You burn my heart out

Have you ever just felt so tired before?
Felt like the whole day has just been so crap but nothing bad actually happened on that day?
You feel like you're living out of this human life, doing more than you have ever done before and that makes you tired.
You feel like crying and crying and letting everything out.
You feel like screaming and you just feel like.......you're alone in this.
Everything seems so new to you.
You really feel so tired, so so tired.

Your heart feels so empty.
You feel so sick, so hurt...
You cry alone in the dark, you share with no one but yourself.
All the emotions are just inside of you, waiting to pour out.

You just feel like you are not yourself anymore.
You ask yourself questions like 'Are you strong enough to take this?'
You question yourself so many times a day, hoping for an answer.

You call out to God, but God feels so distant away from you.
You ask him to show you signs, but no matter how many times you ask, there is just nothing.

You feel like telling yourself 'Just give up.'
You ask yourself 'When will this be over? How long more will everything take?'

You feel so hard, like a rock.
But yet, on the inside, you feel like a soft tiny jelly.

I need a break, I REALLY NEED A BREAK.