
So swimmed and tanned and swimmed and did stunts in the pool, showered and left for a long awaited pasta treat @ Pastamania :D
Food was freaking good, maybe cause we're too burnt out. Hahaha!
Then left for neoprints. Yesssss, it was really funnaye! There's the neoprint and that was my day :)
A short one but a good one :)



Ps, The more I look @ the neoprint, the more I think that Darrel looks really gay. But still, there's something that catches my eye :)
Many many times, I thought you'll come as a suprise.
But just at that many many times, I was disappointed.
So of all the many many times, I've never believed that a suprise would come, no matter how easy it is.

& in all the many many times, I've finally got hold of that song. That Jesus is the ONLY hope that never fails. In his house, there will be no weeping, no hurt or pain. No suffering, because He holds me NOW.
& only the promises of Jesus are the ones that will never ever, never be broken.

8.28.2009

That's what teachers are for! :)

I super loved the Teacher's Day Celebration today! It was so awesome! :)
Everyone definitely thought that on the day itself, it'd be really lousy.
But no no, it was one of the most enjoyable events I've went to :)
The company was really super, the food was oh-yum, the games we thumbs up!
Everything was just so great, besides the speech. HAHA!
The first time getting to celebrate teacher's day and me myself is the teacher.
It feels really different, an all new experience, but it was lovely! :D
Everyone was like high. I should have recorded down teacher flo, she'll get a shock when she sees herself. She was really high and so were all the teachers.
It's when there's a day off, no kids, no rules, "Let's go crazy girls!"
Hahaah, the whole cafe was filled with almost 50 ladies :) Awesome.
Hahaha! Will post up another picture soon, if i get it :)
I couldn't believe we were that so high, even infront of our bosses.
Couldn't care less anyways. It's teachers' day, not bosses way.
:):):)
& To end it off..... BRIGHTSTAR IS THE BEST COOLS EVER!

8.24.2009

To the song we used to sing



I went back to the past, just.

"How was your day?
Oh, mine went well.
Why, thanks for asking"

8.22.2009

No room for lonliness


Haha alright! This is not a picture taken because I love myself so much that I have to take a photo even when I'm at work. Hahaha! This is actually a picture taken by one of my kiddos, shayna soh and Ade :):)
They were playing with my camera and took this photograph. It's not bad huh, for a kid of 3 years of age :D

Anyways, like what I've posted in my fb, I really feel very blessed, like just out of a sudden. It always comes when I take long walks or talks at the park with Darrel.
Then at home, I was looking through the photographs in my camera and I "just so happened" to feel so blessed :)

Yesterday, I was talking to Janelle and she was asking me how I was motivated to work every single day of the week beside weekends. & it was then we both realised that it was my kids that made me wanna go work every morning, they were the one that I look forward to every time I step foot into the centre. The innocent things that they do everyday just makes me smile. Like sleeping in a weird position, like asking me for a hug, like asking me to clean their nose for them and just those little things that they want from you. It's really different when compared to an adult and it makes you feel so nice, so different as compared to when you are with an adult. They make you feel very comfortable, like you can just be around them because they wont judge you, they will not make fun of you when you did something silly or neither will they discriminate you.

I don't know man. I really love this job so much and I don't think I'll ever regret being in this line :) Haha and seeing how, we as teachers, impacted their lifes, it's just so wonderful and touching to see that. & suprisingly, they will remember things you did for them even though you don't. & they thank you for it, they love you for it and they will never not like what you give them or do for them.

:):):):):) I really can only smile and thank God for this special journey that he gives me to embark on and also, this dream that I've had since young and for keeping it so fresh in my life, And not forgetting how He has gave me the opportunities to see it come to past :)
For that, I feel even more blessed and loved :)


& to top it off with a cherry on top (whatever),
I super really thank Jesus for this wonderful relationship that I'm having, with this really precious and special and different and handsome and awesome partner, Darrel Leong :)
I don't know who will read this but to my favourite man on earth besides my 2 fathers, I love you! & thank you for making my life so pretty, so cheery, so everything-beautiful :)

Haha! He was the reason why I wanted to blog today.
We were just talking a long stroll home and we started thinking back on all the times we had at the park :) Like those time when we first started out. How we got to hold hands, how we tried to get close to each other and get the attention. How we first started talking to each other and how did the significant cake in our life (peanut butter cake) got us starting out like this :)

It is really very, all i can describe as is special. Like a cake mixed with feelings can get us together and till now now and now :) We were both smiling and laughing at the same time when these thoughts came flying back to us. Nothing can really discribe this relationship that we share and to be honest and truthful, it can only be god :) Yeap.


Sorry about all this mixed thoughts and feelings that just came to me and which made me blog :)
Haha but it sort of gets my blog working. haha!
Yeaaaa, and to end off. Here's Someone to love by shayne ward.

8.19.2009

TEACHERS FTW!


Being a teacher, have I ever mention to you the goodness of being one? :)
Hahaha! It's so awesome! The special privileges are so beeeeeeeeep!
This afternoon, read the teacher's com book and realised that MOE rewarded all teachers in S'pore with free ticket to go to S'pore zoo, night safari or Jurong Bird park!
& also, you get to go for free courses! Haha, being a really typical singaporean now but oh welllllllll! Say what they want, I'm super happy! :):)

8.14.2009

I'll never find a love, sweeter than you.


And All My Life, I Prayed For Someone Like You
And I Thank God That I..That I Finally Found You
You're All That I Ever Know,
When You Smile All My Face Always Seems To Glow,
You Turned My Life Around,
You Picked Me Up When I Was Down.
You're All I'm Thinking Of
I Praise The Lord Above
For Sending Me Your Love
I Cherish Every Hug
I Really Love You


8.12.2009

In a sea of people

There's only you.

For the 26th, I love you babe! :)

8.11.2009

Honeymoon's over.

8.08.2009

It's that way you make me feel

In our darkest hour, in my deepest despair,
Will you still care, will you be there.

In my trials and my tribulations.
Through our doubts and frustrations,
In my violence in my turbulence,
Through my fear and my confessions
In my anguish and my pain,
Through my joy and my sorrow
In the promise of another tomorrow
I'll never let you part
For you're always in my heart

8.06.2009

My heart must go on

But I need to fall in love again

8.02.2009

Imagine me without you

Thank you Jesus. It's always sunshine after rain, and a bonus added when you see a beautiful rainbow :)

8.01.2009

A bucket of tears are kept inside, waiting to gush out right away.

Suprises. When was the last time I heard that word?



Talking positively to myself hasn't been working well.
I guess it's time I give up.
Dear god, do I really have to get used to the fact that things/people will change, whether I like it or not?


I need to be held, I need to be told that I'll be loved.
No matter how long it takes me to change, even if I'm bad, I'll never be left alone to do that.
I need a hug, a big tight hug.
I need to be sercure.
I need the love of God now.