8.16.2006

EVERYTHING JUST IS JUST SO FREAKING WRONG.
THE COMP'S SCREWED.
MY FAMILY IS JUST LYK SHIT.
SCHOOL'S REALLY WRONG.
THE TEACHER SUCKS
THE STUPID ASSHOLE IN MY CLASS JUST KEEPS ANNOYING ME.
AND PINCH ME LYK I JUST DONT CARE.
HELLO! ITS SUPER PAIN!
MATHS TEACHER JUST PISSED MY WHOLE CLASS OFF WITH HER STUPID NAGGING WHICH WONT STOP.
SCIENCE TEACHER JUST TEACHES SO FAST AND LYKS TO HURT PPL'E FEELINGS.
WITHOUT KNOWING THEM AND SHE THINKS THAT SHE IS CUTE.
WHICH IS REALLY THE OPPOSITE.
IDOITIC CHINESE TEACHER KEEPS GIVING ME THOSE STARES OF HERS
LYK AS IF I DONT PAY ATTENTION IN CLASS.
HELLO!
YOUR CLASS IS FREAKING BORING.
IM NOT THE ONLY ONE DOZING OFF CAN?!
SO STOP GIVING ME THAT STUPID FACE OF YOURS PLEASE.
TALK ABOUT THE COMPUTER.
IT KEEPS ON POPPING OUT THINGS AND JUST HANGS THERE.
AND ITS SUPER LAG.
AND IT HAS VIRUS COMING INTO THE COMP.
WHAT IS WRONG MAN?!
AND MY FAMILY SHOULDN'T BE CALLED A FAMILY.
IT SHOULD BE CALLED RUBBISH.
THEY DONT GIVE ME THE SUPPORT THAT I NEEDED.
MY MOM,
SHE JUST DOESN'T UNDERSTANDS ME.
JUST BECAUSE I ACCIDENTLY SAID FUCK,
SHE RUNS INTO THE ROOM AND SCREAMS HER HEAD OFF.
I'M LYK SUPER PISSED AT THE COMP ALREADY.
AND I JUST ACCIDENTELY SAID IT!
FUCK IS NOT A BAD WORD.
PPL JUST USE IT FOR THE WRONG REASON.
ITS JUST A SHORT FORM OF SEXUAL INTERCOURSE RIGHT?!
AND YOU MAKE A MOUNTAIN OUT OF A MOLEHILL.
I WANTED TO RUN TO YOU WHENEVER I HAD A PROBLEM.
BUT I DONT WANT TO NOW.
YOU ALWAYS USE THINGS THAT I SAID TO THREATEN ME.
ALWAYS SAY I ANY O HOW.
WHAT IS WRONG?!?!?!?!
MY FATHER IS REALLY STUPID TOO.
ON THE FIRST DAY OF THE WEEK,
ME, STUPID LITTLE GIRL HOPING FOR A GREAT WEEK AHEAD, WAS BEING SCOLDED FOR NOTHING.
MY SISTER PISSED HIM OFF AND HE CAME INTO THE ROOM AND JUST PRACTICALLY SCREAMED AT ME.
AND I NVR DO ANYTHING WRONG
I WAS JUST TYING MY HAIR.
AND MONEY MONEY MONEY IS ALL THAT THEY WORRY ABOUT.
I HELP SAVE AND THEY SAY IM THE ONE THAT SPENT THE MOST MONEY.
ALWAYS SAYING THAT IM ALWAYS GOING OUT AND SPENDING MONEY.
I TRY NOT TO EAT AND SAVE UP THAT SUM OF MONEY OKAY?!
AND INSTEAD YOU TWO SCOLD ME FOR NOT EATING.
TELLING ME THAT I WANT TO HAVE GASTRIC PROBLEMS.
HELLO!
IM TRYING HARD TO SAVE UP THAT STUPID SUM OF MONEY JUST FOR YOU.
FOR YOU I REPEAT.
I REALLY DONT KNOW OTHER WAYS THAT I CAN HELP ALREADY.
AND YOU DONT THANK ME BUT JUST KEEP SCREAMING.
WTH?!?!?!?!?!
THERE WAS ONCE I ALMOST GOT KNOCK DOWN BY A BUS.
AND I WAS FREAKING SCARED.
I KEPT QUIET, NOT WANTING YOU TO WORRY.
AND I COULD NOT KEEP IT ANYMORE, I TOLD YOU.
YOU NVR CONSOLE ME AND YET SCOLDED ME.
SAYING WHY WAS I SO CARELESS.
AND WHAT AM I CRYING FOR.
THIS "FAMILY" IS REALLY FRIVING ME NUTS.
I HAVE ALREADY THOUGHT OF SUICIDING.
BUT I WAS AFRAID.
I THOUGHT OF LEAVING HOUSE,
BUT THERE WAS JUST NO CHANCE.
IM REALLY GOING MAD.
I REALLY WANT TO FIND SOMEONE TO TALK TO.
I TRIED TALKING TO JESUS BUT HE DID NOT HELP ME.
YOU MIGHT SAY THAT I HAVE NO FAITH.
BUT I TELL YOU THAT I PUT 101% OF MY FAITH INSIDE.
MAYBE THAT WAS JUST ME.
I REALLY DONT KNOW WHAT TO DO NOW.
I FEEL LKY I HAVE JUST DROP DOWN A SUPER TALL MOUNTAIN AND IS BLEEDING TO DEATH
AND YET NO ONE IS COMING TO MY RESCUE.
NVM. JUST LET ME BLEED TO DEATH.
I DONT MIND.
AT LEAST I AM DEAD
AND I WILL HAVE NO PROBLEM IN THE FAMILY ANYMORE.
THEY HAVE A LESS A BURDEN TO CARRY ON.
AND THEY HAVE ONE LESS PERSON TO SPEND ON.
AND ONE LESS PERSON TO YELL AT.
AND ONE LESS PERSON TO FEED.
AND ONE LESS PERSON TO SEE IN THIS WORLD.
NO ONE CAN HELP ALREADY I GUESS.
I JUST WANT TO BE GONE.

AND PLEASE.
DONT COME SKIPPING RIGHT TO MY FACE AND PISSED ME OFF NOW.
CAUSE I WILL F*&#^!^ KICK YOU IN THE BUTT
AND SCREAM AND YOU
AND I'LL MAKE YOU REGRET WHAT YOU JUST DID.

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