sometimes i just dont feel the love anymore

i dont know why, i just suddenly miss the love family so soo sooo much.
& i really miss the time when we went to the zoo together.
i really miss the time that we spent together during dare services while serving.
sigh. and everyone just has no time for each other.
its sad, really really sad :(
i want us to go out more often, not everyday, but just have family time.
of after dare services, we can have dinner together or stuff.
or just sit down somewhere and share about our lifes.
but non of that is happening.
i cannot do anything, so i shall just pray to daddy.
pray that jesus will multiply our times and just let us have more time for each other.
and let us have more love between us,
that we shall not fight or let anything come between us.
& that this family relationship continue forever.
amen daddy. amen amen! :D
& there would be a last night family time together at the beach, watching sunrise and just talking and eating together.
at laest there is this time together,
i hope that no one forgets this :)
& daddy i pray that the last night, the family would just have the time of our lifes and that we will nvr forget that. & no one would just ruin it.
having this may be good for the love family,
but * may feel that we ps her again for the family lyk last time.
i really dont know what to do.
i really hate it when we quarrell. it sucks, it really sucks.
and things would just turn all around and have many problems again.
so i really just pray to jesus that nothing will happen on the last day.
that the family would just have a little time togther.


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i am missing many things now.
i miss all the times i had with my childhood friends when i was young.
i wish we could be lyk last time, when all was just so innocent.
& everyone was just so soo cute.
& things was just so simple and cheap.
now i guess everything has change. totally changed.
i am missing sheryl ong hui min
its since that after she joined her basketball, everything started to change.
the friendship between us has changed.
she has been hanging out with us lesser and lesser already.
she is now in china and missing out all the fun that we are having right now.
i miss her, i really miss her.
it seemed that my life has seemed to be more quieter without her. {not being dramatic, but its true }
the jokes that she always shared with us, i missed it.
the stupid laughter of hers, i missed it.
the time i spent with her playing lyk nobody cared, i missed it.
the time i hanged out with her, i missed it.
i miss her so soo sooo soooo much.
i really want her to come back :(
basketball is her love, i cannot ask her to quit it and be back here with us.
that is way to selfish & i dont want to be lyk that
i want her to enjoy as well as have time with us.
after all i've been saying, its still time that had made all that thing happened.
so i pray that jesus will multiply time for all of us. AMEN (:



i know when i speak lyk that, you might think that the family is breaking up.
for some ppl, you might be happy.
but let me tell you first, we are not & never breaking up okay!
so crush that dream of yours, forever!