12.31.2006

jesus i love (:

i lyk what preston said :" to see what amazing things god is doing in your life,
see what the stupid devil is doing and reverse it (:

when i saw this, i just felt so good.
i felt loved and i know that jesus will do many many great things in my life.
cause the stupid devil will cfm try to do alot of things to me one.
so i will just reverse it and see god doing mighty wonders in my life :D

just stay strong (:

RS OFFICIAL OUTING TODAY AT MARINA BAY! :D
haha! and it was damn fun!
we had so much fun eating and playing.
the eggs clogging up the soup.
making the soup damn thick.
haha! i think my table was the best lah.
really clean and the soup rocks!
hahaha! we took super alot of meat
and beryl can eat alot!
i see the amount of food. omg. it can scare you man!
lol. she rocks still (:
then we had super alot of laughter laughing at the come join rs the action!
hahah! and we are going to do that during recruitment! :D
yay! me and celeste doing the door greeting part!
hahahahahahahahha!
welcome to dare! (:
took many pictures too!
yups. will upload the pictures when alicia sends me them (:

jesus, you help me love.

12.30.2006

I WANT YOU TO KNOW

I shouldn't love you,
but I want to.
I just can't turn away.
I shouldn't see you,
but I can't move.
I can't look away.

And I don't know,
how to be fine when I'm not.
Cause I don't know,
how to make the feeling stop.
Just so you know

This feeling's taking control of me,
and I can't help it.
I won't sit around,
I can't let him win now.
Thought you should know,
I tried my best to let go of you,
but I don't want too.
I just gotta say it all before I go.
Just so you know.

It's getting hard to,
be around you.
There's so much I can't say.
Do you want me to have the feelings?
And look the other way.

And I don't know,
how to be fine when I'm not.
Cause I don't know,
how to make the feeling stop.
Just so you know.

This feeling's taking control of me,
and I can't help it.
I won't sit around,
I can't let him win now.
Thought you should know,
I tried my best to let go of you,
but I don't want too.
Just gotta say it all before I go. (Just so you know)

This emptiness is killing me,
I'm wonderin' why I've waited so long.
Looking back I realize,
it was always there,
just never spoken.
I'm waiting here,
been waiting here.

Just so you know,
this feeling's take control of me,
and I can't help it.
I won't sit around,
I can't let him win now.
Thought you should know,
I tried my best to let go of you,
but I don't want too.
Just gotta say it all before I go.
Just so you know.
(Whoa,
Just so you know,
Whoa,
Thought you should know.)

I tried my best to let go of you,
but I don't want to.
Just gotta say it all before I go,
just so you know.
Just so you know.

12.29.2006

cause there is something in the way you look at me



Avril Lavigne
Keep Holding On
You're not alone
Together we stand
I'll be by your side
You know I'll take your hand
When it gets cold
And it feels like the end
There's no place to go
You know I won't give in
No, I won't give in
Keep holding on
Cause you know we'll make it through
We'll make it through
Just stay strong
Cause you know I'm here for you
I'm here for you
There's nothing you can say
Nothing you can do
There's no other way when it comes to the truth
So, keep holding on
Cause you know we'll make it through
We'll make it through
So far away I wish you were here
Before it's too late
This could all disappear
Before the door's closed
And it comes to an end
With you by my side I will fight and defend
I'll fight and defend, yeah, yeah
Keep holding on
Cause you know we'll make it through
We'll make it through
Just stay strong
Cause you know I'm here for you I'm here for you
There's nothing you can say
Nothing you can do
There's no other way when it comes to the truth
So, keep holding on
Cause you know we'll make it through
We'll make it through
Hear me when I say When I say I believe.
Nothing's gonna change
Nothing's gonna change destiny
Whatever's meant to be
Will work out perfectly
Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah
La da da da, la da da da
La da da da da da da da da
Keep holding on
Cause you know we'll make it through
We'll make it through
Just stay strong
Cause you know
I'm here for you I'm here for you
There's nothing you can say
Nothing you can do
There's no other way when it comes to the truth
So, keep holding on
Cause you know we'll make it through
We'll make it through
Ahh, ahh Keep holding on Ahh, ahh
Keep holding on
There's nothing you can say
Nothing you can do
There's no other way when it comes to the truth
So, keep holding on
Cause you know we'll make it through
We'll make it through

keep holding on (:

thank you jesus fot the perfect weather again :D
thank you jesus for the protection
thank you jesus for the super awesome fun
thank you jesus for the great favour (:
thank you jesus, i love you :D

hehee!
was suppose to have a class gathering today.
but only 7 people turn up.
but it was still really fun.
i think that smaller groups are more fun.
had lots of laughter fun with adeline.
laughing at manpang.
the way he slide down the wet and wild.
haha. by the way, i was in escape theme park :D
and thank you for alicia.
she knows the timing to go there.
we went there early and had lots of fun before the people started coming in.
yeah. went with adeline, alicia, shao wei, zhisheng, manpang and nicholas.
i thank jesus for each and every single one of them.
they brought me so much fun.
and i am so proud of myself!
i sat on two new rides today! haha!
yah. thank you jesus for everything.
& tmr's rs outing! :D yay! i have been waiting for this long day!

12.28.2006

big fools!

some pepple tried to copy sean goh, or more lyk the mrt advertisment




farting with fire (: and take notice of the guy's face :D

12.27.2006

hold me close, dont let me feel cold

ever since they left the house,
it has been a plain silence.
everytime i step into my room,
i dont see two girls sleeping soundly.
its only hard ground i see.
everytime i step into the kitchen.
i dont see anyone.
sitting on the chairs, drinking, chatting.
its just nothing.
and in the living room,
i see no one wathing tv,
no one talking to each other.
lyk we did, fellowshipping with each other.
its only dust that is left behind.
the snake that they use to play dong dong chiang,
its left there to hang.
the bed we jump and play catch on,
the air has deflated.
i turn emo, i start to cry.
i cannot take it anymore, jesus!
i miss them alot! :'(
get rid of the silence
control my tears.
make june 2007 come quick! :'(

boxing day?

CAN ANYONE EXPLAIN TO ME WHY THE HECK TODAY IS CALLED BOXING DAY?!!

anyways, here are the replies to tags! :

jack'al : merry christmas to you too! :D

candace : merry christmas to you to wifey! :D

nessa : HI NESSAAAAAAA! :D

CONSTANCE : hello darling! hehee! (: lovees!

12.26.2006

merry merry day! :D

haha! my bicycles are not stolen!
wooohooo! someone told me that it was stolen but i would not just believe.
i love my relatives, everytime they come, i get to eat all the nice nice food! :D
i ate sting ray! i feel so happy!
i ate cake at 2 plus in the morning.
& i will not grow fatter in jesus name! amen
cause jesus is slim, so am i! AMEN!
i sat on the bumber boat and went around singapore river!
my first time ride around it.
they came and i did many thimgs i nvr did before.
thank you relatives! :D
i love today. its a merry day! :D

12.25.2006

blessed christmas everyone! :D

merry christmas! :D
i seriously cannot believe its christmas! haha!
i spent the day tgt with rs and mostly, zenda, constance, mabel and claudiaaaa! :D
haha! we went shopaing! :D
damn was it fun, seriously.
i will nvr let some ppl spoil it. heheeee!
nvr went shopping with consie they all but it was uber fun.
they bought things and ttried on clothes.
& guess what?!
my two bicycles got stolen!
hahahahahha!
its okay. its the stealer's christmas present from us!
blessed christmas stealer! :D
jesus loves you and i know he will change you! amen!
the bicycles are lost, but i know jesus will give us better ones.
he will bless us with double portions!
amen jesus! :D
i dont want to write anymore.
i'm tired and dont know what to continue anymore.

i'm sorry to have yelled at you two.
i just lost control of myself and i just let it out. sorry.

12.23.2006

& the love seemed to fade away already

hello world!
wenhui went to the zoooooooo today! :D
the amount of fun i had, it cannot be described.
if was tiring but i had super alot of fun
& i saw lyk 2 freaking hot guys at the zoooooo!
the first one was the best.
it brought my mind off everything.
as in, it brought my mind off _______
yes! and the next one was hot too.
but not as hot as the first one.
oh man! i tell you
i keep on meeting the first guy in the zoo.
& i tell you, i really fell hard for him.
as in, love at first sight.
okay. so now, NO MORE _______ already! :D:D:D:D
yayayayayayaayayyaa!
hahah! then i fed the elephants for the first time in my life!
ahaha! i am so proud of myself.
i was actually really scared but i plcuk my courage and off i went!
haha! i tell you a secret!
i fell for the elephants too!
they are super cute.
hahahahaha! i spoke to the camels too.
and i realise, yi ving and my cousin can communicate with the lions.
the roar and the lion roar back.
when they stop, the lion stopped too!
cool right?! :D
hahahahhaahah! i really just had alot of fun today
so thank you jesus for everything.
thank you jesus for the wonderful weather.
i dont care about the rain man
thank you for the protection.
thank you for the fun!
thank you jesus! :D:D:D

& that's how my day ended at the zoo
and help me forget about the guy!
the super hot model one! >.<

12.21.2006

replies to tags (:

alicia : babe! i read it already! finally lah! you updated! wooooo & i cant wait for sunday!!!!!!! :D:D:D:D:D

kezia : fighting for credit. yah! ahahahahahh! i love you too darling! :D

jerald : cause your name came first on my mind mah. okay~~ abit wrong :/

prseton : it was you lah! i rmb! zenda prayed, you asked for longbang lah! hello. dont doubt my memory okay! (:

12.20.2006

to shirmaine and jarett!

omg. sorry! i did not know the virus is still there.
really really sorry!
okay. so now, please, dont talk to me.
if needed, talk to me using blogs, handphones, housephones, friendster or face to face!
anything, but just not msn.!
oh man! i feel really bad.
sorry shirmaine & jarett! >.<

cause our god is an awesome god :D

today is not just a normal day.
today is a day that is filled sooo much of jesus love.
today is a day that is filled with god's grace and favour.


let me tell you what jesus has done (:

the start of the day was already superb.
we prayed the day before that it will not rain.
cause it really sucks to go to the park and it rains.
and jesus was so great!
he answered our prayers and it nvr rain.
the devil tried to make our day ruin by pouring rain down.
it started with drizzles, and we all rebuked the rain in jesus name
and guess what? god is just soooo faithful, the rain immediately stopped (:
and this is just the starting :D

the stupid devil thought he could spoil our day,
haha! but he nvr knew that our jesus was soo much better and stronger then him.
the bicycle that zenda and josh took was really super jialat.
it spoiled lah!
the whole bicycle was slanted. as in seriously slanted but you cant really see it lah.
and there was a few times the wheel could not even move lah.
its was really a terrible scene.
and you cant leave the one person to push the bike right?
so me, zenda, josh, kezia and jon seow stayed tgt and talk and push our bikes.
we cycled all the way to freaking changi village.
and the bike was screwed up. so we had to walk right.
and its freaking tiring.
we walked and walked for not a vry long distance, then this lorry came.
the lorry that was carrying rubbish (:
then zenda prayed. she said :" jesus, you let us have favour and let us take the lorry man!"
and when she said amen, preston was lyk :" uncle! can you loong bang us?!"
omg! then lorry immediately stopped for us you know?!
we were all damn shocked.
then me, zenda and celeste longbang the lorry.
we were soooo happy lah.
see. god is just sooooo uber good lah!
he ans prayers just soooo immediately! :D
okay okay. then gooooo all the way back.
we returned the bikes.
and then we told them the bike was spoilt.

then the third great thing happen (:

at first, it was really bad.
they wanted us to pay for the stupid laoya bike which was not all of our fault that it was spoilt.
and the person gave us the dumb bike lah.
and we were suppose to pay for the overtime.
actually most of us was suppose to pay.
then jerald, preston, jon and josh went to talk to the person.
asking them not to charge us for the bike.
then the others was sitting down at one side and just praying in tounges.
cause we sseriously have no money to pay them.
we kept on praying.
and god really love us all sooooo much.
we did not have to pay for the bike
& the overtime toooo!
see. jesus takes care of everything!
we dont have to lyk pay for this and not needing to pay for the other thing.
we just pray and wooooo! we need to pay for nothing.
cause i think if all of us pay for the overtime,
we have no money to eat already!

see. isn't god just so awesome?! :D

thank you jesus for such a wonderful day
i'll nvr stop praising that sweet sweet name of yours (:

baby, i really want you for christmas



I don't want a lot for Christmas
There's just one thing I need
I don't care about presents
Underneath the Christmas tree

I just want you for my own
More than you could ever know
Make my wish come true...
All I want for ChristmasIs you...

I don't want a lot for Christmas
There is just one thing I need
I don't care about presents
Underneath the Christmas tree
I don't need to hang my stocking
There upon the fireplace
Santa Claus won't make me happy
With a toy on Christmas day

I just want you for my own
More than you could ever know
Make my wish come true
All I want for Christmas is you...

You baby
I won't ask for much this Christmas
I won't even wish for snow
I'm just gonna keep on waiting
Underneath the mistletoe
I won't make a list and send it
To the North Pole for Saint Nick
I won't even stay awake to
Hear those magic reindeer click'
Cause I just want you here tonight
Holding on to me so tight
What more can I do
Baby all I want for Christmas is you
You...
All the lights are shining
So brightly everywhere
And the sound of children's
Laughter fills the air
And everyone is singing
I hear those sleigh bells ringing
Santa won't you bring me the one I really need -
won't you please bring my baby to me...
Oh I don't want a lot for Christmas
This is all I'm asking for
I just want to see baby
Standing right outside my door
Oh I just want him for my own
More than you could ever know
Make my wish come true
Baby all I want for Christmas isYou...
All I want for Christmas is you baby...

i really want you for christmas.
i dont need any presents. i only need you.
i'm serious

12.17.2006

he is the reason for me to live (:

i am sorry, the music need to on louder then you can hear (:


We Are The Reason
by Gary Valenciano

As little children
We would dream of Christmas morn
Of all the gifts and toys
We knew we'd find
But we never realized
A baby born one blessed night
Gave us the greatest gift of our lives

We were the reason
That He gave His life
We were the reason
That He suffered and died
To a world that was lost
He gave all He could give
To show us the reason to liveA

s the years went by
We learned more about gifts
The giving of ourselves
And what that means
On a dark and cloudy day
A man hung crying in the rain
All because of love, all because of love
I've finally found the reason for living
It's in giving every part of my heart to Him
In all that I do every word that I say
I'll be giving my all just for Him, for Him

He is my reason to live

replies to tags (:

sihui : i just hate her lah. she almost made me cry too, rmb that stupid time? if cannot nvm! i dont even want to rmb it myself man! she totally embarrassed me lah. faggot! she is a monster lah. you mean qunhui go complain?! wooooo. finally she did something that made us "proud" of her (:

bing bong boo!

i had a fun fun fun dare today!
had so much fun cleaning with my constance baby! :D
ahahahahaha!
vaccuming, sweeping! and talking to that girl. LOL. damn funny!
i think she got a little some some for terence ah, consie! hahahahhaha!
its really hilarious lah!
yah. nvr had so much time with my constance before.
i love you darling! :D:D:D:D:D:D:D!
yayayayayayyayayayya!
we shall have more fun the coming dare!
and RS OUTING!
omg, all the other depts have their outings already. only rs!!!!
ahhhhhhh cannot lyk that!
okay. lets have suggestions on where to go (:
tag my board to tell me or msn! :D

12.14.2006

replies to tags (:

kezia darling! : omg? really? awwww. thank you! :D i will be buying for yall tooo! but my presents will be late. cause i haven get them yet! hhahaha! I LVOE YOU! (:

someone : yah! sihui is forever sick. she loves crap. gawd.



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claire : oops sooooorry! your name is put there already! :D

sihui : lol! you love crapping what! the songs are super nice right?! my favourite! :D


replies for 15 dec :

kezia : awwww! so now i got one more person to share my things with! :D

sihui : hahhhaahhahhahahaha! really?! OMG! this is the happiest news of my life man! why is she fired?! ahahahha omg! i am freaking happy! hhaahhahhahahahhahahah! iw ant to go back to school and laugh at her man! oh yah. she's fired. so that means i dont even have a chance to laugh at her! oh man! so that means yellow queen and her partner must be damn sad right?! they got no more horse ass to suck! awwwww! :D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D

its sweet sweet sweet!



this is the best part of the show i've watch so far.
its really sweet. but i bet he cannot give to her lyk what my jesus gave to me :D

12.13.2006

jesus told me this

i had a dream.
this dream, i was playing this video game.
and then there was this round when the two guys in my game had to go to this freaky place.
then i am not exactly sure what happen, suddenly, many many really super scary ghosts just appear from the screen. and it really freaked me out.
the two guys kept on running, its lyk an nvr ending maze.
they ran and ran and they went to the exit.
then at the end of the exit, a voice and words appear from the screen
saying :" you do not have to be afraid of the ghosts as i am with you. look at me and all your fears will fade away. you are covered by my blood, so no evil can come near you "
when i woke up, i knew that that was jesus speaking to me.
so from now onwards, i know that i have jesus, and i am not afraid of ghost anymore (:
thank you jesus :D

jesus, all my fears they fade away
when i see you.

12.11.2006

smile my sunshine world! (:

Oh Hallelujah! I am sooo happy for you Wenhui! Remember Jesus never leaves you to walk this journey alone; He wants to be with you; He wants to share everything with you! *Smiles* I'm soo happy that you got your ocean filled!

aww. see what sweet sweet jarret said :D
make this post short.
i went to sentosa today with superd 2 and kevin.
fellowshipped, praise and worshipped, mafia-ed
and i tell you!
NVR NVR NVR play mafia with daniel gabriel chew
omg! i tell you, we played lyk sotongs.
there was NO mafia and NO doctor. wth lah.
we were lyk some gong shit down there.
and daniel was happily playing with us.
gosh! and while taking taxi there with josh and kev,
kev started asking alot alot of things lah.
lyk who is the 9 best handsome guy you think in dare.
then from the 9, pick 7. wth?
funny lah! damn stupid also lah.
wonder why he ask soooo much!
i am abit burnt from the sun by the way.
heheheee! okay.
i share go talk to jarett and finish my serial (: good bye!


replies to tags :

kezia : haha. its still not too late to share with me now. i want you to know that i am always here for you, now and forever. sometimes i will fail you, but JESUS WILL NVR FAIL you. trust me. its 101% will nvr fail you one. if you dont want to share with anyone your problems, then share it with jesus lo :D yups! i just want you to know that I LOVE YOU, and SO DOES JESUS! :D:D:D:D smile okay! (:

jarett : thank you man! i really receive more than the ocean i brought to camp. its and over flowing one! :D

jack : yes amen jack! amen! :D i know that jesus is using me to bless other ppl and help them lo. awwww. i feel so love by god! :D

additional thing! : http://www.imagestation.com/8446413/3953666930
here is the link to see the pictures that super d took at sentosa! :D

another rs cheer!

heheee! me and shirmaine, we made up another rs cheer.
this cheer got bang and boom one, cause zenda said she wanted a cheer something lyk the MMs one.
so i just thought of a cheer, and this is how it goes :
if you wanna see bang,
if you wanna see boom
then watch RS go bang bang boom!
cause we serve with a bang
and we serve with a boom!
and we seve with jesus,
how about you?!
{ but i was thinking the how about you abit lyk bad,
so maybe change to do you want to? }
hahaha! nice cheer not?
can use when recruitment that time
the do you want to. LOL :D
& i seriously miss jana alot alot alot alot alot alot alot alot!!!!!! :(

12.10.2006

jesus will make you smile (:

oh man! jesus! you shall take away all the sadness that is inside ppl's heart.
jseus! you shall put their fragile little hearts back together again.
jesus! you shall be their smile and laughter.
jesus! you shall not let them cry.
oh lord i pray for those that are feeling sad, depressed.
that you, their abba father, will let them know how much you love them and that you will nvr forsake them.
and that you will always be there for them.
and that you will take away all their problems and solve it all for them.
jesus, i really dont want to see them so sad.
it makes me sad too.
thank you jesus, everything will jsut be alright for them.
thank you jesus, that you will chase away the devil.
& stupid devil, get lost and get a life.
just buzz off and go back and burn in hell.
thank you jesus, you have taken it all.
thank you jesus, you love them all so much.
thank you jesus, you will see them through.
thank you jesus, your goodness, your mercies, shall follow them all of their days.
amen amen amen amen!

ppl, have faith in jesus.
nothing is impossible for him.
let go, and let god do everything for you.
since you know that there is nothing you can do,
so why not just let god do it all.
jsut relax and enjoy the beautiful work of god.
dont make yourself so sad.
lyk this, the devil has won half the battle already.
you mustnt let the devil take over your life.
cheer up, be happy.
you dont have to try to make the situation better, just enjoy.
although things are not good today, you shall not fear, as your path will shine brighter and brighter unto the perfect day.
bad things will get better for you, in jesus name. amen.
jesus come that you might have life, and have it more abundantely.
dont trust in yourself, rely on his love.
and his love was express on the cross. jesus has done it all.
jesus has come and he has taken away all your pain, so that you dont have to carry it anymore.
so why not just live that way, without pain?
when your sinking, jesus will grab hold of your hand and pull you back up again.
be consious of what daddy god has said, dont ever be consious of your problems.
god wants your life to be bless (:
so, just look to jesus, all your fears, problems will fade away.

my god, you are so big,
you are so strong,
and so mighty.
there is nothing you can't do.
you are my hope,
living in me,
you are the hero in me.

12.09.2006

its a love song

i love my jesus! :D






























camp was just so greeeeeeat! :D
the annoiting was the best that i have ever felt in my life for this 13 years.
really. i've nvr felt jesus touched me so great before.

first day of camp was the dare megathon.
second day was dare mafia was fun.
and the service on that day was awesome.
felt the annoiting coming on me and guess what jesus told me :" i know the hurt and pain that you have gone through and i have nvr forsaken you. "
when jesus told me that, i cried.
jesus is so great. and i felt his love for me.
the nvr changing love and the love that he will give me forever.
third day's service was the BEST.
god's presence was every where.
i felt the peace that only he can give me and no one else in the world can.
and i really really felt that god has touch my heart so much.
so much that i just cried my heart out.
and now i know, let go and i will see god's fingerprints all over the situation and everything will just be so great.
and at first, lyk many ppl, i did not expect the camp to be that good.
then the first day it wasnt that good for me.
but the second and third day. it was really jsut so great for me.
thank you jesus for everything.
and i know he loves me soooo much and he has nvr forsaken me.
and i know that he made me for greater things then what i am doing now
and i know that my double portion will come.
i really thank jesus for making this camp such an awesome one.
i really thank jesus for answering all the questions in my heart.
& thank you jesus for filling that ocean that i brought to camp.
thank you for filling it all up, lyk i wanted before camp.
thank you so much jesus! :D
& i will go around the world and tell the world about jesus.
all the great and mighty things that he has done in me,
and bring glory to his wonderful name (:



so i'll stand
with arms high and heart abandoned.
in awe, of the one who gave it all.
and i'll stand.
my soul lord to you surrended
all i am is yours

12.05.2006

we're gonna cheer! :D

rs got cheeeeeeeer!!!!!!!!!!! :D:D:D:D

haha. but dont know if they are willing not.
heee! but i hope they will! :D
it goes lyk this : { following the tune of bob the builder }

rs, the servers,
can we do it?
rs, the servers,
YES WE CAN! :D


shirmaine say we are going to sing it everytime before we serve
LOL :D

12.04.2006

jesus, i need you

jesus, make me stop feeling so emo
i feel lyk i am going back to the past.
the past of it all.
i am starting to have the old stuff coming back again.
it makes me cry damn badly.
i just miss all my friends, school friends.
seeing my past, i know that i have lost contact with them already.
we just dont talk lyk we use too already.
and if we do, its just hi and bye.
i really just miss everyone.
jesus, i really want to talk lyk we use to before.
i want to talk to my old friends.
friends which are really my friends.
friends which are always there for me.
i really regreted not talking to them for a long period of time.
and jesus, why? why? why do i not lyk my friends now?
i really want to love them lyk i dont know what bad things that they have done.
why is our friendship turning out lyk this?
why must someone just hate someone that is in our clique?
why cant everyone just be nice to each other and just lvoe each other?
why cant everyone just shut their mouths and just dont talk bad about each other?
i know i do too, i am trying to change, and i know i will change.
i really treasure this friendship that we have.
but why are things just falling apart?
why does she have to be so selfish
and why must she just think only about herself?
cant she see that she is hurting the others that is around her?
people are siding her too, and why is that so?
jesus, i pray that she would learn how to treasure the people that is around her now.
i pray that she would have more feelings, not only to herself, but to the others too.
i dont want to continue anymore.

and jesus, thank you for making me not feel emo anymore.
thank you jesus, i know everything will change
thank you jesus, i know that camp will just be so great.
thank you jesus, i know i will receive in the camp.
i will bring an ocean, and i know you will fill it all up without leaving a single gap unfilled.
thank you jesus, i know you will make me a happy wenhui.
thank you jesus, my friendship will just be so great,
cause you will be in my friendship and causing it to prosper (:
thank you jesus, amen :D

jesus, i know, with you, she will change (:

do you remember? :D

Remember we'd be up all night
Talking 'til the morning light, yeah
Like the way it used to be
Those simple days
Just you and me, mmmm

I think baby I know
What's on your mind
Cuz you look like you've
Got something to say

I may not say those words anymore
But maybe it just ain't my way

You ask me do I love you but
Do you remember
Why I walked on water for you
Do you remember
My first steps on the moon
Have you ever wondered why
I gave three wishes to you
You asked the question
But the answer lies
In you, in you
The answer lies in you

Remember we used to laugh and say
No one else could get in our way
And there were times
When you would cry
And came knocking
On my door
And I was there
To shelter your pain

I think baby you should
Get that off your mind
Make it seem like
A brighter day

[ these lyrics found on www.completealbumlyrics.com ]
I may not say those words anymore
But maybe I can make it my way

You ask me do I love you but
Do you remember
Why I walked on water for you
Do you remember
My first steps on the moon
Have you ever wondered why
I gave three wishes to you
You asked the question
But the answer lies
In you, in you
The answer lies in you

The answer girl
Lies within your heart
Take a look inside

You ask me do I love you but
Do you remember
Why I walked on water for you
Do you remember
My first steps on the moon
Have you ever wondered why
I gave three wishes to you
You asked the question
But the answer lies
In you, in you
The answer lies in you

In you, in you
The answer lies in you

In you, in you
The answer lies in you

In you, in you
The answer lies in you, yeah

i miss you

you are irreplaceable

hello! i am bored, so i decided to post
waiting for sheryl ong to go out!
whereeeee is sheeeeeeeeeeeeeee?!
i wait until want to die already!
and why dont i seem excited for camp?
and its the first time.
and i dont know why, i feel super emo now.
inside, i am just craving for some love.
i dont know why i feel so unlove when i am being love by so many ppl.
arggggghhhhhhhhhhhhh! i feel lyk crying lah!
whack whack whack whack!
ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!
i just feel lyk screaminggggggg!
i just feel lyk whacking someone!
i just feel lyk doing alot of things!
oh jesus, please help me!
i feel lost, angry, emo, unlove, ah! many thing lah!
help me feel excited for camp!!
though i told lyk everyone that i am going for camp and i cant wait, but inside its jsut another day. nothing special and its just camp, "camp lo, camp lo, okay"
grrrrrrrr! why am i lyk that?!!!!!!
and i am missing jana soooooooooooooooooo much!
its really toooooooooooooooo much! that i just wish to see her now!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
ahhhhhhhhhh! jesus, you have got to help me and i know you will!

i better feel good.

i love you i love you! :D

HAPPY BIRHTDAY ZENDAAAAA!
I LOVE YOU BESTFRIEND! :D

12.03.2006

crawling back to you! :D

Everybody knows that I was such a fool
To ever let go of you, but baby I was wrong
Yeah I know I said we'd be better off alone
It was time that we moved on
I know I broke your heartI didn't mean to break your heart
But baby here I am
Chorus:
Banging on your front door
My pride spilled on the floor
My hands and knees are bruised
And I'm crawling back to you
Begging for a second chance
Are you gonna let me in?
I was running from the truth
And now I'm crawling back to you
I know you're in there
And you can make me wait
But I'm not gonna wait
It's the least that I can do
Just to tell you face-to-face
I was lying to myself
Now I'm dying in this hell
Girl I know you're mad
I can't blame you for being mad
But baby here I am
(Repeat chorus)
If you can save these tears from crying
Touch these hands that can't stop shaking
Hear my heart that's barely beating
You will see a different man
But baby here I am
(Repeat chorus)
Banging on your front door
My pride spilled on the floor
I was running from the truth
Now I'm crawling back to you
Now I'm crawling back to you
(Crawling back to you)
Crawling back to you
Crawling back to you


i really just fell in love with this song man! :D

12.02.2006

:D




alicia rocks man!

dare was great today (:
everything was JUST great today.
everything that has to do with ______ is ALWAYS link with me one.
everything that has got to do with _____ is ALWAYS come and ask me one.
why ah? i dont understand leh!
i vry close with _____ meh? always come find me lyk i know wth happen lyk that.
yall cannot go find out yourself meh?
and its not that i dont lyk ______. _______ soemtimes, seriously can be freaking irritating when it comes to talk about ______. ______ gets me SUPER irritated.
______ will keep asking and asking about ______ till he/she gets the stupid ans.
wth lah. i and not your ans supplier can!
go and bug someone else lah!
okay. now i shall apologise if i made you think that i am your close friend.
cause i am NOT. i dont want you to think that i am and i always have to go talk to you when you are crying. people have been saying that i am your best friend and i should be going to accompany you all that. in the end, i am ALWAYS the one getting blame for everything.
for not comforting you, for not all this all that.
its irritating okay! and it really just brings my mood down, waaaaay down.
so please. thank you!

anyone who reads this, please dont go and anyhow guess, cause you wont get the right ans and you will start spreading that i say things in my blog about others. and it sucks. so please and thank you! :D


replies to tags (:

alicia : hey babe! who is hot? :D

zenda : yes! omg i am damn happy. god is goood! :D

you take me on high

HAPPY BIRTHDAY

CELESTE! :D:D:D:D

12.01.2006

thank you daddy, she's healed :D

today, my grannie will be doing surgery for her eyes. the operation is to take out the form or something that is in her eyes and detiorating her vision. i know, although i use to hate her for some things, but afterall she is still my grannie and she cared for me when i was really sick that time. she went to her gods and prayed for me. so now, its my turn to go to my almighty daddy and pray for her. jesus, i know you will cause the operation to turn out good. and daddy, nothing will ever happen to her. you will just keep her safe. she doesn't believe in you, but i do, lord. so i pray that you will keep her safe, and i know you will. in jesus name, amen (:
& why on earth is people in my family getting attacked by the devil? its really really sad to see them lyk that, without knowing jesus. my baby cousin keeps on getting sick. and now, his cough is super bad. its really lyk coughing out his lungs. and it really hurts me when i see him lyk that. and his mum has lyk this serious backache and she still has to take care of him. stupid devil. can you just get your ass off and dont disturb my family laaaaaah! seriously, lyk what everyone said. GO GET A LIFE! and stop bugging the ppl i love. you suck. you really suck. get back into your stupid hell and burn in there. stop coming to earth and disturb everyone else. so get lost or you will get it.

and i was thinking of something. is it true that when they dont believe in christ, no matter how much i pray for them, if they dont receieve or believe, they will not get the prayer? someone please and me! (:


replies to tags (:

preston : hahaha! yeah. go and read what MY dream is all about (: when you read it, you will be so fascinated :D

zenda : haha okay zenda, tell you what, when got sale i tell you okay? and, go read the newspaper lah! hehee! x)

11.29.2006

jesse mccartney (:

hello! went shopping today again! :D
bought 3 shorts for camp and there was this branded sales
i tell you, its way cool!
those branded brands lyk guess, roxy are selling their things lyk less then $15
so gooood right?! :D:D:D:D
and i was just so favoured.
went to pay for this super nice jacket which actually costed $24.90
then when my mum went to pay, the cashier keyed in $19.90.
she thought she keyed in wrongly then she ask her assitant to re-check the price.
then her assitant went to take a look and came back and said that it was $19.90
see. isn't god just sooo awesome? :D yay!
yeah! then i just had so much fun shopping and god has really gave us alot alot of discounts.
i love jesus man! (:
& thank you jesus for everything!

girls dont cheat lah terence (:

quadratic equtations says:
IM GONNA MAKE ONE TMR AND PROMISE U ALL DONT GET 100
quadratic equtations says:CRAP
Zenda: The Last Stand. says:
We will still get 100 if ther's another quiz, right?

quadratic equtations says:
TOO EASY
cheryl. says:
lol

quadratic equtations says:
NO!
Zenda: The Last Stand. says:
HAHa
cheryl. says:
owned.

quadratic equtations says:
WTH LA
quadratic equtations says:
TICKAM ONE
cheryl. says:
but we still owned you
Zenda: The Last Stand. says:
Yea lor!
Zenda: The Last Stand. says:
TICKAN STILL OWN
Zenda: The Last Stand. says:

What if we use REAL powers?
► WENHUI (: OMG! I LYK STILL NIGELL! :/ says:
hello!

quadratic equtations says:
basket
► WENHUI (: OMG! I LYK STILL NIGELL! :/ says:
win means win already lah
cheryl. says:
ya lo!

quadratic equtations says:
WALAO
Zenda: The Last Stand. says:
HAHA
Zenda: The Last Stand. says:

:]]]]
quadratic equtations says:
TICKAM IS NOT WIN
► WENHUI (: OMG! I LYK STILL NIGELL! :/ says:
pro means pro!

Zenda: The Last Stand. says:
Suan suan suan
quadratic equtations says:
TICKAM IS TYOC
quadratic equtations says:

TYCO
cheryl. says:
lol. k la. you put your hardest questions in the quiz!

cheryl. says:then we see if can own you!
► WENHUI (: OMG! I LYK STILL NIGELL! :/ says:
and we stil beat it (:
Zenda: The Last Stand. says:
Yea man
quadratic equtations says:
OK
cheryl. says:
girl power
quadratic equtations says:
I MAKE SURE U 3 GET 70 AND BELOW
► WENHUI (: OMG! I LYK STILL NIGELL! :/ says:
cmon
Zenda: The Last Stand. says:
Wont
Zenda: The Last Stand. says:

Dont worry
quadratic equtations says:
walao
quadratic equtations says:
i got a feeling zenda knows how to cheat
Zenda: The Last Stand. says:
o.0?
Zenda: The Last Stand. says:
Can cheat one meh?!
quadratic equtations says:
YES
Zenda: The Last Stand. says:
How?
quadratic equtations says:
i jsut got this feeling
quadratic equtations says:
zenda knows how to cheat
cheryl. says:
zz. i dont know.

quadratic equtations says:
wen hui maybe
cheryl. says:
terence can teach
Zenda: The Last Stand. says:
Whatif you're wrong/
cheryl. says:
i never heard of that web before sia. zz.

Zenda: The Last Stand. says:
I dno can cheat lah
Zenda: The Last Stand. says:
I swear!!

cheryl. says:
only terence know!

quadratic equtations says:
walao
► WENHUI (: OMG! I LYK STILL NIGELL! :/ says:
okay lah
► WENHUI (: OMG! I LYK STILL NIGELL! :/ says:
terence, tell you what.
► WENHUI (: OMG! I LYK STILL NIGELL! :/ says:
you just make another quiz
► WENHUI (: OMG! I LYK STILL NIGELL! :/ says:

then see if we can ace it oaky? (:
quadratic equtations says:
hee
quadratic equtations says:
okay la
► WENHUI (: OMG! I LYK STILL NIGELL! :/ says:
if we are not pro then we cannot 1oo.

Zenda: The Last Stand. says:
No need 100 lah
Zenda: The Last Stand. says:

90 ace liao
quadratic equtations says:
no
quadratic equtations says:
100
quadratic equtations says:
100
quadratic equtations says:
110
quadratic equtations says:
100
► WENHUI (: OMG! I LYK STILL NIGELL! :/ says:
then if we 3 get 100

► WENHUI (: OMG! I LYK STILL NIGELL! :/ says:
you give us.....
Zenda: The Last Stand. says:
Then treat us BEN AND JERRYS
quadratic equtations says:
lol
quadratic equtations says:
lol
quadratic equtations says:

lol
► WENHUI (: OMG! I LYK STILL NIGELL! :/ says:
lol means yes! (:

Zenda: The Last Stand. says:
Yay!
Zenda: The Last Stand. says
:Thank you TERRENCE!
quadratic equtations says:
lol= see first
cheryl. says:
thanks terence!
Zenda: The Last Stand. says:
Xie xie ni.
Zenda: The Last Stand. says:

I didnt know that you were so generous
quadratic equtations says:
i didnt know u were so self invited. : DDDDDDDD
quadratic equtations says:
haha
Zenda: The Last Stand. says:
Whateverrrr mannn~
Zenda: The Last Stand. says:
Im hungry
► WENHUI (: OMG! I LYK STILL NIGELL! :/ says:
i am craving for ice cream
cheryl. says:
wah. so far only 40 and 100
cheryl. says:

we own man.
quadratic equtations says:
I TELL U SOMETHING. JERALD CHEATED BUT HE DIODNT KNOW
quadratic equtations says:
walao
quadratic equtations says:
zenda
quadratic equtations says:
u know how to cheat
quadratic equtations says:
liar
► WENHUI (: OMG! I LYK STILL NIGELL! :/ says:
ZENDA! HOW YOU CHEAT ONE?!
quadratic equtations says:
zenda is a hacker
quadratic equtations says:
so easy to cheat
quadratic equtations says:
who dont kow
quadratic equtations says:
walao

haha! had fun talking to them in the afternoon. so cute lah the conver :D
hehe. and terence, seriously, we NVR cheat :D

11.27.2006

hohoho its a merry ol' soul :D

had a fun fun fun day at alene's house today with super d!
woooohoooo. had such a laughter mode with them. hehee!
then had fun painting all that
then watch finding nemo. cause we are doing that for camp!!!!! yay!
then ate pizza and macdonalds.
made superd cheers, took silly pictures and then had some laughing time.
all was just soooo great and awesome.
its lyk the best time i have with a dg (:
then took bus home with the some superd ppl and joked damn alot alot home!
with all those super super stupid cold jokes all the way.
yeah. and that's how my fun day ended.

yeah. and i am sorry.
just did not feel lyk posting these few days, unless it had been real fun (:

i am an ordinary girl :D

haha!!
good mornign everybody!
im goh wenhui!
let me tell u about yesterday...
it was a supppppppppeeeerrr boring day!
i overslept AGAIN! heehee
and made sir preston ang angry!
but however sir preton ang was a nice guy and forgave me almost immediaty
so u can see what a good guy sir preston ang is!!

ok enough of talking about how good sir preston ang is cause theres no end to it....
so ya...
i overslept so ya!
i missed out on sunday svc!
so sad rite!
maybe theres this "daoing conspiracy" heehee LOL
ya then i woke up at around 7 pm in the night and went down to my grands to eat....
a stupid duck!! quack quack
i feel so sorry for the duck that it has to be killed so we can eat it!
why cant they just cut off the skin only from the duck so we can eat the skin instead of killing it!
so sad rite!
ya... and i had this dream yesterday night...
it all begin like this.....
i was in my kitchen....
look around for things to eat
then i saw this leftover duck
then wanted to eat it when i reach out for it
the duck suddenly grew to a gaint duck!
it was like david (me) against goiath(duck)
so i took a stone and threw at it!
but as expected i missed!
and the stone bounce back one the wall and killed me
then i was taken to this place when they but me in hot water to disinfect
then cut me up into small piecec
then the stuffed bit and pieces of me into the can
then the sticker out side said...
curry wenhui! MUST TRY!
then everyone was eating me!
and then i woke up...
what a nice dream rite!

11.23.2006

happy happy day!





















hello hello world! :D:D:D
i am 14 already. not some small kiddy already :D yay!
hahaha! ystd was just the best birthday of my life.
celebrated with the love family! & cheryl, roger and jack.
had such a blast with them :D
went shopping with cheryl celeste jack and roger at tampines first.
yups. tried on dresses and had sooo much fun! (: woo!
then celeste treated me and cheryl italian ice cream :D
it was great and the guy was simply being as ass lah. but that's his job. so oh well, live with it.
after eating ice cream, celeste and jack wanted to go to the toilet.
i was simply shocked!
why she want to go to the toilet and the person she ask wasnt me or cheryl, but jack!
hahahaa! then me, cheryl and roger, we went to the food court upstairs and slack.
i was pretty angry waiting for them. because they were seriously super slow.
& me and celeste was late to meet shirmaine at tpy.
so yah. i became a little angry and kept on calling celeste to blow her.
and i made her vry kan chiong so she kept yelling at jack. hohoho!
and then in the end, they bought a cake for me!
i was really really suprised! and i almost cried. almost (:
then ate cake with fork!
finished eating and went to take bus to meet jerald chan.
and he made us wait for nothing.
we were suppose to meet shirmaine, preston and darren at 5 at tpy. so beccause of jerald, we reached there at almost 7. yeah!
then we reached and went to the foodcourt to eat.
then celeste and shirmaine went downstairs and actually we wanted to follow, but shirmaine said no. so we went to sit down and eat.
then jerald keep on asking me to buy food with him. so i did.
and can you actually believe that i nvr suspected a thing?!
hahaha! so dumb of me.
then we bought food and came back.
and guess what, they suddenly sang birthday song for me and they suprised me with a famous amos muffin! :D:D:D:D
GAWD WAS IT GOOOOOOOD!
haha. and once again, i was been suprised! (:
and i received the cutest "cake" in my life :D a muffin. hehee!
and on it, it has 7 candles. and it look pretty.
when they sang, everyone around us was looking. ahah! x)
then ate and talk and we went SHOPPING! :D
it was fun fun fun!
me and shirmaine bought the same dresses. just that the colour was different.
we bought tights too!
& that was how my day ended.
celebrating with the love family & the easters (:
IT WAS REALLY THE BEST DAY OF MY LIFE :D

& i really want to thank the ppl that celebrated with me.
they could have choosen to just wish me a happy birthday and walked away.
but they nvr did. they celebrated it with me.
they made me feel sooooo much love.
they made my day.
they gave me everything that i have always wanted.
& i really want to thank them for that :D
thank you all so much! i really love all of you
and i treasure yall alot alot.
i love yoooooou!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
above are some pictures i took with celeste in the bus going to tpy. there is more man!
the muffin is the muffin as my birthday cake! :D:D:D:D I SUPER LOVE IT (:
sorry. i just feel lyk putting everything up! :D

11.22.2006

HAPPY BIRHTDAY WENHUI! (:

ystd was just plain boring. till the night
started talking to shirmaine, preston and celeste online, on msn :D:D:D:D
we had such great fun talking.
yeah. then we talk until lyk quarrel. but we did not!
we were just talking things out (:
hehee, family dont quarrel, we only talk things out! :D
yes. in the end, we settled everything and we are going out shopping and having dinner tgt in the night! :D:D:D:D
yayayayayaa! vry happy! having dinner with them is lyk the BEST birthday present one could ever give (:
hahah! yeah. i thank jesus for really multiplying our times and let us have family time together.
although we cannot have one whole day to ourselves, but a few hours of shopping with the ppl i love the most and just having dinner is able to make me happy for lyk vry long. yups!
thank you jesus soooo much! :D i love you & i know you love me (:

continue,
in the night, jerald and preston called me.
and we talked till one plus when sam called in. yeah. then talked a while more and we decided to put down the phone.
yups! and that ended my vry happy day and night :D
thank you jesus for giving me such a happy day and night :D:D:D:D
& now my biggest wish is for you to wish me a happy birthday. will that happen?

i love you jesus & i know you love me too! (:

11.21.2006

wenhui is happy! :D

how i can be so silly and forget that family is celebrating my birthday, and zenda's too on the last day of camp? lol. silly me! i feel soooooo silly! hahaha! x)
& to think i was sad these few days. hah! :D

its for FUN (:

1.Ever been given a ring?-haha! yes! the toy ring for my birthday. so cute! still have it now :D
2. Longest relationship?-when i was born and till now. love the relationship with jesus (:
3. Last gift you received?-earrings from my darling wenxin, mary-ann, leeting and candace.
4. How many times have you dropped yourcell?-many.
5. Last sport you played?-badminton
6. Things you spend a lot of money on?-clothes and accesories :D
7. Three things you ate last?-chocolate chocolate and more chocolate! :D:D:D
8. First thing you notice about theopposite sex?-the eyes (:
9. One favourite song?-i learned from you.
10. Where do you live?-pasir ris
11. Last thing u did?-went shopping with my mum (:
12. Cell phone service provider?-starhub.
13. Favorite mall store?-suntec city mall :D
14. Longest job held?-none.
15. Do you own a pair of dice?-haha. made it myself in d'n't :D
16. Do you prank call people?-haha. nah.
17. Last person who text messaged you?-jerald chan! :D
18. First FRIEND you'd call if you wona lottery?-zenda! :D
19. Last time you attended church?-last saturday.
20. Favourite fast food restaurant?-kfc. :D
21. Last incoming call?-jerald i think
22. Last time you got drunk?-never.
23. Where's your favourite place to eatwith friends?-kfc!
24. Can you cook?`sure i can! D:
25. What car do you drive?-not yet. but soon, you will see me drive (:
27. Last time you cried?-last night
28. Most hated food?-those tonic food. yucks.
29. Thing you like most about yourself?-i can go crazy.
30. Things you hate most about yourself?-i dont hate myself
31. Last time you had an argument?-last night
33. Favorite Movie?-i dont know (:
34. Name all the races of the peoplethat you've been with?-chinese, malay.
35. Last movie watched?-super babies! :D
36. Favourite alcoholic drink?-none.
37. Favourite perfume?-i lyk all (:
38. What are you thinking at themoment?-itchy itcy!

i've got nothing to say

birthday spent without my bestest bestest friends and family,
i wonder what and how would it be lyk.

cheryl&cryyst : thank you darlings! i love yall too (:

thank you vry much

every single piece of shit is my fault.
i yelled back at you its beacause you started yelling at me and calling me asshole and piece of shit.
its natural if someone yell at you and you either yell back or just shut up.
i am the kind that yells back, so i did.
and you called me asshole, piece of shit.
this is the first time, that you actually called me that.
& it was the first time that you ever pushed me just lyk that.
wtf have i done wrong, i just yelled back at you cause i was shocked right?!
what is wrong with you?!
& you said i yelled at you and both of you said i kept on screaming at yall.
i have been trying so hard to love you.
sometimes i scream is just lyk a joke & you guys take it for real.
& you scold me back. wth?
if i have hated you so much, would i even bother to give you a call when i will be late home or even ask you just to fetch me? and talk to you on the way home?
& even sharing to you my life today.
i nvr have thought that i would too.
if you want to compair, last time, i would not even give a shit damn even to talk to you.
now, i try my best to just open a conversation, so that we can just talk.
& did you even see that?
i even pray to ask jesus, why i hated you so much, i ask jesus to help me to love you.
and he did, i started to love you and what do you do?
using my past to scold me now.
you say i haven been doing the housework.
if you want to say me, lets compair again!
last time, i would not even clear my bowl to the basin,
or the most i would and just leave it there.
now, i wash the dishes, everything.
& when i did, you nvr thank me or any shit.
instead, you use my other bad habits, not clearing my cups and laeving them everywhere, to whack something at me again.
excuse me?! can you see that there is something that is at least good about me?
you will only throw shit at my face.
you have nvr in my life praise me at all.
and to think that all my friends think that you are good.
you also know that sometimes, girls will have pms.
and sometimes i can just be super pissed off and just start throwing tantrums and maybe just yell at you.
sometimes i am just playing! and you take them all for real and just start saying shit things lyk i dont give you face infront of your friends.
& thanks for the slap that you gave me right smack on my face.
wow! i tell you, it hurts alot.
and for such a long time, not counting when i am a small kiddo, you slapped me.
thank you so much.
& i really want to whack this straight to your faces.
if you dont want me so much, and you think that i am a nuisence to you,
why not in the first place dont even give birth to me?
or at least when you did, throw me in the bin or somewhat shit and just let me die?
or flush me down the toilet bowl?
then lyk that, i would not have been in this world, or i would have been someone else's child.
& i would not have given you all these problems.
& you think that i dont share things with you, and now i try as much as i can to share almost everything in my life that has happen to me
and guess what happen?!
a freaking song is more impt than me!
you would rather listen to one stupid song and not hear what i have to say.
oh! is this what a parent should do?!
you say i dont honour you, you say i dont listen to you.
do you know that sometimes, my friends ask me to hide stuff from you lyk just going somewhere without telling you, i nvr did. i called home and ask you for permission.
some ppl even laughed at me and said that at this age i still have to ask parents for permission. i did not cared and still called home.
do you even care about this little things that i do?
or do you even notice this things that i do.
all you know how to say is that i waste your precious money.
and all you know how to say is that i always scold my sister.
i know i do, but isnt that part and parcel of the sibling's life?
you tell me, which sibling do not fight at all?
its complete bulshit if siblings have nvr fight before okay.
and you say i treat her bad. okay. i know sometimes i beat her all that.
she retaliates too okay! but now i am trying my best to love her all that i could.
f i hate her, would i even bother to buy what she wants to eat so badly home for her? and buy the biggest portion for her?
she goes to dare and i am willing to bring her there and let her go home with me okay.
if it was me the last time, i would not even let her join me at dinner with my friends, or let her even go home with me. you ask her yourself. sometimes i can be real mean, but deep down inside, i really love her. just that i dont show it out. lyk what you always say. " i love you, but i dont have to show it out " i am lyk that too. your not the only one.
so please, stop thinking or doing all that stuff i have said.
you said i dont care, that is not true.
i do care, just that i dont show it out & i thought, as my parents, you guys would understand, but no, you just dont.
sometimes i even wonder to myself, am i your kid? or are you not my parents. or wonder if god has put me into the wrong family.
last time i know i use to complain that our family has vry little money, but now, i live with whatever that we have, and i also try my best to save as much as i could.
i cut down alot of buying of food or shopping.
sometimes, i still complain, but in the end, i still live with it.
you think i dont feel hurt screaming at you guys? you think i dont think that you guys feel hurt when you scold me? what do you take me for? a cold blooded shit?
so let me make all clear now, i have feelings and i feel bad too.
i pray to jesus in the night. i ask him why am i lyk that. and i ask him to help me change.
you think i dont want to change and forever be lyk that?
see! i really cared, but you just nvr have the eyes to see.

11.20.2006

sometimes i just dont feel the love anymore

i dont know why, i just suddenly miss the love family so soo sooo much.
& i really miss the time when we went to the zoo together.
i really miss the time that we spent together during dare services while serving.
sigh. and everyone just has no time for each other.
its sad, really really sad :(
i want us to go out more often, not everyday, but just have family time.
of after dare services, we can have dinner together or stuff.
or just sit down somewhere and share about our lifes.
but non of that is happening.
i cannot do anything, so i shall just pray to daddy.
pray that jesus will multiply our times and just let us have more time for each other.
and let us have more love between us,
that we shall not fight or let anything come between us.
& that this family relationship continue forever.
amen daddy. amen amen! :D
& there would be a last night family time together at the beach, watching sunrise and just talking and eating together.
at laest there is this time together,
i hope that no one forgets this :)
& daddy i pray that the last night, the family would just have the time of our lifes and that we will nvr forget that. & no one would just ruin it.
having this may be good for the love family,
but * may feel that we ps her again for the family lyk last time.
i really dont know what to do.
i really hate it when we quarrell. it sucks, it really sucks.
and things would just turn all around and have many problems again.
so i really just pray to jesus that nothing will happen on the last day.
that the family would just have a little time togther.


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i am missing many things now.
i miss all the times i had with my childhood friends when i was young.
i wish we could be lyk last time, when all was just so innocent.
& everyone was just so soo cute.
& things was just so simple and cheap.
now i guess everything has change. totally changed.
i am missing sheryl ong hui min
its since that after she joined her basketball, everything started to change.
the friendship between us has changed.
she has been hanging out with us lesser and lesser already.
she is now in china and missing out all the fun that we are having right now.
i miss her, i really miss her.
it seemed that my life has seemed to be more quieter without her. {not being dramatic, but its true }
the jokes that she always shared with us, i missed it.
the stupid laughter of hers, i missed it.
the time i spent with her playing lyk nobody cared, i missed it.
the time i hanged out with her, i missed it.
i miss her so soo sooo soooo much.
i really want her to come back :(
basketball is her love, i cannot ask her to quit it and be back here with us.
that is way to selfish & i dont want to be lyk that
i want her to enjoy as well as have time with us.
after all i've been saying, its still time that had made all that thing happened.
so i pray that jesus will multiply time for all of us. AMEN (:



i know when i speak lyk that, you might think that the family is breaking up.
for some ppl, you might be happy.
but let me tell you first, we are not & never breaking up okay!
so crush that dream of yours, forever!

spread some love :D



Go and spread some love :D

http://freehugs.org/

i do not crumble

I didn't wanna listen to what you were sayin'
I thought that I knew all I need to know
I didn't realize that somewhere inside me
I knew you were right but I couldn't say so
I can take care of myself, yeah, you taught me well
We always don't agree on
What is the best way
To get to the place that we're going from here
But I can really trust you, and give you the distance,
to make your decisions without any fear
I'm grateful for all of the times You opened my eyes
I learned from you that I do not crumble
I learned that strength is something you choose
All of the reasons to keep on believin',
There's no question, that's a lesson I learned from you
You taught me to stand on my own
and I thank you for that
You saved me, you made me, and now that I'm looking back
I can say that i learned from you

somewhere inside of me

just came home from a little celebration wiht my school darlings.
wenxin, leeting, mary-ann and candace. weeeee.
haha. they treated me to swensen and they still bought me two pairs of cute little earrings.
so sweet! :D
thank you them vry vry much!
guys! i love yall alot! thank you for today! (:
that made my day

i learned from you (:

i love this song :D

11.19.2006

replies to tags (:

sihui : haha. since you know that its 3 more days to my *ahem, what should you do? hahaha! joking! :D

someone : hello! (: i dont use oh my god. i use oh my GOSH. yah, really. it just so happens that it starts with the same letter and most of the ppl use omg to represent oh my god. but i use it to represent oh my gosh in short while typing all that. yups. anyways, thanks for your reminder. i will not use oh my god :D god bless you too! love you to sister! :D

candace : haha yeah! catch up soon on TUESDAY!!!!! :D:D:D:D

11.18.2006

another birthday! :D

hello hello! & guess whose birthday it is today?!
its...............ADELINE's! :D

so HAPPY BIRTHDAY GIRL! (:
its your sweet 14! :D yay!

11.17.2006

i wanna be superman! :D

I'm more than just
An average girl
I like to turn me up
And show the world
Cause something talk to talk
But this girl just wants to rock
I'm an individual
I'm not like anyone
I can be glamorous
Just like you see in all the magazines
I can be cool as ice or
as brave as I want to be
Who said, who said I can't be susperman
I say, I say that I know I can
Who said, who said I won't be president
I say, I say you ain't seen nothin' yet
Come on and make some noise
Every girl has a choice
To lead their own parade
I do it my way
I can be soft and sweet or
Louder than the radio
I can be sophisticated or
Totally good out of control
Who said, who said I can't be superman
I say, I say that I know I can
Who said, who said I'm not electrified
I say, I say
There's no holdin' back
Then you're right on track
Cause you control the game
So let them know your name
There's no invitation in imagination
imagine that
Who said, who said i can't be worldwide
I say, I say time is on my side
Who said, who said i can't be ten feet tall
I say, I say that i can have it all
seriously, who said i can't be superman? haha.

11.16.2006

cartoon people! :D

just now had a blast msn conversation with the LOVE FAMILY (:
let me show you what it is all about :D

this was how it all started
shir. maine when i am weak says: (PM 09:58)oh btw
shir. maine when i am weak says: (PM 09:58)hmmm
shir. maine when i am weak says: (PM 09:58)nvm

► WENHUI (: OMG! I LYK NIGELL! :/ says: (PM 09:59)
haha what is it?


shir. maine when i am weak says: (PM 09:59)
i was thinking of having dresscodes during camp
shir. maine when i am weak says: (PM 09:59)
but like almost impossible
shir. maine when i am weak says: (PM 09:59)
lol


► WENHUI (: OMG! I LYK NIGELL! :/ says: (PM 09:59)
why not?!


shir. maine when i am weak says: (PM 10:00)
hahaha
shir. maine when i am weak says: (PM 10:00)
eh we wear sch pe tshirt leh
shir. maine when i am weak says: (PM 10:00)
someone lend me


► WENHUI (: OMG! I LYK NIGELL! :/ says: (PM 10:00)
yay okay! ;D


preston! jesus loves me more than i love u or u love me says: (PM 10:00)
haha!
preston! jesus loves me more than i love u or u love me says: (PM 10:00)
mine is singlet!


► WENHUI (: OMG! I LYK NIGELL! :/ says: (PM 10:00)
ahahaa!


shir. maine when i am weak says: (PM 10:00)
lol
shir. maine when i am weak says: (PM 10:00)
SO CUTE
shir. maine when i am weak says: (PM 10:00)
hahaha i ALMOST wanted to ask u lend me
shir. maine when i am weak says: (PM 10:00)
i thought acs is tshirt one



preston! jesus loves me more than i love u or u love me says: (PM 10:00)
ahahhahahahahah!!!
preston! jesus loves me more than i love u or u love me says: (PM 10:01)
wear during camp ah?

shir. maine when i am weak says: (PM 10:01)
yup
!shir. maine when i am weak says: (PM 10:01)
hahahaha
shir. maine when i am weak says: (PM 10:01)
BUT
shir. maine when i am weak says: (PM 10:01)
what do u all think?


preston! jesus loves me more than i love u or u love me says: (PM 10:01)
we make one dress code say wear racial harmony la!!
preston! jesus loves me more than i love u or u love me says: (PM 10:01)
hahah!!1

shir. maine when i am weak says: (PM 10:01
)okay or not?
shir. maine when i am weak says: (PM 10:01)
LOL
shir. maine when i am weak says: (PM 10:01)
cannot racial harmony la



preston! jesus loves me more than i love u or u love me says: (PM 10:01
)ahahaha!!
!preston! jesus loves me more than i love u or u love me says: (PM 10:01
)i dont haveat alll

► WENHUI (: OMG! I LYK NIGELL! :/ says: (PM 10:02)
i want to wear pyjamas as dc! hahahah!
► WENHUI (: OMG! I LYK NIGELL! :/ says: (PM 10:02)
but i nkow, i know, its impossible
► WENHUI (: OMG! I LYK NIGELL! :/ says: (PM 10:02)
haha!


shir. maine when i am weak says: (PM 10:02)
pyjamas............
shir. maine when i am weak says: (PM 10:02
)hmmm
shir. maine when i am weak says: (PM 10:02)
why not?
shir. maine when i am weak says: (PM 10:02)
but i need to buy
shir. maine when i am weak says: (PM 10:02)
hahaha


preston! jesus loves me more than i love u or u love me says: (PM 10:02
)we go buy tgt!!
preston! jesus loves me more than i love u or u love me says: (PM 10:02)
haha!!

shir. maine when i am weak says: (PM 10:03)
we must buy those long sleeve and long pants one
shir. maine when i am weak says: (PM 10:03)
lol


► WENHUI (: OMG! I LYK NIGELL! :/ says: (PM 10:03)
i need to buy too!
► WENHUI (: OMG! I LYK NIGELL! :/ says: (PM 10:03)
we buy same same!


shir. maine when i am weak says: (PM 10:03)
u think sheryl will wear?
shir. maine when i am weak says: (PM 10:03)
lol
shir. maine when i am weak says: (PM 10:03)
duno if the rest want or not
shir. maine when i am weak says: (PM 10:03)
lol


► WENHUI (: OMG! I LYK NIGELL! :/ says: (PM 10:03)
sheryl
► WENHUI (: OMG! I LYK NIGELL! :/ says: (PM 10:03
i will make her wear
► WENHUI (: OMG! I LYK NIGELL! :/ says: (PM 10:03
)haaha


shir. maine when i am weak says: (PM 10:04)
hmmm
shir. maine when i am weak says: (PM 10:04)
but i duno it seems not appropriate for svc
shir. maine when i am weak says: (PM 10:04)
lol

► WENHUI (: OMG! I LYK NIGELL! :/ says: (PM 10:04)
yah
► WENHUI (: OMG! I LYK NIGELL! :/ says: (PM 10:05)
that;s why
► WENHUI (: OMG! I LYK NIGELL! :/ says: (PM 10:05)
pj to service?


shir. maine when i am weak says: (PM 10:05)
i mean
shir. maine when i am weak says: (PM 10:05)
jump jump jump in pyjamas?! walao
shir. maine when i am weak says: (PM 10:05)
hot man


► WENHUI (: OMG! I LYK NIGELL! :/ says: (PM 10:05)
haha
► WENHUI (: OMG! I LYK NIGELL! :/ says: (PM 10:05)
its cute!
► WENHUI (: OMG! I LYK NIGELL! :/ says: (PM 10:05)
hahahaha!
► WENHUI (: OMG! I LYK NIGELL! :/ says: (PM 10:05)
banana in pj! :D
► WENHUI (: OMG! I LYK NIGELL! :/ says: (PM 10:05)
can lah
► WENHUI (: OMG! I LYK NIGELL! :/ says: (PM 10:05)
aircon!


shir. maine when i am weak says: (PM 10:05)
haha

we were talking about some private stuff, so can't put it in here (:
then halfway in the conversation, prest told us that he was quarrelling with darren, so we added him in (:

preston! jesus loves me more than i love u or u love me says: (PM 10:07)
haha!!
preston! jesus loves me more than i love u or u love me says: (PM 10:07)
im aguinging with dareren now

► WENHUI (: OMG! I LYK NIGELL! :/ says: (PM 10:07)
why?

preston! jesus loves me more than i love u or u love me says: (PM 10:07)
about jesus is 3

► WENHUI (: OMG! I LYK NIGELL! :/ says: (PM 10:07)
lol
► WENHUI (: OMG! I LYK NIGELL! :/ says: (PM 10:08)
3?


preston! jesus loves me more than i love u or u love me says: (PM 10:08)
and i got holy spirit so time 3
preston! jesus loves me more than i love u or u love me says: (PM 10:08)
so is 9

shir. maine when i am weak says: (PM 10:08)
u shld get darren in!
shir. maine when i am weak says: (PM 10:08)
he is the family


preston! jesus loves me more than i love u or u love me says: (PM 10:08)
i anyhow make up one!

then, darren was added into the converastion

► WENHUI (: OMG! I LYK NIGELL! :/ says: (PM 10:08)
hello darren! ;D

preston! jesus loves me more than i love u or u love me says: (PM 10:08)
u understand darren!
preston! jesus loves me more than i love u or u love me says: (PM 10:08)
i will win
preston! jesus loves me more than i love u or u love me says: (PM 10:09)
then he will say NO NO NO
preston! jesus loves me more than i love u or u love me says: (PM 10:09
)haha

darren.lyk™ says: (PM 10:09)
hello!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


preston! jesus loves me more than i love u or u love me says: (PM 10:09)
darren loh!
preston! jesus loves me more than i love u or u love me says: (PM 10:09)
so do understand
preston! jesus loves me more than i love u or u love me says: (PM 10:09)
its 9!

darren.lyk™ says: (PM 10:09)
lol


then suddenly, josh koh and abel was added into the conversation too!

preston! jesus loves me more than i love u or u love me says: (PM 10:10)
so my gang will win ur gang!

darren.lyk™ says: (PM 10:10)
lol
darren.lyk™ says: (PM 10:10)
jesus one man show



shir. maine when i am weak says: (PM 10:10)
hahaha
shir. maine when i am weak says: (PM 10:10)
not bad


► WENHUI (: OMG! I LYK NIGELL! :/ says: (PM 10:10)
omg
► WENHUI (: OMG! I LYK NIGELL! :/ says: (PM 10:10)
haha


darren and prest still continues fighting (:

preston! jesus loves me more than i love u or u love me says: (PM 10:10)
i got all 3 so is 3x3=9

darren.lyk™ says: (PM 10:10)
i got 1

preston! jesus loves me more than i love u or u love me says: (PM 10:10)
NONONONONO!!!
preston! jesus loves me more than i love u or u love me says: (PM 10:11)
ok i win can already!

shir. maine when i am weak says: (PM 10:11)
lol


darren.lyk™ says: (PM 10:11)
my 1 is 10000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000


okay. then after that, we were talking about rs and love family cleaning up the audi after service, & what family stuffs. yah! haha!
okay, & here comes the dresscode part again!

► WENHUI (: OMG! I LYK NIGELL! :/ says: (PM 10:12)
shir! so is pj as dc for camP? :D
► WENHUI (: OMG! I LYK NIGELL! :/ says: (PM 10:13)
lol

preston! jesus loves me more than i love u or u love me says: (PM 10:13)
why not we all dress up as king and queen!
preston! jesus loves me more than i love u or u love me says: (PM 10:13)
fairy tale!
preston! jesus loves me more than i love u or u love me says: (PM 10:13)
haha

<> your mercies endures forever says: (PM 10:13)
lol...
<> your mercies endures forever says: (PM 10:13)
SIAO

► WENHUI (: OMG! I LYK NIGELL! :/ says: (PM 10:13)
i dont mind man!


preston! jesus loves me more than i love u or u love me says: (PM 10:13)
no cannot
preston! jesus loves me more than i love u or u love me says: (PM 10:14)
king must have servant one!
preston! jesus loves me more than i love u or u love me says: (PM 10:14)
haha!!!

<> your mercies endures forever says: (PM 10:14)
....


preston! jesus loves me more than i love u or u love me says: (PM 10:14)
or we wear like shrek!

► WENHUI (: OMG! I LYK NIGELL! :/ says: (PM 10:14)
OMG NO!!!!!!!!

<> your mercies endures forever says: (PM 10:14)
star wars??
<> your mercies endures forever says: (PM 10:14)
castaway


► WENHUI (: OMG! I LYK NIGELL! :/ says: (PM 10:15)
star wars! OMG NOOOOOOO!

preston! jesus loves me more than i love u or u love me says: (PM 10:15)
then must wear the back mask

shir. maine when i am weak says: (PM 10:15)
oei
shir. maine when i am weak says: (PM 10:15)
WEAR LIKE SHREK?
shir. maine when i am weak says: (PM 10:15)
omg


preston! jesus loves me more than i love u or u love me says: (PM 10:15)
make the breating sound!

<> your mercies endures forever says: (PM 10:15)
HAHAHA


► WENHUI (: OMG! I LYK NIGELL! :/ says: (PM 10:15)
omg. HAHAHAHAHA!


preston! jesus loves me more than i love u or u love me says: (PM 10:15)
nice what!

shir. maine when i am weak says: (PM 10:15)
we wear like princess and prince more like it la

preston! jesus loves me more than i love u or u love me says: (PM 10:15)
the got dragon and talking donkey!

► WENHUI (: OMG! I LYK NIGELL! :/ says: (PM 10:15)
LOLLOLOLOLO l\L

<> your mercies endures forever says: (PM 10:15)
bring sword n sheild


preston! jesus loves me more than i love u or u love me says: (PM 10:15)
i know!!
preston! jesus loves me more than i love u or u love me says: (PM 10:16)
we wear like magicaian!!

<> your mercies endures forever says: (PM 10:16)
HAIRY POTTER


shir. maine when i am weak says: (PM 10:16)
OMG
shir. maine when i am weak says: (PM 10:16)
PLEASE


preston! jesus loves me more than i love u or u love me says: (PM 10:16)
we all make cartoon character

shir. maine when i am weak says: (PM 10:16)
we wear like hello kitty la


► WENHUI (: OMG! I LYK NIGELL! :/ says: (PM 10:17)
HAHAHAH
aYAHAYAYA


darren.lyk™ says: (PM 10:17)
pokemon


<> your mercies endures forever says: (PM 10:17)
DIGIMON

preston! jesus loves me more than i love u or u love me says: (PM 10:17)
guys wear poke mon
preston! jesus loves me more than i love u or u love me says: (PM 10:17)
hahah!!


► WENHUI (: OMG! I LYK NIGELL! :/ says: (PM 10:17)
girl wear hello kitty

preston! jesus loves me more than i love u or u love me says: (PM 10:17)
then got pikachu!

haha! thank gawd, shirmaine stopped the whole thing about CARTOON dresscode! phew. so it all ended and a whole new conversation started out. & YOU CAN SEE THAT PRESTON ANG LYKS CARTOON ALOT ALOT AND HE HAS BEEN GIVING ALOT ALOT OF SUGGESTION. HAHAHA!