Keep breathing

I'm always turning to look back @ the path I've just journeyed on. 

& I'd either smile or laugh or maybe tear a little and just thank God for the extra miles that He has taken with me :) 

It was only recently that I realised how fragile one's life could be and how precious it could just be to someone else. Hearing stories of people dying, either in accidents or others, gives me the creeps. It kept me thinking of what or how my tomorrow would be. I've even thought about the fact that my life could just end the next day. How weird it came to me that i'll actually have a thought like that. Haha.

This one sentence which I caught in a movie held me back "Giving up all my happy memories just for this one little sad one, wouldn't be worth it at all." I'm rather left speechless,  even now as I think and type. 

Maybe going through everything now would be something that would benefit me for the next years of my life, maybe it'd be an obstacle that will get me stronger, bringing me to a higher level. Maybe it'd be something that is preparing me for another obstacle. I don't know what my life would be, but i'll be praying for the best of it. 

I'm tired, I would love to give up and quit but I want to make the best out of anything that comes my way. I'll be really glad if someone could just place candles for the whole stretch of my path now, give me some light and tell me that I still have this hand to hold on throughout. It'd also be great if someone could just interpret my thoughts for me. 

I want a rainbow, I don't want those raindrops running down my face.

Daddy God, let's go through this together. I want you to be my candles.

A Teacher

17 Again was AWESOMEEEEEEE max! The hottest movie ever! :D

& watching with the hottest date made it the bestest movie ever watched :) Hahaha! Thank you Mr Leong for watching it with me again :)

The movie made us quarrel, how funny was that. I'm making this clear to you Darrel Leong. You are someone waaaaaaay, much much much better than Zac Efron ok! :) I really do mean it when I say that "I've got someone better than Zac Efron." Because you are and you really are! I wouldn't want anyone except you :) I made it official Mr Leong :) Be happy! :D

Hahaha enough that part :)

Work was crazily fun, gossips, small chit chats, shopping :):)

Genting soon with colleagues :) I love my job, I love the people, I love the kids! :D Thank you Jesus for everyone, everything :) 

People might not understand this path I'm taking right now, neither do they see the glory in it yet. It's ok, criticize, not like it, I'm sure one day you'll understand where I'm coming from. WHO was the one who gave me this beautiful path to walk and WHO was the one walking it with me all these while. I know by then, the shining glory will start :) Jesus will be the one who gets all the glory :D

Came back from poly/ite chalet only today. Crapped the night away with Deb, gervais, russ, nigell and dean. Haha then came a point where we all couldn't take it and went staright to bed. had to clear the place @ 8, so we all woke up at like 7 and went for breakfast @ macs. Then went for starbucks till 1030. The guys went for soccer, deb and I went home. I knocked out all the way from 11 till 8. Praise God ;) Awesome.

Serving 1st and 2nd tmr @ Rock kidz then mtg Mr Leong for 3rd. Will be going shopping right after that! Already laid my eyes on quite a few stuff, rushing to get it straight after 3rd tmr! :D Hahaha can't wait to shop tmr! & with the Man!, it's gonna be awesome time spent! :) Praise God, Jesus, thank you for making it good! With great bargains and cheap cheap things for us to get! :D Amen!

Dream makers' gonna make you mad

I'm already halfway mad. HA.

Work made me crazy today, with that disturbing headache, I wanna cry.

But oh well, today's over and tomorrow's gonna be a more awesome day I pray. Daddy god will make it good :D

Time @ work tmr, movie date after with the Man.

Hahahahaha we're gonna watch 17 again! I bet its some great movie, because even he says its good! So he's catching it with me again tmr! Guess what's his reason for wanting to watch it with me? He said :"Zac Efron's too hot in the movie! If you're gonna watch with your girlfriends, all of you will start to fall in love with him. @ least I'm there to stop that". What a gay boyf I have. Hahaha :) But he was really cute when he said that :) ha!

It's gonna be a jolly good time spent with the Man! :D Thank you Jesus! It'd be great! Amen! :D

How great is our God

Jolly good hello world :)

Day started out pretty fun! Brought the kids out to play :) It was raining, so we decided to take a little walk around suntec. First stop, the little koi fish pond/garden. My kids love that place, they'll be glad to jump into the pool to swim with the fish. Hahaha. Stayed there for quite awhile then to our second stop, the Fountain of Wealth! Haha! & before that, there's this huge flight of stairs which they have to conquer first. So, comparing my kids to the flight of stairs, it's like them climbing down mount everest. My goodness! They were super cute! They walk like some rocking chair, rocking backwards and front, trying to balance themselves "against the strong winds". But they were really awesome. It was conquered in just less than 5 mins ;) hahaha! 

So, they reached their destination and went straight for the fountain. Took 2 at a time for a round around the fountain. They reacted the same way, either enjoying themselves or being afraid of the water. Hahaha, their expressions were priceless! :D Heh!

After everyone took their turns, we headed back to the centre. Haha, just bringing them out has already made their day :) So cute.

The day was rather tiring for me, but at the end of the day, I was amazingly satisfied. Overtimed, but praise God, I was really satisfied in the end. I don't feel like as if I've just wasted my day :) Thinking back of my babies just makes me smile :)

Haha! It's just THIS awesome if it was a path that God has planned out for you :) You just have to follow it and that's that! Your life will just be so wonderfully amazing :D

Even though my qualifications suck really badly, but with the grace and the favour of God, I am where I am now. This journey of mine has just begun and I'm getting more and more excited each day for the journey that God will being me through :)

It only takes this one time where I experienced God in my life, to make a change in my whole life :) I don't know how to explain this, but this has been a fruitful journey that I'll continue for the rest of my life :D

At the end of the day, I want myself to say "This is the Life" :)

Susan Boyle

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Go on

Losing someone precious to you, would probably be the suckiest thing that will happen in your life. 

Please don't ever let that happen.

Let it all slip away

Steamboat @ some bao place yesterday @ Bugis with these pretty ladies and 3 guys, Yx, Russ and Dickson :) It was a blast time manzx!

Waited for everyone to arrive till about 830 then all of us walked to Bugis for our dinner. The food was not that delicious but it was just alright, enough to fill all empty stomaches :) Had a super long meal, lots of talking, playing and drinking. (REALLY LOTS OF DRINKING, 20 cans in total?) HAHA! Then after food, we sat around the table and played those no link games. My goodness, it takes geniuses to play! I couldn't get anything for like the longest time possible. How embarrassing! People got it like *snap* ok! :( Hahaha! BUT at least i got it in the endddd! :D 

Laughed alot, played much and left the place @ 1030, which we all then decided to go for tang yuan. Went to two different stalls and told us that there was no more ballz. Disappointing! But guess what?! @ the 2nd place, Deb overheard this cg saying that they are still selling tang yuans! & it was the exact same lady which told us that it was sold out. Superrrrr pissed. My goodness! I'm fine with it man, you don't want business then c'mon, we're willing to pay to other stalls! This is way stupid man!

Forget her. We left after Dick and Russ finished up their desserts. Went home after that :)

So today, let it be a fun-filled time daddy :D

My, I see the rainbow

TOOOODDDAAAAAYYYYY was my Sonny boy's birthday! :D Omgggg :) He was awesomely shy today and he was really cute! Bought him a top from oshkosh and it has a picture of this fly there. It was so cuteeee! :D Celebrated his birthday with his family and he left for home after that. Haha, I was kinda excited for him actually. Hahaha!

So Happy Birthday once again son! You'll not see this but me love you very much! :D (whatever)

Work was tiring, with kids which drove me up the wall. Plus having fever @ that time was just so not necessary. Terrible time. But I'm glad it's all over now, @ least for today :)

YESTERDAAAAAAY, met up with Darrel and had a great dinner together @ this Hong Kong cafe. I wanna go HK sweety, not eat at HK cafe! :) Hahaha! He has Mui Fan while I had congee. It wasn't that bad :) Then had desserts, both had tang yuan and I finally had what I've been craving for :) My goodness, I realised I've been having lots of weird cravings and not only that but also at the strangest timings ever! While having desserts @ about 10, I told Darrel that I wanted to go for a movie now. He was literally like this O.O with both eyes open widely. Then he told me like there will not be much movies at this time now. So yet another craving came and I suddenly wanted to go play @ this particular playground. Haha this time he said yes ok!

But guess what, didn't go anywhere in the end but went for a long stroll @ the park :) Hahaha! Sat @ our usual seats and started filling each other up with everything that happened along the week. The stars were good and the atmosphere was just perfect :) It's been long since I had such a wonderful time with him.

More to come, right honey? :D

Me love you very much too! :D

TOMORROWWWWWW, gonna have dinner with RS grads @ purvis street perhaps :)

With love!

Wonders are waiting to start

Mondaaaaaay :

Had a pretty tiring day of work, but everything was just rather okay :) Praise God.

Then ended work and went for dinner with my Ling Mama. Ate @ raffles foodcourt and the food there's rather great :) Ling ma paid for this delicious meal of tempura jap food. The rice was awesome :0 hahaha! Then headed around the mall for a little time of shopping then went home.

Tuesdaaaay :

Even tiring day. (I should probably sleep more!)

Sonny boy was really tiring me out! :( Refused to listen to me and I had to make him cry. Really suck and suprisingly, even after making him cry, he'll still stick to me :) haha favour :)

Lunch time, had ice cream from haato with Bok. This super huge and awesome ice cream :) I had durian and she had royal chocolate. Both were duper nice max.

Anyways, went shopping. Bought a pair of pants and a black dress :) Yay.

Still really tired, so me am gonna go around jogging later on and burn some calories. Keep myself awake, exercise and feel good :D Haha. Ogay.

Tomorrow's gonna be a better day, I pray :)

I want my twins to come to school!

A pin drop of sweets

To the sunshines :

Woke up @ 9 plus for no apparent reason and I couldn't get back to sleep. So got up and gotten my stuff done. Bathe and got prepared for church. Headed down to Astons for lunch with Zen, Deb, Marl and jack. Food was really great! :D Went for 4th and had a great service :) It felt great to be sitting with Darrel again during service :) Haha. Service ended and went to my area to get my curry puff and then we headed to the void deck area so chill. Great catching up after a very long long time. Talk crap, took pictures, squashed cockroaches. My goodness, I really didnt know that a creature could still fall back on its feet again and start to crawl, even without intestines! Coz apparently when I went to step on it, juice and some black stuff squirt out from its body. We thought it was dead but it ended up kicking its legs up in the air once again. Hahaha! Ogay, I don't know why I'm talking about cockroaches :)

Anyways, today was really fun and I thank you Jesus for everything :)

This little heart, filled

Sooooo, yesterday was a pretty awesome day :)
A little something special happened, haha *winks*

Met up with D in the afternoon to head to sis for the boonke's (however you spell) service. Caught up with Daryl teng and Raymond and some others. Then went in for the service after like a million years of queuing. We both thought we could be able to experience something, at least, but the whole thing was apparently like _______. Left shortly after alter call and headed to old airport road for a feast :)
It's been long since I ate so much for just a meal. We had sambal sotong, sweet & sour pork, carrot cake, oyster omlette, chicken wings and sugar cane juice. (He remembers that my sugar cane has to be added with lemon :) Sweet thing) Haha!
The aunty who gave us the drinks asked us if there were 4 people eating. D was like nah, only 2. She laughed and told us that we're eating alot. Haha that's the way what. Food is meant to be eaten :):)

Met Deb, russ, dickson and yx there. I promise you guys, the next time, we'll go there to eat again :D Hahaha!

Cabbed home with D and he left to meet his friends.

Soooooo yet again...
This little heart's filled and prays that it'd be filled till more than forever :)
Thank you Jesus for everything, I know you'll shine in this :)

I need a bomb shelter!

Here I am, back home in my own sweet home :)

Stayover at Bok's was great! 3 movies straight in a row was tiringgggg!
Sweeny Todd was the bestest but it got me really bery very disgusted. I mean, c'mon, human meat in pies, slashing of throats with blades when you're shaving them. Omg, its seriously very very gross. The ending was kind of stupid too. He ended killing his wife, by slitting her throat too. He died also in the end, coz there was this boy who killed him i think becoz he found out that he killed people? Hahaha. Stupid show but it wasn't that bad :)
Then continued with Ps I love you. My goodness. Fell asleep. They still can cry! haha. Maybe coz I was too tired :)
Then Made of honor. I think only Deb was watching. It was in the early morning when we started that show. Haaaa.
We all bathe then went straight to bed for an hour. Waking up to Macs breakfast. HOTCAKES :)
Then left for bukit batok and met with this strange lady. Okay, she was kinda nice to invite me to her church. & apparently, she told me that she was in the same sunday school as Pastor Prince. 0.o
Never mind.

Work yesterday was really fulfilling i felt :)
My kids were awesome and they're just being great little bundles of joy in my life :) I really had a lot of fun playing with them, laughing, cooking, coloring, singing, dancing with them. Little kids are really very lovable, they never fail to make you laugh. Even if they're crying, they can still come up with cute actions which makes you giggle :) Praise God. Really love my job :):)

Haha, gonna post a picture up of my kid's hands and mine. (My star gang, with a car) haha cute thing!

Also, a few pictures of me and deb. Didnt get to take with Bok coz i think we're all too tired :( HA! Its ogay, more parts coming up next! :


More pictures in fb :)

Put your hands up!

Didn't act according to plan, but oh well, here I am :)

Monday

Met up with the RS grads and wh for Vermonster and then headed to Astons for dinner. The food was really good and cheap :) Please go there and eat :D Hahaha!

Really enjoyed my time with them. Laughed, joked, shared, talked, do crazy stuff like we all did in camp. Haha, I miss camp, and camping with them :)

Its ogay, we shall do it again the next camp, when all of us are serving :):)

Tuesday

My goodness, it was a rush-rush-rush day! Not enough teachers, too many crying babies and I was just trying my best not to pull my hair out anymore. I was seriously worn out. But praise God, I survived and so awarded myself to a little shopping :)

Went with Deb to PS to get the long skirt that I wanted and she also got the dress that she wanted since that long nong time ago :) Haha, so we're both happy girls :D

Today

Still, crying kids but my new baby made so much improvements :) Really praise God for the wisdom to deal with those precious ones. Just a star drawn onto their hands can keep their minds off crying :) Hahaha how cool is that :) So I had my mini star gang today :) All were happy, Praise the Lord :D Hahaha!

Went home after everything, played some games and then did a 20 min jog. Guess where was it, in my room :) hahaha stupid but it was good. Sweat the shit out of my body and I feel good! :D

Tomorrow

Going to Bok's house to stay over, alongside with Deb. We're so gonna have part 3 and more man! WOOOOO! :*

& I don't know what's gonna happen tmr, but thank you Daddy, you called it blessed. Your favour will surround me like a shield. You'll keep every kid, teacher and I protected :)

& Your grace will shine :) AMEN :)

Your acceleration in healing will also take place in D's body. A healing that will never be made known to men but only to D who will experience it on his own. You'll protect him and keep him safe, in Jesus name, amen :)

(Pictures all in fb)

Look To You

Even during the times when you take your eyes off Jesus, He never takes His eyes off you. And when you cry out to Him, He will immediately stretch out His hand to catch hold of you. You will not go under.

There may be times that you are not able to find your way back. Jesus will then hold your hand and walk you back to the boat. And like Peter, you will realize that with your hand in His, the storm will come to a standstill!

- Pastor Prince, Daily Devotion.

Can We have a Last Dance?

I had blasting times this week man! Praise God :)

Saturday, buying of food was fun! RSM orientation was even fun! Had the best time laughing at the whole ice-breaker game man! :D

Doing walkie was alright, had awesome help here and there :) Service was good, was just sneezing like mad @.@

Dinner with RS grads :):):)

Sushi @ sky garden was bigabomb! Really love and enjoy spending my time with them :) I just don't get sick of them :D Hahaha!

GLADDDDD that we're going out tomo! B&J's monster!!!! A great time of fellowship, awesome time of photo-taking sessions and woooo! THE WHOLE RS GRADS FINALLY REUNITE! PRAISE THE LORDDDD! :D:D:D Really excited man! I know its gonna be so GOOOOOOOD MAX! :D YAY ogay :)

So today, sunday.

Served :) Met with Deb, had pizza @ pizza hut. Zen and Sheryl join shortly.

Service was great! Didnt sleep a wink :) Then went around shopping with Sheryl dearest @ PS. Bought a top jacket and this slippers :) Happy girllllllll omg :)

Hahaha! So tomo, work with kidsssss :D

Then DINNER WITH RS! :D:D:D:D:D Really very excited! :D

"Anytime, I don't know what to do,

I'll cast all my cares upon You."

Just came across this picture and I wonder how this ah pek gao is doing now :)

I miss you Coby! _______:)

Falling even more in love

Today was awesome max man!

Worked in the first 3/4 of the day. Started out with this huge headache, following up with fever, sore throat. My goodness, bad. But it went all well after that :)

Children just make your pain go away, what a way to say, but really :)

I love my sonny boy and sister!

They were so sweet! Both cried when I wanted to leave :(

Haha, while on the way to pervis street, met them back @ the centre. Baby boy was still mad, he ignored me. Hahaha, how cute :) But still in the end, looked at me and say goodbye :)

Hahaha, walked with Deb and Raymond to the restaurant called ______. (Someone fill in the blanks coz I've forgotten) I think it was Miss clarity or something. HA!

Took half an hour to choose our orders becoz we're like high, highhhhh. Hahaha, Raymond says its called "Self entertainment" :) I think so too! HAHA!

So the rest came, ordered, talked, ate and laughed like some ding dong bells!

There's this video of zf, trying so hard to blow this candle. It was funny max man!

Laughing is really medicine good :) All pain left, I think i just gotten some muscles from all the laughing :D It was really a great mtg :) Hahaha, it should be done again :D

Tmr, serving, and my rs grads are close to all to reunite! :D

So excited to serve, also to serve tgt with them again :) The people who made my life so beautiful, I love youuuuu! :)

More peektures in facebook.

Boy boy boy boyyyyy :)

I'm tired of the world today manz.

With new kids that came, crying and crying. I just felt like banging my head against the wall, to knock out all my ear senses.  HAHA.

Helped out during lessons today and the kids made fruit salad :) How cool is that, not very. But its so cool to see how the kids are trying to figure out how to use a knife, a plastic one. Some use it the wrong way, some use the handle side to cut, some just can't be bothered and just eat it right away. Hahaha, really love to see the way kids work, the innocence and all :)

So, in the night, went for prayer meeting with Bok and Deb.

It was really awesome for a first timer like me. & I just felt really touched :)

Didn't felt like it was a waste of time, but "Time spent in the Lord will be multiplied back unto you" and "because you are praying for other people's needs, the bible said that God will RESTORE back to you 2 times of what you've lost" - Pastor Henry.

Words that were spoken through different pastors just spoke deeply to me. I really felt very loved and there was this point of time during worship when I just felt like I was being restored, being loved all over again. & that feeling is just so great!

I thought to myself "If a person could make you feel so love and its only human love, WHAT MORE GOD :)" The one who stretched out His hands on the cross and died for you, that ONE who gave up His everything just for you :) For that moment, still am now, I feel so love :)

& Thank you Lord, let it carry on like that :D Amen.

* I'm filled to be emptied again*

My bestfriend gave me

New kids on the block!

Hahaha, had new kids coming in today :) Cute ones, little ones. A girl and a boy :)

Both had super huge eyes :D Me like.

Ogay, i'm actually too tired to think about everything that happened today.

Wrapping up, I love my job :)

& i just love to see how my kids grow up one by one, slowly learning how to speak proper sentences. Seeing them start out from day 1 and till now, how much they've grown is just so heartwarming. & those kids that you've been with, hearing them call you "teacher wenhui", seeing them running towards you every morning you come, just to hug you and say hi. Them making you smile even with the silliest things that they do. Seeing their smile and you can't help but just to smile back. The little hugs that they give, soft kisses they give, finger gripping when you bring them out, just wanna make you go awww. Hearing them sing with them not being able to get the words right. Having them to lie in your arms and falling asleep.

Idk man, I really just love it.

There are simply no words to describe the joy that I have when I'm with them. Seeing all of them smiling happily, just makes me forget everything that's around me :)

Really praise God for this wonderful beautiful job :)

I'll never trade anything in the world for this :D HAHAHA!

*my heart goes shalalala :)*