11.15.2006

i pray that you would leave

how i wish i can just talk to you for once lyk a normal friend.
i get so upset and jealous when i see you talking to ppl or they talk to you.
how i wish everything was normal, when you dont know that i lyk you.
how i wish you would use those eyes to look at me again.
how i wish i could talk to you and i dont have to cry over it.
although i tell ppl that i'm okay,
but seriously, deep down inside, i'm really not.
i don't why i still lyk you.
i reall wish that you are out of my mind.
no one can help me, i know.
only jesus can.
so daddy, i pray to you, please help me get rid of all the thoughts i have for him.
& daddy, bring everything back to where it started out as.
& just let us be friends.
friends, that's all i want and that's all i ever need.
thank you daddy. i leave everything in your big arms.
& daddy, i know you wil just take all the problems away.
jesus, you take take take it all
take take take it all :D
i pray this in your mighty name, amen (:

i know you wouldn't be reading my blog,
so i dont mind posting it here.

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