They say I don't know how to treasure you.

They say I can't be a good girlfriend.

They say I am selfish.

They say I am just plain useless.

They say I am just not worthy to be your girl.

I think I am finally starting to see what they mean.

thanks for pointing out to me. I get it, I really get it now.

I can't say more than the five sentences that describes who I am now.

My heart hurts like mad.

I'm alone at home, I'm being told to do so many stupid things now.

I really want to...just end everything now.

It hurts so badly. I've been hurting you so badly.

I'm sorry, I just see things in a negative manner always.

Change?

don't tell me bout them anymore.

I can't change for you, somehow, it just doesnt happen that way for me.

I don't wanna continue talking about how pathetic my life is anymore.

It isn't actually. It is very blessed, but I just didn't know how to count my blessings.

I take things for granted.

I do best at making and creating trouble for people.

that is what wenhui is created for.

Nothing but trouble.

I can't be a blessing to my family, my boyfriend, my children.

Only creates mess and mess and more mess.

Wenhui is screwed up.

Nobody loves wenhui.