To Edward :

This post is gonna be the Edward Post.
haha, rubbish but yup, we all just really missed him alot.
all the pictures will be about him :D

like some memorial thing. HA.
Edwarddddd~! we miss you! :(

okay. Click here for more pictures

Class Love :)

i miss Edward.

He's such a great friend.

although this picture has got nothing to do with him, but yah.

will post more pictures up when i get them from madeline :D

My heart's crippled by the pain

I'm tied together with a smile,

but I'm coming undone.

Sisterhood Love!

My Day With The Girls <3

& 3 guys.

Click on the pictures to have them enlarge!

This class is Brilliant!

My Class's The Bomb manzxzxz! <3

they're just brilliant! & if you ask me to re-choose my class.

Yes, you guys will still be my first option of class :D

I'm unable, come and take me away.

God, You'll be the solution for every shit that's happening.
I don't wanna care about it anymore & yes, i'm leaving it to you.
Give me the right words to say at the right time,
& of course to the right people.
I don't wanna be going around and being a fbackstabber.
Daddy, take away those fears & worries i'm having.
I don't need them in my life, You're the only one i need.
You'll be the cause for everything good things going to happen.
I'll give you all my praises for everything.
& thank you daddy, through my tears & joy,
You were always here for me.
Holding my hands & guiding me through everything.
You have nvr once left my side.
always when i'm faithless, You're still faithful.
When i'm unable, You are able.
I could have nvr done it without you, here in my life.
I loooooooove you daddy :D

Where would i be, without you, here in my life

Kill yourself for all the love you find

had a wacky day in school today.
mother tongue was f-u-n-n-a-y-e :D
anyways, pictures in my class blog.
Click here for the pictures
go there for the pictures friends! :D
ooooo & i love the pictures taken with dini! :)

Cause you made my life worthwhile

that is what we call sweet forever.

We've got nothing to lose

just came across this picture and yes HAPPY BIRTHDAY VITT! :D
you surely had been a blessing in my life!
had fun with you sitting infront infront of me in class!
enjoy your sweet sixteen friend! haha!

anyways, school was s-t-r-e-s-s today.
it was stress to the core for maths.
thank you jesus, i need your wisdom to study.
still have a pile of poa and maths to do later on.

jesus, i really need you now before i crumble.
give me a great great time in school tmr and the day after.
& every single day of my school daddy!
& you, i miss you. yes you.

When God made you.

This song is just s-w-e-e-t.

Its always been a mystery to me,
How two hearts can come together,
And love can last forever.
But now that I have found you I believe,
That a miracle has come when God sends the perfect one.
So gone are all my questions about why,
And i've never been so sure of anything in my life

Oh I wonder what God was thinking,when he created you.
I wonder if He knew everything I would need,
Because he made all my dreams come true.
When God made you, He must have been thinking about me.

Ooo ooo,I promise that wherever you may go, wherever life may lead you,
With all my heart I'll be there too.
And from this moment on I want you to know,
I'll let nothing come between us, and I will love the ones you love.
(guy):So gone are all my questions about why (girl echoes):about why

Duet:Oh I wonder what God was thinking when he created you,
I wonder if He knew everythin I would need,
Because He made all my dreams come true.
When God made you He must've been thinking about me.

He made the sun He made the moon,
To harmonize a perfect tune,
One can't do without the other they just have to be together.
And that is how I know its true,
Your for me and i'm for you and my world
Just cant be right without you in my life

Chorus

(guy) He must have heard every prayer I've been praying (girl echo)
I've been praying (both)He must've knew everything I would need

When God made you, He must've been thinking about me.

Blow the lifeguard!

school was o-m-g HIGH today manzxzx!
guess it was because of the chocolate chip that we ate before class.
& it somehow added on to our endorphins. HAHA
we got so high, we just kept singing happy birthday songs.
haha, we sang for mdm low when she walked into the class.
& it got the attention of the other class
and they sang and clapped along with us, HAHA
sang for yanyee and vittorio too!
NEXT NEXT! we sang songka song for clarence.
& then he gave the what-the-fish face. hilarious.
me and aytie couldn't stop laughing.
tooooo high due to endorphins!

oh yes, daryl became spiderman next.
he climbed on the OHP to pull the screen down.
after a few tries, he finally got the screen down.
& then we told him that we didn't need the screen.
haha, you should have seen his face. it was f-u-n-n-y! HAHA

this are mainly the highlights of my day in school.
& yes, thank you jesus for the grace
that sees me through my everydays.
& i know school's gonna get better and better, amen!
JESUS, I LOVE YOU & YOU!

What fun!

that most probably sums up my whole of ystd :D

this should be done more often yo!

anyways, chinatown this coming saturdayyyyyyyyyyy! :D

It's all that i need

i miss 3one'07

haha, funny how everyone's hairstyles change

attitude (friendlyness) change

noise level change (haha~!)

jokes all starting to change.

cause got different & more people (!)

yup, but still, jesus this changes will be good.

get us working as a class for our O lvls.

& let us all pass it together as a class.

I know it's gonna be such a pleasent sight :D

i'm surely gonna miss you guys when we graduate :(

Put me out of this misery

Until you.

i had the bestest day of my life today manzxzx!
just finding out things & then hahahahaha!
thanks girls for everything, really.
it made my day somehow.
& yes, my dear friend, i'm glad we're okay already.
really praise god for him that brought us closer tgt :)
somehow lahhhh, it's his wonders lah. haha :D

& if you read this i just wanna say :" I LOVE YOU!
& yup, i know its not gonna be easy to forget ______,
but hey! i'm with you & we'll go through this together! :D
& just let _______ see how strong we are together.
haha, mean but whatever. we deserve nothing but the best"

hahahaha love you kkkk! tmr's gonna be a great day!
& thank you jesus, everything's gonna be better and better.
always brighter and brighter! :D
omg, jesus is love! :D

Speechless, wordless

It keeps bleeding, love

Higher than my circumstance, Your promise stands

i've got nothing to comprehend, i've got no feelings to lose.
i don't know what's gotten into you & it's making me feel like a fool.
why do things tend to go wrong, why can't i choose.
& now i know, i really can't lose you.

daddy, take away my fears, take away my insercurities.
take away those little bits of me,
that hasn't got to heal, but soon it will.
cause daddy, i know you've the best for me.

i cast all my cares upon you.
i lay all of my burdens down at your feet.
everytime i don't know what to do.
i will cast all my cares upon you.

Where there's no gettin over rainbows

omg, whatever i've just typed, disappeared. thanks man.

anyways, recalling everything today, school was the bomb.
first period PE, we had javelin
it's the fun man! threw sharp sticks around the field, HAHA
then went for a class tour around the school by ourselves.
then came maths, omg, maths!
started on matrix and somehow we came to a point
when everyone starting saying "walao"
then mr yap started telling us about it, how it came about.
it was pretty fdumb after hearing it.
explained to us that during the jap occupation
the husbands were forced to labour for the japs.
& they had to leave their wives, so the wives all cried :"walao"
omg, fdumb right peeps?! hahaha!
& yes, daryl suddenly yelled omg in the middle of the class.
he thought he say a wrapping of mensuration pad under his seat.
he panicked kkkkk, you should have seen his face.
then it was just some marshmellow wrapper.
we had a laugh, funny yo!
then physics, & recess.
almost had a gang fight in the canteen. coolios.
then chinese, omg, i swear my teacher's a fboaster.
she can't stop boasting about her money and all.
& well done, she has the same surname and blood type as me.
then chem, poa, ss, blah.

oh yah & did i tell you we have a class pet?
it's an electric eel :)
its name's mohammad eddy (in memories of EDward and anDY)
laugh out loud, what a joke.

everything's just so great and funneh today.
& i thank you jesus for everything.
everyday in school will just get so much better.
& yes, i understood maths :D
it is your wisdom jesus! :D
just let school get so fun everyday daddy!

my path, definately has got brighter and brighter each day.
i finally understood some things & yes.
daddy, i'm not going to give a shit about anything.
you know what's best for all of us.
it's rest and enjoy for me yo.
we two will just keep holding on to what you've told us :)
& to that, a yes and amen too daddy!
our paths will only shine brighter and nvr get dull :D
i love you daddy :D

Heartbeats slowing, pains are growing.

from this day onwards, i'm gonna use songs to speak how i feel.
so look up for the lyrics if you wanna know.

anyways, life's been great.
& friendships really do have their seasons.
it's great when the season's here with this or that friend.
but when the season's over, i guess it somehow sucks.
no doubt, this season of friendship with you has been over-ed.
i guess now i'm something that you don't need.
haha & i was naive to think that you still do.
oh well, since it's like that, i'll just move on.
make new friends? better friends? friends for this season now?
jesus, i'm leaving this to you.

& for my studies, give me the love to study again.
i can't concentrate for nuts in school anymore.
maths just seem such a bore to me.
i can't flunk maths, i really can't.
i wanna get into my course.
& if this is a dream you've put into my heart,
let it come to past daddy. let it come to past.

& for you, let's keep holding on!
let's keep holding on to what daddy has told us.
and see it come to past one day.
i know it isn't gonna be all-so-easy.
but i'm really glad that i have you and daddy in my life
to keep me going stronger and stronger-er.
& let's continue growing in the Lord and let him love us
with His love till it overflows.
much more later on, we'll love with his superglue love.
it'll keep us strong till the day comes and till forever.
then what more do i have to say,
all this is worth while my boy.
we'll be the bestest god-chosen couple in the world.


This world doesn't matter to me
I'll give up all I had just to breathe
The same air as you till the day that I die
I can't take my eyes off of you

destiny brought you to me

Here we are
Safe at last
We can breath a sigh
It seems the storm has passed
All our friends
Would ask us why
With all that stood between us
Why did we even try?
No one I know
Imagined we would make it
But it only matters that we both believe
Oh. . .

[Chorus]
You and me, we're a miracle
Meant to be and nothing can change it
Mountains move and oceans part
When they are standing in our way
You and me, we're a miracle
Angels stand watching over us
And heaven shines upon us everyday

All my life
I felt incomplete
but you touched my soulY
with your love so sweetly
you hear my thoughts
you read my mind
you're the part of me
I thought i'd never find
no one i know
can make me feel like you do
you hold me and i feel like i can fly
Oh Ooh Ooh Ooh

[Repeat Chorus]

Oh Ooh Ooh Ooh
Oh Oh

The chance was so unlikely
That we would ever be
Two stars among the heavens
Destiny brought you to me

Oh Oh, we're a miracle
Meant to be, oh, and nothing can change it
Mountains move and oceans part
When they are standing in our way
You and me, we're a miracle, oh
Angels stand watching over us
And heaven shines upon us, everyday

Oh Ooh Oh Oh

You and me, we're a miracle, miracle
You and me, we're a miracle, miracle
Miracle

the whole lyrics speaks everything.

This is a rehearsal for the real thing

I'm not alone
Even when we're apart I feel you
In the air
(yeah)
I'm not afraid
I know what you're thinkin'
I can hear you everywhere

Some people say it'll never happen
And we're just wasting time
But good things come when you least expect them
So I don't really mind

We'll be together come whatever
Not just staring at the stars
Just remember
That no one else could tell us who we are
We'll be together so don't ever
Stop listening to your heart
Cuz I can't turn mine up
Oohhh (yeah, yeah) ohhh

I can't pretend
This is a rehearsal for the real thing
Because it's not
And I know we're young
I can't help feeling what I'm feeling
And I won't stop

Some things are meant to be and will be there
When the time is right
Even though I know that

I swear I wish you were tonight

We'll be together come whatever
Not just staring at the stars
Just remember
That no one else could tell us who we are
We'll be together so don't ever
Stop listening to your heart
Cuz I can't turn mine up

Ooooh yeah
I like what's happening to me
Ooooh yeah
Nothing else to say
Oh, Ooooh yeah
Somebody finally got to me
Carry me away

We'll be together come whatever
Not just staring at the stars
Just remember
That no one else could tell us who we are
We'll be together so don't ever
Stop listening to your heart
Cuz I can't turn mine up
Oohhh oh yeah, yeah
(we'll be together come whatever, come whatever, come whatever, come whatever)
Ahh ohhh

I'm not alone
Even when we're apart I feel you

just wanna post this song, really speaks what i'm feeling again.

Imagine my joy.

i'm feeling the most happiest thing on earth yo!

it's so much more happier than she is!

10 times, 10000000 times, infinity, eternity more times then her yo!

& thank you jesus for everything.

only you know what's best for us :D

thank you daddy! I LOVE YOU SO MUCH!

not because of that thing, but because of what you've done for us! :D

THANK YOU DADDDDDDDY! *hugs tightly!*

i'm not alone, i'm not afraid.

i'm happy world! :D
haha, though i didn't get the elmo shirt that i really wanted
but oh well, got a pair of red shoes (really cute),
a pair of black sandals (omg kkkkk!)
earrings of my favourite colours (!!!)
and a brown leather sort of bag (my favourite~!!)
haha, what's with the brackets though.
love everything that i bought yo!
& not forgetting the fun i had with the girls yo!(shirmaine, alicia, zenda & debra!)
laughed heaven lots, gossiped heaven lots, shopped heaven lots.
really had such a great great time with them.
we're gonna do that again yup!?
hahaha. really love ystd so much. yup.

thank you girlfriends and thank you jesus for everything ystd :D

Unlove You.

yes, another song that says it all.

ooooo & yes, going shopping with the girls later on yo!
i'm gonna get the red elmo top later on.
sistaaar's got it & i'm gonna get mine & we'll have the same top!
hahaha! getting quite rubbish again.
but it's okay, & i'm finally in my i-want-to-shop-shop-shop mood! HAHA

& thank you daddy, give us such a wonderul time fellowshipping even as we shop.
a time where i call it a fellowhipping shopping. haha!
sounds like great fun huh.
thank you daddy, you'll be in the midst of us giving us a great time to spend tgt. amen :)

Not just staring at the stars

many songs just get to me now. they speak what i wanna say.

All the times we spilled our coffees

I remember the times we spent together
on those drives
We had a million questions
all about our lives
and when we got to New York
everything felt right
I wish you were here with me
tonight

I remember the days we spent together
were not enough
and it used to feel like dreamin'
except we always woke up
Never thought not having you
here now would hurt so much

Tonight I've fallen and I can't get up
I need your loving hands to come and pick me up
And every night I miss you
I can just look up
and know the stars are
holdin' you, holdin' you, holdin' you tonight

I remember the time you told me about when you were eight
And all those things you said that night that just couldn't wait
I remember the car you were last seen in
and the games we would play
All the times we spilled our coffees
and stayed out way too late
I remember the time you SAT AND told me about your Jesus
and how not to look back even if no one believes us
When it hurt so bad sometimes
not having you here...

I sing,
"Tonight I've fallen and I can't get up
I need your loving hands to come and pick me up
And every night I miss you
I can just look up
and know the stars are
holdin' you, holdin' you, holdin' you tonight"

I sing,
"Tonight I've fallen and I can't get up
I need your loving hands to come and pick me up
And every night I miss you
I can just look up
and know the stars are
holdin' you, holdin' you, holdin' you tonight"

this song, i like :)

Tied together with more than just a smile

thank you jesus, support my family financially for me
to go england for the study trip! :D
friends, friends, believe with me that i can go!

yay! i'm feeling the amazing everlasting joy of jesus now again!
& it's making me go all jumpy!
there's DG later with EG, i'm going Englandddd with schhhhhool!
going shopping tmr with the girls (?)
yay! it's all exciting! can't wait for every good things to start happening!
thank you jesus for the joy that i'm starting to experience everyday! :D
LOVE YOU MANZXZX! woohooo!

Hey, i'll put some new shoes on

OMG, TGIF! :D
haha but i still feel like going back to school.
school sucks now, with all the work load coming in,
but still, i love school.
it must be jesus, i really love school now.
& i have a mentality that i must go to school, or not i'll miss out!
it's quite a good mentality i must say, so praise jesus!
also not forgetting the friends i have in school, always making me excited for school.
HAHA, love them so much yo. & took some pictures with them.
wait till i get hold of them, i'll show the world man! haha!

yup, school's pretty good today, with almost all slacky subjects.
but all of us wasn't in a we-want-to-study mood. so blahhhhhhhh.
talked about O lvls with kenneth and dini today.
& o-m-g, i actually got pretty excited about O lvls.
it's like i can't wait to take them, NOW! haha.
but i must be joking, i still have got many shit to study.
so jesus, thank you for your wisdom to study yo!
it's not gonna be easy, but i know you will be my wisdom to study
& you will be studying with me! :D
haha, yes and amen.
sadly, its friday, i wanna go school! okay crazy girl, take a break please!
yup, i'm going nuts yo~! keep me sane nuthead! :D

HOMEWORK TO DO LATER ON. SO BYE SUNSHINE, HELLO LIGHTBULB!

give me the strength to do your will

after long consideration, i've decided to blog.
mixed up emotions are all coming back to me.
haha, been reading about the past & it got me thinking back.
there were the good times and the bad times.
no doubt, i started missing someone and the times we had.
the times we've spent at the park (shooting star),
the times we've spent in the zoo/night safari.
& just the times we've spent it all together.
haha, but glad to say, these things didn't affect me anymore.
i don't feel sad, but i just miss them.
we're all moving on, we now live our own lifes.
not like last time where we spent our lifes together.
but haha, things are getting better.
i get to spend more time at home with my family,
i get to spend more time with my friends and with my studies.
& most importantly, i get to spend time with jesus
& giving my whole heart to him & him only.
& also knowing when i do that, everything's just gonna be so good for me.
i'm gonna get the bestest things in life.
i'm gonna have the greatest results.
everything that i do, i'll reign :D
& it's just so simple as resting in daddy's love for you.

yup, now i've no mood to type anymore.
so i'll just end off here.
there's school tmr, probably get some sleep and then head for school!
boy, am i excited.

it's a change for the better

haha, don't know why i'll say this,
but i just wanna go back to the past.
when things was all bright & gay.
reading the past and turning back to look at them.
though people still say "change is good", but haha, the old times
i guess was so much better.
anways, it's okay! daddy will make the changes good
and so much relaxed and easy.

& to you! :
let's just get back to being close friends.
that's all i'm ever wanting again.
& for your case, i'll not look back.
if it is, it will be (you should know what it means)
& i guess i shouldn't have told you how i felt that time.
i hope it doesnt get in the way of us being close friends again.
please let us just go back to the very beginning,
as friends we were only at that time.
i'm leaving it to jesus, be it a greater friendship or something else.
i don't know what it would be, but let's just believe tgt that
it will be something so great once again yah?
see you soon, talk again soon, like once a friend :D
god bless you my friend.

i know i'm gonna have a great year ahead,

so that is why i'm getting attacked already.

haha praise jesus yo! :D

i'm in love again

was just reading my older posts & i've realised,
many things have changed, people changed,
my surroundings have changed.
& yes, i've changed.

but really, i thank daddy for these changes around us.
it's transforming me into something even beautiful than before.
though i can say the change, sometimes it can be quite hard,
but hey, i know my god will bring me through everything
& of course, he will be holding my hands everywhere i go.
when i fail, he never fails me.
when i fall, he will be there to pick me up.
when my heart breaks, he will be the one to mend it.
when i need support, he will always be supporting me.

i just can't explain how thankful i am for everything.
really, it hasn't been easy.
i'm still going through some mess sometimes,
but hey, i'll keep telling myself :"it's meant for good"

& yes, daddy, what you've said to me about ______,
i want and i'm gonna see it come to past, Amen.
& the heartbreak now, it helps for all :D
thank you daddy!

you deserve all glory

yes, i'm back from school & every moment in school was great. praise jesus :D & with the wisdom of jesus, i'm starting to understand things that i've never been quite able to understand before. & yes, hallelujah, daddy's helping me so much in my studies. i've been so (not very though) enthusiastic in my studies. ok, more like beginning to. so yup. really praise jesus yo! & thank you daddy, school's gonna be so much better & my path will only get brighter and brighter.

oh yes, i've lost 5 kg :D

resting at your feet daddy!

current mood : fantastically happy :D

i'm feeling really really happy. just like that girl after she received a gift.
i've also receive a gift & that gift is from heaven. the gift of daddy's joy.
& it's really a joy that the world can never ever give you. yup :D
it's just so amazing to see how daddy's working in your life. growing you from glory to glory.
& for like ever, i'm excited for school tmr. amazing what the gift of joy from heaven does to you. HAHA. it makes you really unexplainable :D
but one word, its amazing. & thank you daddy for the joy.
really really happy now & i really can't explain the joy i'm feeling now. really :D HAHA!

& i know everything's gonna be so wonderful from this day onwards :D

you gave your only son for ME

Why try to patch yesterday or add on to tomorrow when there's already good for today.

i don't know why, but this just caught my eye :)
i don't really understand this sentence fully yet, but daddy i pray that you'll use this to speak to me & let me know what you want me to know.


edit/
preston ang qing xiang wants his big fat name to be in my post.
so yup, here it goes. thanks for everything lah PRESTON ANG!
hahahahah! happy now?!

friends are friends forever.

just happen to chance upon this picture in my friendster.

haha, it was like last time we pictures anytime also can take one.

but now, because of my misunderstandings, it caused us to not even talk to each other.

so babe, if you happen to read this, i just wanna say i'm sorry.

i shouldn't have let people just ruin our friendship like that.

i know i sound like as if we're so that that close, when we're not so. haha.

but yup, i really treasure this friendship that i've with you :D

love you so much babe, & thanks for caring about me too.

None can fathom

From the highest of heights to the depths of the sea
Creation's revealing Your majesty
From the colors of fall to the fragrance of spring
Every creature unique in the song that it sings
All exclaiming

Indescribable, uncontainable,
You placed the stars in the sky and You know them by name.
You are amazing God
All powerful, untamable,
Awestruck we fall to our knees as we humbly proclaim
You are amazing God

Who has told every lightning bolt where it should go
Or seen heavenly storehouses laden with snow
Who imagined the sun and gives source to its light
Yet conceals it to bring us the coolness of night
None can fathom

Indescribable, uncontainable,
You placed the stars in the sky and You know them by name
You are amazing God
All powerful, untamable,
Awestruck we fall to our knees as we humbly proclaim
You are amazing God
You are amazing God

Indescribable, uncontainable,
You placed the stars in the sky and You know them by name.
You are amazing God
All powerful, untamable,
Awestruck we fall to our knees as we humbly proclaim
You are amazing God
Indescribable, uncontainable,
You placed the stars in the sky and You know them by name.
You are amazing God
INCOMPARABLE, unchangeable
You see the depths of my heart and You love me the same
You are amazing God
You are amazing God

just as i was hearing this beautiful song, daddy spoke to me.
he told me :"hey honey, if i could put the stars up in the sky & know each of them by name, what more can i not do for you?"

read the first & third paragraph. it is just so beautiful. "from the colours of fall, to the fragrance of spring, every creature unique in the song that it sings" "who has told every lighting bolt where it should go" "Who imagined the sun and gives source to its light
Yet conceals it to bring us the coolness of night"

isn't it just so amazing. really, none can fathom. & if daddy can make all these things for us to enjoy, hey, what more our problems? if daddy feeds the birds in the sky, what more us? HIS BELOVEDS right? & it just dawned on me that whatever problems that we have, it is never too big for daddy to take care of. daddy can even take care of the birds, what more us man?!

it's just us, daddy wants to take care of our problems, but its only the question if we will just let go and let daddy handle it. for the past few days, i thought i had already let go of the stuff that i was going through. but i didnt let go of everything. i still took some by my own small hands and tried to take care of it & worse, let myself even get affected by it. it was really suffering, it sucks. & then daddy spoke to me again. he told me :"if you have already let go of it, you shouldn't be thinking about it anymore. you shouldn't let it even affect you anymore. cause i've taken if from you, & it has got no right to reign over you anymore. & if those thoughts come, reject them! don't let them come and haunt you again!"

after hearing those words from daddy, i'm slowly beginning to let go once again. & this time, i'm fully letting go. & those sweet words that daddy spoke to me in the train, i'll keep on believing & i know, one day, it shall come to past. amen :D though that day wouldn't come so soon, but daddy knows the right time for the right things. yup :)

& also, once again, thanking those who were and still are there for me. really praise jesus for you wonderful people. i'll never know what will happen to me if it wasn't daddy that send you guys to me, to speak to me. or even just one "are you okay" really, i appreciate you guys so much. thanks for being with me through my ups and downs & being by my side to watch me grow. thank you all sooooo much :D people like shirmaine, coach alice, adeline, alicia, josh lim, cress, zenda, celeste, paul, teckheng. mostly are these few people. really, you've played a great part in my life, all so significant people in my life, love ya'll sooooo much :D

it's indescribable

bomb's wiped out everything inside of me yo~!
it feels like my chains are gone, i've been set free.
really, like what coach alice said, everything is made for YOUR good.
so yup, daddy, this is for my good & his good.
we're growing more & more, thank you jesus.

& thank you daddy for the words that you've spoken so deeply to me.
really, those words are very precious & so comforting.
only you are worth me, only you can cause my heart to sing.
only you can make the promise to support me forever.
& thank you daddy, everything's going to be alright.
i'm still healing but praise you for the acceleration of healing.
& daddy, i love you, no one can ever take my place in your heart :D

love you jesus yo

haha, firstday of school today for me yo.

it wasn't bad, actually, it was kinda good. praise jesus, managed to pay attention in class.

thought i couldn't, but yup, praise jesus.

but beginning, wasn't really in the mood & clarice said i've thinned down alot.

haha, but its not the way she wanted me too, so kinda got her a little bit mad at me.

not my fault anyways, just didn't have the appetite. if i start eating, i'll end up throwing up.

but no worries yo, daddy's growing me healthier and healthier yo! haha :D

anyways, things have been getting better & better for me.

yup & i really thank daddy for always being so faithful in my life.

& like what claire said :" i deserve nothing for the best, don't settle for anything less " yup, what she said is true. if you know this thing/person isn't good for you, dont settle for it. but thank you daddy, you know what to give me & also at the right time. & not only that, you give me the best of the best, nothing less :D

thank you daddy, really, i am grateful for everything that you've done for me in my life.

& thank you for the wonderful friends that you've given to me & to him, to bring us out of this shit. if it wasn't for friends you gave, i doubt we will make it through and see that we're not the ones. but yup, daddy, you gave us a choice & since we've chosen it, we've got to go through it. but still the same line, thank you daddy for always being there for us & always holding our hands and walking with us even though sometimes we've chosen the wrong route. but you have always been patient with us & to walk us out of the mess that we've got ourselves in. yup. praise you jesus. & yup, you're just moulding us into something so beautiful. like a caterpillar to a beautiful butterfly. we're slowly growing and growing in your love & growing from glory to glory. getting higher and higher & NEVER dropping lower :D yup. thank you daddy for all these shit. we'll still praise you when we're in the storm & with you in the vessel, we can smile at the storm :D hehee.

i love you sooooo much daddy :D

why you have to go.

If I could hold you close
Like you were never gone
If I could hear your voice
You'd tell me to be strong

But sometimes
I just can't
I just don't understand
Why you had to go
Why you had to go
I guess I'll never know

Ain't it funny how you think
You're gonna be OK
Till you remember things ain't never
Gonna be the same again
same again
Ain't it crazy how you think
You've got your whole life planned
Just to find that it was never ever
In your hand
In your hand
Change

If I could get to you
*I'd be there in a minute*
My world don't make no sense
* Not* without you in it

And sometimes
I just *cry*
*can't say i*
Don't know why
Why'd you have to go?
Why'd you have to go?
And leave me here alone
And leave me here alone

Ain't it funny how you think
You're gonna be OK
Till you remember things ain't never
Gonna be the same again
same again
Ain't it crazy how you think
You've got your whole life planned
Just to find that it was never ever
In your hand
In your hand
Change

You don't see it coming
Change
When the future comes knocking
It changed
It can make you or break you too
You'd just have to make it through
(You'd just have to make it through)

Ain't it funny how you think
You're gonna be OK
Till you remember things ain't never
Gonna be the same again
The same again
Ain't it crazy how you think
You've got your whole life planned
Just to find that it was never ever
In your hand
In your hand
Change

Change, change
Change, change

change

now only songs could comprehend how i feel.
but glad to say, i've moved on :)
it wasn't easy, but daddy, you're here with me.
& just a little bit more, it's going to be over :D

you know me best daddy :)

thank you daddy, though 2007 hasn't been such a great year for me, but still, you held my hands & walked the whole journey with me :D

& now, 2008, i'm sure its gonna be a great year, with me resting and falling all in love with you again. & i know my daddy, you, have a great year planned and sorted out for me already. i'm jsut gonna be led by the holy spirit and go wherever you want me to go. & to do whatever that brings glory to your name :)

the past 2-3 days hasn't been great for me. in fact, it sucked.
but thank you daddy for being always so faithful even when i'm faithless.
thank you daddy for being my strength when i'm weak & thank you for being my happiness always. & most importantly, thank you daddy for the friends and family around me.
my mum, my dad, sister, josh lim, shirmaine, celeste, abigail, alicia, claire & the people who were there giving me the support that i needed and pulling me through these few hard days.
if it wasn't for them and of course daddy, i would still be drowning in my own tears and probably ending up killing myself for everything.
& if it wasn't for them, 3 days wouldn't be enough for me to get out of my sorrows.
but daddy knows me the best and he knows what i always need during that period of time.
so yup. thank you daddy for everything & i know after this, i'll grow so much stronger, be it in handling my emotions and of course knowing what is the best for me. & also learning my lessons about guys. yup :D

thank you daddy for such a great year ahead.
it will be a year filled with your grace and your blessings.
blessings which i dont need to earn for and daddy's grace that will see me through every step that i take. & of course, i know that wherever i go, daddy you will be holding onto my hands and carrying me high on your shoulders :D


& specially for abigail
hey babe! thanks for always cheering me up these past days without knowing.
you and your sexy hot jokes nvr fails to cheer me up again!
i really thank jesus for you.
you play and important part in my life friend :D
LOVE YOU SOOOO MUCH! :D