cheryl

okay. i was really in the wrong alright?
i want you to know that you are always allowed in our world. we really did not leave you out.
just that somethings we really can't tell you because it makes more trouble. really. and i'm not the one that formed the new group. nigell actually isn't in the family thing, so is arielle. we excluded him already. just that on that friday, on the day of the sept holidays, he include himself in. we could not just say :" hey nigell, your not in, so get lost." right? that's why we nvr say anything and he is just "in" already. josh koh, darren, cause we have and are serving tgt. it's not that i'm in a difficult spot or something, i need both grp of friends. both are my friends, my family, i treat everyone as my family, not only that family. cheryl, you are my sister too. i know smetimes you feel left out when we always talk and laugh tgt all that, cause lyk i said, if im closer to that person, you tend to go there and talk and laugh more often. becuase you know what are they talking about and they know what am i talking about. maybe i am just not sensitive enough to know what are you feeling now, and you can tell me nxt time if your feeling left out.