SORRY DARREL LEONG! Will blog tmr when you're at Tekong!
Promise Promise! :D Night time for now! :DI LOVE YOU VERY BERY MUCHIE! :D
5.31.2010
Dear Darrel, Army Day 24. Pre-Tekong Night.
I HAVENT BEEN BLOGGING EVER SINCE LAST WEEK!
I LOVE YOU VERY BERY MUCHIE! :D
I LOVE YOU VERY BERY MUCHIE! :D
5.25.2010
Dear Darrel, Army day 21 (But this blog post is not for you Darrel, it is for me to rant)
Life currently sucks.
No one seems to know how I feel.
Everything just seem so complicated now. There's ths shit here, there's this shit there. There's shit everywhere.
Seriously, I just wish that my life could have one day, JUST ONE DAY, for me to be alone, where there is nothing that I would have to face or do, and that there is no one for me to talk to, quarrel with or be scolded for or whatever shit that has to do with talking.
Really, there is so many people around for me, but I still feel so.....shit.
Like there is no one at all. Some people that I talked to, be concerned about, just didnt respond.
Someone whom i talked to, hoping to find a way out from there, we ended up almost quarreling again. I know that you're tired, but I'm also tired too. I'm happy hearing you talk about your day, but when it comes to mine, you just sound so irritated and reluctant to hear about it. Of course I sound angry, because I am! there's just so many things happening in my life, which made me unhappy, I wanted to share it with you. But hearing you sound so irritated with me talking about it and you needing to sleep already, obviously i feel shit.
Whatever, life, whatever.
just when I thought everything is coming back into place, it has to go crashing down again.
****.
My mind is so tired after so much thinking, it literally feels like it is shutting down on me now. Crap.
No one seems to know how I feel.
Everything just seem so complicated now. There's ths shit here, there's this shit there. There's shit everywhere.
Seriously, I just wish that my life could have one day, JUST ONE DAY, for me to be alone, where there is nothing that I would have to face or do, and that there is no one for me to talk to, quarrel with or be scolded for or whatever shit that has to do with talking.
Really, there is so many people around for me, but I still feel so.....shit.
Like there is no one at all. Some people that I talked to, be concerned about, just didnt respond.
Someone whom i talked to, hoping to find a way out from there, we ended up almost quarreling again. I know that you're tired, but I'm also tired too. I'm happy hearing you talk about your day, but when it comes to mine, you just sound so irritated and reluctant to hear about it. Of course I sound angry, because I am! there's just so many things happening in my life, which made me unhappy, I wanted to share it with you. But hearing you sound so irritated with me talking about it and you needing to sleep already, obviously i feel shit.
Whatever, life, whatever.
just when I thought everything is coming back into place, it has to go crashing down again.
****.
My mind is so tired after so much thinking, it literally feels like it is shutting down on me now. Crap.
5.23.2010
BOOK OUT day 1 & 2 :D
Soooooooooooo! IT WAS THE MAN'S BOOK OUT DAAAAAAAAYS! :D
MY FIRST TIME SEEING HIM IN ARMY CLOTHING! SO (ok, cute is not a word to describe him now) HANDSOMEEEEEEE! :D
But my first sentence was like :"omg, you lost weight!!!" heart pain!
But no worries, when he got home, me and his mum went feeding him like a pig :)
hahahahaha and my next sentence, when i was hugging him, was :" omg, you are so smelly!!!!!" & screamed at the top of my lungs! hahahaha!
Hahaha and my next sentence was :"You look so cute with your botak head!" hahahahaha
Coby boy couldnt recognise him! So funny :)
Okkkk, so my excitement has gone back to the normal level now that i get to see him already :)
Waaaaaah, the days had been so exicting.
Spent the whole 2 days with him, it was so shiok! Ate tgt! Finally get to hold his hands! and get to hug him properly after his shower :)
& we just did so many things tgt for a long long time! :D
Thankyou jesus for everything today, it has been so good and fruitful :) Those small talks that me and darrel had was so good :)
Praise God that he is alive and well :)
Anyways baby boy! YOU LOOK REALLY GOOD WITH YOUR BOTAK HEAD! :)
& i love you very much! Thankyou for today! :D:D:D:D
See you tmr! :D
MY FIRST TIME SEEING HIM IN ARMY CLOTHING! SO (ok, cute is not a word to describe him now) HANDSOMEEEEEEE! :D
But my first sentence was like :"omg, you lost weight!!!" heart pain!
But no worries, when he got home, me and his mum went feeding him like a pig :)
hahahahaha and my next sentence, when i was hugging him, was :" omg, you are so smelly!!!!!" & screamed at the top of my lungs! hahahaha!
Hahaha and my next sentence was :"You look so cute with your botak head!" hahahahaha
Coby boy couldnt recognise him! So funny :)
Okkkk, so my excitement has gone back to the normal level now that i get to see him already :)
Waaaaaah, the days had been so exicting.
Spent the whole 2 days with him, it was so shiok! Ate tgt! Finally get to hold his hands! and get to hug him properly after his shower :)
& we just did so many things tgt for a long long time! :D
Thankyou jesus for everything today, it has been so good and fruitful :) Those small talks that me and darrel had was so good :)
Praise God that he is alive and well :)
Anyways baby boy! YOU LOOK REALLY GOOD WITH YOUR BOTAK HEAD! :)
& i love you very much! Thankyou for today! :D:D:D:D
See you tmr! :D
5.20.2010
Dear Darrel, Army day 18 (stupid me, i could have just check all my blog post) Ha!
Dont worry babe, TMR WHEN YOU COME BACK, i can get my facts right again :)
hehehehe anyways, im really excitedddddd! :D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D
I promise you i've never been so excited to see you before, and it cannot be compared with the 5 days of not seeing you, when i was in malaysia one time and the other time when you were in batam for church camp!
weet! now im looking for a picture that could show all my joy and happiness and excitement for tmr to come, for me to see you and give you the biggest hugs ever! :D
Wait ah, i find first :)
I think this is the best picture, even though we dont look like the happiest people on earth, but it has a special meaning behind this day right baby? :)
Firstly, it was my birthday
Secondly, it was the day when we got back tgt :D
Thirdly, it was a promise which Jesus promised me :D
So even though our outer doesnt look so happy, but inside, we are the most joyful and happiest and most blessed people in a r/s :D
Hahahahaha!
OK! sleep early so that i will look pretty for you tmr! Hahahahaha!
I LOVE YOU BABY! CANT WAIT TO SEE YOU TMR! :D
hehehehe anyways, im really excitedddddd! :D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D
I promise you i've never been so excited to see you before, and it cannot be compared with the 5 days of not seeing you, when i was in malaysia one time and the other time when you were in batam for church camp!
weet! now im looking for a picture that could show all my joy and happiness and excitement for tmr to come, for me to see you and give you the biggest hugs ever! :D
Wait ah, i find first :)
I think this is the best picture, even though we dont look like the happiest people on earth, but it has a special meaning behind this day right baby? :)
Firstly, it was my birthday
Secondly, it was the day when we got back tgt :D
Thirdly, it was a promise which Jesus promised me :D
So even though our outer doesnt look so happy, but inside, we are the most joyful and happiest and most blessed people in a r/s :D
Hahahahaha!
OK! sleep early so that i will look pretty for you tmr! Hahahahaha!
I LOVE YOU BABY! CANT WAIT TO SEE YOU TMR! :D
5.19.2010
Dear Darrel, Army Day 17
Wow. this picture is actually taken 2 years back, on the 11th of may i think.
Anyways, im not blogging much tonight.
Am too tired after climbing 48 storeys.
night world.
& when the world just revolves around me and me only for today.
No one is to come and disrupt. Stupid.
5.18.2010
Note to self!
Mr Darrel Leong wants soft drinks, COKE in specific.
Please buy coke for him, ice passionfruit tea and rootbeer!
& Mr Darrel Leong wants chips too!
Those regular packet ones is good. BUT please buy many different varieties.
FOR HE IS CRAVING FOR THEMMMMMM! :D
Hahaha, babe. You sounded so funny when you said that! :D
See you on FRIDAYYYYY & YOU CAN GET EVERYTHING THAT YOU WANT TO EAT!!!!!
Please buy coke for him, ice passionfruit tea and rootbeer!
& Mr Darrel Leong wants chips too!
Those regular packet ones is good. BUT please buy many different varieties.
FOR HE IS CRAVING FOR THEMMMMMM! :D
Hahaha, babe. You sounded so funny when you said that! :D
See you on FRIDAYYYYY & YOU CAN GET EVERYTHING THAT YOU WANT TO EAT!!!!!
Dear Darrel, Army day 16
Day 16 today......I cannot believe I actually survive till this day.
So, today was crap. I'm writing it down here for you to read, because I dont wanna cry to you later on the phone and get you worried.
sigh, today was like really crap. There was so many things that I have to do. Everything was just so tiring, so rushing. Socks disappearing everywhere, like just literally disappearing right after you see it being taken off. Super irritating. Never mind, because you're just so 'freaked out' in the sense that things are starting to disappear by themselves, you realised that the sock that was missing, the parents will freaking give you hell loads of complaining problems if they find out. So...time was spent looking after the socks ALONE. Everything, I DO. Shower, please c'mon. you helped only that little. & most of the time, its just that 1 or 2 kids and you run off. Never mind.
I start my break late, definitely it should end late right? Stupid, almost got a lecture from the stupid boss that does nothing at all. Damn stupid.
& Just when I was eating, I cant even eat in peace. Have to be told to do this to do that.
Never mind. Stupid. everything is just so stupid today and I dont know why im just so insecure and sensitive today.
& Boss says that she wants to see me LIKE FOR WHAT?!?!
Idk if its gonna be a bad thing, but since today is like rubbish, i keep thinking negative.
& Plus, today, negative thoughts keep coming regarding our r/s.
I felt even more insecure. I felt so lousy about myself and I just wanted to cry so badly.
But I couldnt cry in front of anyone. So tears just kept flowing in front of my kids. Just 2 of them and somehow at that point of time, they were so sweet to keep hugging me and giving me kisses. I told myselfm staying here is only for my kids, and for nobody else anymore.
Sigh, i dont know what am i thinking.
Today is just such a bad day.
Going to jog everything out later. Argh.
5.17.2010
Dear Darrel, Army day 15
Hello handsome! It's day 15 already! :)Hahaha, stupid lights out, i've got so many things i still wanted to tell you just now.....
Never mind, i'll just say it here :)
I went home with my friends, then they were asking me where were you, I said army.
So they were like asking me how long have i not seen you, so i said since last last monday.
Then they were like 'waaaaah, i dont know how you did it'
So i just got reminded of what Jesus told me the other time. That i didnt have to go through this, but i was given this opportunity.
I was sort of 'cut off' after this part but Jesus just continued it for me! JUST ONLY :D:D:D
He said this :"& Since you've chosen this, it shall be blessed" PRAISE JESUS! :D
Happy galzx!
Omg baby! Its getting me more excited to see you! :D
Weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeet!
See you in like 4 days time ok! Actually, lesser than that!
Jesus bless you with wisdom and favor and grace to being you through this 4 more days k!\
& everyday shall be better than the one before, amen! :)
love you sweetheart. I didnt go jogging k! But ended up eating. Sigh :(
nvm, I'm slim in jesus name! AMEN! :)
Going to fnish my work now! See you soon baby! :D
Blessed night! :)
5.16.2010
Dear Darrel, Army day 14
Just got off the phone with the man, hahaha he's forever complaining that he is tired. Which I will understand.......hahahaha!
I can't say anything because everyday is a tiring day for him :)
but i pray that JESUS will be his strength, Jesus ' strength will overcome and overwhelm his tiredness :) AMEN :)
Hehe, we had a good talk today I feel, somehow :)
Really miss the man!
Anyways, I think that Jesus has really blessd, the BOTH of us with really greast and awesome friends :)
Friends like Pui, cons, mel, alicia, zf, clara, shaun, kannan and alllllll :)
They really are super good to us, super understanding whenever we have problems, and aiyaaaaa, they are really great blessings to the both of us :)
Just really love them alot :)
Thankyou Jesus for every single one of them and I thank you Lord, you bless our friendship altogether, till the years come for us to go back home tgt :)
I can't say anything because everyday is a tiring day for him :)
but i pray that JESUS will be his strength, Jesus ' strength will overcome and overwhelm his tiredness :) AMEN :)
Hehe, we had a good talk today I feel, somehow :)
Really miss the man!
Anyways, I think that Jesus has really blessd, the BOTH of us with really greast and awesome friends :)
Friends like Pui, cons, mel, alicia, zf, clara, shaun, kannan and alllllll :)
They really are super good to us, super understanding whenever we have problems, and aiyaaaaa, they are really great blessings to the both of us :)
Just really love them alot :)
Thankyou Jesus for every single one of them and I thank you Lord, you bless our friendship altogether, till the years come for us to go back home tgt :)
Dear Darrel, Army day 13
So it has already been your 13th day in army so far so good.
I think we're both coping really well, except for the fact of every night that something happens, no matter where and when. Sigh, i just hope this week will pass by real fast and i'll get to see you and give you a great big hug.
They say i blush when I talk about you and our future, How can i help it?
Honestly, i go sky high everytime i think about it. 'Im still fly, im sky high'
hahaha. miss you really very much babe.
Everytime when i think that i dont, somehow after awhile, i'll take my thoughts back.
When i see couples being so close to each other and holding hands, i'll really miss your touch.
Really miss your hugs.
There's so many thoughts going through my mind now, good and bad.
I dont know how to fight them. just so tired suddenly.
Sigh...how?
See you soon babe, in 5 days time :)
I think we're both coping really well, except for the fact of every night that something happens, no matter where and when. Sigh, i just hope this week will pass by real fast and i'll get to see you and give you a great big hug.
They say i blush when I talk about you and our future, How can i help it?
Honestly, i go sky high everytime i think about it. 'Im still fly, im sky high'
hahaha. miss you really very much babe.
Everytime when i think that i dont, somehow after awhile, i'll take my thoughts back.
When i see couples being so close to each other and holding hands, i'll really miss your touch.
Really miss your hugs.
There's so many thoughts going through my mind now, good and bad.
I dont know how to fight them. just so tired suddenly.
Sigh...how?
See you soon babe, in 5 days time :)
5.15.2010
Dear Darrel, Army Day 12
so............here I go missing you so much again :(
missing so much to the extent that I really wanna curse and swear at the one who made army compulsory. Idoit fella!
But anyways, I'M EXTREMELY GLAD THAT YOU DONT HAVE TO STAY BACK FOR RT!!!!!
Praise Jesus :) So i can see you on friday already! Get ready for a good home cooked meal baby! :)
I dont know what you wanna eat but I'll cook everything for you, food that you like :) Anyways, you like anything, so i'll just cook food that will nourish your body :) pray that i wont fail! Hehe :)
Really miss you very much boy.
Here's a picture to end the blog post :)
Love you.
5.13.2010
Dear Darrel, Army day 11
Miss you babe, really miss you very much... :(
Aftet clock strikes 12, it will be exactly one more week till i get to see you.
& I pray that by God's grace, you will pass your test tmr, it shall all be good and it shall all be well :) Amen.
& I pray for protection upon you when you take your idk what run or obstacle course or something, you shall be so protected and you shall do it well because you are the beloved of Christ :)
Yeap, all this i pray in Jesus name :)
just now, everything that I wanted to say was already in my head, now it seemed to be all filled up with 'i miss you'...& i really do. Just out of this sudden. BUT i'm glad that this week passed really fast and next week shall be too, amen :)
Tmr will be a great and blessed favoured day for you k? I believe and pray with you :)
See you in one weeks' time!
I love you baby!
Aftet clock strikes 12, it will be exactly one more week till i get to see you.
& I pray that by God's grace, you will pass your test tmr, it shall all be good and it shall all be well :) Amen.
& I pray for protection upon you when you take your idk what run or obstacle course or something, you shall be so protected and you shall do it well because you are the beloved of Christ :)
Yeap, all this i pray in Jesus name :)
just now, everything that I wanted to say was already in my head, now it seemed to be all filled up with 'i miss you'...& i really do. Just out of this sudden. BUT i'm glad that this week passed really fast and next week shall be too, amen :)
Tmr will be a great and blessed favoured day for you k? I believe and pray with you :)
See you in one weeks' time!
I love you baby!
5.12.2010
Dear Darrel, Army day 10
Life without Jesus, is like a doughnut, cause there's a hole inside your heart.
Hahaha I am gonna teach my children this song next assembly :)
Anyways, today, we were on the verge of quarreling, it is definitely not good but I praise Jesus for it :)
Because I get to learn something new again today, something to do with understanding :)
I really do think that this journey is going to bless me and Darrel so much.
& because of pastor's msg, I'm now starting to draw and draw from the One :) Even though things can be so hard, but i thank Jesus that He gives me strength to carry on.
He still loves us even when we forget Him.
He teaches me new things every single day and helps me to be understanding.
I'm actually quite proud of myself :)
& I want this to continue for the rest of my life, where I keep drawing from Jesus, drawing and drawing, strength, love, patience, understanding, wisdom, favour, grace and all of heaven's blessings :D
Praise Jesus for quarrels, it really grows me up :)
I just pray that it will be the same for Darrel too :)
& I just thank you Lord for him and for this r/s.
It shall continue to shine and be of a blessing and be prosperous in Jesus name, amen :)
I love you boy, still love you very very much :)
You will always have my support in everything that you do :)
Hahaha I am gonna teach my children this song next assembly :)
Anyways, today, we were on the verge of quarreling, it is definitely not good but I praise Jesus for it :)
Because I get to learn something new again today, something to do with understanding :)
I really do think that this journey is going to bless me and Darrel so much.
& because of pastor's msg, I'm now starting to draw and draw from the One :) Even though things can be so hard, but i thank Jesus that He gives me strength to carry on.
He still loves us even when we forget Him.
He teaches me new things every single day and helps me to be understanding.
I'm actually quite proud of myself :)
& I want this to continue for the rest of my life, where I keep drawing from Jesus, drawing and drawing, strength, love, patience, understanding, wisdom, favour, grace and all of heaven's blessings :D
Praise Jesus for quarrels, it really grows me up :)
I just pray that it will be the same for Darrel too :)
& I just thank you Lord for him and for this r/s.
It shall continue to shine and be of a blessing and be prosperous in Jesus name, amen :)
I love you boy, still love you very very much :)
You will always have my support in everything that you do :)
5.11.2010
OUR BLESSED 35!!!
Its officially 12 and its our 35!!!!! YAY!
Here's a picture to celebrate it! We both look funny here so..i love it! :) I love our funny pictures!
Baby, just wanna let you know that I've been so blessed during this 35 months. Although there were hard times, but I'm glad we went through it and i just really thank Jesus for bringing us through it :) Yeap, let's praise Jesus for this r/s k! It will get more and more swesome as our days come and as we get to spend more years ahead with each other :) Amen!
Just one more month to our 3 years anniversary! :D:D:D
I LOVE YOU!
Here's a picture to celebrate it! We both look funny here so..i love it! :) I love our funny pictures!
Baby, just wanna let you know that I've been so blessed during this 35 months. Although there were hard times, but I'm glad we went through it and i just really thank Jesus for bringing us through it :) Yeap, let's praise Jesus for this r/s k! It will get more and more swesome as our days come and as we get to spend more years ahead with each other :) Amen!
Just one more month to our 3 years anniversary! :D:D:D
I LOVE YOU!
Dear Darrel, Army day 9
My goodness, the days are passing faster than what I'm expecting! :) Praise Jesus! :D
Anyways, just got back from your house babe, went to visit mummy :)
Coby was so excited! He literally became like a little little boy that is so excited to have someone to come and visit/play with him! :D Hahaha! Super cute! I was also shocked man! haha!
Guess what, I teared too! Stupid right! Haha went into your room to put my bag, then saw the picture of the both of us beside your bed. Dont know why I felt so emotional too, but yeah, I'm fineeeee! :D
Then your mummy made green bean soup for me to drink! :D Heheh happy galz >:)
Which after, she took the whole album of your pictures and showed it to me. Muahahaha! YOU ARE OR SHOULD I SAY WERE SO CUTE THE LAST TIME! okkkk, still cute now :)
I took some pictures of it and intend to put it on fb :) Hahaha! You wouldn't see also right? :) Cause your in camp! Hahaha~
Mummy was really nice, we talked alot, talked about you, and talked about me and about your future and mine. Then asked about my parents then talked here and there about everything :) She also asked me to come for her birthday dinner, which is next month. Hahaha! :D:D:D
Anyways, my waist there hurts alot babe. Msged you bout it but you never talk to me about it :'(
But I think i should be fine. Just still hurt real badly. Hahaha, its ok :)
alright, hear you tmr, just waiting for the clock to struck 12 and it will be our 35 and officially single digit days to count down! :D
Post another post later when clock strikes 12! :D
Anyways, just got back from your house babe, went to visit mummy :)
Coby was so excited! He literally became like a little little boy that is so excited to have someone to come and visit/play with him! :D Hahaha! Super cute! I was also shocked man! haha!
Guess what, I teared too! Stupid right! Haha went into your room to put my bag, then saw the picture of the both of us beside your bed. Dont know why I felt so emotional too, but yeah, I'm fineeeee! :D
Then your mummy made green bean soup for me to drink! :D Heheh happy galz >:)
Which after, she took the whole album of your pictures and showed it to me. Muahahaha! YOU ARE OR SHOULD I SAY WERE SO CUTE THE LAST TIME! okkkk, still cute now :)
I took some pictures of it and intend to put it on fb :) Hahaha! You wouldn't see also right? :) Cause your in camp! Hahaha~
Mummy was really nice, we talked alot, talked about you, and talked about me and about your future and mine. Then asked about my parents then talked here and there about everything :) She also asked me to come for her birthday dinner, which is next month. Hahaha! :D:D:D
Anyways, my waist there hurts alot babe. Msged you bout it but you never talk to me about it :'(
But I think i should be fine. Just still hurt real badly. Hahaha, its ok :)
alright, hear you tmr, just waiting for the clock to struck 12 and it will be our 35 and officially single digit days to count down! :D
Post another post later when clock strikes 12! :D
5.10.2010
Dear Darrel, Army day 8
Half an hour more till the clocm strikes 12, and it will be 10 more days till I get to see the new MAN! :) And after tmr, it would be single digits count down to see him! SO EXCITEDDDDD! :D
hahaha, I've never felt so excited before :) Praise the Lord!
Anyways, babe, hahaha I really love you. These one week apart actually made me realised many things and one of that is to realise again that you are definitely one great big blessing that I've been so blessed with :)
Hehe, I doubt anyone will read this place, so I'll just write everything, well almost, everything on what I wanna say to you here ok? This blog is being updated every single, is also for you too, so...Hahaha! :)
I will never cheat on you k sweety, there is just simply no reason for me to do so, and there will never ever be a reason for me to cheat because there is just so much love that I want to shower on you for the rest of my life :) Even though stupuid thoughts came from the devil, I reject them as strongly as I can and I have always been praying to not cheat on you, to stay faithful to you and wait for you to be out :)
Sweety, I really want you to know that k! You are my lifetime partner, I dont care even if you are not, I am gonna confess all my life, with all my faith and heart that you are and you WILL be, amen!
& guess what? I just got reminded (another confirmation i can say) about the time when we broke up during my birthday and this is what Jesus told me:' There will be another breakup after this,but after it, you will never have to break up again.' & JUST LOOK AT HOW FAR WE HAVE COME AFTER OUR VERY LAST LAST BREAK UP! I was still counting know, whether it would be true. Cause at the start of our r/s till that last one, we broke up almost like once every 3-4 months? So i was just counting and I still remember that there was once when I told you that I'm amazed that we havent break up after 5 months! So it just kept me believing stronger that that was the voice of our Jesus and it is true! He stays true to HIS promise TO US :) Praise JESUS right?! :D
I'm so happy baby, isnt this just another reminder/confirmation yet again? :)
Let's just keep remembering this promise whenever we are discourage or when we quarrel k? I'm sure it will always bring us back to Jesus :)
I just love you so much babe! Have a blessed night and I praise God for you!
Thankyou Jesus for the healing of Darrel, I thankyou Jesus for always keeping him happy, safe and protected. Thankyou Jesus for favour with his sirs and peers and friends :) I thankyou Jesus for good awesome health and life that will be with him throughout his journey. Thankyou Jesus for being with him too for this whole period. I know times will be hard for him but I thank you Jesus that it shall all be for his good, be for Your glory :) Times shall always and ONLY get brighter and brighter like your promise for us :)
& i just thank you Jesus for this blessed and beautiful r/s. Thank you for being so faithfuk towards us even though there are times we fail You, You still never fail to love us so much :) Praise you Jesus, our r/s too will just keep shining brighter and brighter for the glory of Your name, in Jesus name, AMEN :)
hahaha, I've never felt so excited before :) Praise the Lord!
Anyways, babe, hahaha I really love you. These one week apart actually made me realised many things and one of that is to realise again that you are definitely one great big blessing that I've been so blessed with :)
Hehe, I doubt anyone will read this place, so I'll just write everything, well almost, everything on what I wanna say to you here ok? This blog is being updated every single, is also for you too, so...Hahaha! :)
I will never cheat on you k sweety, there is just simply no reason for me to do so, and there will never ever be a reason for me to cheat because there is just so much love that I want to shower on you for the rest of my life :) Even though stupuid thoughts came from the devil, I reject them as strongly as I can and I have always been praying to not cheat on you, to stay faithful to you and wait for you to be out :)
Sweety, I really want you to know that k! You are my lifetime partner, I dont care even if you are not, I am gonna confess all my life, with all my faith and heart that you are and you WILL be, amen!
& guess what? I just got reminded (another confirmation i can say) about the time when we broke up during my birthday and this is what Jesus told me:' There will be another breakup after this,but after it, you will never have to break up again.' & JUST LOOK AT HOW FAR WE HAVE COME AFTER OUR VERY LAST LAST BREAK UP! I was still counting know, whether it would be true. Cause at the start of our r/s till that last one, we broke up almost like once every 3-4 months? So i was just counting and I still remember that there was once when I told you that I'm amazed that we havent break up after 5 months! So it just kept me believing stronger that that was the voice of our Jesus and it is true! He stays true to HIS promise TO US :) Praise JESUS right?! :D
I'm so happy baby, isnt this just another reminder/confirmation yet again? :)
Let's just keep remembering this promise whenever we are discourage or when we quarrel k? I'm sure it will always bring us back to Jesus :)
I just love you so much babe! Have a blessed night and I praise God for you!
Thankyou Jesus for the healing of Darrel, I thankyou Jesus for always keeping him happy, safe and protected. Thankyou Jesus for favour with his sirs and peers and friends :) I thankyou Jesus for good awesome health and life that will be with him throughout his journey. Thankyou Jesus for being with him too for this whole period. I know times will be hard for him but I thank you Jesus that it shall all be for his good, be for Your glory :) Times shall always and ONLY get brighter and brighter like your promise for us :)
& i just thank you Jesus for this blessed and beautiful r/s. Thank you for being so faithfuk towards us even though there are times we fail You, You still never fail to love us so much :) Praise you Jesus, our r/s too will just keep shining brighter and brighter for the glory of Your name, in Jesus name, AMEN :)
5.09.2010
Dear Darrel, Army day 7
Ok, I shall not start by saying what happen to my man today because I must stop saying out and cause myself to be 'confessing' in a way anymore. I kept telling people what happen to him today, and now I'm feeling guilty for like confessing in a way.
Never mind, I shall keep believing now that Jesus is Darrel's healing, his healing will start taking place already, amen? :) hehe love you baby :)
Anyways, today was a really great and fruitful day :)
It is pastor prince's birthday! Wow, i tell you the whole program line up is super awesome man!
Ok, my morning started out with serving in the first service, ushering. After so many many months of not ushering, i finally did and it felt so different, but it was good, also because we were serving the main congregation and alongside with main church :)
haha everything was just really awesome, having the whole church celebrating and dancing for him an JAIHO dance :)
Hahaha whatever it is, i received alot for my portion today and Im sharing it with darrel now, so im gonna concentrate on talking to him now :) BYE!
Love you baby! :D:D:D
Never mind, I shall keep believing now that Jesus is Darrel's healing, his healing will start taking place already, amen? :) hehe love you baby :)
Anyways, today was a really great and fruitful day :)
It is pastor prince's birthday! Wow, i tell you the whole program line up is super awesome man!
Ok, my morning started out with serving in the first service, ushering. After so many many months of not ushering, i finally did and it felt so different, but it was good, also because we were serving the main congregation and alongside with main church :)
haha everything was just really awesome, having the whole church celebrating and dancing for him an JAIHO dance :)
Hahaha whatever it is, i received alot for my portion today and Im sharing it with darrel now, so im gonna concentrate on talking to him now :) BYE!
Love you baby! :D:D:D
I just suddenly miss you so much
DARREL LEONGI miss laughing with you
I miss holding your hand
I miss shopping with you
I miss seeing you smile
I miss talking to you
I miss eating with you
I miss hugging you
I miss cycling with you
I miss quarreling with you
I miss everything about you
I just miss you so much right now.
5.08.2010
Dear Darrel, Army day 5 and 6
Ok, irritating, everything that I typed is gone!
Never mind, start all over again, because I want darrel to see this when he comes out from army! :)
day 5...
so on day 5, everything was fine, work then cg then supper with the girls, cons, mel, alicia and clara :) really love and praise jesus for them :):D
CG was great, felt a fresh new love from Jesus when I saw Him gripping his fist tightly when the monsters were whipping Him. It was like "wow" He did it all for me, even when it pains Him so so so much, He still grips His fist tightly and went all the way till the cross and got crucified. I felt so loved watching that :) Praise Jesus :)
Yeap and supper was also awesome, every word that each of them were using to encourage cons, i felt like it was for me too...somehow. haha praise Jesus anyways! :D
ok..this thing better dont delete everything again for me.
Day 6...
Today was yet another good day because I get to talk on the phone with Darrel for a long long long time! :D but not for a good reason, because he WAS sick and I confess and proclaim healing to take place in Darrel's body now! NO SICKNESS can stay in the temple of GOD. AMEN! Thankyou Lord for healing that HAS already taken place in Darrel's body now as he rest and sleeps :) Thankyou jesus for taking good care of Darrel! :) And for this r/s.
At this crucial point of time in our r/s, thankyou jesus for always being so faithful and so loving towards us. Even though we took our eyes of you sometimes, but you still run to us when you see us :)
Everything in this r/s has been so great when Jesus is inside. And for just this 6 days, God has already been so real to us and just so awesome :) Every single day, I'm learning something new and I will always have a new and stronger love for Darrel each day, which has not always happen before he went into army :)
So i really praise Jesus for this time here. Although we dont get to see each other at all, but wow, the r/s is still going strong :) & no doubt, ALL GLORY TO JESUS :D
Thank you Jesus for believing in us and always giving us more than 2nd chances :)
I'm so happy, i just kept seeing Jesus smiling down at me and Darrel :) Dont know why, but I just keep seeing Jesus smiling at us :) Praise Jesus :)
Tmr will be a better and brighter day.
DARREL WILL BE FREE FROM SICKNESS AND HE WILL BE STRONG IN JESUS!
Amen :) Our days will only still shine brighter and brighter in jesus name and our love for each other will keep growing stronger and stronger. Like our song "keep holding on, cause you know we'll make it through" We will keep holding on, cause Jesus know we will make it through :)
Never mind, start all over again, because I want darrel to see this when he comes out from army! :)
day 5...
so on day 5, everything was fine, work then cg then supper with the girls, cons, mel, alicia and clara :) really love and praise jesus for them :):D
CG was great, felt a fresh new love from Jesus when I saw Him gripping his fist tightly when the monsters were whipping Him. It was like "wow" He did it all for me, even when it pains Him so so so much, He still grips His fist tightly and went all the way till the cross and got crucified. I felt so loved watching that :) Praise Jesus :)
Yeap and supper was also awesome, every word that each of them were using to encourage cons, i felt like it was for me too...somehow. haha praise Jesus anyways! :D
ok..this thing better dont delete everything again for me.
Day 6...
Today was yet another good day because I get to talk on the phone with Darrel for a long long long time! :D but not for a good reason, because he WAS sick and I confess and proclaim healing to take place in Darrel's body now! NO SICKNESS can stay in the temple of GOD. AMEN! Thankyou Lord for healing that HAS already taken place in Darrel's body now as he rest and sleeps :) Thankyou jesus for taking good care of Darrel! :) And for this r/s.
At this crucial point of time in our r/s, thankyou jesus for always being so faithful and so loving towards us. Even though we took our eyes of you sometimes, but you still run to us when you see us :)
Everything in this r/s has been so great when Jesus is inside. And for just this 6 days, God has already been so real to us and just so awesome :) Every single day, I'm learning something new and I will always have a new and stronger love for Darrel each day, which has not always happen before he went into army :)
So i really praise Jesus for this time here. Although we dont get to see each other at all, but wow, the r/s is still going strong :) & no doubt, ALL GLORY TO JESUS :D
Thank you Jesus for believing in us and always giving us more than 2nd chances :)
I'm so happy, i just kept seeing Jesus smiling down at me and Darrel :) Dont know why, but I just keep seeing Jesus smiling at us :) Praise Jesus :)
Tmr will be a better and brighter day.
DARREL WILL BE FREE FROM SICKNESS AND HE WILL BE STRONG IN JESUS!
Amen :) Our days will only still shine brighter and brighter in jesus name and our love for each other will keep growing stronger and stronger. Like our song "keep holding on, cause you know we'll make it through" We will keep holding on, cause Jesus know we will make it through :)
5.06.2010
Dear Darrel, Army day 4
So today was emotional. Kept thinking about many stuff and kept thinking about you sweety.
Tears were just held back. Somehow everything just felt so hard to go through and so tough to make do with. Like friends, when you feel so out of place and so hard to fit in.
& at work, you feel at home, but you just feel like there's something missing.
& when it comes to you babe, I feel even more out of place, like i really miss you so much, miss your hugs and the feeling of your hands. I bet you dont even know that I was tearing at the back of the phone. Sigh.
This phrase just kept ringing in my head today : 'This is where it gets hard'
I feel like it really is. Emotions are just running wild, pressure starts coming in, to a point I just scream at the top of my lungs in my head :' Jesus! if you want me to get through this, you better equip me emotionally, before I really lose it!'
SO, DARREL JUST CALLED!!! :D
& I really poured out everything. I was wrong, he knew I was crying just.
& for the first time I talked to him on the phone, I cried till I couldn't breathe properly.
But it was a good convsersation :) I felt so much better after everything :)
Hahaha, I'm still just so shocked with everything that had happened. There were changes that I noticed about Darrel and it is good, good changes :)
Praise Jesus :)
Baby, when you read this, I want you to that I LOVE YOU and thank you for the conversation just now :) hehe but i think by the time you read back, you won't remember :) So that's why I've got this blog down here, its for you! :D
Thank you for being such a comfort to be at that point of time. I feel so much better :)
Even though things are not the same as how it was 5 days ago, but like what you keep telling me 'Absence makes the love fonder' & it is already walking in that process :)
I feel like I'm loving you in a way that is so different from before. I really used to take it for granted and make things difficult for you, but now, I really treasure the time that we have and and the love that I have for you is..........indescribable :) BUT ITS GOOD :)
hehe, cant wait for the dinner! :) It's gonna be so so special and I'm gonna just keep declaring that this relationship is going to be so so so blessed and it shall overflow with goodness and favour that comes from the Lord, the centre of our relationship :)
So what I've learnt today, is that we both still need the hard way to learn things but it gets through us. The times before you went in army was the times when we just say that Jesus is in our r/s but yet we only put him in likw 60%? So now, its when we learn that it has to be 101% to make this r/s go higher and go brighter :)
hahaha, i cant make sense of what I'm saying now but I know someday, it'll be pieced together to show a glorious picture :)
Love you baby boy! Have a blessed night of restful sleep and tmr will be a better day that you can never explain. You shall see the favour and goodness thar your sir has shown you today and it shall be better too :) Amen!
See you real soon baby! 14 more days when the clock strikes 12! And its just 6 more days till our 35 month and one more month and 6 more days till we hit our 3rd year together! Best of all, it falls on a SATURDAY! WHICH MEANS YOU ARE BOOKING OUT! :):):):) See my joy! Hahahaha! LOVE YOU! BIG HUGS! :D
Tears were just held back. Somehow everything just felt so hard to go through and so tough to make do with. Like friends, when you feel so out of place and so hard to fit in.
& at work, you feel at home, but you just feel like there's something missing.
& when it comes to you babe, I feel even more out of place, like i really miss you so much, miss your hugs and the feeling of your hands. I bet you dont even know that I was tearing at the back of the phone. Sigh.
This phrase just kept ringing in my head today : 'This is where it gets hard'
I feel like it really is. Emotions are just running wild, pressure starts coming in, to a point I just scream at the top of my lungs in my head :' Jesus! if you want me to get through this, you better equip me emotionally, before I really lose it!'
SO, DARREL JUST CALLED!!! :D
& I really poured out everything. I was wrong, he knew I was crying just.
& for the first time I talked to him on the phone, I cried till I couldn't breathe properly.
But it was a good convsersation :) I felt so much better after everything :)
Hahaha, I'm still just so shocked with everything that had happened. There were changes that I noticed about Darrel and it is good, good changes :)
Praise Jesus :)
Baby, when you read this, I want you to that I LOVE YOU and thank you for the conversation just now :) hehe but i think by the time you read back, you won't remember :) So that's why I've got this blog down here, its for you! :D
Thank you for being such a comfort to be at that point of time. I feel so much better :)
Even though things are not the same as how it was 5 days ago, but like what you keep telling me 'Absence makes the love fonder' & it is already walking in that process :)
I feel like I'm loving you in a way that is so different from before. I really used to take it for granted and make things difficult for you, but now, I really treasure the time that we have and and the love that I have for you is..........indescribable :) BUT ITS GOOD :)
hehe, cant wait for the dinner! :) It's gonna be so so special and I'm gonna just keep declaring that this relationship is going to be so so so blessed and it shall overflow with goodness and favour that comes from the Lord, the centre of our relationship :)
So what I've learnt today, is that we both still need the hard way to learn things but it gets through us. The times before you went in army was the times when we just say that Jesus is in our r/s but yet we only put him in likw 60%? So now, its when we learn that it has to be 101% to make this r/s go higher and go brighter :)
hahaha, i cant make sense of what I'm saying now but I know someday, it'll be pieced together to show a glorious picture :)
Love you baby boy! Have a blessed night of restful sleep and tmr will be a better day that you can never explain. You shall see the favour and goodness thar your sir has shown you today and it shall be better too :) Amen!
See you real soon baby! 14 more days when the clock strikes 12! And its just 6 more days till our 35 month and one more month and 6 more days till we hit our 3rd year together! Best of all, it falls on a SATURDAY! WHICH MEANS YOU ARE BOOKING OUT! :):):):) See my joy! Hahahaha! LOVE YOU! BIG HUGS! :D
5.05.2010
Dear Darrel, Army day 3
I'M MOST HAPPY OVER THE FACT THAT DARREL'S ACTUALLY ENJOYING ARMY! Which is really my prayer because then he will feel that time is passing real fast and he will like being in there! WOW, praise JESUS man! :) Only God can do wonderful amazing miracles like this!
Anyways, thank you Jesus for today. Thank you Lord for giving him the strength to be able to survive till today and I thank you Lord for the kingdom friendships that you've already started moulding in the midst. This journey, although just the start, it has already been so amazing :) & I thank you Jesus, everyday, I've just been learning new things :)
Today was about time, how precious it is and how I learn how to treasure the time that I have with Darrel :) ystd was on friendship. Wow, imagine this going on for more than a year, IMAGINE ALL THE GREAT BLESSINGS THAT WE WILL GO THOUGH EVERY SINGLE DAY AND IMAGINE THE GROWTH! HALLELUJAH!
By the time he finishes army and i finish my diploma, we can work together for maybe a year and then get married! Hahahaha! PRAISE JESUS! :D
God is so good towards us man! :) Even at the time when I think it would be the most hard for us to go through, He'll just reminding us about...just everything good about our future and how bright it will be :)
Haha I know some people might not understand. But when the results are shown, I wanna say righ here now first that IT IS THE WORK OF JESUS CHRIST OUR LORD! :) No matter what that is going to happen, it is going to be blessed and it is for the glory of our Lord Jesus Christ! :)
Baby boy! When you read this, say amen together with me k! :D
I really cannot wait for you to be back!
Hmm, let's see what I can cook for you when you're back! :) Hahahaha!
Omg, excited to see your face, your HAIR and everything! Just can't wait for you to be back and hug yooooooou! :D:D:D
Alright, now its time for me to go to sleep. Night boy! See you in 15 days time! :D EXCITED MUCH!!!!!!!!!!!!! :D:D:D:D:D:D:D
Anyways, thank you Jesus for today. Thank you Lord for giving him the strength to be able to survive till today and I thank you Lord for the kingdom friendships that you've already started moulding in the midst. This journey, although just the start, it has already been so amazing :) & I thank you Jesus, everyday, I've just been learning new things :)
Today was about time, how precious it is and how I learn how to treasure the time that I have with Darrel :) ystd was on friendship. Wow, imagine this going on for more than a year, IMAGINE ALL THE GREAT BLESSINGS THAT WE WILL GO THOUGH EVERY SINGLE DAY AND IMAGINE THE GROWTH! HALLELUJAH!
By the time he finishes army and i finish my diploma, we can work together for maybe a year and then get married! Hahahaha! PRAISE JESUS! :D
God is so good towards us man! :) Even at the time when I think it would be the most hard for us to go through, He'll just reminding us about...just everything good about our future and how bright it will be :)
Haha I know some people might not understand. But when the results are shown, I wanna say righ here now first that IT IS THE WORK OF JESUS CHRIST OUR LORD! :) No matter what that is going to happen, it is going to be blessed and it is for the glory of our Lord Jesus Christ! :)
Baby boy! When you read this, say amen together with me k! :D
I really cannot wait for you to be back!
Hmm, let's see what I can cook for you when you're back! :) Hahahaha!
Omg, excited to see your face, your HAIR and everything! Just can't wait for you to be back and hug yooooooou! :D:D:D
Alright, now its time for me to go to sleep. Night boy! See you in 15 days time! :D EXCITED MUCH!!!!!!!!!!!!! :D:D:D:D:D:D:D
5.04.2010
Dear Darrel, Day 2
So, its day 2 for the man to be :)
& I'm really proud of him to be surviving! :D
Every night will be the night that I'm waiting eargerly by the side of my phone, waiting for him to call! :D:D:D and everytime he call, I'm jumping up and down! :) Hahahaha
Thank you Jesus, you give him the strength, mentally and physically to carry these 2 months of BMT and also for the rest of the less than 2 years :)
Thank you Jesus for the favour that you surround him with, it will be a journey that he will take with your favour and goodness, and he will remember it for the rest of his life because it will be a journey that you're so real with him and that you'll always be there for him to suport him and love him :) In jesus name, amen! :D
weet, bless him with good restful sleep lord! :D
Love you so much baby boy! My day was fine!
Cleared this super disgusting vomit today, i almost fainted just smelling it. I think you'll cfm faint. hahaha! everytime i think of vomit i'll think of you leh. dont know why hahahaha! :)
Teared in school today boy when i thought of you. Guess what sonny boy did, he just stared at me. hahha actually my whole class just stared at me. Hahaha then i got him to take tissue for me :) he was quite cute, like how to looked at me and all with his big brown eyes :)
Oh and in the toilet, he saw your phone and he was like "Eh? You change phone ah?" CAN YOU BELIEVE SONNY BOY SAID THAT! That was the exact thing he said ok! Hahahah I was super shocked! Yeap, then fatty joy ask why yout bf go army. And she asked if I was sad. Cause I showed her my sad face. Hahaha i love the babies man babe, they always remind me of you :) So sweet and loving :)
Hehe, i bet you still dont know that Im blogging for you everyday right? :)
You'll know when your out and that would be 17 days later!
Somehow 17 days dont seem so long anymore babe :) I'm pretty sure it'd pass by very fast again, like today. How one day went by yet again :)
Soon, ORD LO! HAHAHA Love you sweety :) It's hard on you but I knw you can make it!
I'll be here waiting for your call every night and waiting for you to come out and we can go shopping and movie and I'll cook for you, (That is my promise to you before you went into army, remember?) :D & I'll do it baby! :D
Haha hope your having a good night's sleep now! Msg you in the morning, sweet dreams sweetheart! Jesus and I love you very much boy! :D *Hugs super tightly!!*
HEAR YOU TMR! :)
& I'm really proud of him to be surviving! :D
Every night will be the night that I'm waiting eargerly by the side of my phone, waiting for him to call! :D:D:D and everytime he call, I'm jumping up and down! :) Hahahaha
Thank you Jesus, you give him the strength, mentally and physically to carry these 2 months of BMT and also for the rest of the less than 2 years :)
Thank you Jesus for the favour that you surround him with, it will be a journey that he will take with your favour and goodness, and he will remember it for the rest of his life because it will be a journey that you're so real with him and that you'll always be there for him to suport him and love him :) In jesus name, amen! :D
weet, bless him with good restful sleep lord! :D
Love you so much baby boy! My day was fine!
Cleared this super disgusting vomit today, i almost fainted just smelling it. I think you'll cfm faint. hahaha! everytime i think of vomit i'll think of you leh. dont know why hahahaha! :)
Teared in school today boy when i thought of you. Guess what sonny boy did, he just stared at me. hahha actually my whole class just stared at me. Hahaha then i got him to take tissue for me :) he was quite cute, like how to looked at me and all with his big brown eyes :)
Oh and in the toilet, he saw your phone and he was like "Eh? You change phone ah?" CAN YOU BELIEVE SONNY BOY SAID THAT! That was the exact thing he said ok! Hahahah I was super shocked! Yeap, then fatty joy ask why yout bf go army. And she asked if I was sad. Cause I showed her my sad face. Hahaha i love the babies man babe, they always remind me of you :) So sweet and loving :)
Hehe, i bet you still dont know that Im blogging for you everyday right? :)
You'll know when your out and that would be 17 days later!
Somehow 17 days dont seem so long anymore babe :) I'm pretty sure it'd pass by very fast again, like today. How one day went by yet again :)
Soon, ORD LO! HAHAHA Love you sweety :) It's hard on you but I knw you can make it!
I'll be here waiting for your call every night and waiting for you to come out and we can go shopping and movie and I'll cook for you, (That is my promise to you before you went into army, remember?) :D & I'll do it baby! :D
Haha hope your having a good night's sleep now! Msg you in the morning, sweet dreams sweetheart! Jesus and I love you very much boy! :D *Hugs super tightly!!*
HEAR YOU TMR! :)
5.03.2010
Dear Darrel, Day 1
BABY BOY (SOON TO BE MAN) CALLED!!!
At around 7! I was really really happy when he called!!!!! :D
He called to tell me that he was botak already and he felt like he's being treated like a dog. Haha! Hang in there baby boy! You can do it! When you're out, you'll be a new man! ;)
I love you!
Aboout half an hour more till I can hear you again! :)
Dont worry about me! i'll be fine! :)
Wenhui shall not cry anymore and be happy for you! :D
At around 7! I was really really happy when he called!!!!! :D
He called to tell me that he was botak already and he felt like he's being treated like a dog. Haha! Hang in there baby boy! You can do it! When you're out, you'll be a new man! ;)
I love you!
Aboout half an hour more till I can hear you again! :)
Dont worry about me! i'll be fine! :)
Wenhui shall not cry anymore and be happy for you! :D
Darrel's Army, Day 1
So.... It's the boy's first day in army. & This blog will be updated everyday, for him to know what I'm doing every single day :)
So the first day, both of us has many mixed feelings.
Darrel was quite happy, he has like many friends there and I think two of his friends will be in the same bunk as him :) Praise God :) At least I know he'll not be alone there :)
So early in the morning, went downstairs to have breakfast together with his mummy and daddy and him. Conversations were ok, talked here and there. Then we made a move to his camp site. MANDAI HILL CAMP.
It was my first time being into a army campsite, so i was rather excited. But like I said, mixed feelingssssss!
Darrel got seperated from us, while me and his dad and mum went for a tour around the campsite.
The facilities were quite ok. The rooms are fine but theres just too little fans! Don't know if Darrel will be able to sleep tonight. But i think he should be ok, he sleeps anywhere, anytime, any place :) Thank God.
Then, we watched video on what Darrel might go through, those trainings i mean. It was exciting just watching it :) I think babe will love it somehow :) Excluding those physically tiring trainings, there's just this peace in my heart that he will enjoy it :) Praise Jesus
Then it was the oath taking time, where they will take the oath, to be true to singapore and all that thing :)
Then it was lunch, which will be the last lunch darrel will have with us before he comes out in 3 weeks time! Lunch was just.....yea. Everything just happened so fast.
It was time for us all to say goodbye, give the last hugs and then off he goes :)
I'm just really glad that he is happy, he went in happy, smiling and all :)
I'm happy for him too, but just cant bare to part with him. Parting is always the hardest thing to do, especially with the someone that you love.
Alright, so it will only be the 21 may that I'll see his handsome face again, but with a different hairstyle this time, hahaha! :) CANT WAIT TO SEE BOTAK BOY! :D
Ok...soooooo, I wonder what baby's doing at this point of time now, running? training? Hahaha!
WENHUI MUST STAY POSITIVE K! :)))) NO MORE TEARSSSSS!!!
DARREL WILL BE FINEEEEEEEEE IN JESUS NAME AMEN! :)))))
Will be waiting for baby boy to call tonight and find out how he's doing! :):):):)
So the first day, both of us has many mixed feelings.
Darrel was quite happy, he has like many friends there and I think two of his friends will be in the same bunk as him :) Praise God :) At least I know he'll not be alone there :)
So early in the morning, went downstairs to have breakfast together with his mummy and daddy and him. Conversations were ok, talked here and there. Then we made a move to his camp site. MANDAI HILL CAMP.
It was my first time being into a army campsite, so i was rather excited. But like I said, mixed feelingssssss!
Darrel got seperated from us, while me and his dad and mum went for a tour around the campsite.
The facilities were quite ok. The rooms are fine but theres just too little fans! Don't know if Darrel will be able to sleep tonight. But i think he should be ok, he sleeps anywhere, anytime, any place :) Thank God.
Then, we watched video on what Darrel might go through, those trainings i mean. It was exciting just watching it :) I think babe will love it somehow :) Excluding those physically tiring trainings, there's just this peace in my heart that he will enjoy it :) Praise Jesus
Then it was the oath taking time, where they will take the oath, to be true to singapore and all that thing :)
Then it was lunch, which will be the last lunch darrel will have with us before he comes out in 3 weeks time! Lunch was just.....yea. Everything just happened so fast.
It was time for us all to say goodbye, give the last hugs and then off he goes :)
I'm just really glad that he is happy, he went in happy, smiling and all :)
I'm happy for him too, but just cant bare to part with him. Parting is always the hardest thing to do, especially with the someone that you love.
Alright, so it will only be the 21 may that I'll see his handsome face again, but with a different hairstyle this time, hahaha! :) CANT WAIT TO SEE BOTAK BOY! :D
Ok...soooooo, I wonder what baby's doing at this point of time now, running? training? Hahaha!
WENHUI MUST STAY POSITIVE K! :)))) NO MORE TEARSSSSS!!!
DARREL WILL BE FINEEEEEEEEE IN JESUS NAME AMEN! :)))))
Will be waiting for baby boy to call tonight and find out how he's doing! :):):):)
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