& i'll nvr smile again

dad, i tired to love you as much as i can.
but you always make me hate you.
you find fault with me for nothing.
i really dont want to hate you.
i want to be lyk the others.
i'm really jealous when i see daughters holding hands with their dad regardless of the age.
i know the feeling is good and i want to try it.
but you nvr give me the trust, the love to make me love you more.
now you made me feel insecure when i am with you.
you did not make me smile lyk the last time anymore.
i used to cry on your shoulders when i needed someone.
and i'll nvr forget that day.
the day i felt so good.
but now, every feeling was gone. it feels that your not my dad anymore.