read my lips, i miss you.

i miss talking partner.

i miss girlfriend.

i miss sissytaaaa.

i miss bestfriends.

moving on, it's my time

I'm over your lies,
and I'm over your games.
I'm over you asking me,
when you know I'm not okay.
You call me at night,
and I pick up the phone.
And then you be telling me,
I know your not alone.
ohh..

Thats why
(your eyes)
I'm over it
(your smile)
I'm over it
(realize)
I'm over it
I'm over it
I'm over..

Wanting you,
to be wanting me.
No that ain't no way to be.
How I feel, read my lips,
because I'm so over..
Moving on, its my time,
you never were a friend of mine.
Hurt at first, a little bit,
but now I'm so over.
I'm so over it..

I'm over your hands,
and I'm over your mouth.
Trying to drag me down,
and fill me with self-doubt.
ohh..

Thats why,
(your words)
I'm over it
(so sure)
I'm over it
(i'm not your girl)
I'm over it
I'm over it
I'm over...

Wanting you,
to be wanting me.
No that ain't no way to be.
How I feel, read my lips,
because I'm so over..
Moving on, its my time,
you never were a friend of mine.
Hurt at first, a little bit,
but now I'm so over.
I'm so over it..

Don't call,
don't come by,
ain't no use,
don't ask me why,
you'll never change,
there'll be no more crying in the rain.

Wanting you,
to be wanting me.
No that ain't no way to be.
How I feel, read my lips,
because I'm so over..
Moving on, its my time,
you never were a friend of mine.
Hurt at first, a little bit,
but now I'm so over.
I'm so over it..

I'm so over it....
I'm over it....

Wanting you,
to be wanting me.
No that ain't no way to be.
How I feel, read my lips,
because I'm so over..
Moving on, its my time,
you never were a friend of mine.
Hurt at first, a little bit,
but now I'm so over.
I'm so over it..

i'll stand for you.

i just wanna fall in love with you over and over again jesus.
the undying love that you have for me.
the love that never fails.
Lord, i want to have a hearing heart, to hear everything that you've for me.
& i just need you every single day in my life.
i need your grace every day, every single minute.
i need you to carry me through. jesus lead me on.
all my battles belong to you and the victory is mine.
i'll take every step of faith, i'll follow you all my days.
& when i call, i know you will hear me and you'll be here for me so immediately.
when i'm in a state of confusion, Lord, you'll un-confuse me.
when i'm sad, Lord, i know you will be there to cheer me up, to be my bestfriend, to hear me out, to hear me complain and to take care of everything.
jesus! i love you! i'll stand for you in everything that i do.
it's for you my jesus! :D
because you died for me, you died broken so that i'll always be whole.
you died lonely, with no loved ones, so that i'll never be lonely.
you died with all my sin on the cross, so that i'll forever be righteous.
praise jesus. praise your beautiful name :)
i can never ever find someone that loves me so much, so much.

this is to my favourite bestfriend.

yes, praise jesus. all is bright and gay.
happy to say, things are back to normal.
sorry to lie to you, it was about you.
so, if you happen to read this post & you know i'm talking about you,
i'm really sorry & i didn't mean to lie to you.
cause i'm afraid you would be sad, & that is the last thing that i would ever want you to be.
so i had to lie, but now, things are okay, we're okay, so it's okay.
i'm really sorry k? & you know i love you.

we had our ups and downs, & i'm so glad jesus was & will always be with us.
thankyou for always being there for us jesus.
& you, favourite bestfriend, thankyou for all the times.
all the wonderful times we had & all the times you stood by me & always being there for me.
when i was sad, you were there.
when i was happy, you were also there.
it's when i need someone the most, you were always there.
you never fail to brighten up my day.
we have our mood swings, we feel terrible, we don't wanna talk.
but in the end, its either you or me that cheered both of us up.
i really really appreciate you alot & i've never ever in my life regreted knowing you.
i always thank jesus for such a person like you.
& i'm sure i'll never find someone else like you.
so, i'm really proud and grateful to have found a favourite bestfriend like you.
i'll always keep you in my prayers dear friend :)
i love you.

i see the walls come tumbling down!

just as i was worrying about tmr's oral, daddy pop this wonderful song into my head :D

you've gone before me

i will not be afraid, i will not be dismayed.
i'm not alone, your rod and staff, they comfort me.
i cannot be defeated, i cannot be destroyed.
i am not alone, my god you are with me, my god you are with me!

i'm standing in you, believing in you.
I SEE THE WALLS COME TUMBLING DOWN.
my god, you've come before me, save and restore me.
i know the battle belongs to YOU.

you are the fortress that i run to.
you are the rock in which i stand.
you are the shelter to the tempest.
you are the hope in which i stand.

just this one simple song, took away my fears, made me happy once again.
knowing that all my cares, my worries are with daddy god.
& when things are in his big and mighty hands, it shall WOULD!!!! be good, great, wonderful, fabulous, no man can ever make that wonder :D
thankyou jesus! you were always there for me when im down
and you nvr fail to cheer me up, i love my jesus.

thank you

i suddenly miss my class alot :)

open my eyes to the things unseen

okay, very good. i'm here to share another testimony :D

last week has been a super lousy week for me.
used the tablet PC in school and the keeper of the tablet PCs claim that me and my friends spoiled it. which i dont know if we did.
but nvm, the whole thing turned into a stupid disciplinary case in school.
my friend's parents was called up and stuff.
& then our teacher told us that we have to pay for the stupid pen or not we'll get a record.
which is totally like threatening us to pay.
we had to go through stupid interrogations for like each person more that 1 hour plus.
it was scary. i had nvr in my life even went through all this shit in school before.
& plus, i really don't wanna get a stupid record that will destroy my whole school life.
& neither do my friends and i wanna pay for the stupid pen.
but in order not to get a record, we had to pay.

to me, this whole thing was a BIG BIG problem,
a stressing big problem.
yups, but just as pastor dan was saying during DARE :" your problems may seem or look big to you, but when it's in the hands of god. it's so small, just like a speck of dust on the ground" he then asked us to tell god, give him all the problems that seemed so big to us, and to give it all to jesus.
as i listen to what pastor has to say, i just trusted the whole stupid problem to god.
i gave it to him and i nvr took it back.

& guess what. on monday, my friend just told me in school that the school called her parents and told her parents that it was settled already.
the school called on friday somemore. even before the day i gave the problem to jesus.
he took care of it already! :D
then my friend, she was still saying :" how can this happen! the school since when so nice!"
as in she didn't believed that the problem could be solved just like that.

in my heart, i was like PRAISE JESUS!!! PRAISE JESUS!!!!
see, isn't god so faithful. i couldn't help myself, so here he came to say my day.

so, in conclusion, we didnt have to pay a single cent and neither do we need to have a record.
& when things are in HIS hands, it's all gonna be so good (:

tell the world that jesus lives

i've really got super alot of things to blog about.
but since i'm grounded, & i shall honor my parents, i've decided not to use the computer.
you can see this post is because im at school using the school's computer. so yah.
when i'm un-grounded, i'll tell the world about the great and mighty things that jesus has done for me.
i'm very sure it will bless you when you read about these :D
meanwhile, miss my posts and god bless :D

jesus loves you, so do i! (:

beautifully and wonderfully made.

had DARE ystd and i really love what pastor dan shared.
ystd's service was more of like biology to me, but it was a wonderful lesson :D

but first, let me introduce to you 4 kinds of people in the world.

ordinary - all they can think of is about themselves.
popular - fame, fortune, just popular superstars like paris hilton, britney spears. they live for themselves too. As time passes by, they will soon/slowly be forgotten. because they didn't do anything to your life.
influential - they influence people, but they dont have a significant life
significant - people who are chosen to make a difference. they are quality of being important. you're worth something to someONE.

significant people, that's us, that's you, that's me!
& when you know that your significant to someONE, you'll be significant to many.
& that someONE is our wonderful abba.

PSALM 139:13-16
13 for you formed my inward parts ;
you covered me in my mother's womb.
14 I will praise You, for I am fearfully and wonderfully made.
Marvellous are your works and that my soul knows very well.
15 My frame was not hidden from You,
when i was made in secret and skillfully wrought in the lowest part of the earth.
16 Your eyes saw my substance, being yet unformed.
And in Your book they all were written,
The days fashioned for me, When as yet there were none of them.

pastor shared that our eyeballs are made of one million veins and each of them must find the correct one to join to each other in order for us to see. if no.1 vein joins to no.2 vein, we cannot see already.
our lungs, when unfolded, are the size of a tennis court.
our blood vessels can go around the whole world 3 times.
how wonderful is that? that god can made such long and big things go into our bodies and fit so nicely :D

this is the truth i believe in

this is the truth that i believe

i am the righteousness of God in Christ! i am saved by Jesus,
who has made me right with God. I am completely forgiven,
always and forever. Jesus loves me with a passionate and powerful, undying and
unconditional love. He gave his life just for me, and now He is the centre of my life.
My sole desire is to know Him and to make Him known.
My destiny is irrevocable and my call unchangeable.

I no longer need man's applause, approval and accecptance to feel good about
myself. I am what God says I am, and I refuse to compromise or to accept any contrary circumstances. In Him I have everything! not by striving, but by His
undeserved favour. His grace for me is endless, and His goodness and mercy
constantly follow me. I am satisfied by my Lord alone!

Since i am more than a conqueror, I excel in everything that i do.
I have the wisdom of God which gives me discernment and clarity of mind. He alone
makes me strong and therefore I confidently expect to do great and mighty exploits!
There is no need for worry or fear because God is in control! I cast my cares on Him
because He cares for me. I know my God -- He can never fail.

I am surrounded by the favour of God in my relationships, and I carry the fragrance
of Jesus everywhere i go. My family is a blessing to me, as I am a blessing to them.
I honor and obey my parents as unto the Lord. I respect the person that God has
destined me to be and I live a life of honor before God and man. I reflect the glorious
love of Christ to my known world, as I am increasingly transformed into His likeness,
I live out loud what is within, victorious in His promise of a life worth living!

For I am the beloved of the Lord in whom He is well pleased.

i really think most of us need to know this over and over again.
as i was just sitting in the computer room, i just suddenly saw this dare postcard.
and i just started reading. especially the last paragraph about honoring our parents,
thank you jesus, i really needed this reminder.
thank you jesus. you know what i needed the most at the right time :D

all i've got to do is call

with christ in the vessel, we can smile at the storm,
smile at the storm, smile at the storm.
with christ in the vessel we can smile at the storm,
as we go sailing home.
sailing, sailing home, sailing sailing home.
with christ in the vessel we can smile at the storm,
as we go sailing home.

doesn't matter where's there trouble, if you just call my name, i'm jesus christ
was listening to kim possible and it just came out this way.

YOU'VE GOT A FRIEND.
mcfly

When you're down and troubled
And you need a helping hand
And nothing, oh nothing is going right
Close your eyes and think of me
And soon immediately I will be there
To brighten up even your darkest night

You just call out my name
And you know wherever I am
I'll come running to see you again
Winter, spring, summer or fall
All you got to do is call
And I'll be there, yeah, yeah, yeah.
You've got a friend

If the sky above you
Should turn dark and full of clouds
And that old north wind should begin to blow
Keep your head together
And call my name out loud, yeah
Soon I'll be knocking upon your door

You just call out my name
And you know wherever I am
I'll come running, oh yes I will
To see you again
Winter, spring, summer or fall
All you got to do is call
And I'll be there, yeah, yeah, yeah.

Ain't it good to know that you've got a friend JESUS
People can be so cold
They'll hurt you, and desert you
And take your soul if you let them
Oh yeah, but don't you let them

You just call out my name
And you know wherever I am
I'll come running to see you again
Winter, spring, summer or fall
All you got to do is call
Lord I'll be there, yes I will
You've Got A Friend. JESUS

when i typing this blog, this song just suddenly came out.
it's really true, when i need him, i'll just call & he will be there.
winter, spring, summer, or fall, every single day 24/7, he will be there.
he'll always be there to brighten up my darkest day/night :D
& when i come running to him, he will be running to me too.
i really really love jesus :D

with christ in the vessel, we can smile at the storm

click here to see these amazing animals.

thank you jesus, you showed me love today.
thank you jesus, for everything.
i just felt so happy today. praise jesus.

i was feeling really really low today. really really stressed and almost didn't wanted to go to church. but i really thank god i went. i was so close to not going to service just because i was choosing clothes. the devil is really really "clever". he really is a faggot.
but still, jesus and me, we reign over him in my life :D
i was really feeling super low, like i've said. & i really have no mood to praise and worship jesus.
yups but god is good, as pastor prince was preaching, god started filling me and i really really feel so loved but i didn't know. then almost at the end of the service, pastor said this :" do you know as you're listening to what i was saying, your burdens are lifted up." i felt like wow. i really just felt like wow :D god is really so real. HE LISTENS TO ME WHEN I CRY :)
even though i sometimes feel that he's not there, but later on, he will remind me of his love again and again and he will always be there with me and for me :D praise jesus.

& kailing is really a very very nice person to talk to.
she has a very great sense of annoiting. i have really nvr seen this side of her before.
as in really, i talk to her i feel very nice. & the best feeling is i really felt god loving me :D
really really nice. i really love talking to her.
& i thank jesus for speaking to me through her :D

jesus, i will live for you in everything that i do.

this song above is nice :D

anyways, had steamboat ystd at marina bay with quite alot of people. naming them : shirmaine, beryl, lihui, dean, jerald, preston, darren, darrel, paul, marlon, tecktee, russell, jemz, sze an, kumwai, yongde, small jon, abel, terence and ivan. (if i wasn't wrong)

the steamboat wasn't that bad but the standard seem to have drop. but yah, we all still had fun, making frence toast with buns. it's nice. chef jerald, preston and darren. the three cute muskerteers. didn't take much photos cause i didn't bring the camera. & this whole steamboat was just different from the others. haha. don't know how to explain but yah (:

& i just want to thank jesus for the fellowshipping time we had last night. & also for the wonderful weather and the favour that we had with the people down there :D

take my life, all that i have to give.

thank you jesus for the unmerrited favour that i have with my friends.
thank you jesus for the wisdom that you've given to me.
thank you jesus, because it was you that i go to school for, i want to glorify your wonderful name.
thank you jesus, it was you who turned my school into such a fun place for me to gain knowledge and to have fun.
thank you jesus, it was you who made all these things happen.
& i just can't help but to sing your praises and praies your beautiful name, jesus christ.

when the sun shines, we'll shine together

[Intro: Jay-Z]
Ahuh Ahuh (Yea Rihanna)
Ahuh Ahuh (Good girl gone bad)
Ahuh Ahuh (Take three... Action)
Ahuh Ahuh

No clouds in my storms
Let it rain, I hydroplane in the bank
Coming down with the Dow Jones
When the clouds come we gone, we Roc-A-Fella
She fly higher than weather
And G5’s are better, You know me,
an anticipation, for precipitation. Stacked chips for the rainy day
Jay, Rain Man is back with little Ms. Sunshine
Rihanna where you at?

[Rihanna]
You have my heart
And we'll never be worlds apart
May be in magazines
But you'll still be my star
Baby cause in the dark
You can't see shiny cars
And that's when you need me there
With you I'll always share
Because

[Chorus]
When the sun shines, we’ll shine together
Told you I'll be here forever
Said I'll always be a friend
Took an oath I'ma stick it out till the end
Now that it's raining more than ever
Know that we'll still have each other
You can stand under my umbrella
You can stand under my umbrella
(Ella ella eh eh eh)
Under my umbrella
(Ella ella eh eh eh)
Under my umbrella
(Ella ella eh eh eh)
Under my umbrella
(Ella ella eh eh eh eh eh eh)

These fancy things, will never come in between
You're part of my entity, here for Infinity
When the war has took it's part
When the world has dealt it's cards
If the hand is hard, together we'll mend your heart
Because

[Chorus]
When the sun shines, we’ll shine together
Told you I'll be here forever
Said I'll always be a friend
Took an oath I'ma stick it out till the end
Now that it's raining more than ever
Know that we'll still have each other
You can stand under my umbrella
You can stand under my umbrella
(Ella ella eh eh eh)
Under my umbrella
(Ella ella eh eh eh)
Under my umbrella
(Ella ella eh eh eh)
Under my umbrella
(Ella ella eh eh eh eh eh eh)

You can run into my arms
It's okay don't be alarmed
Come into me
There's no distance in between our love
So go on and let the rain pour
I'll be all you need and more
Because

[Chorus]
When the sun shines, we’ll shine together
Told you I'll be here forever
Said I'll always be a friend
Took an oath I'ma stick it out till the end
Now that it's raining more than ever
Know that we'll still have each other
You can stand under my umbrella
You can stand under my umbrella
(Ella ella eh eh eh)
Under my umbrella
(Ella ella eh eh eh)
Under my umbrella
(Ella ella eh eh eh)
Under my umbrella
(Ella ella eh eh eh eh eh eh)

It's raining
Ooh baby it's raining
Baby come into me
Come into me
It's raining
Oh baby it's raining

i miss this old old song.

everything we are for your kingdom's cause

finally, we unite once again.

i love you two.

replies to tags (:

abel : thank you so much abel. what you've said is powerful & it has helped me (:
DEBRA : we've got the same color phone? cool! anyways, thanks for wanting to give me your listening ear, i appreciate that alot. thank you even for just wanting to be there for me. i really thank jesus for you. & abel too (:

this innocence is brillant.

really, innocence is brillant.
think about it. would it be so wonderful if you don't know what is happening around you?
& you didn't have to care because you know no shit about anything?
you are just like one small kid, with a simple and pure mind.
you wouldn't have to care about anything and make yourself worried and sad.
& what people say wouldn't bother you at all. or at least abit and then you have already forgotten about it. & the things some people (that is impt in your life) says, it doesn't affect you at all, cause you are just so innocent. isn't that good?
you feel calm, you don't need to drop any single tear.
why not just let's all have no feelings at all. i'm sick and tired of being sad over you.
i'm just all tired. i hate having this kind of feelings. i'm missing you, i'm thinking about you, everything! it's terrible. i cry, i scream, but you know nothing about it. you only know how to make things better for me. thanks alot.
i don't think i ever wanna hear about you again.

i nvr thought i would actually say this but i guess i should'nt have _______ you in the first place.

the pieces of my heart are missing you

watch this avril's when you're gone video. just cry along, trust me.

my jesus is LOVE (:

this one really must tell the world. its super fascinating :D

okay, i was going to buy my phone today cause the old one was screwed up.
i really wanted the red colour of the phone and there was no stock of it at all.
and my dad went to ask the guy showing people the phones and the guy and lady at the reception that side. & they all say there is seriously no stock. then my dad ask them if we can book one of the phone first. & all of them said that they have never even see the phone before yet. (& that is damn sad because it means that there is no stock or nothing. so means i only have 3 other colours to choose from) & i really really really wanted the red soooooo much.
i got kinda disappointed and i shot a prayer up to jesus.
i told jesus i really really wanted that red phone.
then my dad tried asking again and me and my mum went away to look at some other phones at another stall. when i was walking, i just kept on praying in tongues because my mum and dad sort of quarrelled and my mum's quite pissed and when my dad talks to her, she just like tsk and ans then walk away that kind. so i was quite sad.
then darrel asked me to pray in tongues and he was praying with me too.
yups. & what we prayed, which we didn't even know, was just so so powderful.
when we walked back to the phone shop, my sister ran out and told me this :" jie! got this guy booked the red phone and he doesn't want the phone now, so you can have it!"
then i was just like WOW, PRAISE JESUS MAN!
i didn't deserve it but god gave it to me! :D
& i was praying for my mum and dad, not for my phone, but god is just so great, he is so willing to give. oh oh and, my parents are well happy now.

so isn't god soooooo good?! :D