your not the one i love anymore. its just so wrong for us to be together. we dont talk. we dont do anything anymore. i was just thinking too much. i thank daddy for letting me going to camp and met this wonderful guy. he just makes me feel so right. i nvr regreted knowing him and daddy, i pray that you would let him notice me. that of course is not enough but it will be for the timebeing. i will for more as i know daddy, your a great giver (: and this time it will be good. no. GREAT.

and daddy will be with us :D looking after us. and i really pray that we would be together. i hope im not thinking too much again.

thank you daddy for everything and i love you lord. amen (:

why do i still crush on you though i know its impossible?