shit that feeling

i want to tell you

my head is filled with things to say

when you're here

all those words, they seem to slip away

just so you know, this feeling is taking control of me.

and i can't help.

i tried letting go of you.

but i dont want to.

i shouldn't love you.

but i want to.

i just can't turn away.

i shouldn't see you

but i cant move.

i cant turn away.

i just want you to know

i hate the fact that im starting to like you again
i hate the fact that you dont want to care
and that you wont even try
i dont know if i want you to try

i know the spark inside your eyes was just the match i use to set myself on fire.

i'm missing you. i know i said that i won't have this feeling anymore. but i'm sorry. it's all back. how i seem to fell so deep in love with you once again.