I don't know where to turn today.
everything seem so.......yuck.
I feel so tired, like there's just no energy level in me today.
I keep losing my patience at my kids.
I feel really very tired, feel so irritated, feel so lifeless.

I think the crying moment is coming soon...it has been a really long time since I've last cried.
sigh. no one? anyone?
with you here, still feels the same, as though you're not.

gonna go talk to my boss now.
save me, anybody?