I've decided to close this blog, not gonna update here anymore because I find that there's no meaning to it.
So, goodbye.
9.24.2010
9.06.2010
Dear Darrel, Army day 86
Tiring day todayyyyyyyyyy :(
Nothing much to say, too lazy to type.
Anyways, my kids are so excited for the concert!
They wore their costumes and they are all ready to dance! :)
Miss you babe, so much!
Nothing much to say, too lazy to type.
Anyways, my kids are so excited for the concert!
They wore their costumes and they are all ready to dance! :)
Miss you babe, so much!
9.01.2010
Dear Darrel, Army day 82 : The day wenhui dyed hair on her own and TEACHER'S DAY!
REALLY HAD A GREAT DAY TODAY...RECEIVING GIFS! Hahahaha
but I seriously love all the gifts that I've received today :):)
There's flowers, THE ONE THAT I LOVE! :D
and necklace and 3 boxes of royce. Shiok :)
And this specialised cup done by yi jun's dad :)
So nice, with a picture of me and him together :)
would love to show all the pictures of my gifts one by one :)
but hehe, I want to keep it confidential :)
Love my children so much and I thank you Jesus for all the favor that I have with my children :)
Because my boss said :'Wah teacher wenhui so popular with the children'
hahaha, its the favor :D
so happy!
I dont know what else to say :)
Heheheheheheh!
but I seriously love all the gifts that I've received today :):)
There's flowers, THE ONE THAT I LOVE! :D
and necklace and 3 boxes of royce. Shiok :)
And this specialised cup done by yi jun's dad :)
So nice, with a picture of me and him together :)
would love to show all the pictures of my gifts one by one :)
but hehe, I want to keep it confidential :)
Love my children so much and I thank you Jesus for all the favor that I have with my children :)
Because my boss said :'Wah teacher wenhui so popular with the children'
hahaha, its the favor :D
so happy!
I dont know what else to say :)
Heheheheheheh!
8.29.2010
Dear Darrel, Army day 80 :)
Just finish watching this film bout Germans and Jews.
It was a really good show, with a large amount of sadness in the show as they show you 'behind the scenes' of what happened during the halocust.
Really...just give me such a 'uncomfortable' feeling, even now.
But, it's reality...sad to say.
Anyways, I feel really good today, at the end of the day to be exact.
I don't know how, because the whole day, so many quarrels were just there.
For us to start and not for us to end.
It ended...somehow 'by itself'
So, thank you Jesus :) For always being with us.
Love you.
It was a really good show, with a large amount of sadness in the show as they show you 'behind the scenes' of what happened during the halocust.
Really...just give me such a 'uncomfortable' feeling, even now.
But, it's reality...sad to say.
Anyways, I feel really good today, at the end of the day to be exact.
I don't know how, because the whole day, so many quarrels were just there.
For us to start and not for us to end.
It ended...somehow 'by itself'
So, thank you Jesus :) For always being with us.
Love you.
Dear Darrel, Army day soon-to-be 80th-day : Musical day, Love is all possible.
So, 80th day tmr in the army.
How time pass by so quickly.
6 months has almost past, since the first day you stepped into army.
What a long journey.....& I just still remember the feelings that I had when you went in.
Now...not to say I'm all good bout it, but it has been better.
Sigh, I just feel all.....moody today.
So many things that just kept making me think.
I feel like...
Actually, I can't phrase anything in my mind now.
It still feels so tired, it feels like...
(You see what I meant? After every start of the sentence, I just can't be bothered to think anymore)
I think I need a food therapy. I need to eat to make myself feel better.
Or maybe, a little retail therapy would also work.
Alright, I shall try it tmr.
Sigh sigh sigh.
Still feel so grumpy and so.........argh.
help me Jesus!
How time pass by so quickly.
6 months has almost past, since the first day you stepped into army.
What a long journey.....& I just still remember the feelings that I had when you went in.
Now...not to say I'm all good bout it, but it has been better.
Sigh, I just feel all.....moody today.
So many things that just kept making me think.
I feel like...
Actually, I can't phrase anything in my mind now.
It still feels so tired, it feels like...
(You see what I meant? After every start of the sentence, I just can't be bothered to think anymore)
I think I need a food therapy. I need to eat to make myself feel better.
Or maybe, a little retail therapy would also work.
Alright, I shall try it tmr.
Sigh sigh sigh.
Still feel so grumpy and so.........argh.
help me Jesus!
8.17.2010
Dear Darrel, Army day 70 : The I-feel-so-blessed-day
Dear Mr Darrel,
You might not have known, but for the whole day today, you've succeeded making me a happy, smiling, dancing singing girl.
& it was also because of Jesus!
The day, I was just thinking bout you, and feeling so blessed over and over again.
Really feel that way sweety, and i want you to know that you're the only special person in my life that has ever made me feel this way :)
I was just thinking to myself today :'we've gone through year 3. I cant wait for year 4! :D'
I've already fast forward my life to year 4 and anticipating excitedly for it :) hehe
Still feeling so blessed, even up till now.
This 'love' must have came from JESUS. The only one who loved us even after so many things.
Because, I dont know how it happened, but we have been failling in love with each other so much more recently. Dont you think so? :)
I DO!
& i"m still holding on to the confirmation that Jesus gave to me :)
That special and precious one to me, that kept us going for such a long time :)
I love you baby! you always make me feel like I'm on top of the world :)
You might not have known, but for the whole day today, you've succeeded making me a happy, smiling, dancing singing girl.
& it was also because of Jesus!
The day, I was just thinking bout you, and feeling so blessed over and over again.
Really feel that way sweety, and i want you to know that you're the only special person in my life that has ever made me feel this way :)
I was just thinking to myself today :'we've gone through year 3. I cant wait for year 4! :D'
I've already fast forward my life to year 4 and anticipating excitedly for it :) hehe
Still feeling so blessed, even up till now.
This 'love' must have came from JESUS. The only one who loved us even after so many things.
Because, I dont know how it happened, but we have been failling in love with each other so much more recently. Dont you think so? :)
I DO!
& i"m still holding on to the confirmation that Jesus gave to me :)
That special and precious one to me, that kept us going for such a long time :)
I love you baby! you always make me feel like I'm on top of the world :)
8.12.2010
You burn my heart out
Have you ever just felt so tired before?
Felt like the whole day has just been so crap but nothing bad actually happened on that day?
You feel like you're living out of this human life, doing more than you have ever done before and that makes you tired.
You feel like crying and crying and letting everything out.
You feel like screaming and you just feel like.......you're alone in this.
Everything seems so new to you.
You really feel so tired, so so tired.
Your heart feels so empty.
You feel so sick, so hurt...
You cry alone in the dark, you share with no one but yourself.
All the emotions are just inside of you, waiting to pour out.
You just feel like you are not yourself anymore.
You ask yourself questions like 'Are you strong enough to take this?'
You question yourself so many times a day, hoping for an answer.
You call out to God, but God feels so distant away from you.
You ask him to show you signs, but no matter how many times you ask, there is just nothing.
You feel like telling yourself 'Just give up.'
You ask yourself 'When will this be over? How long more will everything take?'
You feel so hard, like a rock.
But yet, on the inside, you feel like a soft tiny jelly.
I need a break, I REALLY NEED A BREAK.
Felt like the whole day has just been so crap but nothing bad actually happened on that day?
You feel like you're living out of this human life, doing more than you have ever done before and that makes you tired.
You feel like crying and crying and letting everything out.
You feel like screaming and you just feel like.......you're alone in this.
Everything seems so new to you.
You really feel so tired, so so tired.
Your heart feels so empty.
You feel so sick, so hurt...
You cry alone in the dark, you share with no one but yourself.
All the emotions are just inside of you, waiting to pour out.
You just feel like you are not yourself anymore.
You ask yourself questions like 'Are you strong enough to take this?'
You question yourself so many times a day, hoping for an answer.
You call out to God, but God feels so distant away from you.
You ask him to show you signs, but no matter how many times you ask, there is just nothing.
You feel like telling yourself 'Just give up.'
You ask yourself 'When will this be over? How long more will everything take?'
You feel so hard, like a rock.
But yet, on the inside, you feel like a soft tiny jelly.
I need a break, I REALLY NEED A BREAK.
8.04.2010
Dear Darrel, Army day 61 : I have so many things to say
There's really just so many things that I want to pour out today.
First thing first, thank you JESUS for today, even though things were like just WRONG and were just shit shitty. but I thank you Jesus for today, tmr will be better and even more bless :) AMEN :)
Next, I mss you boy! Miss you so much!
There's just so many thing that I really wanna tell you and.....
Sigh, the day is just ending now. I don't wanna rake everything up here now and type it all down.
just too tired.
Ever since school started again, the lathargic-ness just came back.
Jesus, please remind me day in and day out of my beauty in Christ!
That's all im gonna say. Lazy tired to continue typing.....
8.03.2010
Dear Darrel, Army day 60 : Wenhui had a bad day
Dear Darrel leong, I am so tired today :(
Really miss you so much and really want to see you as soon as possible!
Today, someone said something and it really caught me : I think you and Darrel are very good.
So far, as long as I think I know, no one has said that for our r/s?
Idk, but who cares! Praise God! :D
It really caught my ears and my attention and I immediately went smiling all over in my heart.
You feel...so happy. So blessed, furthermore, it was after how we both felt about the met ups that we just had recently.
Praise Jesus. It can only be our Daddy God who did this for us. :)
Not by our own effort or our own love that can do this and makes this r/s so nice and so memorable. It is really by Jesus, that the little things that you do and make me laugh, means even so much to me and it made me love you so much more, even without me knowing.
That is precious, that is from Jesus :)
& i pray that it will never NEVER ever end :) AMEN :)
Really miss you so much and really want to see you as soon as possible!
Today, someone said something and it really caught me : I think you and Darrel are very good.
So far, as long as I think I know, no one has said that for our r/s?
Idk, but who cares! Praise God! :D
It really caught my ears and my attention and I immediately went smiling all over in my heart.
You feel...so happy. So blessed, furthermore, it was after how we both felt about the met ups that we just had recently.
Praise Jesus. It can only be our Daddy God who did this for us. :)
Not by our own effort or our own love that can do this and makes this r/s so nice and so memorable. It is really by Jesus, that the little things that you do and make me laugh, means even so much to me and it made me love you so much more, even without me knowing.
That is precious, that is from Jesus :)
& i pray that it will never NEVER ever end :) AMEN :)
7.30.2010
Dear Darrel, Army day 58, not in house day 5
All hasnt been that smooth really, but it has been quite good, God was really good to me :)
I can't tell exactly how it has been, but it was really just very good :)
I felt...simply quite amazing just even thinking bout it :)
Love this kind of feeling :)
ok, I dont know what to say, but I just feel really loved, by everyone :)
Hahaha, especially my man :)
Just love him so much :)
I can't tell exactly how it has been, but it was really just very good :)
I felt...simply quite amazing just even thinking bout it :)
Love this kind of feeling :)
ok, I dont know what to say, but I just feel really loved, by everyone :)
Hahaha, especially my man :)
Just love him so much :)
7.28.2010
Dear Darrel, Army day 56 : Nothing feels right when I'm not with you
Darrel leong! You better be ok!
I miss you, really very much :(
I feel like running to you, give you a big hug, give you a big kiss.
I miss you, so much, so much.
Every single minute, I'll just keep looking at my phone, hoping you'll call back.
The whole day, it has just been like that.
Stupid army, hate you to the core, for taking away my man!
1 year plus more, I dont know how to do this.
JESUS! YOU HAVE GOT TO BRING ME THROUGH THIS!
Feel like i'm going on a 'darrel craze' again....
Miss you, handsome boy :(
7.27.2010
Dear Darrel, Army day 55, Not in my house Day 1
Day 55 in army! (If i am accurate in my counting) Haha!
And on this day, you are out field, soooo, i bet it has been a really great day for you! :)
Really miss you alot boy!
But God has been really faithful and really good to me :)
Rmb what I told you about the cry out to God? If i didnt, i just told God to bring me through this and HE HAS TO, because I dont want to cry anymore and I dont want to feel the sucky feeling which I have been feeling the whole day : Going home to a place which is not even my house.
Yeap! But, suprisingly, even as these thoughts came, God just kept giving me a really nice, sweet feeling. I dont know how to explain it but is was really nice.
Like he just kept showing my pictures of the new house (even though the pictures, I think, aree according to my own imagination) But God really just kept showing me of the new house.
& as I was just walking back, I was quite excited bout it and I actually told myself this :"Wenhui, no point crying anymore. Dont look back'
Something like that, it was like a happy thought, not those depressing ones :)
Praise Jesus :)
Babe! We went bowling again just now,
& I really wished that you were there.
Because only you would look at me, every single time I walk back from the bowling lane and give me a smile.
Know why I got reminded of that?
Cause a few times when I walk back, the both of them were just talking to each other.
& it just strike me, that, you are different :)
You will always give me a smile when I walk back towards you. There is really no one time that you have never done that before :)
& It's really such a sweet feeling, only one which I understand and know what is it for :)
Love you so much sweety.
Every day, I am just getting chances and revelations and times for me to appreciate, thank God, and thank You for all these while.
Without you and Jesus, I dont think it would have been easy for me to make it here s far :)
Love you baby, very much! See you soon!
I miss you!
And on this day, you are out field, soooo, i bet it has been a really great day for you! :)
Really miss you alot boy!
But God has been really faithful and really good to me :)
Rmb what I told you about the cry out to God? If i didnt, i just told God to bring me through this and HE HAS TO, because I dont want to cry anymore and I dont want to feel the sucky feeling which I have been feeling the whole day : Going home to a place which is not even my house.
Yeap! But, suprisingly, even as these thoughts came, God just kept giving me a really nice, sweet feeling. I dont know how to explain it but is was really nice.
Like he just kept showing my pictures of the new house (even though the pictures, I think, aree according to my own imagination) But God really just kept showing me of the new house.
& as I was just walking back, I was quite excited bout it and I actually told myself this :"Wenhui, no point crying anymore. Dont look back'
Something like that, it was like a happy thought, not those depressing ones :)
Praise Jesus :)
Babe! We went bowling again just now,
& I really wished that you were there.
Because only you would look at me, every single time I walk back from the bowling lane and give me a smile.
Know why I got reminded of that?
Cause a few times when I walk back, the both of them were just talking to each other.
& it just strike me, that, you are different :)
You will always give me a smile when I walk back towards you. There is really no one time that you have never done that before :)
& It's really such a sweet feeling, only one which I understand and know what is it for :)
Love you so much sweety.
Every day, I am just getting chances and revelations and times for me to appreciate, thank God, and thank You for all these while.
Without you and Jesus, I dont think it would have been easy for me to make it here s far :)
Love you baby, very much! See you soon!
I miss you!
7.26.2010
Dear Darrel, Army day 54
I just want to let you know that I am extremely blessed to be your girl.
It hasn't been an all simple journeyt throughout this relationship,
but it has really been a super great walk with you thus far :)
I never want this relationship to end.
As much as I know, and what we believe together, we are going to get married! :)
Haha! Just want to say thankyou for being here with me at my down moments,
always giving me encouragement.
Especially during my shifting house period, thankyou for being with me and my family :)
You are my precious man and I'll say it again : That I'll never give you up for anything in this world, I promise :)
I love you.
Dear Jesus,
I don't wanna cry anymore.
I know this is going to be something good and I want to run with my family on this.
I wanna put my feelings and emotions aside and not cry anymore.
As much as it is going to be hard for me to take, I am going to be strong, and go through this.
Thankyou Daddy, you settle my heart and let it go where you want me to.
I know I will miss those times that I had in this house, but things will be even more and more better right?
It shall all be ok.
STOP CRYING WENHUI STOP STOP STOP STOP!
Why is it so hard to put my emotions down?
I really hate it.
I hope this wont last long.....
JESUS, YOU HAVE TO HELP ME GO THROUGH THIS!!
I know this is going to be something good and I want to run with my family on this.
I wanna put my feelings and emotions aside and not cry anymore.
As much as it is going to be hard for me to take, I am going to be strong, and go through this.
Thankyou Daddy, you settle my heart and let it go where you want me to.
I know I will miss those times that I had in this house, but things will be even more and more better right?
It shall all be ok.
STOP CRYING WENHUI STOP STOP STOP STOP!
Why is it so hard to put my emotions down?
I really hate it.
I hope this wont last long.....
JESUS, YOU HAVE TO HELP ME GO THROUGH THIS!!
7.22.2010
Dear Darrel, Army day 52
So, its lousy crap that I am feeling right now because i'm gonna shift house in 3 days time.
I don't know.
I've been living in this house...like ever since I was born.
So so so many things happened in this house that I'm living in.
The ups and downs that my family gone through.
The ups and downs that we had internally within the family.
The things that me and Darrel did, like my birthday suprise, countdown and such.
There are just too too many memories that I am going to carry away, but leaving my house down for some other people to live in. That is just what I cannot bring myself to think about.
Sigh. I can't think, my brains can't think.
I wanna cry, my heart wants to cry.
I will miss this house, my body will miss this house.
I will never ever forget this house, my soul will never forget this house.
JESUS!!! WHY?
I don't know.
I've been living in this house...like ever since I was born.
So so so many things happened in this house that I'm living in.
The ups and downs that my family gone through.
The ups and downs that we had internally within the family.
The things that me and Darrel did, like my birthday suprise, countdown and such.
There are just too too many memories that I am going to carry away, but leaving my house down for some other people to live in. That is just what I cannot bring myself to think about.
Sigh. I can't think, my brains can't think.
I wanna cry, my heart wants to cry.
I will miss this house, my body will miss this house.
I will never ever forget this house, my soul will never forget this house.
JESUS!!! WHY?
7.19.2010
Dear Darrel, Army day 49
I just enjoy spending time with you :)
That's what defines my whole day today.
Even when things got a lil awkward here and there, but it always gets better :)
Love the prayer he made before we had our dinner.
It goes something like this :' thankyou jesus for the food we have.
Thankyou jesus you will not let us quarrel anymore.
Thankyou JESUS, YOU WILL BE IN OUR RELATIONSHIP!
Thankyou Jesus for everything that we have.
The more wenhui eats, the slimmer she will get. Amen.'
What a short, but sweet and powerful prayer :)
I mean, the way he said it, you could just feel it coming deep from his heart.
Thankyou babe, for being so wonderful.
Even when i give you loads of problem, you never fail to still keep pushing on, and not just giving up on me. there are many many many many, still many times, of me giving you stupid and irritating problems, but you will always and still be that boy.
I've really got no words to describe you because you are really awesome.
We are not perfect, but we've got Jesus in our relationship :)
I love you baby. you are really very sweet and awesome :)
Promise to post pictures up for you soon! :D
7.18.2010
They say I don't know how to treasure you.
They say I can't be a good girlfriend.
They say I am selfish.
They say I am just plain useless.
They say I am just not worthy to be your girl.
I think I am finally starting to see what they mean.
thanks for pointing out to me. I get it, I really get it now.
I can't say more than the five sentences that describes who I am now.
My heart hurts like mad.
I'm alone at home, I'm being told to do so many stupid things now.
I really want to...just end everything now.
It hurts so badly. I've been hurting you so badly.
I'm sorry, I just see things in a negative manner always.
Change?
don't tell me bout them anymore.
I can't change for you, somehow, it just doesnt happen that way for me.
I don't wanna continue talking about how pathetic my life is anymore.
It isn't actually. It is very blessed, but I just didn't know how to count my blessings.
I take things for granted.
I do best at making and creating trouble for people.
that is what wenhui is created for.
Nothing but trouble.
I can't be a blessing to my family, my boyfriend, my children.
Only creates mess and mess and more mess.
Wenhui is screwed up.
Nobody loves wenhui.
7.15.2010
Dear Darrel, Army day 47, post 1000
Dear darrel! Hahaha!
SO THE PAST ONE WEEK WAS YOUR POP BREAK! :)
Had a very fun and good time with you! :)
Will post up the pictures later on :)
My sentences are ending with smileys because you just made my long and tiring day feel so much better, just after hearing your voice :)
Really praise God for you :D Thanks sweetheart, appreciate and love you very much :D
so the past week was just filled with you and you only, not caring about work and school. Feels so shiok, feels so great, just seeing you almost everyday :)
Cause that's something I don't get to experience anymore, only when army ends :)
Hehe but I'll be waiting for YOU!
Sorry for not blogging everyday, like what I've promised you. Broke my promise, but I'm really sorry. Sometimes I'm really very tired! Thanks for understanding dear boy :)
Really happy that I am going to see you tmr, because you are gonna book out tmr, but go back in on the next day and book out on that same day and book in only on monday night. Makes no sense? I love you :)
Love you when you show me your jealousy :)
Love you when you are you :D
Thankyou for being everything that you are and everything that God has made you to be, to be a blessing, to me :)
Love you baby. I'm gonna go sleep now! Post pictures tmr or something! :D
*hugs*
SO THE PAST ONE WEEK WAS YOUR POP BREAK! :)
Had a very fun and good time with you! :)
Will post up the pictures later on :)
My sentences are ending with smileys because you just made my long and tiring day feel so much better, just after hearing your voice :)
Really praise God for you :D Thanks sweetheart, appreciate and love you very much :D
so the past week was just filled with you and you only, not caring about work and school. Feels so shiok, feels so great, just seeing you almost everyday :)
Cause that's something I don't get to experience anymore, only when army ends :)
Hehe but I'll be waiting for YOU!
Sorry for not blogging everyday, like what I've promised you. Broke my promise, but I'm really sorry. Sometimes I'm really very tired! Thanks for understanding dear boy :)
Really happy that I am going to see you tmr, because you are gonna book out tmr, but go back in on the next day and book out on that same day and book in only on monday night. Makes no sense? I love you :)
Love you when you show me your jealousy :)
Love you when you are you :D
Thankyou for being everything that you are and everything that God has made you to be, to be a blessing, to me :)
Love you baby. I'm gonna go sleep now! Post pictures tmr or something! :D
*hugs*
7.07.2010
I don't know where to turn today.
everything seem so.......yuck.
I feel so tired, like there's just no energy level in me today.
I keep losing my patience at my kids.
I feel really very tired, feel so irritated, feel so lifeless.
I think the crying moment is coming soon...it has been a really long time since I've last cried.
sigh. no one? anyone?
with you here, still feels the same, as though you're not.
gonna go talk to my boss now.
save me, anybody?
everything seem so.......yuck.
I feel so tired, like there's just no energy level in me today.
I keep losing my patience at my kids.
I feel really very tired, feel so irritated, feel so lifeless.
I think the crying moment is coming soon...it has been a really long time since I've last cried.
sigh. no one? anyone?
with you here, still feels the same, as though you're not.
gonna go talk to my boss now.
save me, anybody?
7.06.2010
no army day, just book out day!
like i've saiddddd.....
so, today was quite a relax day.
early morning to darrel's to have breakfast, then we went walk walk at ntuc.
went home, slept for awhile then we went shopping at orchard... :)
met with pui and shaun and paul to jam :)
so today is just like that.
everything is just......slow.....
happy that i bought clothes today! :D woo!
ok darrel, we're both going to go sleep now.
night! toodles!
so, today was quite a relax day.
early morning to darrel's to have breakfast, then we went walk walk at ntuc.
went home, slept for awhile then we went shopping at orchard... :)
met with pui and shaun and paul to jam :)
so today is just like that.
everything is just......slow.....
happy that i bought clothes today! :D woo!
ok darrel, we're both going to go sleep now.
night! toodles!
7.01.2010
Dear Darrel, Army day 45
HELLO BABY BOY!
YOU WILL BE POPING IN LESS THAN 12 HOURS TIME!
I HOPE YOU ARE ALL READY!
ROAD MARCH NOW RIGHT!
HAVE FUN KKKK SWEETHEART!
I'LL SEE YOU IN A WHILE!!!!!
HUGS!
IM TYPING ALL IN CAPS IS BECAUSE I AM VERY EXCITEEDDDDDD! :D
CAN'T WAIT TO SEE YOU TMR BABY!
YOU WILL BE POPING IN LESS THAN 12 HOURS TIME!
I HOPE YOU ARE ALL READY!
ROAD MARCH NOW RIGHT!
HAVE FUN KKKK SWEETHEART!
I'LL SEE YOU IN A WHILE!!!!!
HUGS!
IM TYPING ALL IN CAPS IS BECAUSE I AM VERY EXCITEEDDDDDD! :D
CAN'T WAIT TO SEE YOU TMR BABY!
6.30.2010
Dear Darrel, Army day 44
So the clock strikes 12 and it is 2 more days till you P.O.P!
Woooooooo! I am so happy for you baby boy! :D
Can't wait to go and see you pass out!
First time! & I;m really veryvery excitedddddd! :D:D:D:D
hahaha okiedokie babe~
I'll write till here!
Really tired and drained out today because of something and because of my kids.
Please pray for me!
Jesus be my strength! :D
I love you babe! :)
Woooooooo! I am so happy for you baby boy! :D
Can't wait to go and see you pass out!
First time! & I;m really veryvery excitedddddd! :D:D:D:D
hahaha okiedokie babe~
I'll write till here!
Really tired and drained out today because of something and because of my kids.
Please pray for me!
Jesus be my strength! :D
I love you babe! :)
6.28.2010
BOOK OUT DAY 13 & 14
So todayyyyyy...
Took MC and accompanied my dear army boy :)
I really love days spent with this army boy :)
&& praise Jesus!
Nowadays, when we quarrel, things get settled so quick and sometimes, it gets settled like on the spot :)
I don't know how to say but this r/s is really blessed, with the touch, drip drop, pour overflowing filled with the favor and grace of God :D
This r/s wouldn't have gone far without Jesus! Serious!
I;m just really glad for everything now.
Super love the life that i'm living :D
Everything is just, not to the perfect standard, but you will just exclaim in your heart 'I LOVE LIFE' :) & you can just smile! :D
Hahaha, okkkkkkkkk.
Darrel Leong! I JUST LOVE YOU SO MUCH! :D
Took MC and accompanied my dear army boy :)
I really love days spent with this army boy :)
&& praise Jesus!
Nowadays, when we quarrel, things get settled so quick and sometimes, it gets settled like on the spot :)
I don't know how to say but this r/s is really blessed, with the touch, drip drop, pour overflowing filled with the favor and grace of God :D
This r/s wouldn't have gone far without Jesus! Serious!
I;m just really glad for everything now.
Super love the life that i'm living :D
Everything is just, not to the perfect standard, but you will just exclaim in your heart 'I LOVE LIFE' :) & you can just smile! :D
Hahaha, okkkkkkkkk.
Darrel Leong! I JUST LOVE YOU SO MUCH! :D
6.26.2010
Getting things right!
Dear Darrel, army day 36
was during camp till friday...
Before that it was book out day 9 & 10 which we celebrated our 3rd anniversary...
Then after camp, it was book out day 11 & 12...
So its Dear Darrel, army day 37-43
with the extra 2 days because someone has to become a security guard at some place :)
hahaha how funny/cute is that!
okkkkkkkkkkk.
So camp was really awesome!
3rd anniversary was also really great!
Then the other days, are just pretty normal, cool, restful and just filled with the awesomeness of Christ :)
I think there is just too many things for me to list down here,
so i'll let the pictures do the talking for me :)
First, it wil, start from my really blessed and awesome 3rd anniversary,
then it will come to camp and....
the rest or my week, no pictures yet! :D
hahahaha
NOW IT'S CAMP PICTURES! :D
LOVE YOU 3 ANYWAYS! :D
was during camp till friday...
Before that it was book out day 9 & 10 which we celebrated our 3rd anniversary...
Then after camp, it was book out day 11 & 12...
So its Dear Darrel, army day 37-43
with the extra 2 days because someone has to become a security guard at some place :)
hahaha how funny/cute is that!
okkkkkkkkkkk.
So camp was really awesome!
3rd anniversary was also really great!
Then the other days, are just pretty normal, cool, restful and just filled with the awesomeness of Christ :)
I think there is just too many things for me to list down here,
so i'll let the pictures do the talking for me :)
First, it wil, start from my really blessed and awesome 3rd anniversary,
then it will come to camp and....
the rest or my week, no pictures yet! :D
hahahaha
NOW IT'S CAMP PICTURES! :D
LOVE YOU 3 ANYWAYS! :D
A GREAT CHANGE IS COMING!
I know i say i would blog everyday for you, but things are so busy now.
I'll update you everything soon again k baby?
I love you :)
I'll update you everything soon again k baby?
I love you :)
6.22.2010
Dear Darrel in army day...........haha
Just gonna make it short again.
Thankyou baby for being there for me, even though it was just that few minutes, but it made me feel so much better.
today was just bad shit, but with Jesus and you, it made all things well again :)
Really thankyou baby, you dont know how much that talk meant to me :)
I love you sweetheart :)
Thankyou baby for being there for me, even though it was just that few minutes, but it made me feel so much better.
today was just bad shit, but with Jesus and you, it made all things well again :)
Really thankyou baby, you dont know how much that talk meant to me :)
I love you sweetheart :)
I'll write again which day is it now...cause im too lazy to check
Anyways, today was really good.
We went around sharing again, this is like part i-dont-know-how-many.
had dinner and another round of sharing :)
Everything is just good today.
Miss my kiddies :D
And I miss my boy.
Waiting for him to come back from this march :)
Anyways, baby, hope you dont mind for the posts to be short.
Cause Im really tired and I'm trying to blog every night for you...
hehehe, when it should be long, it would be long :D K?
ahaha
Love you, waiting fot you to call!
We went around sharing again, this is like part i-dont-know-how-many.
had dinner and another round of sharing :)
Everything is just good today.
Miss my kiddies :D
And I miss my boy.
Waiting for him to come back from this march :)
Anyways, baby, hope you dont mind for the posts to be short.
Cause Im really tired and I'm trying to blog every night for you...
hehehe, when it should be long, it would be long :D K?
ahaha
Love you, waiting fot you to call!
6.14.2010
Dear Darrel, Army day 31
Dear darrel, just want to let you know that I really miss you so much.
& I am really sad that it would be a camp without you :<
Without hearing your voice tonight really sucks.
I had such a long and tiring day today and all I really want now is to have you hugging me and telling me that you have done so well.
I've never cried like this again before, after the very first week you went into army.
I really miss you babe. Why is it that the day before I go for camp, has to always end up so badly?
Im having a huge headache and my throat hurts.
I really just wanna see you now and even if it was just hearing your voice would be good.
Really hope I could hear your voice before I leave tmr.
& I will try figuring out auto roaming in your phone, so that we can have communicate during this 5 days.
I love you baby, see you soon :<
6.07.2010
BOOK OUT day 7 & 8!
So only get to spend one day with the man for this week because of his tekong.
Anyways, he's out and surviving and alive! :D
I was so worried that he wouldnt make it. hahahaha
But thank you Jesus for everything that you did to bring him out here :)
& thank you for the grace and favor supply that you give him with his friends and sirs.
:D It is so amazing. thankyou Daddy :)
Anyways, sunday....
Waited for like a million years for him to book out. Only reached home around 10.
so, showered, told us his stories and everything :)
Really praise God for everything :)
Then stayed-over at his house again. Man, this is becoming a habit, but i like this habit! Haha!
So.....nothing much happened on this day, there was just loads of talking and talking and catching up :)
Then the next morning, woke upppppppp......
Then had a little breakfast of the apple crumble that i baked for him :)
He likes itttt! Gooody! Cause I was afraid that he wouldnt like it this time because it tasted a little different...
So after that, went out with the man and his mummy for lunch, which he craved for, at sakae teppenyaki. the food was really good there. Had sushi and those lunch deals. FULL LUNCH :D
Then talked alot with his mummy yada...
Went home after getting all the stuff that the man needs to bring back into camp.
Home and packed all his stuff for camp and then he sent me home to change and which we headed to orchard. Not to shop but to send me to school :)
It has been long since the sending me to places took place :)
hehehe, I just love the man so much and I really want to let him know that :)
I love every everything that he does for me :)
I love every single time spent with him :)
I love all the little conversations that we have before going to bed :)
I love the way he holds my hand so tightly everytime we walk past some funny people :)
I love the way he cuddles me to sleep :)
I love the way he picks food for me :)
I love the way he tells me to lie on his shoulder to rest :)
I love the way he just cares about me :)
I love the way he tells his mummy all the good things about me :) Not because I want the mum to know about it, I dont see the need to. But I am happy that he does like the way that I am. and when im typing this, i dont know why im tearing right now, but i feel so so so happy :) Really, i dont know where on earth will I find anyone else more like this precious man of God :)
He does have his flaws but his positives just covers it all :)
I am really thankful and blessed with this beautiful and amazing blessing from Jesus :)
I've seriously never ever cried before when im thanking Jesus for him.
I just feel really happy and I'll keep smiling to myself, but this time, i'm actually tearing tears of joy. Seriously ONLY JOYFUL TEARS :) Praise Jesus :)
Thankyou Jesus for keeping this r/s so stable and beautiful :)
Thankyou for always being in the midst of us and never forsaking us even though there are so many times we fail you :)
Thankyou jesus for everything :) Really EVERYTHING :)
Anyways, he's out and surviving and alive! :D
I was so worried that he wouldnt make it. hahahaha
But thank you Jesus for everything that you did to bring him out here :)
& thank you for the grace and favor supply that you give him with his friends and sirs.
:D It is so amazing. thankyou Daddy :)
Anyways, sunday....
Waited for like a million years for him to book out. Only reached home around 10.
so, showered, told us his stories and everything :)
Really praise God for everything :)
Then stayed-over at his house again. Man, this is becoming a habit, but i like this habit! Haha!
So.....nothing much happened on this day, there was just loads of talking and talking and catching up :)
Then the next morning, woke upppppppp......
Then had a little breakfast of the apple crumble that i baked for him :)
He likes itttt! Gooody! Cause I was afraid that he wouldnt like it this time because it tasted a little different...
So after that, went out with the man and his mummy for lunch, which he craved for, at sakae teppenyaki. the food was really good there. Had sushi and those lunch deals. FULL LUNCH :D
Then talked alot with his mummy yada...
Went home after getting all the stuff that the man needs to bring back into camp.
Home and packed all his stuff for camp and then he sent me home to change and which we headed to orchard. Not to shop but to send me to school :)
It has been long since the sending me to places took place :)
hehehe, I just love the man so much and I really want to let him know that :)
I love every everything that he does for me :)
I love every single time spent with him :)
I love all the little conversations that we have before going to bed :)
I love the way he holds my hand so tightly everytime we walk past some funny people :)
I love the way he cuddles me to sleep :)
I love the way he picks food for me :)
I love the way he tells me to lie on his shoulder to rest :)
I love the way he just cares about me :)
I love the way he tells his mummy all the good things about me :) Not because I want the mum to know about it, I dont see the need to. But I am happy that he does like the way that I am. and when im typing this, i dont know why im tearing right now, but i feel so so so happy :) Really, i dont know where on earth will I find anyone else more like this precious man of God :)
He does have his flaws but his positives just covers it all :)
I am really thankful and blessed with this beautiful and amazing blessing from Jesus :)
I've seriously never ever cried before when im thanking Jesus for him.
I just feel really happy and I'll keep smiling to myself, but this time, i'm actually tearing tears of joy. Seriously ONLY JOYFUL TEARS :) Praise Jesus :)
Thankyou Jesus for keeping this r/s so stable and beautiful :)
Thankyou for always being in the midst of us and never forsaking us even though there are so many times we fail you :)
Thankyou jesus for everything :) Really EVERYTHING :)
6.05.2010
Dear Darrel, Army day 29, Tekong Day 5
Dear Darrel, how are you today?
I hope that you're doing great there :)
I miss hearing your voice and I miss seeing you around.
Today hasn't been quite a good day for me, besides night time (I think)
Idk. naaaaaah.
Morning, went baby-sitting @ val's.
Her mum was tired, so she wanted to sleep. But her mum said that I was to take care of val. She didn't say both. But in the end, I ended up taking care of both, because one was sleeping, the other one was doing his stuff.
So baby max was with me and val was just going wild and playful.
Somehow I think she knows that she has some sort of authority in the house because her parents are around. But oh well, I just give my fire stare and there goes :)
But it was so tiring. i was just looking at the clock ticking away.
Thank God sweet max was so cute. Val was just being.......not the way she behaves in school.
Oh well :) Still love them.
Hahaha but guess what! My efforts were paid off, but also due to the favor of God :)
I left, drinking a bowl of 'buddha jump over the wall' soup :D
It was simply delicious!
haha best part was the ingredients in the soup!
The soup was already fantastic. But the ingredients, lagi fantastic!
There was i think hai shen..then there was also the mushroom, the black coloured one.
Then there was also those...aiya. those expensive kinda dong dong.
Woo! Best, one whole abalone! SHIOK! :D
I first time eat abalone until so shiok! :D
Hahahaha praise God man! :D
Hahaha miss you so much baby!
I almost broke down today.
Like there was so many times I swallowed back my tears.
Was during briefing, felt really so tired and felt so like shit.
Just felt really moody. So much for telling myself that there will be one day that i'll be moody.
In the end really got. But not bad, only the 5th day then i felt like that.
haha sigh.
Then did LSA alone and everything was just so rubbish, like so messy, so crazy and so shit.
Plus the camp thing. I really thought that it couldnt be settled.
So I was just trying to take time off to settle the thoughts in my head.
Even when god tried speaking to me, I just didnt felt the peace and all that.
But now that everything HAS BEEN SETTLED :D
Haha, i feel so much better now.
But my stomach just doesnt yet :(
Vomited. & All i ate today was just one currypuff, one cup of bubble tea, one doughnut and thats all.
So please come out tmr and eat good food with me k :D
I love you so much baby!
See you tmr! I love you!
I hope that you're doing great there :)
I miss hearing your voice and I miss seeing you around.
Today hasn't been quite a good day for me, besides night time (I think)
Idk. naaaaaah.
Morning, went baby-sitting @ val's.
Her mum was tired, so she wanted to sleep. But her mum said that I was to take care of val. She didn't say both. But in the end, I ended up taking care of both, because one was sleeping, the other one was doing his stuff.
So baby max was with me and val was just going wild and playful.
Somehow I think she knows that she has some sort of authority in the house because her parents are around. But oh well, I just give my fire stare and there goes :)
But it was so tiring. i was just looking at the clock ticking away.
Thank God sweet max was so cute. Val was just being.......not the way she behaves in school.
Oh well :) Still love them.
Hahaha but guess what! My efforts were paid off, but also due to the favor of God :)
I left, drinking a bowl of 'buddha jump over the wall' soup :D
It was simply delicious!
haha best part was the ingredients in the soup!
The soup was already fantastic. But the ingredients, lagi fantastic!
There was i think hai shen..then there was also the mushroom, the black coloured one.
Then there was also those...aiya. those expensive kinda dong dong.
Woo! Best, one whole abalone! SHIOK! :D
I first time eat abalone until so shiok! :D
Hahahaha praise God man! :D
Hahaha miss you so much baby!
I almost broke down today.
Like there was so many times I swallowed back my tears.
Was during briefing, felt really so tired and felt so like shit.
Just felt really moody. So much for telling myself that there will be one day that i'll be moody.
In the end really got. But not bad, only the 5th day then i felt like that.
haha sigh.
Then did LSA alone and everything was just so rubbish, like so messy, so crazy and so shit.
Plus the camp thing. I really thought that it couldnt be settled.
So I was just trying to take time off to settle the thoughts in my head.
Even when god tried speaking to me, I just didnt felt the peace and all that.
But now that everything HAS BEEN SETTLED :D
Haha, i feel so much better now.
But my stomach just doesnt yet :(
Vomited. & All i ate today was just one currypuff, one cup of bubble tea, one doughnut and thats all.
So please come out tmr and eat good food with me k :D
I love you so much baby!
See you tmr! I love you!
6.04.2010
Dear Darrel, Army day 28, Tekong Day 4
WEET BABY BOY! CLOCK'S STRIKING TWELVE SOON!
MEANS ONE MORE DAY! :D
I will not be afraird, not be worried, cause I know there's Jesus taking care of you! :D
I just keep feeling upset and worried bout you.
Dont know how you're feeling because I dont get to talk to you at all for such a long period of time. Dont know if you're doing well, or how you're feeling now.
But I pray that it will all be good and positive thoughts and experiences that you're feeling :)
because, like what we've believed and said amen to, that your everyday will only and forever shine brighter :) Because Jesus is your daddy god :D
It shall all be good and well for you, in Jesus name I pray, AMEN :D
I had a good day today baby!
Work was really good because BOSS IS NOT HERE! :D Hehe
So it was super shiok and relazxz.
Hahaha, i forget to tell you. Favian cut his hair and he really looks more and more like you now! Super cute! Exact same face that kind one :) REALLY. I should have taken a picture for you to see! never mind :) The next time :D
So after work, went out with pui, shaun and alicia.
Went for dinner at this korean place which i am going to bring you too :D
They have good food here! And tea that taste like kopi o!
hahaha pui's recommendation. hahaha!
Had fun with them and I keep talking about our wedding babe. Hahaha
CRAZY RIGHT! I'M SO EXCITED TO GET MARRIED TO YOU!
Even though its still a few years more!
But yeap! It's good to plan early.
I've found some hotels already, asked for alicia's shaun's pui's advices. They gave some....
Then like what are we going to do and all...
HAHAHAHAHA SIAO. Joking la!
But we did talk about that :D
Alright. I'm tired bb. Need to go sleep now.
Babysitting tmr :)
Church tmr, long day tmr :)(
Sundayyyyyyyyyyy! Treat you to eat good food k! :D
I love you b! See you soon! :D
MEANS ONE MORE DAY! :D
I will not be afraird, not be worried, cause I know there's Jesus taking care of you! :D
I just keep feeling upset and worried bout you.
Dont know how you're feeling because I dont get to talk to you at all for such a long period of time. Dont know if you're doing well, or how you're feeling now.
But I pray that it will all be good and positive thoughts and experiences that you're feeling :)
because, like what we've believed and said amen to, that your everyday will only and forever shine brighter :) Because Jesus is your daddy god :D
It shall all be good and well for you, in Jesus name I pray, AMEN :D
I had a good day today baby!
Work was really good because BOSS IS NOT HERE! :D Hehe
So it was super shiok and relazxz.
Hahaha, i forget to tell you. Favian cut his hair and he really looks more and more like you now! Super cute! Exact same face that kind one :) REALLY. I should have taken a picture for you to see! never mind :) The next time :D
So after work, went out with pui, shaun and alicia.
Went for dinner at this korean place which i am going to bring you too :D
They have good food here! And tea that taste like kopi o!
hahaha pui's recommendation. hahaha!
Had fun with them and I keep talking about our wedding babe. Hahaha
CRAZY RIGHT! I'M SO EXCITED TO GET MARRIED TO YOU!
Even though its still a few years more!
But yeap! It's good to plan early.
I've found some hotels already, asked for alicia's shaun's pui's advices. They gave some....
Then like what are we going to do and all...
HAHAHAHAHA SIAO. Joking la!
But we did talk about that :D
Alright. I'm tired bb. Need to go sleep now.
Babysitting tmr :)
Church tmr, long day tmr :)(
Sundayyyyyyyyyyy! Treat you to eat good food k! :D
I love you b! See you soon! :D
6.03.2010
Dear Darrel, Army day 27, Tekong Day 3
Soon! You'll be back from Tekong and it'd be the coming 1 month of your time in NS! :D
Excited only to see you POP! :D
Ahhhhh baby! I'm missing you so much! :D
There is just so many things I wanna share with you now and it's all pretty good! :D
Let me just write it down here in points, so that when you come back, I can share with you :)
1. Restful Increase Year...(with my teachers, friends from school, boss) Check fb if i've forgotten :)
2. The re-confession for you, from me :)
3. The video I have of shayna singing!
I think that's all for now. Cant really remember much now :)
Everything just comes in bits and pieces to me now, hehe.
One shit thing, I dont know whether its just me or its really my body, fighting stupid germs in my stomach. Sigh, tell you more when your back :)
Anyways, life's pretty good :D
This week passed damn fast, like what i've prayed for! Praise Jesus!
When the clock stirkes 12, it'll be 2 more days till I get to see you and 8 more days to our 3 years!
I'm super excited! LIKE REALLY EXCITED! :D
Just when I think that life would be really bad when there is no form of communication between us, when I keep having thoughts like:" ooo, in these 6 days, there will definitely be one day that I'll be emo over you." Not saying that I dont want to, but God somehow gaved me a way of missing you and still feeling happy at the same time :)
Hahaha, it is really great :D
So these few days, I'm happy! Not feeling sad at all, happy even when I'm missing you and loving you each day, more and more, even when we dont get to talk at all! :D
So awesome right!
&& just just, when I got home, a really stupid thought just came up to me, to not msg you that I'm home already.
So in my head I was just like thinking :"I think I dont feel like msging Darrel today. Anyways, he wont reply and he doesnt have his phone anyway. & it could maybe make him think or get worried about me, like what might have happened on that day."
Haha, really bad right? :)
But guess what babe?
Right after that, I actually have this thought like :"How childish is that wenhui. Dont be so silly to hurt the man that you love."
It went something like that. & I was just thinking :"Ya, its really stupid. I dont want to hurt the man that I love"
& Just this afternoon, before I board the bus to go to school, I just suddenly thought about the times that we quarreled.
& somehow somehow, this whole chunk of words just zapped straight into my head :"Why would I wanna start a quarrel now with the man that i love"
It was something like that. Though I dont really understand how this sentence came about at that point of time, but I just got really like...idk, just this super relax, peaceful, loved, everything-good feeling.
It felt like a confirmation that we would be tgt forever that kind,
and it made me feel so happy :)
& now when I think further into it, I think i'm slowly getting the meaning.
It should go something like...there is no point for us to quarrel about anything anymore. & even if we do, we get a lesson learn, a lesson that will bring us closer to Jesus, closer to each other and to get to know more about each other more :)
Really. Last time I use to feel so insecure and that which make me wanna start a quarrel with you, to get your attention, to get you to say things that will make me feel loved/
But now, I dont need that anymore.
I am just contented when I get to see you, get to talk to you, get to hug you and do everything with you :)
Praise Jesus. Army really grew me up so much. not just for you ;)
Wow :)
I'm so happy now, and baby, Goodnight! Long day tmr
See you soon in 2 days! :D LOVE YOU!
Excited only to see you POP! :D
Ahhhhh baby! I'm missing you so much! :D
There is just so many things I wanna share with you now and it's all pretty good! :D
Let me just write it down here in points, so that when you come back, I can share with you :)
1. Restful Increase Year...(with my teachers, friends from school, boss) Check fb if i've forgotten :)
2. The re-confession for you, from me :)
3. The video I have of shayna singing!
I think that's all for now. Cant really remember much now :)
Everything just comes in bits and pieces to me now, hehe.
One shit thing, I dont know whether its just me or its really my body, fighting stupid germs in my stomach. Sigh, tell you more when your back :)
Anyways, life's pretty good :D
This week passed damn fast, like what i've prayed for! Praise Jesus!
When the clock stirkes 12, it'll be 2 more days till I get to see you and 8 more days to our 3 years!
I'm super excited! LIKE REALLY EXCITED! :D
Just when I think that life would be really bad when there is no form of communication between us, when I keep having thoughts like:" ooo, in these 6 days, there will definitely be one day that I'll be emo over you." Not saying that I dont want to, but God somehow gaved me a way of missing you and still feeling happy at the same time :)
Hahaha, it is really great :D
So these few days, I'm happy! Not feeling sad at all, happy even when I'm missing you and loving you each day, more and more, even when we dont get to talk at all! :D
So awesome right!
&& just just, when I got home, a really stupid thought just came up to me, to not msg you that I'm home already.
So in my head I was just like thinking :"I think I dont feel like msging Darrel today. Anyways, he wont reply and he doesnt have his phone anyway. & it could maybe make him think or get worried about me, like what might have happened on that day."
Haha, really bad right? :)
But guess what babe?
Right after that, I actually have this thought like :"How childish is that wenhui. Dont be so silly to hurt the man that you love."
It went something like that. & I was just thinking :"Ya, its really stupid. I dont want to hurt the man that I love"
& Just this afternoon, before I board the bus to go to school, I just suddenly thought about the times that we quarreled.
& somehow somehow, this whole chunk of words just zapped straight into my head :"Why would I wanna start a quarrel now with the man that i love"
It was something like that. Though I dont really understand how this sentence came about at that point of time, but I just got really like...idk, just this super relax, peaceful, loved, everything-good feeling.
It felt like a confirmation that we would be tgt forever that kind,
and it made me feel so happy :)
& now when I think further into it, I think i'm slowly getting the meaning.
It should go something like...there is no point for us to quarrel about anything anymore. & even if we do, we get a lesson learn, a lesson that will bring us closer to Jesus, closer to each other and to get to know more about each other more :)
Really. Last time I use to feel so insecure and that which make me wanna start a quarrel with you, to get your attention, to get you to say things that will make me feel loved/
But now, I dont need that anymore.
I am just contented when I get to see you, get to talk to you, get to hug you and do everything with you :)
Praise Jesus. Army really grew me up so much. not just for you ;)
Wow :)
I'm so happy now, and baby, Goodnight! Long day tmr
See you soon in 2 days! :D LOVE YOU!
Dear Darrel, Army day 26, Tekong Day 2
Dear Darrel Leong, I will blog more about today, tmr k?
Cause I'm awfully tired, just finish my presentation slides for tmr :(
Going to bed now. really very tired
And i miss you very much!
This week has passed by so quickly!
Clock has stuck 12! Officially 3 more days till I get to see you! :D
Hope you're doing well in tekong baby!
I miss you so much!
See you real soon! It feels like the time I was counting down from the 3 weeks of confinement!
Hahahah! Love you baby!
Cause I'm awfully tired, just finish my presentation slides for tmr :(
Going to bed now. really very tired
And i miss you very much!
This week has passed by so quickly!
Clock has stuck 12! Officially 3 more days till I get to see you! :D
Hope you're doing well in tekong baby!
I miss you so much!
See you real soon! It feels like the time I was counting down from the 3 weeks of confinement!
Hahahah! Love you baby!
6.01.2010
Dear Darrel, Army Day 25. Tekong day 1
So today is baby's first day in tekong!
I hope you're doing fine in there sweetheart!
& It would be 6 days of complete cut from you :(
Without even being able to hear your voice.
But so far so good baby!
This blog would be updated every single for you now because I cant get to talk to you, so this will be the only way to let you know what is happening :)
hehe, really miss you alot baby!
Feels so weird just knowing that I cant hear your voice for such a long period of time!
But I'm doing good! No crying no nothing :)
Just msging you here and there and thinking about you almost every minute.
Really hope that you are doing fine in there baby! Suddenly feel so worried bout you. But I know our Jesus is with you :D
You are safe and protected, amen :D
My day has been ok sweety.
Home early today to complete my homework, and then to sleep early :)
Really miss you very much and cant wait to see you on sunday! :D
Counting down! Day one has ended! Day 2 tmr and then day 2 will end fast and day 3!
So it will be 3 more days till I get to see you again!
Weekends are forever the days that I'm excitedly looking forward to nowadays!
hahaha
Love you so much baby!
I will take care of myself! you too please!
I love you! See you very soon! :D
BOOK OUT day 3, 4, 5 & 6!!! :D
Best book out days everrrrrrrr! :D
Because I get to spend so much time with him! :D
So on thursday, went over to timbre with pui and shuan and kannan :)
Had a great time there and then sang songs and we went home :)
A good time there :D Shaun drove us home and I stayed over at his place and we had an awesome time talking and catching up on every single thing ;) It was really good :D
Next morning, friday..... :)
Shaun came and pick us up to go jam at hindoo road, with pui, paul and ashley :D
The bestest jamming session ever! We had so much fun in that session! :D
Playing almost any and every songs that we had in the file and yada, we just kept singing and jamming, jamming and singing :D
After which, when we had 2 cars driving, it becomes too mafan.
So shaun parked his car at suntec and pui drove.
We searched the directory and landed ourselves at SPCA. To find that it wasn't open, we went over to farmway and got hold of the PUPPIES SALE! :D
I almost got myself a golden retriever, if only my parents agreed to it! Stupidddddddddd!
hahaha, but me and Darrel planned to buy another schnauzer, female this time, to introduce to coby! to have a breeding session! Hahaha! So we could have mini cobysssss! :D:D:D
Hahahaha! Then we went to 85 to have some dinner that the army boy craved for and it was shuan's first time anyways! :D:D
Next, drove to ice cream chefs to have some holicks and chocolate ice cream mixed with maltesers. Shiok!
Then after one whole day...pui drove us back to suntec.
Shuan drove me and darrel home :)
Talked for awhile more with the man at his house then cabbed home :D
Good fruitful day!
Saturday, went baby sitting @ valentina's.
Then met the man over at dobhy to catch a movie, but didnt in the end cause there wasnt any movie to watch.
Had KFC instead, which was what the Man craved for again.
He is really true. An Army man really acts like a pregnant lady.
hahaha! then we went shopping. Ok, I confess. Only I did. Haha but Darrel was sweet to accompany me! :D Happy girl. I love you! :D
Then after shopping, trained back to the Man's house to have dinner that his mummy cooked :)
Stayed over at his house again :)
I like staying over at his house, because there will be so many stupid things that we would do together and talked about, which made the both of us so crazily happy and laughing all night long :) Really caught up alot with him over the days :)
We laughed and cried, over silly things :)
hahaha
Next morning came, went home to change :)
Darrel's aunt picked us up and we went down to suntec for lunch at crystal jade.
Heavy heavy lunch and we went for service :)
after service, aunt drove us back to my house to change then we cabbed over to his house.
Where he got changed and then me and his mummy sent him down to get a cab to head over to camp. :( hahaha
So.....here I am now....
Had the greatest weekend of my life, with more than good activities and having 4 days straight with the man when he is in his army days is the best thing ever on earth :D
haha, shall continue with the another post :)
5.31.2010
Dear Darrel, Army Day 24. Pre-Tekong Night.
I HAVENT BEEN BLOGGING EVER SINCE LAST WEEK!
I LOVE YOU VERY BERY MUCHIE! :D
SORRY DARREL LEONG! Will blog tmr when you're at Tekong!
Promise Promise! :D Night time for now! :DI LOVE YOU VERY BERY MUCHIE! :D
5.25.2010
Dear Darrel, Army day 21 (But this blog post is not for you Darrel, it is for me to rant)
Life currently sucks.
No one seems to know how I feel.
Everything just seem so complicated now. There's ths shit here, there's this shit there. There's shit everywhere.
Seriously, I just wish that my life could have one day, JUST ONE DAY, for me to be alone, where there is nothing that I would have to face or do, and that there is no one for me to talk to, quarrel with or be scolded for or whatever shit that has to do with talking.
Really, there is so many people around for me, but I still feel so.....shit.
Like there is no one at all. Some people that I talked to, be concerned about, just didnt respond.
Someone whom i talked to, hoping to find a way out from there, we ended up almost quarreling again. I know that you're tired, but I'm also tired too. I'm happy hearing you talk about your day, but when it comes to mine, you just sound so irritated and reluctant to hear about it. Of course I sound angry, because I am! there's just so many things happening in my life, which made me unhappy, I wanted to share it with you. But hearing you sound so irritated with me talking about it and you needing to sleep already, obviously i feel shit.
Whatever, life, whatever.
just when I thought everything is coming back into place, it has to go crashing down again.
****.
My mind is so tired after so much thinking, it literally feels like it is shutting down on me now. Crap.
No one seems to know how I feel.
Everything just seem so complicated now. There's ths shit here, there's this shit there. There's shit everywhere.
Seriously, I just wish that my life could have one day, JUST ONE DAY, for me to be alone, where there is nothing that I would have to face or do, and that there is no one for me to talk to, quarrel with or be scolded for or whatever shit that has to do with talking.
Really, there is so many people around for me, but I still feel so.....shit.
Like there is no one at all. Some people that I talked to, be concerned about, just didnt respond.
Someone whom i talked to, hoping to find a way out from there, we ended up almost quarreling again. I know that you're tired, but I'm also tired too. I'm happy hearing you talk about your day, but when it comes to mine, you just sound so irritated and reluctant to hear about it. Of course I sound angry, because I am! there's just so many things happening in my life, which made me unhappy, I wanted to share it with you. But hearing you sound so irritated with me talking about it and you needing to sleep already, obviously i feel shit.
Whatever, life, whatever.
just when I thought everything is coming back into place, it has to go crashing down again.
****.
My mind is so tired after so much thinking, it literally feels like it is shutting down on me now. Crap.
5.23.2010
BOOK OUT day 1 & 2 :D
Soooooooooooo! IT WAS THE MAN'S BOOK OUT DAAAAAAAAYS! :D
MY FIRST TIME SEEING HIM IN ARMY CLOTHING! SO (ok, cute is not a word to describe him now) HANDSOMEEEEEEE! :D
But my first sentence was like :"omg, you lost weight!!!" heart pain!
But no worries, when he got home, me and his mum went feeding him like a pig :)
hahahahaha and my next sentence, when i was hugging him, was :" omg, you are so smelly!!!!!" & screamed at the top of my lungs! hahahaha!
Hahaha and my next sentence was :"You look so cute with your botak head!" hahahahaha
Coby boy couldnt recognise him! So funny :)
Okkkk, so my excitement has gone back to the normal level now that i get to see him already :)
Waaaaaah, the days had been so exicting.
Spent the whole 2 days with him, it was so shiok! Ate tgt! Finally get to hold his hands! and get to hug him properly after his shower :)
& we just did so many things tgt for a long long time! :D
Thankyou jesus for everything today, it has been so good and fruitful :) Those small talks that me and darrel had was so good :)
Praise God that he is alive and well :)
Anyways baby boy! YOU LOOK REALLY GOOD WITH YOUR BOTAK HEAD! :)
& i love you very much! Thankyou for today! :D:D:D:D
See you tmr! :D
MY FIRST TIME SEEING HIM IN ARMY CLOTHING! SO (ok, cute is not a word to describe him now) HANDSOMEEEEEEE! :D
But my first sentence was like :"omg, you lost weight!!!" heart pain!
But no worries, when he got home, me and his mum went feeding him like a pig :)
hahahahaha and my next sentence, when i was hugging him, was :" omg, you are so smelly!!!!!" & screamed at the top of my lungs! hahahaha!
Hahaha and my next sentence was :"You look so cute with your botak head!" hahahahaha
Coby boy couldnt recognise him! So funny :)
Okkkk, so my excitement has gone back to the normal level now that i get to see him already :)
Waaaaaah, the days had been so exicting.
Spent the whole 2 days with him, it was so shiok! Ate tgt! Finally get to hold his hands! and get to hug him properly after his shower :)
& we just did so many things tgt for a long long time! :D
Thankyou jesus for everything today, it has been so good and fruitful :) Those small talks that me and darrel had was so good :)
Praise God that he is alive and well :)
Anyways baby boy! YOU LOOK REALLY GOOD WITH YOUR BOTAK HEAD! :)
& i love you very much! Thankyou for today! :D:D:D:D
See you tmr! :D
5.20.2010
Dear Darrel, Army day 18 (stupid me, i could have just check all my blog post) Ha!
Dont worry babe, TMR WHEN YOU COME BACK, i can get my facts right again :)
hehehehe anyways, im really excitedddddd! :D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D
I promise you i've never been so excited to see you before, and it cannot be compared with the 5 days of not seeing you, when i was in malaysia one time and the other time when you were in batam for church camp!
weet! now im looking for a picture that could show all my joy and happiness and excitement for tmr to come, for me to see you and give you the biggest hugs ever! :D
Wait ah, i find first :)
I think this is the best picture, even though we dont look like the happiest people on earth, but it has a special meaning behind this day right baby? :)
Firstly, it was my birthday
Secondly, it was the day when we got back tgt :D
Thirdly, it was a promise which Jesus promised me :D
So even though our outer doesnt look so happy, but inside, we are the most joyful and happiest and most blessed people in a r/s :D
Hahahahaha!
OK! sleep early so that i will look pretty for you tmr! Hahahahaha!
I LOVE YOU BABY! CANT WAIT TO SEE YOU TMR! :D
hehehehe anyways, im really excitedddddd! :D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D
I promise you i've never been so excited to see you before, and it cannot be compared with the 5 days of not seeing you, when i was in malaysia one time and the other time when you were in batam for church camp!
weet! now im looking for a picture that could show all my joy and happiness and excitement for tmr to come, for me to see you and give you the biggest hugs ever! :D
Wait ah, i find first :)
I think this is the best picture, even though we dont look like the happiest people on earth, but it has a special meaning behind this day right baby? :)
Firstly, it was my birthday
Secondly, it was the day when we got back tgt :D
Thirdly, it was a promise which Jesus promised me :D
So even though our outer doesnt look so happy, but inside, we are the most joyful and happiest and most blessed people in a r/s :D
Hahahahaha!
OK! sleep early so that i will look pretty for you tmr! Hahahahaha!
I LOVE YOU BABY! CANT WAIT TO SEE YOU TMR! :D
5.19.2010
Dear Darrel, Army Day 17
Wow. this picture is actually taken 2 years back, on the 11th of may i think.
Anyways, im not blogging much tonight.
Am too tired after climbing 48 storeys.
night world.
& when the world just revolves around me and me only for today.
No one is to come and disrupt. Stupid.
5.18.2010
Note to self!
Mr Darrel Leong wants soft drinks, COKE in specific.
Please buy coke for him, ice passionfruit tea and rootbeer!
& Mr Darrel Leong wants chips too!
Those regular packet ones is good. BUT please buy many different varieties.
FOR HE IS CRAVING FOR THEMMMMMM! :D
Hahaha, babe. You sounded so funny when you said that! :D
See you on FRIDAYYYYY & YOU CAN GET EVERYTHING THAT YOU WANT TO EAT!!!!!
Please buy coke for him, ice passionfruit tea and rootbeer!
& Mr Darrel Leong wants chips too!
Those regular packet ones is good. BUT please buy many different varieties.
FOR HE IS CRAVING FOR THEMMMMMM! :D
Hahaha, babe. You sounded so funny when you said that! :D
See you on FRIDAYYYYY & YOU CAN GET EVERYTHING THAT YOU WANT TO EAT!!!!!
Dear Darrel, Army day 16
Day 16 today......I cannot believe I actually survive till this day.
So, today was crap. I'm writing it down here for you to read, because I dont wanna cry to you later on the phone and get you worried.
sigh, today was like really crap. There was so many things that I have to do. Everything was just so tiring, so rushing. Socks disappearing everywhere, like just literally disappearing right after you see it being taken off. Super irritating. Never mind, because you're just so 'freaked out' in the sense that things are starting to disappear by themselves, you realised that the sock that was missing, the parents will freaking give you hell loads of complaining problems if they find out. So...time was spent looking after the socks ALONE. Everything, I DO. Shower, please c'mon. you helped only that little. & most of the time, its just that 1 or 2 kids and you run off. Never mind.
I start my break late, definitely it should end late right? Stupid, almost got a lecture from the stupid boss that does nothing at all. Damn stupid.
& Just when I was eating, I cant even eat in peace. Have to be told to do this to do that.
Never mind. Stupid. everything is just so stupid today and I dont know why im just so insecure and sensitive today.
& Boss says that she wants to see me LIKE FOR WHAT?!?!
Idk if its gonna be a bad thing, but since today is like rubbish, i keep thinking negative.
& Plus, today, negative thoughts keep coming regarding our r/s.
I felt even more insecure. I felt so lousy about myself and I just wanted to cry so badly.
But I couldnt cry in front of anyone. So tears just kept flowing in front of my kids. Just 2 of them and somehow at that point of time, they were so sweet to keep hugging me and giving me kisses. I told myselfm staying here is only for my kids, and for nobody else anymore.
Sigh, i dont know what am i thinking.
Today is just such a bad day.
Going to jog everything out later. Argh.
5.17.2010
Dear Darrel, Army day 15
Hello handsome! It's day 15 already! :)Hahaha, stupid lights out, i've got so many things i still wanted to tell you just now.....
Never mind, i'll just say it here :)
I went home with my friends, then they were asking me where were you, I said army.
So they were like asking me how long have i not seen you, so i said since last last monday.
Then they were like 'waaaaah, i dont know how you did it'
So i just got reminded of what Jesus told me the other time. That i didnt have to go through this, but i was given this opportunity.
I was sort of 'cut off' after this part but Jesus just continued it for me! JUST ONLY :D:D:D
He said this :"& Since you've chosen this, it shall be blessed" PRAISE JESUS! :D
Happy galzx!
Omg baby! Its getting me more excited to see you! :D
Weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeet!
See you in like 4 days time ok! Actually, lesser than that!
Jesus bless you with wisdom and favor and grace to being you through this 4 more days k!\
& everyday shall be better than the one before, amen! :)
love you sweetheart. I didnt go jogging k! But ended up eating. Sigh :(
nvm, I'm slim in jesus name! AMEN! :)
Going to fnish my work now! See you soon baby! :D
Blessed night! :)
5.16.2010
Dear Darrel, Army day 14
Just got off the phone with the man, hahaha he's forever complaining that he is tired. Which I will understand.......hahahaha!
I can't say anything because everyday is a tiring day for him :)
but i pray that JESUS will be his strength, Jesus ' strength will overcome and overwhelm his tiredness :) AMEN :)
Hehe, we had a good talk today I feel, somehow :)
Really miss the man!
Anyways, I think that Jesus has really blessd, the BOTH of us with really greast and awesome friends :)
Friends like Pui, cons, mel, alicia, zf, clara, shaun, kannan and alllllll :)
They really are super good to us, super understanding whenever we have problems, and aiyaaaaa, they are really great blessings to the both of us :)
Just really love them alot :)
Thankyou Jesus for every single one of them and I thank you Lord, you bless our friendship altogether, till the years come for us to go back home tgt :)
I can't say anything because everyday is a tiring day for him :)
but i pray that JESUS will be his strength, Jesus ' strength will overcome and overwhelm his tiredness :) AMEN :)
Hehe, we had a good talk today I feel, somehow :)
Really miss the man!
Anyways, I think that Jesus has really blessd, the BOTH of us with really greast and awesome friends :)
Friends like Pui, cons, mel, alicia, zf, clara, shaun, kannan and alllllll :)
They really are super good to us, super understanding whenever we have problems, and aiyaaaaa, they are really great blessings to the both of us :)
Just really love them alot :)
Thankyou Jesus for every single one of them and I thank you Lord, you bless our friendship altogether, till the years come for us to go back home tgt :)
Dear Darrel, Army day 13
So it has already been your 13th day in army so far so good.
I think we're both coping really well, except for the fact of every night that something happens, no matter where and when. Sigh, i just hope this week will pass by real fast and i'll get to see you and give you a great big hug.
They say i blush when I talk about you and our future, How can i help it?
Honestly, i go sky high everytime i think about it. 'Im still fly, im sky high'
hahaha. miss you really very much babe.
Everytime when i think that i dont, somehow after awhile, i'll take my thoughts back.
When i see couples being so close to each other and holding hands, i'll really miss your touch.
Really miss your hugs.
There's so many thoughts going through my mind now, good and bad.
I dont know how to fight them. just so tired suddenly.
Sigh...how?
See you soon babe, in 5 days time :)
I think we're both coping really well, except for the fact of every night that something happens, no matter where and when. Sigh, i just hope this week will pass by real fast and i'll get to see you and give you a great big hug.
They say i blush when I talk about you and our future, How can i help it?
Honestly, i go sky high everytime i think about it. 'Im still fly, im sky high'
hahaha. miss you really very much babe.
Everytime when i think that i dont, somehow after awhile, i'll take my thoughts back.
When i see couples being so close to each other and holding hands, i'll really miss your touch.
Really miss your hugs.
There's so many thoughts going through my mind now, good and bad.
I dont know how to fight them. just so tired suddenly.
Sigh...how?
See you soon babe, in 5 days time :)
5.15.2010
Dear Darrel, Army Day 12
so............here I go missing you so much again :(
missing so much to the extent that I really wanna curse and swear at the one who made army compulsory. Idoit fella!
But anyways, I'M EXTREMELY GLAD THAT YOU DONT HAVE TO STAY BACK FOR RT!!!!!
Praise Jesus :) So i can see you on friday already! Get ready for a good home cooked meal baby! :)
I dont know what you wanna eat but I'll cook everything for you, food that you like :) Anyways, you like anything, so i'll just cook food that will nourish your body :) pray that i wont fail! Hehe :)
Really miss you very much boy.
Here's a picture to end the blog post :)
Love you.
5.13.2010
Dear Darrel, Army day 11
Miss you babe, really miss you very much... :(
Aftet clock strikes 12, it will be exactly one more week till i get to see you.
& I pray that by God's grace, you will pass your test tmr, it shall all be good and it shall all be well :) Amen.
& I pray for protection upon you when you take your idk what run or obstacle course or something, you shall be so protected and you shall do it well because you are the beloved of Christ :)
Yeap, all this i pray in Jesus name :)
just now, everything that I wanted to say was already in my head, now it seemed to be all filled up with 'i miss you'...& i really do. Just out of this sudden. BUT i'm glad that this week passed really fast and next week shall be too, amen :)
Tmr will be a great and blessed favoured day for you k? I believe and pray with you :)
See you in one weeks' time!
I love you baby!
Aftet clock strikes 12, it will be exactly one more week till i get to see you.
& I pray that by God's grace, you will pass your test tmr, it shall all be good and it shall all be well :) Amen.
& I pray for protection upon you when you take your idk what run or obstacle course or something, you shall be so protected and you shall do it well because you are the beloved of Christ :)
Yeap, all this i pray in Jesus name :)
just now, everything that I wanted to say was already in my head, now it seemed to be all filled up with 'i miss you'...& i really do. Just out of this sudden. BUT i'm glad that this week passed really fast and next week shall be too, amen :)
Tmr will be a great and blessed favoured day for you k? I believe and pray with you :)
See you in one weeks' time!
I love you baby!
5.12.2010
Dear Darrel, Army day 10
Life without Jesus, is like a doughnut, cause there's a hole inside your heart.
Hahaha I am gonna teach my children this song next assembly :)
Anyways, today, we were on the verge of quarreling, it is definitely not good but I praise Jesus for it :)
Because I get to learn something new again today, something to do with understanding :)
I really do think that this journey is going to bless me and Darrel so much.
& because of pastor's msg, I'm now starting to draw and draw from the One :) Even though things can be so hard, but i thank Jesus that He gives me strength to carry on.
He still loves us even when we forget Him.
He teaches me new things every single day and helps me to be understanding.
I'm actually quite proud of myself :)
& I want this to continue for the rest of my life, where I keep drawing from Jesus, drawing and drawing, strength, love, patience, understanding, wisdom, favour, grace and all of heaven's blessings :D
Praise Jesus for quarrels, it really grows me up :)
I just pray that it will be the same for Darrel too :)
& I just thank you Lord for him and for this r/s.
It shall continue to shine and be of a blessing and be prosperous in Jesus name, amen :)
I love you boy, still love you very very much :)
You will always have my support in everything that you do :)
Hahaha I am gonna teach my children this song next assembly :)
Anyways, today, we were on the verge of quarreling, it is definitely not good but I praise Jesus for it :)
Because I get to learn something new again today, something to do with understanding :)
I really do think that this journey is going to bless me and Darrel so much.
& because of pastor's msg, I'm now starting to draw and draw from the One :) Even though things can be so hard, but i thank Jesus that He gives me strength to carry on.
He still loves us even when we forget Him.
He teaches me new things every single day and helps me to be understanding.
I'm actually quite proud of myself :)
& I want this to continue for the rest of my life, where I keep drawing from Jesus, drawing and drawing, strength, love, patience, understanding, wisdom, favour, grace and all of heaven's blessings :D
Praise Jesus for quarrels, it really grows me up :)
I just pray that it will be the same for Darrel too :)
& I just thank you Lord for him and for this r/s.
It shall continue to shine and be of a blessing and be prosperous in Jesus name, amen :)
I love you boy, still love you very very much :)
You will always have my support in everything that you do :)
5.11.2010
OUR BLESSED 35!!!
Its officially 12 and its our 35!!!!! YAY!
Here's a picture to celebrate it! We both look funny here so..i love it! :) I love our funny pictures!
Baby, just wanna let you know that I've been so blessed during this 35 months. Although there were hard times, but I'm glad we went through it and i just really thank Jesus for bringing us through it :) Yeap, let's praise Jesus for this r/s k! It will get more and more swesome as our days come and as we get to spend more years ahead with each other :) Amen!
Just one more month to our 3 years anniversary! :D:D:D
I LOVE YOU!
Here's a picture to celebrate it! We both look funny here so..i love it! :) I love our funny pictures!
Baby, just wanna let you know that I've been so blessed during this 35 months. Although there were hard times, but I'm glad we went through it and i just really thank Jesus for bringing us through it :) Yeap, let's praise Jesus for this r/s k! It will get more and more swesome as our days come and as we get to spend more years ahead with each other :) Amen!
Just one more month to our 3 years anniversary! :D:D:D
I LOVE YOU!
Dear Darrel, Army day 9
My goodness, the days are passing faster than what I'm expecting! :) Praise Jesus! :D
Anyways, just got back from your house babe, went to visit mummy :)
Coby was so excited! He literally became like a little little boy that is so excited to have someone to come and visit/play with him! :D Hahaha! Super cute! I was also shocked man! haha!
Guess what, I teared too! Stupid right! Haha went into your room to put my bag, then saw the picture of the both of us beside your bed. Dont know why I felt so emotional too, but yeah, I'm fineeeee! :D
Then your mummy made green bean soup for me to drink! :D Heheh happy galz >:)
Which after, she took the whole album of your pictures and showed it to me. Muahahaha! YOU ARE OR SHOULD I SAY WERE SO CUTE THE LAST TIME! okkkk, still cute now :)
I took some pictures of it and intend to put it on fb :) Hahaha! You wouldn't see also right? :) Cause your in camp! Hahaha~
Mummy was really nice, we talked alot, talked about you, and talked about me and about your future and mine. Then asked about my parents then talked here and there about everything :) She also asked me to come for her birthday dinner, which is next month. Hahaha! :D:D:D
Anyways, my waist there hurts alot babe. Msged you bout it but you never talk to me about it :'(
But I think i should be fine. Just still hurt real badly. Hahaha, its ok :)
alright, hear you tmr, just waiting for the clock to struck 12 and it will be our 35 and officially single digit days to count down! :D
Post another post later when clock strikes 12! :D
Anyways, just got back from your house babe, went to visit mummy :)
Coby was so excited! He literally became like a little little boy that is so excited to have someone to come and visit/play with him! :D Hahaha! Super cute! I was also shocked man! haha!
Guess what, I teared too! Stupid right! Haha went into your room to put my bag, then saw the picture of the both of us beside your bed. Dont know why I felt so emotional too, but yeah, I'm fineeeee! :D
Then your mummy made green bean soup for me to drink! :D Heheh happy galz >:)
Which after, she took the whole album of your pictures and showed it to me. Muahahaha! YOU ARE OR SHOULD I SAY WERE SO CUTE THE LAST TIME! okkkk, still cute now :)
I took some pictures of it and intend to put it on fb :) Hahaha! You wouldn't see also right? :) Cause your in camp! Hahaha~
Mummy was really nice, we talked alot, talked about you, and talked about me and about your future and mine. Then asked about my parents then talked here and there about everything :) She also asked me to come for her birthday dinner, which is next month. Hahaha! :D:D:D
Anyways, my waist there hurts alot babe. Msged you bout it but you never talk to me about it :'(
But I think i should be fine. Just still hurt real badly. Hahaha, its ok :)
alright, hear you tmr, just waiting for the clock to struck 12 and it will be our 35 and officially single digit days to count down! :D
Post another post later when clock strikes 12! :D
5.10.2010
Dear Darrel, Army day 8
Half an hour more till the clocm strikes 12, and it will be 10 more days till I get to see the new MAN! :) And after tmr, it would be single digits count down to see him! SO EXCITEDDDDD! :D
hahaha, I've never felt so excited before :) Praise the Lord!
Anyways, babe, hahaha I really love you. These one week apart actually made me realised many things and one of that is to realise again that you are definitely one great big blessing that I've been so blessed with :)
Hehe, I doubt anyone will read this place, so I'll just write everything, well almost, everything on what I wanna say to you here ok? This blog is being updated every single, is also for you too, so...Hahaha! :)
I will never cheat on you k sweety, there is just simply no reason for me to do so, and there will never ever be a reason for me to cheat because there is just so much love that I want to shower on you for the rest of my life :) Even though stupuid thoughts came from the devil, I reject them as strongly as I can and I have always been praying to not cheat on you, to stay faithful to you and wait for you to be out :)
Sweety, I really want you to know that k! You are my lifetime partner, I dont care even if you are not, I am gonna confess all my life, with all my faith and heart that you are and you WILL be, amen!
& guess what? I just got reminded (another confirmation i can say) about the time when we broke up during my birthday and this is what Jesus told me:' There will be another breakup after this,but after it, you will never have to break up again.' & JUST LOOK AT HOW FAR WE HAVE COME AFTER OUR VERY LAST LAST BREAK UP! I was still counting know, whether it would be true. Cause at the start of our r/s till that last one, we broke up almost like once every 3-4 months? So i was just counting and I still remember that there was once when I told you that I'm amazed that we havent break up after 5 months! So it just kept me believing stronger that that was the voice of our Jesus and it is true! He stays true to HIS promise TO US :) Praise JESUS right?! :D
I'm so happy baby, isnt this just another reminder/confirmation yet again? :)
Let's just keep remembering this promise whenever we are discourage or when we quarrel k? I'm sure it will always bring us back to Jesus :)
I just love you so much babe! Have a blessed night and I praise God for you!
Thankyou Jesus for the healing of Darrel, I thankyou Jesus for always keeping him happy, safe and protected. Thankyou Jesus for favour with his sirs and peers and friends :) I thankyou Jesus for good awesome health and life that will be with him throughout his journey. Thankyou Jesus for being with him too for this whole period. I know times will be hard for him but I thank you Jesus that it shall all be for his good, be for Your glory :) Times shall always and ONLY get brighter and brighter like your promise for us :)
& i just thank you Jesus for this blessed and beautiful r/s. Thank you for being so faithfuk towards us even though there are times we fail You, You still never fail to love us so much :) Praise you Jesus, our r/s too will just keep shining brighter and brighter for the glory of Your name, in Jesus name, AMEN :)
hahaha, I've never felt so excited before :) Praise the Lord!
Anyways, babe, hahaha I really love you. These one week apart actually made me realised many things and one of that is to realise again that you are definitely one great big blessing that I've been so blessed with :)
Hehe, I doubt anyone will read this place, so I'll just write everything, well almost, everything on what I wanna say to you here ok? This blog is being updated every single, is also for you too, so...Hahaha! :)
I will never cheat on you k sweety, there is just simply no reason for me to do so, and there will never ever be a reason for me to cheat because there is just so much love that I want to shower on you for the rest of my life :) Even though stupuid thoughts came from the devil, I reject them as strongly as I can and I have always been praying to not cheat on you, to stay faithful to you and wait for you to be out :)
Sweety, I really want you to know that k! You are my lifetime partner, I dont care even if you are not, I am gonna confess all my life, with all my faith and heart that you are and you WILL be, amen!
& guess what? I just got reminded (another confirmation i can say) about the time when we broke up during my birthday and this is what Jesus told me:' There will be another breakup after this,but after it, you will never have to break up again.' & JUST LOOK AT HOW FAR WE HAVE COME AFTER OUR VERY LAST LAST BREAK UP! I was still counting know, whether it would be true. Cause at the start of our r/s till that last one, we broke up almost like once every 3-4 months? So i was just counting and I still remember that there was once when I told you that I'm amazed that we havent break up after 5 months! So it just kept me believing stronger that that was the voice of our Jesus and it is true! He stays true to HIS promise TO US :) Praise JESUS right?! :D
I'm so happy baby, isnt this just another reminder/confirmation yet again? :)
Let's just keep remembering this promise whenever we are discourage or when we quarrel k? I'm sure it will always bring us back to Jesus :)
I just love you so much babe! Have a blessed night and I praise God for you!
Thankyou Jesus for the healing of Darrel, I thankyou Jesus for always keeping him happy, safe and protected. Thankyou Jesus for favour with his sirs and peers and friends :) I thankyou Jesus for good awesome health and life that will be with him throughout his journey. Thankyou Jesus for being with him too for this whole period. I know times will be hard for him but I thank you Jesus that it shall all be for his good, be for Your glory :) Times shall always and ONLY get brighter and brighter like your promise for us :)
& i just thank you Jesus for this blessed and beautiful r/s. Thank you for being so faithfuk towards us even though there are times we fail You, You still never fail to love us so much :) Praise you Jesus, our r/s too will just keep shining brighter and brighter for the glory of Your name, in Jesus name, AMEN :)
5.09.2010
Dear Darrel, Army day 7
Ok, I shall not start by saying what happen to my man today because I must stop saying out and cause myself to be 'confessing' in a way anymore. I kept telling people what happen to him today, and now I'm feeling guilty for like confessing in a way.
Never mind, I shall keep believing now that Jesus is Darrel's healing, his healing will start taking place already, amen? :) hehe love you baby :)
Anyways, today was a really great and fruitful day :)
It is pastor prince's birthday! Wow, i tell you the whole program line up is super awesome man!
Ok, my morning started out with serving in the first service, ushering. After so many many months of not ushering, i finally did and it felt so different, but it was good, also because we were serving the main congregation and alongside with main church :)
haha everything was just really awesome, having the whole church celebrating and dancing for him an JAIHO dance :)
Hahaha whatever it is, i received alot for my portion today and Im sharing it with darrel now, so im gonna concentrate on talking to him now :) BYE!
Love you baby! :D:D:D
Never mind, I shall keep believing now that Jesus is Darrel's healing, his healing will start taking place already, amen? :) hehe love you baby :)
Anyways, today was a really great and fruitful day :)
It is pastor prince's birthday! Wow, i tell you the whole program line up is super awesome man!
Ok, my morning started out with serving in the first service, ushering. After so many many months of not ushering, i finally did and it felt so different, but it was good, also because we were serving the main congregation and alongside with main church :)
haha everything was just really awesome, having the whole church celebrating and dancing for him an JAIHO dance :)
Hahaha whatever it is, i received alot for my portion today and Im sharing it with darrel now, so im gonna concentrate on talking to him now :) BYE!
Love you baby! :D:D:D
I just suddenly miss you so much
DARREL LEONGI miss laughing with you
I miss holding your hand
I miss shopping with you
I miss seeing you smile
I miss talking to you
I miss eating with you
I miss hugging you
I miss cycling with you
I miss quarreling with you
I miss everything about you
I just miss you so much right now.
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