to darling hazel (:

to darling hazel (:

hey babe!

your post on 31 may made me so darling cry. aieee!

it was so touching. i know how you feel. it was just lyk me and MOO.

just that yours is with your best-est friend and i was lyk with another girl.

it was both our sad endings.

he told me that he cant forget the girl and cried. i thought that he would forget, but i was wrong.

it had crack my heart to pieces when he told me that.

i just sat down at a corner and cried lyk forever.

he was the first guy that i love soooo deeply with my heart.

the first guy that im willing to forsake my everything just to be with him.

the first guy that i did my best-est to give him the most wonderful, memories-est present.

he was the first guy of my everything that i did.

unitl now i could not forget him.

all he did was only treat me lyk a younger sister,

taking care of me and loving me.

i guess im thinking too much to be with him. lyk you did.

i thought of him asking me for stead too.

but i knew that it could NVR happen.

i thought of saying yes or no to him too. everything that you had written in your blog, it all has happen to me. i was terribly sad everyday. till the day i had to forget him.

but as long as we live, i'll nvr stop loving him, as a best-est, wonderful-est brother and maybe even more than that. yeah. even just typing this now makes my tears so watery.

of all the guys i knw, he was the BEST. yeah. and forever that he will be.

cheer up dearie. ill forever be with you (: