to ransack and waste

Sometimes, my freedom of speech becomes limited due to the people.

I always thought everyone or anyone would be there to hear me out,

but i'm wrong. Even the closest person in my life do tend to not be able to do so.

Sometimes I feel like i'm living in a world of my own, where its just me and myself.

I don't feel like as if there's a room for me to just cry out to someone, or having a shoulder to just rest on or cry on.

I feel so tired, but no one seems to understand and know how I'm feeling right now.

I wanna be strong, to juggle everything but I just don't have that encouragement from anyone, no motivation to do so. I don't want to be told to give up on one thing and just focus more on the others. Because I can't, each one of them is precious to me and there's nothing in this world that could make me give up.

I wanna be able to do it, but I just need that encouragement.

someone, anyone?